The worst thing happend to me ever...the man i was in love with...and cared about so much more then i have ever cared about any guy before dumped me for his X-girlfriend and it killed me...i now have no feelings for nothing any more..I just sit and cry all the time trying to figure out what is wronge with me..and people keep telling me there is nothing wrong with me...he is just stupid...no he aint he knows what he wants..and its not me...and i guess..i will have to accept that..but damn why did i have to love him so much...he means everything to me....i would do any thing for him...i mean i fucked up my school for him.. I was ready to leave all my friends behind for him....because he ment everything to me..and i ment nothing to him...


This is the song Jessee gave to me and him...god I love Him so Much and I hope he feels the same way...!!

All My Life
By K-Ci & JoJo



I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
& I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother, close to me you're like my father, close to me you're like my sister, close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything & for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you
& I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
& I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger, You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
& I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
& I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is a glow, You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down, You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down & I hope that you feel the same way too, Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
& I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
& I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

-------->and the song I gave Him Is

MONICA LYRICS
"Angel Of Mine"
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine