Omg it is Friday the 13 and we have a game wish us luck. Were playin Mulvane. Im so pissed off my mom grounded me cause I had 3 C's on my report card and only one was a low C. I cant talk on my phone or the internet for at least a week it sucks. Im still really confused between Chris me and Austin. Im not sure if he likes me anymore we never talk. Everyone says he got bored with me since he hasnt got in my pants yet. Well im in choir so I got to go I love yall.
Ok well im really confused now because I thought I was over Chris but then saturday we hung out and held hands and kissed so now im really confused because I like him and Austin and I dont know what to do and I dont know what to do and im just confused. Well thats all I have to say for now. Love Lindsay Renae
WELL im really happy like all this week like durin the weekend I relized I like Austin Helms. And well we have been tlakin and stuff and over christmas break we might go see a movie and eat dinner. Pretty cool stuff but ya. The ren fair thing was ok not the best really kaotic. But caitlin, derek, austin, and me all hung out. Im just waiting for our game to start right now were 2-1 wahoo go us. So I will talk to you later. Love LIndsay Renae
Well the whole me and nate thing didnt work out so well. Iv been feelin kinda odd for a while cause I like 2 people but I dont know how to tell them. I dont have a date to snowball any more *tear*. I dont think im goin so that pretty dress I dont get to get. People are getting upset and mad at me for no darn reason and its ticken me off. I am starting to like colorguard more since now it is just dance. I might not be able to dance to save my life but I try and look pretty funny tryin. As long as I make people laugh I dont care. I have fun doin it. Well I will wright more later. LOVES
Well I figured out that im goin to snowball. Nate asked me on Thursday and I said yes. I found my dress on Saturday. IT IS LOVELY!!!!! Its green with a black overlay with green sparkly flowers on it and its strapless and laces up in the back. I love it so much. Well im really tired probly cause I ate alot of candy and had a sugar high so now im like dead. Well gtg Love ya
Love Lindsay Renae
i look in the mirror who is staring back at me
im not quiet sure cause im so lost in what is going on
people lyen people cheaten this is one messed up relization
im not quiet sure what will come from it but when u figure it out let me no intill then i look in the mirror to find something that isnt there
Why do I complain if I know no one cares
why do I lie and cheat if it dosent help any one but myself
why do I do the wrong thing if I know it wont stastfy me
no one knows but me but I cant quiet figure it out
so I sit and pounder to figure why I do these things
Hey im sittin in Choir right now just thinkin bout stuff.... thinkin bout weather or not to go to snowball..... tryin to sort out stuff with freinds and thinkin about tonight......W