i fucking hate this... i am tired of it...
why the fuck am i crying like this!?!?!?!
well my dad just had a fucking heart attack about two weeks ago and he was ok and home...then he is giving all the signs of another one! why the hell is this happening???? Then my aunt just fucking died today how does that happen??? i will give you my advice DONT LET PEOPLE DO HEXES ON YOU!
my dad had a heart attack the day after somone being as my ex boyfriend put a hex on me!
DAMN IT!
I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF...
I HAVE RELIZED I AM LOST... IN TWO WORLDS
WICCAN
CHRISTAN
WHO CAN TELL I WILL KNOW WHEN TO CHOOSE
OR WILL I???
WICCAN MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE I LOVE IT, I CAN BE MYSELF AND MAKE OTHERS BETTER... MOT LIKE THAT ALL OF YOU UGLY PEOPLE... IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I BELONG.
CHRISTAN MAKES ME FEEL THAT I HAVE SOMTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I DIE. SOMONE TO WATCH ME WHILE I WAKE AND EVREYTHING IS SO SET. ITS JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE IN A CERTAIN PATTERN.
WILL I EVER DECIDE?
life is a bitch
it sucks
theatre is my life
thanks to a teacher i cant show that
tear,,,hold me lee
i think i met my soul mate... AKA my sex slave... but i love lots of people so who can tell???
just met like the coolest person in the known universe [pyromonkey] he is so cool and yay he is pretty too
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