im in my room
thinking
should i
wear better kinds of makeup
dress better
lose weight?
how do you become a typical buety
like all the other girls???
what should i do???
hello
no one is there
wow i like love dom dom
does he love me back?
he is like awsome
hes only screwing with you
his name is demir
but you can call him demo
hes amazing
he doesnt know...
he shouldnt care
he would spaze...
stop thinking about the past
the past is the only way...
love?
only decit...
he understands
you wouldnt know...
Dear life,
it was nice knowing you...shit i cant do this my family has had enough in their fucking lives...but me dying??? Would anyone notice would anyone care. I have seen too much for my age... I can't take this anymore, please will somone help before my life runs out the door?
Chose a band and answer all ten questions using only their songs...
Chosen band/singer: Godsmack
1. Are you a male or a female: Whatever
2. Describe yourself:Mista
3.How do some people feel about you: Bad religion
4.How do you feel about yourself:Sick of life
5. Describe your family: Dead and Broken
6. Where would you rather be: Someone in London
7. Describe what you want to be: Asleep
8. Describe how you live: Running blind
9. Describe how you love: Time bomb
10. Describe what you hate: Voices
i fucking hate this... i am tired of it...
why the fuck am i crying like this!?!?!?!
well my dad just had a fucking heart attack about two weeks ago and he was ok and home...then he is giving all the signs of another one! why the hell is this happening???? Then my aunt just fucking died today how does that happen??? i will give you my advice DONT LET PEOPLE DO HEXES ON YOU!
my dad had a heart attack the day after somone being as my ex boyfriend put a hex on me!
DAMN IT!
I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF...
i fucking hate this... i am tired of it...
why the fuck am i crying like this!?!?!?!
well my dad just had a fucking heart attack about two weeks ago and he was ok and home...then he is giving all the signs of another one! why the hell is this happening???? Then my aunt just fucking died today how does that happen??? i will give you my advice DONT LET PEOPLE DO HEXES ON YOU!
my dad had a heart attack the day after somone being as my ex boyfriend put a hex on me!
DAMN IT!
I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF...
I HAVE RELIZED I AM LOST... IN TWO WORLDS
WICCAN
CHRISTAN
WHO CAN TELL I WILL KNOW WHEN TO CHOOSE
OR WILL I???
WICCAN MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE I LOVE IT, I CAN BE MYSELF AND MAKE OTHERS BETTER... MOT LIKE THAT ALL OF YOU UGLY PEOPLE... IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I BELONG.
CHRISTAN MAKES ME FEEL THAT I HAVE SOMTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I DIE. SOMONE TO WATCH ME WHILE I WAKE AND EVREYTHING IS SO SET. ITS JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE IN A CERTAIN PATTERN.
WILL I EVER DECIDE?
life is a bitch
it sucks
theatre is my life
thanks to a teacher i cant show that
tear,,,hold me lee
i think i met my soul mate... AKA my sex slave... but i love lots of people so who can tell???
just met like the coolest person in the known universe [pyromonkey] he is so cool and yay he is pretty too
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