Damn I am so fucking pissed off....
I was supposed to sneak out with Jawad and Kate...They said they would pick me up in an hour...and they never fucking came...Damn them...Damn them to hell. My own girlfriend would rather fuck someone than see me.
Fuck her to hell.
I will aways love you Demo no one else...I dont feel love for anyone else i swear...
Im scared...Why are you so mad at me?
Anthony commited his love to me...I was confused...
whoa.
Hmmm now i am lost in thought....
I am with Demo
I will be forever and always
<3
Demo
you
rock
me.
I talked to Demo last night.
He says he loves me.
Oh Goddess why do I still love him so?
I talked to his so called girlfriend....
crazy...
Woh...yeah...
I get a high whenever you’re aound
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I, I gotta get my feet back on the ground
’cause you make me go
Out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don’t wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain’t nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush
I got a sweet tooth
And a taste for you
And I might be too obvious
But I (i, I) I can’t help myself from what I do
’cause you make me go out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind, wo-oh, oh-oh-oh
You make me so excited
And I dont’ wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint’ nothign better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
’cause you make me go out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don’t wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint’ nothign better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(you are my sugar rush, baby)
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(you are my sugar rush, yeah-eah, eah-eah)
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You are my sugar rush
you better belive its
itss
dreamstreet...
you know the band from like 5 years ago
haha
you better belive it
damn sunburns...*te
fuck this shit
what the hell is going on
gone for 3 days
and everything
goes crazy
just my luck
damn you [Ozoguz] you love him too
you wrote
the same poem
that you said was to me
and you gave it to me and you gave it to her....
what the hell?!?!?!?!
damn you fucker damn you!
[kill your jesus]
i hope you
fucking die...
im in my room
thinking
should i
wear better kinds of makeup
dress better
lose weight?
how do you become a typical buety
like all the other girls???
what should i do???
hello
no one is there
wow i like love dom dom
does he love me back?
he is like awsome
hes only screwing with you
his name is demir
but you can call him demo
hes amazing
he doesnt know...
he shouldnt care
he would spaze...
stop thinking about the past
the past is the only way...
love?
only decit...
he understands
you wouldnt know...
Dear life,
it was nice knowing you...shit i cant do this my family has had enough in their fucking lives...but me dying??? Would anyone notice would anyone care. I have seen too much for my age... I can't take this anymore, please will somone help before my life runs out the door?
Chose a band and answer all ten questions using only their songs...
Chosen band/singer: Godsmack
1. Are you a male or a female: Whatever
2. Describe yourself:Mista
3.How do some people feel about you: Bad religion
4.How do you feel about yourself:Sick of life
5. Describe your family: Dead and Broken
6. Where would you rather be: Someone in London
7. Describe what you want to be: Asleep
8. Describe how you live: Running blind
9. Describe how you love: Time bomb
10. Describe what you hate: Voices
i fucking hate this... i am tired of it...
why the fuck am i crying like this!?!?!?!
well my dad just had a fucking heart attack about two weeks ago and he was ok and home...then he is giving all the signs of another one! why the hell is this happening???? Then my aunt just fucking died today how does that happen??? i will give you my advice DONT LET PEOPLE DO HEXES ON YOU!
my dad had a heart attack the day after somone being as my ex boyfriend put a hex on me!
DAMN IT!
I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF...
i fucking hate this... i am tired of it...
why the fuck am i crying like this!?!?!?!
well my dad just had a fucking heart attack about two weeks ago and he was ok and home...then he is giving all the signs of another one! why the hell is this happening???? Then my aunt just fucking died today how does that happen??? i will give you my advice DONT LET PEOPLE DO HEXES ON YOU!
my dad had a heart attack the day after somone being as my ex boyfriend put a hex on me!
DAMN IT!
I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF...
I HAVE RELIZED I AM LOST... IN TWO WORLDS
WICCAN
CHRISTAN
WHO CAN TELL I WILL KNOW WHEN TO CHOOSE
OR WILL I???
WICCAN MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE I LOVE IT, I CAN BE MYSELF AND MAKE OTHERS BETTER... MOT LIKE THAT ALL OF YOU UGLY PEOPLE... IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I BELONG.
CHRISTAN MAKES ME FEEL THAT I HAVE SOMTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I DIE. SOMONE TO WATCH ME WHILE I WAKE AND EVREYTHING IS SO SET. ITS JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE IN A CERTAIN PATTERN.
WILL I EVER DECIDE?
life is a bitch
it sucks
theatre is my life
thanks to a teacher i cant show that
tear,,,hold me lee
i think i met my soul mate... AKA my sex slave... but i love lots of people so who can tell???
just met like the coolest person in the known universe [pyromonkey] he is so cool and yay he is pretty too
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