[Chelly with a chance of meatballs.]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-06-27
Written: (7092 days ago)

Holy. Shit.



It's my brother's bitrthday...O.o People are over...Whoa. Damn right it's weird some guy is sleeping on my floor...O.o
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Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7094 days ago)

[1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?
16.Did you message me just because of how i look?
17. wud u ever date me?
]

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Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7094 days ago)

I Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...

Jesus,

it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Our seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today

Jesus,

it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today

Jesus,

it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!



[

Well Darling Do You Get It Yet?

]
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Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7094 days ago)

Family Bonding Time!


Oh joy... *snort*
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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (7095 days ago)

[Yes is does...relate to me...



Bliss my lovely song...
]




You made me Fucking write you Bastard.</h>



Cheers!

Missing: </h1>
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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (7095 days ago)

[I don’t know why you lie
I don’t know why you cry
But every time you do

I die a little inside.


Well I’m fucking sick
Of all your goddamn lies
Its time I fucking clicked
You try to hide it in your eyes

I’m sick of your deception
You tried to stab me in the back
You lied about affection
It’s the goddamn courage that you lack

You can’t stand up
You can’t speak out
I’m sick of you
I’m fucking tired of your doubt

I’ve reached my limit
I’m tired of this
Just remember

Silence is bliss]

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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (7095 days ago)



Confusion is overtaking...everything...

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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (7095 days ago)

So...



  I hate the fact...

                  that people put pictures     on their pages       and sit there and say "I don't 

like this picture" or

           "Run away its ugly me..." then why the fuck

       

      did they put it
 
  on their damn pages anyway                       if they don't like it...

What the fuck?

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Written about Tuesday 2005-06-21
Written: (7098 days ago)

Damn I am so fucking pissed off....


I was supposed to sneak out with Jawad and Kate...They said they would pick me up in an hour...and they never fucking came...Damn them...Damn them to hell. My own girlfriend would rather fuck someone than see me.







Fuck her to hell.

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Written about Friday 2005-06-17
Written: (7102 days ago)

I will aways love you Demo no one else...I dont feel love for anyone else i swear...




Im scared...Why are you so mad at me?

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Written about Friday 2005-06-17
Written: (7102 days ago)

Anthony commited his love to me...I was confused...



whoa.





Hmmm now i am lost in thought....



I am with Demo



















I will be forever and always
<3


Demo

                                 you







         rock




me.

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Written about Friday 2005-06-17
Written: (7102 days ago)

I talked to Demo last night.


He says he loves me.


Oh Goddess why do I still love him so?


I talked to his so called girlfriend....she says they are just friends besides...she has a boyfriend...






                                crazy...

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Written about Friday 2005-06-17
Written: (7102 days ago)

Woh...yeah...

I get a high whenever you’re aound
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I, I gotta get my feet back on the ground

’cause you make me go
Out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don’t wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain’t nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush

I got a sweet tooth
And a taste for you
And I might be too obvious
But I (i, I) I can’t help myself from what I do

’cause you make me go out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind, wo-oh, oh-oh-oh

You make me so excited
And I dont’ wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint’ nothign better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush

Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much

’cause you make me go out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don’t wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint’ nothign better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I’m losing touch
You are my sugar rush

Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(you are my sugar rush, baby)
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You’re the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(you are my sugar rush, yeah-eah, eah-eah)
Baby you’re my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You are my sugar rush











you better belive its






itss






dreamstreet...haha



you know the band from like 5 years ago



haha


you better belive it

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-16
Written: (7103 days ago)

damn sunburns...*tear*

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-16
Written: (7103 days ago)

fuck this shit


what the hell is going on


gone for 3 days


and everything


goes crazy




                         just my luck

599546  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-16
Written: (7103 days ago)

damn you [Ozoguz] you love him too

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-16
Written: (7103 days ago)

you wrote

                             the same poem


that you said was to me


                        and you gave it to me and you gave it to her....










what the hell?!?!?!?!


damn you fucker damn you!


[kill your jesus]


i hope you



                      fucking die...

594111  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-09
Written: (7109 days ago)

im in my room


thinking


should i


wear better kinds of makeup


dress better


lose weight?


how do you become a typical buety


like all the other girls???


what should i do???

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-09
Written: (7110 days ago)

hello
                                                                no one is there
wow i like love dom dom
                                                          does he love me back?
he is like awsome
                                                         hes only screwing with you
his name is demir
                                                        but you can call him demo
hes amazing
                     
                        he doesnt know...
he shouldnt care
                       
                         he would spaze...
stop thinking about the past
                                                        the past is the only way...
love?
                                                                 only decit...

he understands
                                                             you wouldnt know...

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-05
Written: (7114 days ago)

Dear life,

  it was nice knowing you...shit i cant do this my family has had enough in their fucking lives...but me dying??? Would anyone notice would anyone care. I have seen too much for my age... I can't take this anymore, please will somone help before my life runs out the door?

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-02
Written: (7116 days ago)

Chose a band and answer all ten questions using only their songs...



Chosen band/singer: Godsmack


1. Are you a male or a female: Whatever



2. Describe yourself:Mistakes



3.How do some people feel about you: Bad religion



4.How do you feel about yourself:Sick of life



5. Describe your family: Dead and Broken



6. Where would you rather be: Someone in London



7. Describe what you want to be: Asleep



8. Describe how you live: Running blind



9. Describe how you love: Time bomb



10. Describe what you hate: Voices

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