Last night I got grounded for another motherfucking week cuz I got on the phone while my mom was in her room bout to go to sleep so she caught me on da phone and said I got another week
Today I got fuckin grouded for no reason really I cant go outside I cant do shit talk on the phone or anything for a week next Tuesday 4/5 or 4/6 .
Lost
by Jenn Farrell
So she sits and thinks
Of who she wants to be
What's inside of her
She can't even see.
Her life so perfect
Has always been her dream -
Something to never happen,
Or at least it seems.
If only she could have
Just that one special chance
To fall in love again
With just one glance.
The hurt, the pain
Has dulled her light
Cause the love of her life
Didn't treat her right.
Why did he always make her cry
Why couldn't he even try
Why couldn't he tell her why
So many times, He said Goodbye
Sad Poem
FIRST LOVE FIRST MISTAKE
© By KIZZY D. DOUGLAS
Now my life is over
pulled up like a four leaf clover
you told me that I was the only one
I believed that-now I have a son
lies I believed and the things that you wouldn't share
not knowing that you really didn't care
time and time again I confronted you about the things that were clear to me
you were unfaithful and you thought that I would never see
how could my first love be so untrue
never would I have been in this situation-only if I knew
can't you understand what you have done
my life is now on fire
you are no longer what my heart desires
the word hate couldn't describe how I feel about you
apologies, flowers could never do
we now share something that can't be taken away
I have to maintain day by day
Sometimes I let my anger get the best of me
I know I should because now I am living with H.I.V.
FIRST LOVE, LAST MISTAKE!!!!!!
Today was so much fun I went out with Jeffro and we went to his sisters and some other places it was fun I didnt have to be home till 10 so we didnt have to worry about me having to be home all early or something like 8 or anything Jeffro is so sweet theres is people that wanna kill him and stupied shit he not like alot of other guys he could of took an advantages of me so many times when Im messed up but never has
I miss kyle sooo much I was over at Dustins house with his sister all day yesterday and kyle showed up he shows up everytime im over there even cassandra said it i miss him soo much people just ignore the silent cries
i got caught robbing stores// now i clean floors// but i still ride on chromes // running from the po-pos// flowing slow-mo// but i keep it solo// wearing polo// and watching porno// lets keep that to low-low// keep my name out your mouth// or i blast your whole house// keeping real on the block// watching t.v from my cable box// but i dont sell rocks// so keep your mouth from my cock// cause im different from my culture// fuck with me i will attack like a vulture// thats what im about// sleeping on the couch// smoking on a pound// cause im lost and suddenly i got found// growing down-south in H-town// down here we are shit//nothing but big time clicks// looking at nothing but naked pics// before i go tell miguel to get off my DICK// to my partner efrain tell him to stop being a little BITCH
ECSTASYYYYYYYY
ECSTASY LEMME TELL YOU WHAT IT REALLY MEANS TO ME
CARESS MY SEXY BODY
BEND ME OVER MAKE ME SCREAM
DIM THE RED LIGHTS
GET IN THE PUSSY ENJOY ITS REAL TIGHT
TWIST UP A BLUNT THE PRICE IS RIGHT
BUY A BOTTLE OF CRIS TO MAKE THE NIGHT
CUZ U KNOW WERE GONNA PARTY TONGIGHT, RIGHT??
BE NICE ITS LIL BABY
ARE YOU READY FOR ME
GO DOWN ON THEE
AND BRING ME TO ECSTASY
BOY IT TASTES SO SWEET
LICK IT AND SEE
KNEEL ON THE FLOOR
WHILE I LAY ON THE BED
LEMME GET SUM OF THAT QUALITY HEAAAD
LICK IT TIL U CANT HELP BUT TO STICK IT
KEEP GOIN DONT STOP
LEMME BUST MY FOURTH
BAY CAN U PLEASE DO THAT FOR ME
DO THAT FOR LILBABY
DO YA FEEL ME
DO YA LIKE TO BE TEASED
IM BOUT TO FLIP THE SCRIPT
AN GIVE U A SURPRISE
UR DICKS BEGININ TO RISE
AS I BRING MY MOUTH TO THE TIP
THEN TAKE A LICK
LOOKIN INTO YOUR EYES
I CAN TELL YOUR MESMORIZED, HYPNOTIZED
I KNOW U FEEL IT IN UR THIGHS
AND THATS EXACTLY WHAT ECSTASY REALLY MEANS 2 ME
CARESS MY SEXY BODY
(GUY)
LILBABY BEND OVER LET DADDY MAKE U SCREAM
LEMME LAY U DOWN
THEN TURN U AROUND
AND HIT IT FROM THE BACK
TELL ME DO YA LIKE IT LIKE THAT
BABY RIDE THE DICK
TIL IT MAKES YOU SICK
GET OFF REAL QUICK
AND SUCK THE DICK
SIT ON MY FACE
LEMME LICK THE CLIT
TIL U BUST UR FIFTH
TELL ME WHOS SHIT THIS IS
(GURL)
BAY LAY ME DOWN
THEN TURN ME AROUND
AND HIT IT FROM THE BACK
I LIKE IT IM FREAKY LIKE THAT
MY ECSTASY
I CAN SEE
ITS AFFECTING THEE
I KNOW YOUR LOVING THESE THIGHS
MY PRETTY ASS EYES
LOOK AT THIS BOOTY
4SHO IMMA CUTIE
WHAT ECSTASY REALLY MEANS TO ME
IS TEASIN ME AND PLEASIN THEE
LOVE, PLEASE
Today I was with Dustin he wants to go out with me but im not really sure him and Kyle not hittel kyle oneil keep asking me out and im not sure what I really want right now im really over guys. Getting treated wrong and everything!
Later tongiht I went with Kyle to Summerfield its like a park and stuf we meet up with his friens Ryan a.k.a RJ but Kyle keeps trying to push me to go with him its soooo confusing I dont kno and Dustin called me since I been back from Sarasota tonight but when I was with Kyle and Kyle kno's about Dustin but doesent kno he trying to hook up with me to
Later tongiht I went with Kyle to Summerfield its like a park and stuf we meet up with his friens Ryan A.K.A RJ but Kyle keeps trying to push me to go with him its soooo confusing I dont kno and Dustin called me since I been back from Sarasota tonight but when I was with Kyle and Kyle kno's about Dustin but doesent kno he trying to hook up with me to
Today is my grandma's birthday
My best friend yesterday O.D im soo happy he is alive still he woke up and the docter told him he died for 9 seconds
Im sooo tired and lonely I miss Kyle soooooooo much !!!