Oil Pastels. This one took awhile.

My scanner sucks. *frowns*

A banner I made for Kissing Girls.

*frowns* this is just a doodle I did in history class. I like her face but the background was just something else to alleviate my boredom. My stupid scanner murdered it though. I'll try and upload a better one and delete this one later. I don't feel like f!@#ing with it right now.

My evil chair, done from boredom mainly. Like my evil lamp- it sucks- but I like 'em anyways.

My evil lamp. Inspired by an artist on elfwood.

This is Rowan, a character from my will-be manga. I TRIED to tone it in photoshop. *curses photoshop under breath* (this is a scan btw, I accidentally deleted the one on the computer)

Acceptance
when the darkness surrounds you
and the mounting confusion fills your lungs
do you
break
when everything you've fought so hard to accept
shatters
when there is no where to turn
where do you run?
when the dam breaks
and you're drowning in your
fear
can you still breathe?
when the truth is no more
no more
and you think you've had all you can take
and your sanity
crumbles
to accept it
is to fail
to loose all chance of ever finding the
answers
but when there are no answers,
is there any other way?

Inspired by a poem Mara did. (Particularly the ending) so I really don’t get much credit for this one.

In the night
Darkness falling
No one here
To hear you calling
No one here
To hear you screaming
Or your stupid, useless
Pleading
Run, run
Run away
Go and try
It’s here you’ll stay
Fall, fall
Falling down
Down, down
Swirling round
Ripping,
Tearing,
Feel you screaming
Wake up! Wake up!
You’re only dreaming

The Horseman

The moon is high
The sky is dark
No sound is made
But for her heart
And onward rides the horseman

Time is short
The night is cold
Deep inside her heart
She’s told
That onward rides the horseman

And on he rides
Her tears fall down
Ringing, ringing
Is the sound
Of hoofbeats drawing
Stronger now
Closer now
Stronger now
She rises now
To say her last
Everything else
Is in the past
Her heart beats
So very fast
Faster now
Louder now
Faster now

Her hand is swift
Her blade is sharp
Here comes the one
Who took her heart
Here comes the horseman

Her blood spills
Her fall is swift
For all that pain
It ended quick
And onward rides her horseman
Yes, onward rides the horseman…

A dark change is slowly swirling across the cold earth. It is seeping through my skin and its writhing emptiness flows within my very blood. The chill of its passage is tangible. The very air is dense with it. The darkness is coming. Can you taste the silence? It brings rest upon a weary creature like myself. But rest shall not come. This is but the calm before a vast, all-consuming storm. A war shall be waged as the circle completes a stage of its endless dance. The demons shall silently stalk their unforgiven prey and the screams of their victims shall go unheard in the ears of the suffering. Bleeding from invisible wounds the warriors shall battle for their sanity. Only the winds shall answer their heartfelt cries, as they bleed out their souls to the darkness.

Can you taste the silence?

And time does not make sense
Through the eyes of one who has no time
I’ve given it to you,
And everything else
It’s yours
I’m yours
Unwillingly
I’d give you everything but me
Yet I remain yours,
And you don’t even know it.

Hear the winds a whispering
'neath the emrald trees.
As the sun shines down
upon your pale face
and the roses bloom at your feet,
know that I love you,
even as you walk away.

Something I wrote for someone very dear to me... though he is no longer here...

crappy old poem I did...

What do I do now?
This silence has descended like a dark veil
Over silent screams tempered from pain
And after the overwhelming noise
The silence is so incredibly loud
No turning ‘round
No turning back
The will to walk forward is weak
Though it seems impossible to stop
Stop moving
The dam will hold the water
Till the water grows
When it breaks the flood will drown me
And the water will keep coming
If only it were left hollow
With no water
With no pain
Can’t breathe
The pain is suffocating
Led by false hopes
That were always out of reach
To a land of horrors
Nothing is ever what it seems
How did I get here?
I don’t know which way to go
And if time tells the answer,
I’m not sure I want to know
There is no way out of here
It never ends…