well i don't know how many days it has been since (redfairy1) last talk 2 me i have 2 tell him the real reason on y i put wat i put up
i almost tried 2 kill myself my brother made me so madd thats y i beat the mess out of him i want 2 go far away and i don't know jus' get away from him:( Ben still hates me i know it
i'm stupid no 1 loves me anymore i thought i was great my best friend hates me now wat do i dooo? I still love him. boohoo
hahahehe
I feel wierd i havn't been my self 4 these past week
i love u Tyler