my excuse for a poem:
you say ur heartless
ur just a liar
why dont u be honest with urself
& just shut up while ur ahead
u say everything u love is
gone but look around
ur not the only person
on this earth with feelings
so stop doing to others
as u had done to u
be a rebel.....
care

FUCKING COMPUTER!!!ok well i just had an entire diary entry here that i have to retype & i cant write down word for word what all i said so yeah heres a lump sum of it

debating on going back to church,but only on wednesdays,pisses me off all the stupid hypacritical christians will think the only reason im going back is b/c my gf goes to church & that i dont have possibly no faith or belief in god & maybe JUST MAYBE i fucking hate gods guts with such a passion i cant even describe it.nah it could never be that.ok im rambling again,also i figured out that ive been missing alot like the group of people i hung out with at chuch (mainly 4).nessa[ceridwen],lizzie[jesusfreak/ bandgeek],sabrina,& meghan[Aurora Of Moonblade].& ive felt really empty without all of it(besides other reasons) & yeah so pretty much one of them we kinda stopped talking & avoid each other,& the other 3 i dont get to see very much aside from school.so a group i enjoyed spending time with i dont get to very much & i was thinking of going back to church if only to pass time

my runescape password for clipto_jed is itsme plz david or someone i know take his stuff & Jedthemage's password is jedisme plz use his stuff as well...
& my et password is itsme,to inform my et friends of me so they dont message me