HAVE YOU EVER
1) Dated one of your best friends: justin m! ^_^
2) Loved/Liked: both, alot
3) Cried: alot
4) Drank alcohol: a few times
5) Done drugs: no, cigarette
6) Broken the law: kinda
7) Broken a bone: fractured sevreley
8) Cheated on a test: a few times
9) Skinny dipped: lmao once
10) had sex with the same sex: uhm..no
11) had sex with opposite sex: kinda
12) been cought having sex: nope
13) Played Truth or Dare: yeah
14)Ridden in a fire truck: no
15) Come close to dying: uhm...i shocked myself once, and used to occasionally smoke? does that count?
16) Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: heh...yeah
17) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride:all the time
18) Eaten a worm/mud pie: ew no
19) Stayed up till four on the phone: greg ^_^ almost everynight with that kid
20) Tipped over a port-a-potty: no
21) Fell asleep while eating: no
22) Met someone famous: jack wilson
23) Been in a school play: does pre-school count? and 4th and 5th grade
24) Cried in public: yeah
25) Seen someone die: ive seen someone when they were dying, but nto actually die

haha today sucked....we had a leakage, sweage leakage...ew, so yeah we had to have lunch in the gym since the cafe. was off limits...didnt TOUCH the cafe. food, just had a mt dew for lunch lol...so yeah thats about it...almost had a "lets date" encounter with smitty, stopped myself with that one....heh, my secret no one knows...yeah..so anywho we're gonna go now ttyl

Age: 0-5 [Toddler]


When were you born?: 10/14/88
What was your first word?: my parents dont even know that!
What was your favorite television show?: power rangers and sit and be fit ^_^
What was your favorite movie?: every disney movie
Do you have any siblings?: nope
Did you have any pets?: 2 golden retrievers
Did you have a best friend? Who?: meghan hamm, knew her since the crib...dont talk anymore, AND Mr. Justin Murphy, sexy sexy man lol
Did you have a favorite relative?: my cousins zack clint and franky
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: probably when i fell on the chuckie cheese fan and cut my hand open ^_^



Age: 6-12 [Childhood/Pre-teen]


What was the name of your elementary school?: Marshall Elementary
Did you get a boyfriend/girlfriend during any of these years? i was the little second grader girl that always had a boyfriend lol
What was your favorite year of elementary school? Why?: kindergarden, i was still naive and my teacher kicked ass
Who was your favorite teacher?: Miss Price, who is now Mrs Shwartz since she married the principal when i went into 2nd grade
Who was your least favorite teacher?: mrs michael..she was a BIATCH
What was the reason for your first detention?: never had one, surprisingly
Who was your best friend during these years?: meghan hamm
What was your favorite television show?: power rangers and basically pirate games
What was your favorite movie?: my girl
What was your favorite song?: free falling by tom petty ^_^ and.. cant always get what you want by rolling stones and achy breaky heart-bill ray syrus
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: uhm...moving alot???

: 13-17 (teenager)
What high school did/are you go(ing) to?: NAI aka HELL ON EARTH
Who was/are your best friend(s)?: anne, adam, august, julia, lauren, katie, uhm, ....yeah
What was/is your favorite class?: math this year, other than that art
Who was/is your favorite teacher?: mr reck, mr dresmich, mr marks
Who was/is your least favorite teacher?: mckenzie, malutech, wolfe, gomez, yeah..bitch math teachers for 3 years
Who was/is your boyfriend/girlfriend during these years?: oh boy, uhm, sean, cody, gene, ulysses, ben, tom f, ray,[ greg ], tom d, glenn, jim, mike and adam for a year and thats where i end...i am a horrible human being -_-
What was/is your most prized possession? Why?: my freedom
Were you ever suspended or expelled? Why?: nope
Were/are you still a virgin during these years?: no comment
Wat was/is your favorite television show?: never watch tv..but PIRATES ARE COMMIN APRIL 4 BABY!
What was/is your favorite movie?: casablanca, my girl, TOMMY because roger daltrey=sexy and the who=amazing, finding neverland
What was/is your favorite song?: free falling-tom petty
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: adam...and romp n roll..lol...and greg...i think i miss him though..*smacks head to computer* (bad brittany bad)

stole this from anne lol

beware the ides of march? so yeah, steph's funeral today...wow soo many people, it was amazing how many lives one beautiful smile could touch...i cried through the whole thing...it was really sad, but it was good to have anne and lauren and adam there, the people who mean the most to me, so afterwards we went to the lifehouse then adam lauren anne and me went to bother kathrine while she was teaching a class, then we did the same to brian it was fun so yeah...who knows now...but tastee freez opens friday...yehaw!! alright...bye

R.I.P. Steph

you always had a smile on your face and you were so nice to everyone, with such a great heart.....everyone will miss you and you'll be truly missed by us all....but atleast you aren't suffering anymore...you're family and friends are in my prayers

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.

Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change


yeah...ive found alot of GREAT breaking up songs...ha, who knows, he's taking this harder than i thought he would...it sucks...so yeah, i guess this song can relate??....hum...heres to lynyrd skynyrd for making me sad

people suck, esspecially when they steel from you...



ASSHOLE


$40 fucking dollars

since you've been gone...I can [ breath for the first time ]

so yeah, the whole single thing is weird...i like it but i dont...like, im kinda glad to have the freedom again...but i feel like something is missing...damn im so fucking selfish and retarded lol...so yeah jared told me he hated me well yeah, we'll get into that later...bye

and a song to fit the new brittany ^_^

I don't know where I'm going
But, I sure know where I've been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An' I've made up my mind,
I ain't wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again

Tho' I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find what I'm looking for
Oh Lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on,
'Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known,
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time

I'm just another heart in need of rescue,
Waiting on love's sweet charity
An' I'm gonna hold on
For the rest of my days,
'Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
[ Goin' down the only road I've ever known ]
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go...

An' I've made up my mind,
I ain't wasting no more time

An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known,
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
'Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known,
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time...

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go,
Here I go again..

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Brittany Papalia
-- Nickname: b, knee, britt, loser, bitch, sexy :p
-- Sweet Friends Call Me: lesbian lover
-- Birth date: 10/14/1988
-- Birthplace: pittsburgh, pennsylvania
-- Current location: pittsburgh, pennsylvania
-- Eye color: blue        
--Hair color: brownish
-- Height:5'6"
-- Righty or lefty: Righty



LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: italian baby
-- Your weakness: anne, chocolate and massages
-- Your fears: SPIDERS
-- Your perfect pizza: plain
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: my dad gets full custody



LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: aww and i love you
--Your thoughts first waking up: need more sleep
-- Your best physical feature: most people say my eyes
-- Your bedtime: whenever i want
-- Your most missed memory: greg..but shh ^x^


LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: code red mt dew
-- Fast food joint: mcdonalds..mm mcchiken
-- Single or group dates: both are fun
-- Adidas or Nike: nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both



LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: cigarets-sometimes
-- Cuss: haha yeah
-- Sing: sometimes.
-- Take a shower every day: yeah             
--Have a crush(es): yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: sometimes
-- Want to get married: of course
-- Believe in yourself: eh, sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: i dont but yesterday nick told me i was very pretty ^_^ (my bf doesnt even tell me that)
-- Think you're a health freak: god no
-- Get along with your parents: my dad...sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: no
-- Play an instrument: nope



LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: Yes
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had sex:no  -_-
--Made out: it's me we're talking about, im too horny not too :p
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, but almost
-- Eaten sushi: no way jose
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
--Gone skinny-dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no


LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: not TRASHED               -- Been caught doing something: depends on what we were doing
-- Been called a tease: heh...yeah
-- Gotten beaten up: a few times
-- Shoplifted: like twice and they were MINOR things -.0
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope



LAYER EIGHT
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: blue      
---Best hair color: brown
-- Short or long hair: short, but doesnt really matter
-- Height: atleast 5'5
-- Best weight: doesnt matter to me
-- Best articles of clothing: pants
-- Best first date location: mt washington in pgh
-- Best first kiss location: snow



LAYER NINE
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 6
-- Number of CDs : alot..like ALOT
-- Number of piercing : 2  
-- Number of tattoos: None
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: once
-- Number of scars on my body:alot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot

4 o'clock toddaaayy 4 o clock todaaayyyy ^_^ 4 o'clock todaaayyyyy 4 o'clock todaaAAAAYYY!!! whose excited?? Miss brittany lyn is, soo yeah got to see stacey after school!! blah, school is soo beat, i definately FAILED meyer's test today considerring i know i answered 2 questions correctly, the rest i failed misserably....Je deteste un examine....damned school

im pretty sure he forgot about our 1 year...considerring he said NOTHING about it....... damn men

thanks anne ^_^ you always know how to make me smile

so my mom comes home so smashed today that she like stubled down the stairs fell onto the couch and fell right asleep....she can barely talk, and when my dad called she started flipping out about him calling the house?? UGH whatever,...april 14 ill be able to get out, but friday i really hope the lawyer has a FAST solution for full custody for my dad

im in an entry mood today lol

so i was talking to justin today....no not lauren's justin...my friend justin, he's a junior from north hills, ive known him since we were like 3, and he was telling me how he liked this stuck up cheerleader from my school, and like we've dated so many times since i was in 7th grade, and i guess i got upset about it...which makes me wonder...i DONT want to like him because im so in love with adam....but im afraid of the second thoughts...AGAIN

i want to get married...anyone up for it?

for once NA wasnt anal....then again, the snow isnt even sticking...i love how on days where busses are swirving and the weather is awful we dont even get a delay, but on a day where the snow isnt even sticking, the roads are clear, we're cancelled, oh well...im enjoying the monday off

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive


i dont want to say goodbye
i dont want the year to end
in 6months it'll be over
...6 months isnt enough time to say "i love you" and to say..."goodbye"

so fish fry last night got to seen ANNE! my love, and lauren my other love and alyssa, adam, rj, etc etc, damn i have alot of loves...anywho then afterwards saw jared at target and then rj at dollar store, exciting, so yeah, not much going on today


later

schools beat....just another bad bad bad day

wow been awhile...yeah, weekend was interesting if you're dying to know go to

http://www.xanga.com/revolution_of_ducks

thats only for the people who care about me though lol

yeah later LOSERS!

^_^