on the sad part my heart was just ripped into millions of pieces

lal3060: well tell him we r not going out
Roger D the duck: i did! like 50times
lal3060: tell him we dont plan to either
Roger D the duck: i do
lal3060: ok
lal3060: well then let me ask you something
Roger D the duck: yeah
lal3060: why did like 3 people tell me today that u like me
lal3060: its really anoying
lal3060: so keep it in the dl

i feel like crying....i need to stop falling so fast ;_;


and what cheered me up:

kIndOfObscEnE: still doing the whole i have a vagina thing?
Roger D the duck: lol what
kIndOfObscEnE: ya know
kIndOfObscEnE: being a girl?
kIndOfObscEnE: still into that?
Roger D the duck: yeah...
kIndOfObscEnE: the werewolf thing?
Roger D the duck: ?
kIndOfObscEnE: uh uh uh uh
kIndOfObscEnE: i think you're pretty?
Roger D the duck: really?
kIndOfObscEnE: beautiful
kIndOfObscEnE: but that's only opinion

it made me smile...but im still upset about lathom...i liked him so much...damnit damnit damnit i hate men!!!

so NA tried to kill us today!

i got to watch the sunrise with him ^_^ it was romantic....


i need to stop...maybe ill just ask him out?

*mr brightside plays in the backround*
(i hold my tied up broken bracelet out)
"will you marry me?...I LOVE THIS SONG!"
"yes I'd love to, and this can be our wedding song"
^_^ he wants to maaarrrryy meeee


i think im a little obsessed

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside


we even have a song :) lol..wow am i pathetic! lol...oh god im a loser, so yeah....it makes me think of him...dude, i dont know why he didnt ask me out . he told me he liked me to my face, and he told like everyone else he liked me too

WHY DO GUYS KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!

*i hope he asks me out*

wow ^_^....fair night

<3lathom...he was a cutie, got to know him throughout the night, 'twas fun, a few bad things happened, but we'll let that slide....but yeah...it's fun being able to OWN frannie anne you would have been proud, then again, bill was a DICK well havent slept in 24hours. time to work from 11-10 tonight ^_^ SO MUCH FUCKING FUN!


bye kids ^_^

definatelty suck at life


THE BACK WHEEL WASNT EVEN AN INCH ON THE FUCKING LINE AND HE FUCKING FAILED ME!!!!!! asshole...

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck im soooo mad

i had a praise to anne in here....im guessing it dissapeared???

softball practice today....oh am i tired...and then work tonight at 5...yippee? and yeah....soooo

5 days until i get my license!!!!

why's
...why the hell does she have to drink
...why is my dad being such a pussy about getting full custody
...why does my mom ask so many questions
...why does she only care when she's drunk and always think im mad at her
...why did my parents have to get divorced and why did it have to be her fault
...why did she have to fail at life and drop out of college
...WHY WHY WHY DAMNIT WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????

Somebody give me my truck
So I can ride on the clouds
So I can turn up the bass like...

Somebody pass my guitar
So I can look like a star
And spend this cash like...

Whatchu gonna do when the croud goes Ayo?
Why you standin' on the wall?
Music startin' everywhere
So why dont you just move along?


I see you lookin at me
Like I'm some kind of freak
Get up out of your seat
Why dont you do somethin'?
I see you lookin' at me
Like I got what you need
Get up out of your seat,
Why dont you do somethin'?


Now you all in my grill
Cause I say what I feel
Only rock to what's real
Baby bump bump
But I can't do that with you
Only here with my crew
I can roll if you can
Dont be a punk punk

Whatchu gonna do when the croud goes Ayo?
Why you standin' on the wall?
Music startin' everywhere
So why dont you just move along?



Na nananananana
Uh!
Na nananananananana

I see you lookin' over here
Cant you tell I'm havin' fun
If you care like I know
You would stop
starrin' at us
And get your own space
And do somethin'


kind of a good song for the moment?

i want to "do somthin" right now im so bored

stole this from anne:

wow last night=amazing...'brrriittttt taaannnyyyy omg omg omg *stops* omg look the window is foggy!' so ya went out with brittany, adam and glenn...yes very amusing. First we were off to kings for dinner, kept losing glenn. ya i dont think they liked us very much there. lol Kings is a Family Resturant thats why everyone stared when glenn said he was a pinko...then off to giant eagle to get a movie.... and to adam's to watch it... Finding Neverland=world's most amazing movie, when you arn't watching it with two idiots who totally do not appreciate the complere sexineesssss/h ottnesss of Johnny Depp trying to act british and coming off irish...but of course watching movies with those two is piontless as, as glenn said "we'll pay attention when something blows up" so they spent the entire movie screwing with the cats using the laser pionter... (at one point brittany has laser pionter and pionts it at glenn's nuts) *glenn trying to get the laser pionter dot thingy hits himself in the nuts* "owww..." hahahahahahhaaaaa... looked at "the adventures of 50 cent through time"...then we went back out... only this time glenn was saying everything adam said except in french, which being a spanish student I understood none of, and surprising did it very well hmmm....went to wendy's and got some food, when we came out of wendys (since its next to a car dealership) glenn decided to through his burger at on of the cars in the parking lot, nice job glenn. then we went to starbucks and had homosexual time, glenn actd gay, and adam tried to ignore him, which was hard as glenn was sitting in the same chair as he was....then we went home...

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yeah that was sat night, then sunday worked on the project with olivia all day, then sunday night i went to church left early to go to work..hooray

ttyl

wow do i suck at life

so yeah im going out with adam again



























APRIL FOOLS!!! aha aha aha


wow am i cool or what? lol..sorry it's late just got home from babysitting, it was fun stuff...but yeah so...tired and kinda hyper, and in an APRIL FOOLS! mood lol...right...

GOODBYE! O\_/O

HAVE YOU EVER
1) Dated one of your best friends: justin m! ^_^
2) Loved/Liked: both, alot
3) Cried: alot
4) Drank alcohol: a few times
5) Done drugs: no, cigarette
6) Broken the law: kinda
7) Broken a bone: fractured sevreley
8) Cheated on a test: a few times
9) Skinny dipped: lmao once
10) had sex with the same sex: uhm..no
11) had sex with opposite sex: kinda
12) been cought having sex: nope
13) Played Truth or Dare: yeah
14)Ridden in a fire truck: no
15) Come close to dying: uhm...i shocked myself once, and used to occasionally smoke? does that count?
16) Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: heh...yeah
17) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride:all the time
18) Eaten a worm/mud pie: ew no
19) Stayed up till four on the phone: greg ^_^ almost everynight with that kid
20) Tipped over a port-a-potty: no
21) Fell asleep while eating: no
22) Met someone famous: jack wilson
23) Been in a school play: does pre-school count? and 4th and 5th grade
24) Cried in public: yeah
25) Seen someone die: ive seen someone when they were dying, but nto actually die

haha today sucked....we had a leakage, sweage leakage...ew, so yeah we had to have lunch in the gym since the cafe. was off limits...didnt TOUCH the cafe. food, just had a mt dew for lunch lol...so yeah thats about it...almost had a "lets date" encounter with smitty, stopped myself with that one....heh, my secret no one knows...yeah..so anywho we're gonna go now ttyl

Age: 0-5 [Toddler]


When were you born?: 10/14/88
What was your first word?: my parents dont even know that!
What was your favorite television show?: power rangers and sit and be fit ^_^
What was your favorite movie?: every disney movie
Do you have any siblings?: nope
Did you have any pets?: 2 golden retrievers
Did you have a best friend? Who?: meghan hamm, knew her since the crib...dont talk anymore, AND Mr. Justin Murphy, sexy sexy man lol
Did you have a favorite relative?: my cousins zack clint and franky
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: probably when i fell on the chuckie cheese fan and cut my hand open ^_^



Age: 6-12 [Childhood/Pre-teen]


What was the name of your elementary school?: Marshall Elementary
Did you get a boyfriend/girlfriend during any of these years? i was the little second grader girl that always had a boyfriend lol
What was your favorite year of elementary school? Why?: kindergarden, i was still naive and my teacher kicked ass
Who was your favorite teacher?: Miss Price, who is now Mrs Shwartz since she married the principal when i went into 2nd grade
Who was your least favorite teacher?: mrs michael..she was a BIATCH
What was the reason for your first detention?: never had one, surprisingly
Who was your best friend during these years?: meghan hamm
What was your favorite television show?: power rangers and basically pirate games
What was your favorite movie?: my girl
What was your favorite song?: free falling by tom petty ^_^ and.. cant always get what you want by rolling stones and achy breaky heart-bill ray syrus
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: uhm...moving alot???

: 13-17 (teenager)
What high school did/are you go(ing) to?: NAI aka HELL ON EARTH
Who was/are your best friend(s)?: anne, adam, august, julia, lauren, katie, uhm, ....yeah
What was/is your favorite class?: math this year, other than that art
Who was/is your favorite teacher?: mr reck, mr dresmich, mr marks
Who was/is your least favorite teacher?: mckenzie, malutech, wolfe, gomez, yeah..bitch math teachers for 3 years
Who was/is your boyfriend/girlfriend during these years?: oh boy, uhm, sean, cody, gene, ulysses, ben, tom f, ray,[ greg ], tom d, glenn, jim, mike and adam for a year and thats where i end...i am a horrible human being -_-
What was/is your most prized possession? Why?: my freedom
Were you ever suspended or expelled? Why?: nope
Were/are you still a virgin during these years?: no comment
Wat was/is your favorite television show?: never watch tv..but PIRATES ARE COMMIN APRIL 4 BABY!
What was/is your favorite movie?: casablanca, my girl, TOMMY because roger daltrey=sexy and the who=amazing, finding neverland
What was/is your favorite song?: free falling-tom petty
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: adam...and romp n roll..lol...and greg...i think i miss him though..*smacks head to computer* (bad brittany bad)

stole this from anne lol

beware the ides of march? so yeah, steph's funeral today...wow soo many people, it was amazing how many lives one beautiful smile could touch...i cried through the whole thing...it was really sad, but it was good to have anne and lauren and adam there, the people who mean the most to me, so afterwards we went to the lifehouse then adam lauren anne and me went to bother kathrine while she was teaching a class, then we did the same to brian it was fun so yeah...who knows now...but tastee freez opens friday...yehaw!! alright...bye

R.I.P. Steph

you always had a smile on your face and you were so nice to everyone, with such a great heart.....everyone will miss you and you'll be truly missed by us all....but atleast you aren't suffering anymore...you're family and friends are in my prayers

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.

Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change


yeah...ive found alot of GREAT breaking up songs...ha, who knows, he's taking this harder than i thought he would...it sucks...so yeah, i guess this song can relate??....hum...heres to lynyrd skynyrd for making me sad

people suck, esspecially when they steel from you...



ASSHOLE


$40 fucking dollars

since you've been gone...I can [ breath for the first time ]

so yeah, the whole single thing is weird...i like it but i dont...like, im kinda glad to have the freedom again...but i feel like something is missing...damn im so fucking selfish and retarded lol...so yeah jared told me he hated me well yeah, we'll get into that later...bye