damnit...i love it when a fucking 16 year old starts throwing the SAME exact fit that my fucking 4 year old cousin throws when she doesnt get what she wants

PMS is NOT an excuse...bad day due to Miss Collaterol

wow....im feeling pretty deep


i need to stop falling for like...every guy i talk to in school
lets see...current crushes..
dan the man
smitty
tom
*****(no one at all knows this one except for bill)
and someone else that is unspoken...later kids

LinknPrkRoxx07: remember...wen we were at romp n roll bakc in the dj boothe and me and mike were makin out and u and ray were maikn out and then ray was like "geez youguy think you can take a breath?"

i miss romp n roll

we can take our backpacks to school again!! wooohoo!!

on other news...anne is definately not going *cries*
im so pissed....arg

but yeah asked tyler today so...but he will NEVER EVER EVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVER replace anne


i love her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

we can take our backpacks to school again!! wooohoo!!

on other news...anne is definately not going *cries*
im so pissed....arg

but yeah asked tyler today so...but he will NEVER EVER EVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVER replace anne


i love her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

lets see...annes not comming to tom petty ;_;..i wont survive without her, hung out with glenn last night...interesting, went to see Sahara, then went to the dollar store for a good hour to chill with RJ...he wasnt doing anything lol...and yeah so pretty fun night, then glenn and i hung out back at my house and danced to the spice girls ~_0 oh yeah baby oh yeah lol....so yeah...nothing else goin on today....so yeah talk to you kids later


breakdown come on.give it to me
breakdown...take me through the night

i didnt die today ^_^ lol

not going to die tomorrow

cause im not goin to school bitches!

this is how dumb i am
TF asks if i can work tonight "no im really busy and have alot of stuff to do"

adam and i walk up to tastee freez....FUCKING MORON

marty and natalie "are you done with everything?"

first excuse i could think of as i "call my mom to as what she wanted"

"uhm..he's tutoring me in bio, and we took a break to get my mom some ice cream...but i have alot of crap to do still.."

nice save by me..i feel like an ass

so anyways.,..who has sex with dogs? not erica and me ~_-

i hate our school....ALOT...


assholes

im going to die tomorrow

And Tommy doesn't know what day it is.
Doesn't know who Jesus was or what praying is.
How can he be saved?
From the eternal grave.

Surrounded by his friends he sits so silently,
And unaware of everything.
Playing poxy pin ball
picks his nose and smiles and
Pokes his tongue at everything.
I believe in love
but how can men who've never seen
Light be enlightened.
Only if he's cured
will his spirits future level ever heighten.

And Tommy doesn't know what day it is.
Doesn't know who Jesus was or what praying is.
How can he be saved?
From the eternal grave.
Tommy can you hear me?
Tommy can you hear me?
Tommy can you hear me?
How can he be saved?

[Tommy:]

See me, feel me
Touch me, heal me.
See me, feel me
Touch me, heal me!

Tommy can you hear me?
Tommy can you hear me?
Tommy can you hear me?
How can he be saved?


yeah...stuck in my head all day thanks to andy last night saying

"father can you hear me"

yeah....uhm....wooohooo!

left my paychack at work *smacks head on computer* idiot....anyways....why do guys lead me on so much? thats 2 in like...a week and a half....damn men...so yeah my sob story...went to tahj mahal today with sammak, adam and mark...fun times...i love those kids....but yeah...screw life?

hahahaha im emo? haha...anyways...DAMNIT MEN YOUFUCKING SUCK!!!!!!!!!!


on other news, SEMI MIGHT BE CANCELLED!!! FUCK YES!

i really dont want to go, one dance with adam is enough...ugh...bye kids

on the sad part my heart was just ripped into millions of pieces

lal3060: well tell him we r not going out
Roger D the duck: i did! like 50times
lal3060: tell him we dont plan to either
Roger D the duck: i do
lal3060: ok
lal3060: well then let me ask you something
Roger D the duck: yeah
lal3060: why did like 3 people tell me today that u like me
lal3060: its really anoying
lal3060: so keep it in the dl

i feel like crying....i need to stop falling so fast ;_;


and what cheered me up:

kIndOfObscEnE: still doing the whole i have a vagina thing?
Roger D the duck: lol what
kIndOfObscEnE: ya know
kIndOfObscEnE: being a girl?
kIndOfObscEnE: still into that?
Roger D the duck: yeah...
kIndOfObscEnE: the werewolf thing?
Roger D the duck: ?
kIndOfObscEnE: uh uh uh uh
kIndOfObscEnE: i think you're pretty?
Roger D the duck: really?
kIndOfObscEnE: beautiful
kIndOfObscEnE: but that's only opinion

it made me smile...but im still upset about lathom...i liked him so much...damnit damnit damnit i hate men!!!

so NA tried to kill us today!

i got to watch the sunrise with him ^_^ it was romantic....


i need to stop...maybe ill just ask him out?

*mr brightside plays in the backround*
(i hold my tied up broken bracelet out)
"will you marry me?...I LOVE THIS SONG!"
"yes I'd love to, and this can be our wedding song"
^_^ he wants to maaarrrryy meeee


i think im a little obsessed

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside


we even have a song :) lol..wow am i pathetic! lol...oh god im a loser, so yeah....it makes me think of him...dude, i dont know why he didnt ask me out . he told me he liked me to my face, and he told like everyone else he liked me too

WHY DO GUYS KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!

*i hope he asks me out*

wow ^_^....fair night

<3lathom...he was a cutie, got to know him throughout the night, 'twas fun, a few bad things happened, but we'll let that slide....but yeah...it's fun being able to OWN frannie anne you would have been proud, then again, bill was a DICK well havent slept in 24hours. time to work from 11-10 tonight ^_^ SO MUCH FUCKING FUN!


bye kids ^_^

definatelty suck at life


THE BACK WHEEL WASNT EVEN AN INCH ON THE FUCKING LINE AND HE FUCKING FAILED ME!!!!!! asshole...

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck im soooo mad

i had a praise to anne in here....im guessing it dissapeared???

softball practice today....oh am i tired...and then work tonight at 5...yippee? and yeah....soooo

5 days until i get my license!!!!

why's
...why the hell does she have to drink
...why is my dad being such a pussy about getting full custody
...why does my mom ask so many questions
...why does she only care when she's drunk and always think im mad at her
...why did my parents have to get divorced and why did it have to be her fault
...why did she have to fail at life and drop out of college
...WHY WHY WHY DAMNIT WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????