Jesus camp..
*andy blasting thriller
*me losing my cell
*so our group goes to an open field and we're talking about the prayer stuff and such...and then we realize that theres a truck empting the outhouses behind us...good job andy
*andy getting splashed with water by the other youth group kids
*chinese foooddd!!!
*little boy "roar! scary monster!"..."roar! scary bear!"...."ROAR!!........" dad "what are you now?!" boy "scary cow!"
*brian using 'we' instead of 'you' when talking to the girls
*did i mention chinese?
*rj and i and our little water/beating eachother fights
*hitting on barrabas
*adam flashing page's car driving by..
and adoration was amazing...[ I really miss you steph, God took you young, but he needed a young smiling face in heaven, and you had the most beautiful smile through everything ]

and soo many more...damn, for jesus camp, it was awesome

Tom Petty= [ God ]

i just can't stop thinking about him..but how do you tell him this?....it wouldnt work out....too good of friends with others...damnit

oh and ps

TOM PETTY TOMORROW BITCHES!!!!!!

so yeah...been awhile hmm

failed again
graduation friday night
saturday night pirate game...18-2 we kick ass!
sunday-adams grad party, mucho fun! <3 i love you anne
today.,.nothin then work...w00t? i need outa that shit hole


to just put it simply...i need someone to hold..


and i mean [ you ]...

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Schizoid |||||||||||||| 54%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 70%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Narcissistic |||||||||| 34%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Dependent |||||||||||||| 58%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 54%

that can't be good ^

lola...la la la la lola

tomorrow is Fr Matt's last mass....I can't believe he's leaving us..........it's just not fair...oh well, maybe this 'neff' guy won't be too bad....-_-i hope not...anywho.....bored day today....adam and i went to brunch, lol, well more like lunch at 10am lol....worked last night, drama drama drama, got ambushed by lauren and carly squirting me with whipped cream! BAD BAD BAD!

ttyl

e-mailed bill...oh boyaboyaboya...dont even ask...too depressing, it's in my xanga though

http://www.xanga.com/revolution_of_ducks

if you want to read the long dramatic emo letter lol

anyways...people SUCK!

oh i told adam about greg...wasnt too happy, but i think things are ok

wow so...,prom was fun, bill was an ass, amy was pretty bitchy too, way to glare at kim and me all night, after prom was awesome...sunday went to warren, grandma seems chipper, but im just so worried....she didnt look too good -_-hum, came home monday hung out with greg, then adam...am i a horrible person? besides the fact that now im going out with greg, and i just dont know how to tell adam...im really scared to hurt him....damnit...oh well...ill figure something out....


-later cats
-B-rizzle

i cant stand NA anymore

FUCK ALL OF YOU

I'm sittin' on a citadel
Contemplating life
Making a point to waste my time
I'm walking on clouds
Of white

What if I fall
What if I don't
What if I never make it home
What if I bleed
What if I break
And I find that I can't take
The city below the citadel
Holding my own hand?
Sittin' alone

I'm breakin' on the balcony
Breakin' window panes
Killing the pain of broken hearts
I'm walkin' on clouds
I'm walkin' on stars

What if I fall
What if I don't
What if I never make it home
What if I bleed
What if I break
And I find that I can't take
The city below the citadel
Holding my own hand?
Sittin' alone

Holdin' on to something
That's keepin'me from jumpin'
So afraid to go in alone
Holdin up this fortress
With imaginary forces
Longing for a life down below

wowo last night went to katie's thenn

wildwoodhiglands and did in this order:
go carts
pizza
games
golf
go carts
katie rode go carts by herself
more games
her house
movie
sleep
cake
movie
then i came back home then went downtown to almost be a model until i realized everyone else there had experience
now workin tonight then hangin out with mentant and the old rio roho crew

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[ What they call love is a risk,
cause you will always get hit
out of nowhere by some wave
and end up on your own. ]

emo mood...not good not good

So father matt, one of the coolest guys ever is leaving us!...Fr Matt really reached out to the teens and he was like the reason i joined lifeteen...so screw lifeteen masses im goin to Fr Matt's masses!!

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ps school and semi sucked

Raping Goat


i have a problem
i must confess
i rape goats
cause its the best
there are so soft
they are so kind
i just love
the smell of their behinds
i have a situation
it is getting very seroius
i rape goats
and farmers get ferouis
i cant control it
it just happens
i just love the baaa
when i stick it in thier lap
i rape goats
yes its true
if you were a goat
ide rape you



^this is what i found when looking for poems for english

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
[ Wasting words on lower cases and capitals ]



go to elfpack the same username and read my diary to find the raping goat ^_^

ended up goin to mass...and elftown's back up...i was startin to get used to elfpack too lol...uhm yeah nothin really else to say

YAY!......uhm...bye kids

work at 7-11 then tomorrow it's bright n early for warren pa...damnit, then after warren sunday it's bright n early again for a trip back to PGH and then mothers day with the Zwick's aka mom's side and that means no lifenight mass...damnit, and no anne or rj or mike or lauren or stacey or tom w or fr matt or kathrine or lisa or anyone fun! damnit...anywho....later kids

warren here i come -_-

Im so sorry Mrs Pavely...you're family is in my prayers....thats AWFUL..-_-


interesting week glad it's over tomorrow, but i have to work....BBBLLLAAAHHH!!!! anywho...call the cell someone tomorrow please! bye bye