i didn't completely avoid you, you just never approached me and i didn't want to get into it with all those people there
why wouldn't he want to go to homecomming his senior yeeaaarrr???..
i knew i shoulda stayed away from republicans...
i didn't completely avoid you, you just never approached me and i didn't want to get into it with all those people there
why wouldn't he want to go to homecomming his senior yeeaaarrr???..
i knew i shoulda stayed away from republicans...
people are shallow....ver
damnit
nick clark...i hate you
sillyAug62: such great heights IN MY PANTS!
elL whY enN: wonderful tonight in my pants
elL whY enN: slide in my pants
sillyAug62: dirty little secrets IN MY PANTS
elL whY enN: where is the love in my pants
elL whY enN: clocks in my pants
elL whY enN: wonderful tonight in my pants
elL whY enN: slide in my pants
elL whY enN: black balloon in my pants
elL whY enN: jack and diane in my pants
elL whY enN: dont stop beleiving in my pants
elL whY enN: free bird in my pants
elL whY enN: send me on my way in my pants
elL whY enN: free falling in my pants
elL whY enN: a thousand miles in my pants
elL whY enN: who are you in my pants
elL whY enN: baba o'riley in my pants
elL whY enN: pinball wizzard in my pants
elL whY enN: Come Fly With Me in my pants
sillyAug62: I caught fire in my pants
sillyAug62: feel good inc in my pants
sillyAug62: sugar we're going down in my pants
sillyAug62: be my escape in my pants
sillyAug62: an honest mistake in my pants
elL whY enN: Do somethin in my pants
sillyAug62: holiday in my pants
sillyAug62: you and me in my pants
elL whY enN: safety dance in my pants
elL whY enN: just what i needed in my pants!
sillyAug62: fix you in my pants
elL whY enN: lets talk about sex in my pants
elL whY enN: push it in my pants
sillyAug62: grind with me in my pants
elL whY enN: PIMP JUICE in my pants
sillyAug62: hands down in my pants!
elL whY enN: breath in my pants
elL whY enN: cool in my pants
elL whY enN: simple man in my pants
elL whY enN: am i missing in my pants
sillyAug62: over and out in my pants
elL whY enN: daylight in my pants
sillyAug62: girl in my pants
elL whY enN: God put a smile upon your face in my pants
sillyAug62: the deepest blues are black in my pants
elL whY enN: Pay The Man in my pants
sillyAug62: jingle jangle in my pants
elL whY enN: fight for your rights in my pants
elL whY enN: pieces of me in mypants
sillyAug62: rape me in my pants
elL whY enN: better off in my pants
elL whY enN: unreachable in my pants
sillyAug62: milk it in my pants
elL whY enN: MILKSHAKE IN MY PANTS!!!!!
elL whY enN: undiscovered in my pants
elL whY enN: fame in my pants
elL whY enN: rebel rebel in my pants
elL whY enN: under pressure in my pants
elL whY enN: lets dance in my pants
sillyAug62: daddys little defect in my pants
elL whY enN: feeling this in my pants
sillyAug62: just a kid in my pants!!
elL whY enN: I miss you in my pants
elL whY enN: DOWN in my pants!!!!!!
elL whY enN: Go in my pants
elL whY enN: all of this in my pants
elL whY enN: im lost without you in my pants
sillyAug62: crazy in my pants
sillyAug62: the girl all the bad guys want in my pants
sillyAug62: yellow submarine in my pants
elL whY enN: Nice n Easy in my pants
sillyAug62: everything is alright in my pants
elL whY enN: 69 tea in my pants
sillyAug62: parting gift in my pants
elL whY enN: dizzy in my pants
elL whY enN: hands up in my pants
sillyAug62: larger than life in my pants
sillyAug62: don't cha wanna ride in my pants!
elL whY enN: Bounce, Hop, Drop in my pants
elL whY enN: CLINT EASTWOOD IN MY PANTS!!!
elL whY enN: an american girl in my pants
sillyAug62: buddy holly in my pants
sillyAug62: barbie girl in my pants
elL whY enN: im not a girl, not yet a woman in my pants
elL whY enN: OOPS i did it again in my pants
sillyAug62: ass like that in my pants
elL whY enN: somebody told me in my pants
elL whY enN: all these things that ive done in my pants
sillyAug62: mr. brightside in my pants
elL whY enN: with you in my pants
elL whY enN: one step closer in my pants
sillyAug62: i should have cheated in my pants
elL whY enN: minority in my pants
sillyAug62: Don't trip in my pants
elL whY enN: girl's in my pants
elL whY enN: drop it like its hot in my pants
sillyAug62: thank you billy graham in my pants
elL whY enN: underneath your clothes in my pants
elL whY enN: overprotected in my pants
sillyAug62: when you sleep in my pants
elL whY enN: barenaked in my pants
elL whY enN: nothin' in my pants
sillyAug62: wake up in my pants
elL whY enN: hot in here in my pants
elL whY enN: feel it boy in my pants
elL whY enN: ordinary day in my pants
sillyAug62: be my escape in my pants
elL whY enN: Hands In My Pants
elL whY enN: first date in my pants
elL whY enN: jeremy in my pants
sillyAug62: all that i've got in my pants
elL whY enN: CANT TOUCH THIS IN MY PANTS!!!!!
sillyAug62: numb in my pants!
sillyAug62: swing life away in my pants
elL whY enN: i still havent found what im looking for in my pants
elL whY enN: pride in my pants
elL whY enN: i need a lover in my pants
sillyAug62: sooner or later in my pants
elL whY enN: hurts so good in my pants
sillyAug62: basket case in my pants
elL whY enN: your wildest dreams in my pants
elL whY enN: the voice in my pants
sillyAug62: i'm not okay ( i promise) in my pants
sillyAug62: going under in my pants
elL whY enN: needles in my pants
sillyAug62: so cold in my pants
sillyAug62: one step closer in my pants
sillyAug62: all the small things in my pants
we are amazing...and very bored people
went for a walk with jamie last night, somehow ended up in the indian villiage...hmm oh well lol...uhh thats about the highlight of my night last night
and again i sit here and listen to emo like a crazy loon
God I miss him...and i thought i'd be able to move on...but i cant
i cant damnit...
scratch that
anne thanks for being there and not excluding me nor forgetting about me
i feel like such a joke to my friends
anne and gates-thanks for not making me feel left out all the time and like a moron =)
JoradTheDevour
JoradTheDevour
elL whY enN: oh my
elL whY enN: how could i have not?!?!?!
JoradTheDevour
elL whY enN: EVERYONE LIKES JOURNEY!!!!!!!
elL whY enN: *sings with high pitched voice*
elL whY enN: just a small town girl
elL whY enN: livin in a lonely world
elL whY enN: took the midnight train goin annyywwhheerrr
JoradTheDevour
elL whY enN: just a city boy
JoradTheDevour
elL whY enN: born and raised in south detroit
elL whY enN: he took the midnight train
elL whY enN: goin annnyywwwhhhee
elL whY enN: *guitar solo*
elL whY enN: singer in a smokey room
elL whY enN: the smell of whine and cheap perfume
elL whY enN: for a smile they can share the night
elL whY enN: it goes
elL whY enN: on and on and on and on
JoradTheDevour
elL whY enN: lol
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!
well DUH i know it EVERYONE DOES!!
CapGinyu67: must be like how mike likes skinny girls and i like girls with curves and love handles.
...well maybe i shouldt like mike anymore
elL whY enN: why do you think i liked you for so long
elL whY enN: lol
sploga123: lol
sploga123: you shoulda told me
sploga123: i kinda liked you too at the beginning of 9th
elL whY enN: really?
sploga123: yes
elL whY enN: damnit
sploga123: i was just affraid
elL whY enN: *smacks head*
sploga123: lol
elL whY enN: i liked you from 8th grade to like..middle of 10th!!!!
sploga123: lol
sploga123: for me end of 8th beginning of 9th
elL whY enN: im mad now
elL whY enN: lol
sploga123: lol
elL whY enN: aww
sploga123: hey just letting you know if i wasnt madly in love with dani i would go for you
elL whY enN: i told you when it was too late
elL whY enN: haha thanks cory lol
sploga123: lol
sploga123: yea i was too affraid to ask you
lol ITS NOT FAIR...i liked him since 8th grade and watched him go from girl to girl while i was "the best friend" grrrrrr
oh well..
JonesGlnn: what's on your mind?
elL whY enN: what isnt on my mind
JonesGlnn: well?
JonesGlnn: what isn't?
elL whY enN: pizza
JonesGlnn: anything else?
elL whY enN: animals?
JonesGlnn: what are you thinking?
elL whY enN: how much i need to get out of pittsburgh
elL whY enN: and away from everyone i know here
JonesGlnn: is it that bad?
elL whY enN: more or less
JonesGlnn: i'm sorry, i miss home from time to time,
elL whY enN: are you comming home next summer or staying there?
JonesGlnn: yeah i'll be coming home
elL whY enN: because if you're staying i think adam anne and maybe someone else and i are going to come down visit you then we;ll all go to the beach
JonesGlnn: get my license, get a car
elL whY enN: aw yay
elL whY enN: wlel nevermind the beach
JonesGlnn: and then i won't be coming back
elL whY enN: wait what
JonesGlnn: next summer i'll be at home to get a driver's license, and a car,
JonesGlnn: i'll go back to school in the fall
JonesGlnn: and stay down here
elL whY enN: what about holidays?
JonesGlnn: this college has a habit of its alumni not leaving town
JonesGlnn: i can't say i blame it
JonesGlnn: the city is amazing
JonesGlnn: it's got the highest gay population on the east coast
elL whY enN: what about holidays
JonesGlnn: i dunno
JonesGlnn: maybe christmas
elL whY enN: :-\
JonesGlnn: britt, if you were here, you'd never want to leave either
elL whY enN: nevermind
elL whY enN: well i hope you like it there
JonesGlnn: i do, you should come here for school, at least visit
......wow am i not happy..... -_-
so last night really wasnt that bad...
i think i got a big crush on mike though
=[ eek lol *blushes*
Se parto qui Farebbe domani lei me ricorda tuttavia? Per devo viaggiare su, adesso, 'la Causa ci è troppi luoghi che ho preso vedere. Ma, se sono stato qui con lei, la ragazza, le Cose non potrebbero essere
appena lo stesso. 'Causa sono come libera come un uccello adesso, E quest'uccello che lei non può cambiare. E quest'uccello che lei non può cambiare. E quest'uccello che lei non può cambiare. Il signore sa,
non posso cambiare.
Ciao, ciao, il bambino il suo è stato un amore dolce. Nonostante questo sentimento che non posso cambiare. Ma non lo porta per favore cosí male, 'il Signore di Causa sa che sono biasimare. Ma, se sono stato qui con
lei la ragazza, le Cose non potrebbero essere appena lo stesso. Causare sono come libera come un uccello adesso, E quest'uccello che lei non cambierà mai. E quest'uccello che lei non può cambiare. E quest'uccello
lei non può cambiare il Signore sa, non posso cambiare. L'aiuto di signore me, posso non chaye-ea-ea-ea
(L'Assolo di chitarra)
thank you adam ^_^
(freebird)
so i was reading a bulletin on Myspace about child abuse...and wow it brought back memories
its so weird, i forgave him i did..i mean..i havent made it to the grave yard or anything, but i know in my heart that i forgive him....but it still haunts me when there's a storm, hes dead, and yet im afraid of him comming back...and like...my mom, when she comes home drunk it scares me....and i know things have calmed down this past year....but im still scared...i dunno......i guess ever since the divorce ive been so cautious about life....i wish i lived with my dad sometimes....
-_- damnit
JonesGlnn: i got yelled at by campus security
elL whY enN: lkol why???
JonesGlnn: being naked
elL whY enN: haha
JonesGlnn: and i gave a guy a boner, i feel proud yet awkard
elL whY enN: lol oh geeze
JonesGlnn: and he got yelled at for being naked too
JonesGlnn: leave that one to your imagination
elL whY enN: oh my
JonesGlnn: O:-)
elL whY enN: good job glenn...
JonesGlnn: nothing happened
JonesGlnn: :-P
elL whY enN: :-P
elL whY enN: oh my
JonesGlnn: what?
JonesGlnn: can't a straight guy and gay guy be naked together?
elL whY enN: they can
JonesGlnn: good
so i think im going to turn my ET diaries into glenn updates, so if you wanna know how glenn's doin...come right here puppies :p
kysengur: even Andy really liked Glenn
elL whY enN: really
elL whY enN: that surprises me, because andy never let glenn talk or anything during pulse
kysengur: no he really likes Glenn, believe it or not, we've talked about how great Glenn is, because it's cool to have people that really think a lot and challenge things, because they are really seeking truth
who would have thought....
JonesGlnn: so guy stubble hurts when you make out, why did no one tell me this?
elL whY enN: who did you make out with?!?
JonesGlnn: several people
elL whY enN: good job glenn
JonesGlnn: it was spin the bottle and everyone got naked
elL whY enN: all girls??
JonesGlnn: good college fun
JonesGlnn: nope
JonesGlnn: 5 guys maybe 7-9 girls
well im glad he's enjoying himself -_-
im just so sick of people, i know i havent been the brightest ray of sunshine but the past week hasnt been the best week for me, im not even in the city and my mom had something to yell at me about last week and telling me things that a mother should just NOT tell her daughter, emotions are going back and forth with people, friends are falling away from me, the typical 'dad' pressure and im just sick of people treating me like shit, i would help him out or atleast try with every problem he came to me with, i tried t be the best friend, and when i had a problem he never tried, but i still tried to help him, and now i dont even know him anymore....im so fucking tired of people i need to be alone for a long time....
now that my venting is out im done
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
-the prettiest song i heard all weekend ^_^
why does it always happen with adam's friends?!
if it isnt bill it's rj...damnit that sucked, i know i shouldn't have walked away, but it was the wrong place and time to talk about it, not at church where peopel can barge in, i hope he calls or something -_- i didnt want to cry in front of him, so i walked away....but yeah, other than that whole thing the weekend was cool, i had my mind on so many other things it was hard for me to enjoy company of people sometimes, but hey, oh well, the kids sucked, they were so bad!
but some quotes of the weekend
adam "they're not utters, just impressive"
(after my chip impression)
brian "thats the FUNNIEST thing i've ever seen a girl do"
chip's deer story gets bigger
and more, ill update later
...you don't have to live like a refugee...
well i talked to bill...and i really dont know where to go from here...