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[Just another heartache on my lips.]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2003-11-15
Written: (7681 days ago)

The happiest day of my life will be the day that I die...

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Written about Wednesday 2003-11-12
Written: (7683 days ago)

It's rainig fuckin' hard out....COOL! Well seeing as the lights might go off...I better go...*cries* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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Written about Wednesday 2003-11-12
Written: (7684 days ago)

I feel fuckin' depressed again...I hate it when people get my hopes up....I hate my fucked up life...

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Written about Saturday 2003-11-08
Written: (7687 days ago)

Thinking....Leave me alone...

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Written about Thursday 2003-11-06
Written: (7689 days ago)

*sighs* I have to do a lot of homework...yay... :(

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Written about Wednesday 2003-11-05
Written: (7690 days ago)

Alone, empty, and cold....

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Written about Wednesday 2003-11-05
Written: (7691 days ago)

Trust is soooooo overrated...you can't trust anyone. Not your friends, family, or lover. You can't even trust yourself....

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Written about Monday 2003-11-03
Written: (7692 days ago)

I'm more wierd than ever thought...O.O;;;

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Written about Sunday 2003-11-02
Written: (7693 days ago)

Way Away
by Yellowcard

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here
It's all the same
And even though I knew
That everything might go
Go downhill from here
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe, anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here
I'm on my own
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe, anything

Letting out the noise inside of me(letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering(every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak(cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

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Written about Saturday 2003-11-01
Written: (7694 days ago)

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The feeling is back...I feel like leaving Elftown again....

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Written about Thursday 2003-10-30
Written: (7696 days ago)

;.; I knew it...I should've known! Everything I kept thinking of was true! EVERYTHING! *cries* Why does this always happen to me? Why do I bother falling in love when it always ends in heartbreak?! WHY?!?!?!

Maria
You, Me And She

Seems like lately, you're far away
Even when you're sitting near
Drives me crazy, that you don't seem to care
Feels so lonely, I know that something's wrong
I can tell with just a touch
I'm not the only one that you're thinking of

Why do you say that you're mine, when its plain to see
Your past ain't too far behind and now it's catching up with me

Didn't know every time that you said "we"
You knew she was still around
Boy, I thought it was only you and me
Cant you see that three's a crowd
Didn't know when you said we'd always be
You were really thinking 'bout
We'd always be, you and me and she
Can't you see that three's a crowd

Left unspoken, that when you gave your heart
I wouldn't have to share, now mine's broken
You know that's unfair when you were so blessed
I have you everything, my heart, my soul, my time
Wish I would've known this, was all built on lies

That's why I've got to let you go, if you can't choose then, baby, I'll have to
Tell you how it's gonna be, now when you think of me
It can't be as part of we

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Written about Thursday 2003-10-30
Written: (7697 days ago)

Thoughs thoughts are coming back...guess there goes my happy mood...

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Written about Wednesday 2003-10-29
Written: (7698 days ago)

Oh my God! I feel super happy today! *cowers* Run for your lives! 8screams and faints* X_X lol =P

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Written about Sunday 2003-10-26
Written: (7700 days ago)

The party was cool! ^__^ Okie...at first it was bit boring...but then my friend Nancy and Vanessa came. Then we went to get Julio and his Sister. Then the other Julio came. And they where followed by Gabby, Adan, Adriana, and Alicia. It was cool....a lot of fun too. ^_^ Okie...I don't feel like writting much write now so laterz. ;P

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Written about Saturday 2003-10-25
Written: (7701 days ago)

Okie...going to the party....bye bye

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Written about Saturday 2003-10-25
Written: (7702 days ago)

*sighs* I'm not in the mood to write anything today....

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Written about Wednesday 2003-10-22
Written: (7705 days ago)

'The Original Latin Kings of Comedy' is some funny ass shit! XP

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Written about Saturday 2003-10-18
Written: (7708 days ago)

I feel very depressed...leave me alone....it doesn't matter....so don't bother....

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Written about Saturday 2003-10-18
Written: (7709 days ago)

A few more days until the party...wow...the first party I actually want to go to...

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Written about Wednesday 2003-10-15
Written: (7712 days ago)

heh...well today...Ummmmm...can i get back to you on that? O.O;;

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Written about Saturday 2003-10-11
Written: (7716 days ago)

Well I was kind depressed cuz I'm sick, my parents fought again, and one of my friends is moving...but talking to my friends and the report card made me happy. (GOOD GRADES! YAY! ^__^ )

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