Hating life with a passion....
My baby brother's birthday went well...Yeah...
I'm thinking of getting my ears pierced again and also getting a haircut...some
Pink
God Is A DJ
[VERSE 1:]
I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
Been the outcast never running with mascara eyes
Now I see the world as a candy store
With a cigarette smile, saying things you can't ignore
Like Mommy I love you
Daddy I hate you
Brother I need you
Lover, hey "f*** you"
I can see everything here with my third eye
Like the blue in the sky
[CHORUS:]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
[Verse 2:]
I've been the girl- middle finger in the air
Unaffected by rumors, the truth: I don't care
So open your mouth and stick out your tongue
You might as well let go, you can't take back what you've done
So find a new lifestyle
A new reason to smile
Look for Nirvana
Under the strobe lights
Sequins and sex dreams
You whisper to me
There's no reason to cry
[CHORUS:]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
[BRIDGE:]
You take what you get and you get what you give
I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin
If God Is a DJ... If God
If God is a DJ (life is a dance floor)
Get your ass on the dance floor
[CHORUS (2X):]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
Today is my baby brother's first birthday! He is now a year old!!! ^-^
Depressed....c
Shakira
Fool
Tell me lies
slap me on the face
just improvise
do something
really clever
that'll make me hate
your name forever
You might swear
you'd never
touch a lady
well, let me say
you're not too far
from maybe
every day you find
new ways to hurt me
But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changig
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes
Fool
Got resigned from
hearing my own story
every night I'm paying
hell for glory
I'm embarrassed but
I'm much more sorry
All this pain begins
to feel like pleasure
with more tears
you'd make a sea
of desert
salt my wounds
and i'll keep
saying thank you
But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changig
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes
Fool
But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changing
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes
Fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby
Fool
I'm a fool
I'm a fool
My Last Breath-Evanese
Hold on to me love.
You know I can't stay long.
All I wanted to say was I love you,
And I'm not afraid (Ahhh)
Can you hear me ?
Can you feel me in your arms ?
(chorus)
Holding my last breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
I'll miss the winter.
A world of fragile things.
Look for me in the white forest,
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me.
I can taste it in your tears.
(chorus)
Holding my last breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
Closing your eyes to disappear.
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there!
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid.
Calling me,
Calling me,
As you fade to black.
(chorus)
Holding my last breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
Holding My Last Breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
I CAN'T BELIEVE HER!!!!!!! HOW COULD SHE?! *sobs* I can't believe she became friends with him! She promiced! I warned her too...*sighs* But then again...why do I even bother...? No one ever listens to me...
Hmmmmm...well.
Heh...I sorta like this song....
Mya-"Fallen"
Verse 1
You complete me
Like air & water boy I need thee
And when I'm in your arms I feel free, fallen
My head's up in the clouds
In love, I'm proud to say it loud
Like an accident it happened
Outta nowhere it just happened
And I ain't mad at all because...
Chorus (2x)
I've fallen...head over heels
I've fallen....in love with you
I've fallen... and I can't get up
Don't wanna get up because of love
Verse 2
Baby to let you get away is crazy
So I'm doin' what it takes
To make you pledge your love to me
You see, 'cause I'm trying to be your lady
Forever and ever baby
The picture wouldn't be the same
If you weren't standing next to me
Can't you see I've fallen
Repeat Chorus (2x)
I've fallen...head over heels
I've fallen....in love with you
I've fallen... and I can't get up
Don't wanna get up because of love
Bridge
You compliment me, not an accessory
You're necessary
Whenever this big bad world scares me
You're there with me yeah
Security, are you here with me
You're my happiness, my joy
I smile because of you boy
I look forward to the time I spend with you
Whatever it is we do
'Cause I've fallen for you boy
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Fallen
I've fallen for you boy
Head over heels for you
So in love with you
In love, for you
Touch me, touch me
Hold me, hold me
Love me, love me
Kiss me, in love with you
Talk to me, talk to me
Caress me, lay with me
Don't want to get up, explore me
You're my everything
Repeat Chorus (6x)
I really hate New Years Eve.....ugh...
Pink
Lonely Girl
I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't even take the time to realize
Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cuz its takin' over my head all over again
Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight
How the birds will sing as I count the rings
around my eyes
Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to
try
I'm lookin' for a way to become
The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen
Oh, nothin' is ever enough
Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem
Do you even know who you are?
I'm still tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Everybody wants to be
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No
Sorry girl, tell a tale for me
Cuz I'm wondering how you really feel
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my dreams come
true
Do you even know who you are?
Oh, yeah, yeah
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Oh, I wanted to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
I guess not, oh I guess not
Do you even know who you are?
Oh, I'm tryin' to find
A rising dream or a superstar?
Oh, I have a all these dreams
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No, no
Do you even know what you are?
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Is life good to you or is it bad?
Runnin'(Dyin' To Live)- Tupac feat. The Notorious B.I.G
you know I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead...
why am I fighting to live when I'm just living to fight,
why am I trying to see when I there ain't nothing in sight,
why am I trying to give when noone gives me a try,
why am I dying to live when I'm just living to die.
Biggie verse:
Check it
I grew up a fucking scew up
got introduced to the game
got an ounce and blew up
choppin rocks overnight
the nigga Biggie Smalls trying to turn into the young Frank White
We had to grow dreas tp change our description
two cops on the milk box missing
show they toes you know they got stpped on
a fist full of bullets a chest full of teflon
Run from the police, picture that
I'm too fat, fuck around and catch an asthma attack
that's why I bust back, It don't phase me
when he drop take his glock and I'm swayze
summer break my escape bought some weight
Lay back I got some money to make
...motherfucke
you know I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead...
why am I fighting to live when I'm just living to fight,
why am I trying to see when I there ain't nothing in sight,
why am I trying to give when noone gives me a try,
why am I dying to live when I'm just living to die.
tupac verse:
It's on me
And still I'm having memories of high speed when the cops crash,
as I laughed pushing the gas, while my glock blast
we was young and we were dumb but we had heart
In the dark will we survive through the bad parts
Many dreams is what we had
and plenty wishes
no hesitations in extermination of the snitches
and these bitches they still continue to persue me
a couple of movies
now the whole worlds trying to screw me
even the cops trying to sue me
so what can I do, but stay true
sippin twenty twos of brew
and how the media asking questions
trying to stress me, misery is all i see
that's my mind state
my history with the police it shakes the crime rates
my main man had two strikes slip
got arrested and flipped
he screamed Thug Life and emptied a clip
got that runnin from the police
you know I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead...
why am I fighting to live when I'm just living to fight,
why am I trying to see when I there ain't nothing in sight,
why am I trying to give when noone gives me a try,
why am I dying to live when I'm just living to die.
^_^ I'm so happy!
I don't ever wanna listen to any songs or poetry thats about love!!! Not until I'm deaf and don;t give a fuck! @.@ There's to much of it!
Tourniquet
by Evanescence
I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying,
And I'm pouring
crimson regret, and betrayal.
I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
Do you remember me;
Lost for so long?
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries for deliverance.
Will I be denied?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.
(Return to us salvation)
(Return to us salvation...)
I miss some of my friends from 5th grade!!!! ;.;
My Immortal-Evane
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Why are so many of my friends depressed? ;.;
Once again....I want to leave elftown...