[Just another heartache on my lips.]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2004-03-06
Written: (7568 days ago)

Shorty Doowop-Baby Bash feat. Frankie J. (my new favorite song...Oo;;;)


Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
And I can't wait to be alone with you

I bet you aint never seen a shorty so fly
Pushin catty plaint with the chrome choppin by
Throwin up player wave to my riders on the block
They all show love to my shorty doowop
In a juicy fruit jeans love that 315s
Livin every fantasy and ghetto girl dreams
Watchin swinging bang and she in another corner
Lookin way cool comin through with the doshure
Now after two honey bunts I discovered the buzz
I'm call her shorty she gonna call me love
And through the thick of it all
She excepted collect calls
When the daddy got caught up by the law

Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
And I can't wait to be alone with you

For real though, for real though, for real though
She the girl in the movie and I'm the hero
Stuck with me with the vibe legged pero
And came up when she started with zero
Baby Bash Latino Robert Denero
She got with me cuz her hubby was a weird-o
And yes sir she lookin so mighty mighty
Love me cuz I'm fresh and clean and so tighty
And theres a piece to the puzzle, the grind, the hustle
Respect when I'm good and love me when I'm in trouble
And yes sir, oh no, and yes sir she lookin so throw

Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
And I can't wait to be alone with you 

I can't wait to be alone with you
Cuz you the only boo who do the freaky things you do
You keep me fellin high you keep my drama low
Yea I'm your shorty boy, but you already know

Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
Yea that's my shorty doowop
And I can't wait to be alone with you

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Written about Friday 2004-03-05
Written: (7569 days ago)

Ummm...it's my sister's 8th birthday and...Uh...she's sick and I feel a bit hyper...Oo;;;

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Written about Saturday 2004-02-28
Written: (7575 days ago)
Next in thread: 158564

Damn...I have to go to my cousin Julie's birthday party...-.-;;; I hate parties...I don't care if it's mine I'm still not going...And my siblings won't leave me the hell alone...-.-;

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Written about Friday 2004-02-27
Written: (7576 days ago)

I have a new favorite Song...or Songs...^^;;;


She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls



Shiver-Maroon 5

You build me up
You knock me down
Provoke a smile
And make me frown
You are the queen of runaround
You know it's true

You chew me up
And spit me out
Enjoy the taste
I leave in your mouth
You look at me
I look at you
Neither of us know what to do

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
Think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied I'm under your skin

Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe anyway

So come to bed It's getting late
There's no more time for us to waste
Remember how my body tastes
You feel your heart begin to race


Somewhere I Belong-Linkin Park

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

151486  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-02-24
Written: (7579 days ago)
Next in thread: 151488, 151596

*bangs head against her desk* Gah...I've just come up with a very good idea for a story...but I don't know how to start it! It's always the same fucking problem!!!! And now that I have a good first sentence...(after nearly twenty minutes of thinking about it) I don't know how else to continue it...I haven't written much up until now...and damn...I've become a tad bit rusty...*frowns* But I really miss writting down useless crap!...Heh...No not really...I just really miss writting...I think it's about time that I come back from my long vacation of not writting anything aside from school assignments and get back to my very muched loved creative writting...But where has all my creativity gone?!?!?!?!?! Am I losing my imagination?! Oh the horror!!! Woe is me!!!! Okay...talk about being overly dramatic...Hehe...I'll come up with something...even if it means getting really bad headaches...such as the one I have now...I think I'll just practice with a little fanfiction and work my way up to my own Original work...I think I'll do a little yaoi fanfiction this time...^.~

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Written about Monday 2004-02-23
Written: (7581 days ago)

I went school shopping today and my parents were fighting ...fun...-.-;;; But I did get some new manga! ^-^ I got Demon Diary Volumes 4 and 5 and I also got Gravitation volume 1! ^.^ *goes off to read her new manga*

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Written about Saturday 2004-02-21
Written: (7583 days ago)

The Science of Selling Yourself Short-Less Than Jake

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,


I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I'm my own worst enemy 
I'm my own worst enemy 
I'm my own worst enemy 
I'm my own worst enemy 
I'm my own worst enemy 

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Written about Thursday 2004-02-19
Written: (7585 days ago)

Woot! My Godmother's baby girl esta muy linda! *huggles her baby cousin Natalie* I wonder is thats how you spell it...^^;;; Heh...she's so cute! Wheeeeeeee! My family is having a lot of babies now! My baby brother, my uncle's 1 year old baby girl, and now Natalie! ^^ *giggles* Cute!

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Written about Saturday 2004-02-14
Written: (7590 days ago)

.....*on the verge of tears* Why did they leave?....

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Written about Thursday 2004-02-12
Written: (7591 days ago)
Next in thread: 147915

Woohoo! Tommorrow is Friday The 13th! Heh...but what sucks is that Valentines Day is on Saturday...*curses* -.-;;; I hate Valentines Day...Meh....



everybody's fool
by Evanescence

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that


never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled


look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she


never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled


without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
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Written about Wednesday 2004-02-11
Written: (7592 days ago)

Just got back from the hospital...I'm so tired...*sighs* Not to mention cold...Meh...

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Written about Saturday 2004-02-07
Written: (7597 days ago)

Meh...I'm so confused...my head hurts...I need more sleep...

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Written about Thursday 2004-02-05
Written: (7599 days ago)

R.I.P


[*Fallen_Angel*] I'll always remeber you...R.I.P...I lylas.

[Tuquah]I can tell that you were a great person, though I never knew you...


Ruben Garcia Jr.-From what Gaby has told me...you were a great person...You'll be missed...


Henry Rodriquez-I almost had a chance to meet you...before your life was taken away...you and Stacy made a great couple...I'm glad that you made my friend so happy...
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Written about Friday 2004-01-30
Written: (7604 days ago)
Next in thread: 161199

Hating life with a passion....

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Written about Monday 2004-01-19
Written: (7615 days ago)

My baby brother's birthday went well...Yeah...thats it...

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Written about Sunday 2004-01-18
Written: (7617 days ago)

R.I.P.[Tuquah]

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Written about Saturday 2004-01-17
Written: (7617 days ago)

I'm thinking of getting my ears pierced again and also getting a haircut...something must be wrong with me...*laughs*



Pink
God Is A DJ

[VERSE 1:]
I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
Been the outcast never running with mascara eyes
Now I see the world as a candy store
With a cigarette smile, saying things you can't ignore
Like Mommy I love you
Daddy I hate you
Brother I need you
Lover, hey "f*** you"
I can see everything here with my third eye
Like the blue in the sky

[CHORUS:]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it

[Verse 2:]
I've been the girl- middle finger in the air
Unaffected by rumors, the truth: I don't care
So open your mouth and stick out your tongue
You might as well let go, you can't take back what you've done
So find a new lifestyle
A new reason to smile
Look for Nirvana
Under the strobe lights
Sequins and sex dreams
You whisper to me
There's no reason to cry

[CHORUS:]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it

[BRIDGE:]
You take what you get and you get what you give
I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin

If God Is a DJ... If God
If God is a DJ (life is a dance floor)
Get your ass on the dance floor

[CHORUS (2X):]
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
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Written about Thursday 2004-01-15
Written: (7619 days ago)

Today is my baby brother's first birthday! He is now a year old!!! ^-^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!!!

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Written about Monday 2004-01-12
Written: (7623 days ago)

Depressed....confused...tired...



Shakira
Fool

Tell me lies
slap me on the face
just improvise
do something
really clever
that'll make me hate
your name forever

You might swear
you'd never
touch a lady
well, let me say
you're not too far
from maybe
every day you find
new ways to hurt me

But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changig
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes

Fool

Got resigned from
hearing my own story
every night I'm paying
hell for glory
I'm embarrassed but
I'm much more sorry

All this pain begins
to feel like pleasure
with more tears
you'd make a sea
of desert
salt my wounds
and i'll keep
saying thank you

But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changig
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes

Fool

But I can't help it
if I'm just a fool
always having my heart
set on you
'til the time
you start changing
the rules
I'll keep chasing
the soles
of your shoes

Fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby
fool
I can't help it baby

Fool
I'm a fool
I'm a fool
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