I need a hug...I really need a fuckin hug right now. Why do bad things have to happen? Why? Why does Alice say that she has cancer? Why? Can you tell me that? I so want to believe that it's a lie...but I don't know what to think anymore...and judging by the conversation/arguement that I'm having with Stacy...I am oblivious to Emotional pain and the death of a loved one....yeah...well how did I fuckin feel when dear friends of mine commited suicide?! Huh?! TELL ME!!! Yeah...I feel no pain. Nope. Nothing...I feel nothing...I cry for no fuckin reason...mmhmm...that's it...I shed tears for no reason...And for that...I'll wipe them away myself...

Whee...I'm so happy.*sighs dreamily*Yup,you guessed it...today's the fourth.Well, if you know me very well that you would know If not, then you don't know what the hell I'm talking about. Hm, I'll make it a little bit more clear. Today marks the day in which my absolutely wonderful boyfriend and I have been together for eleven months.Yes,almost a year. ^-^ So, as you can see...I'm very happy right now.And giddy.Ehehe...^.^ Mm, I love him so much...

Hrm...ignore my last entry. I wasn't...eh...feeling good. Well, I'm still not feeling good but yeah! Um...it might be a somewhat tolerable Halloween this year. I mean, my dad and I are going to tear some of my baby brother's pants, spike up his hair and so on and so forth. Woo! "Rocker" baby!*giggles slightly*Matthew is going to look so adorable. Just like that little boy at the mall! Oh my god, he was so cute with his wavy brown hair down the nape of his neck(almost around his shoulders), big brown eyes, black shirt, black shorts and black converse(high tops...like mine! Though smaller...^-^) on! He looked like he was three or four. Eek! He was sooo adorable! If only my mom would let me do that to my baby brother...*pouts*Hm, I think the..."rocker" thing comes from my dad's side of the family.*points to her uncle's and her dad*Though my aunt was a cheerleader...o.o And I guess my mom's side was the "preppy" and "gangster" side...Yes, I know that I'm using stupid labels. Sucks,huh? Well, yeah....my dad's part of the family is more noticeable in me while my mom's side is more noticeable in my brother and sister. Not sure about my baby brother...though everytime he's with me I'm listening to a wide variety of music. So who know's! Well, it's really cold right now and all I wanna do is snuggle under my blankets...Didn't get much sleep last night. I was plagued with nightmares most of the night. That's what I get for watching that thing about that real life exorcism on the Discovery channel...o.O That was creepy...there was some other type of nightmare that I have...but I'm too terrified by it to even talk about it...So yeah...I'm done...Hm...adios! Oh and Happy Steal Candy from your Siblings Day! I mean...Happy Halloween! <<;;; >>;;;

Just something that I saw on this website thing...<< >>
I'm trick or treating
A.K.A. eating
My little sibling’s candy
Tastes really dandy
This being older thing really comes in handy
This is so fun
Having my lil sibling do the work
Being older sure is a perk
Have fun trick or treating
While I sit here eating!

Halloween tommorow. Oh,goodie. God, I hate Halloween. It's just another day of the year for me. Another day in which my parents ruin. I mean, they fight all the time. They've fought during Christmas. Someone's birthday. And on my birthday of this year. Not sure if I even told anyone about that. But yeah, they fought. They ruined yet another one of my birthday's. Heh, they made me cry in frustration in front of a ton of people. And then just threw it all in my face. What makes tommorow any different? My brother and sister will just be hyper all day and even more annoying then ever. Not to mention the fact that my sister is already being extremely bitchy today. I can just imagine tommorow.. Goddamnit...kill me now, will ya? Or atleast cause me to get sick so I can stay in my room all day. Alone. While watching tv and listening to music. Like I do everyother day. Well, hope everyone else has a Happy Halloween. Just, don't go into detail about it with me. Just say that it went well or something. I'm going to be in one hell of a sour mood tommorow thanks to some people who won't leave me the hell alone. I'm tired...I wonder if I can sleep all day today up until Monday morning...Doubt it. I also have homework to do. Oooh! I know! I won't do any of my homework today so I can have something to distract me tommorow! That's what I'll do! Well, I'm leaving now..so..whatever. Bye.

Woo! The pizza's here! All five boxes of it! To make things a little more clear, today is my grandfather's birthday so my parents, aunts and uncles are going to make him a small party. So yeah...lots of soda and junk food. Oh! And chocolate cake! Eh, this makes up for tommorow and I guess Halloween. I don't do anything anymore so...well, yeah. Um, I made my group in Culteral Awareness get an 'A' today. I was the leader for today. I only became the leader because I was the youngest. The teacher decieded who the leader is by saying, "The person with the biggest hands is the leader" and so on and so forth.Hrm, I kept getting compliments by this Junior so I feel a bit flatered. ^-^ *hugs self* I feel smart! And my teacher kept telling me that I did a wonderful job. Today's assignment dealt with places with Spanish names, Latin Holidays, Latin actors and such. Plus we had to know what the names meant. For the places and holidays. And he told me, "You're Mexican-American so you should be able to finish this in a snap." And my group felt the same way. -.- But they all said that I did a great job plus we were the only group to finish the whole assignment and get an A on it. ^.^ Oh yeah! And today everyone was allowed to wear their costumes to school. Some guys actually came to school wearing skirts and other girl clothes too! And wigs and make up as well! Oh god, it was hilarious! And some other guy actually went as Michael Jackson. O.O...That was freaky...*snuggles under blanket*It's still cold right now so I'm gonna go and try to get warm now. Sooo...adios! ^-^

I feel really pissed off and worried right now. No, nothing happend to me. It's just something that happend while I was waiting for the school bus to come. I was with Cathy and Jose at the moment. Stacy had yet to arrive. Well, Jose had been talking to me and Cathy when he suddently walked away from us. Cathy and I looked over to where he was going and noticed this mob of people all in a circle. And in the middle of it all was that whore who was flirting with Alex and this other short girl. It looked like they were having some sort of arguement. And due to the fact that the mob was extremely close to where Cathy and I were standing, we didn't have to get near or anything to see and hear what was going on. Well, this is what happend. But first...let's see...I think that whore's name is Carla...I'm not sure...but eh! I don't care.

Carla:Man, you stupid whore stop crying. I haven't even hit you yet!
Girl:Shut the fuck up and leave me alone!
Carla:Hoe, I'ma fuckin kill you.
Bryan:*starts singing some stupid song about friendship*
Me:*glances coldly at him and tries to keep out of the girls buisness*
Cathy:*seems to be in the same predicament as me*
Girl:Shoot me! I don't care!
Carla:Oh, fuck you!*shoves her and starts walking away*
Girl:*takes off her backpack and tosses it to the ground*You stupid bitch!
Carla:*whirls around*Don't you dare call me a bitch,hoe. I don't fuckin look like one!
Me:*thinking:Oh, yes you do you damn godforsaken whore*
Girl:You do look like a bitch!
Carla:Yo Momma!(creative,no?)
Girl:Don't talk shit about my momma!(You know how it goes...-.-)
Carla:I just did!*says something else but I can't remember what*
Girl:Fuck you! These aren't my friends! I have no friends! They're your friends and that's the only reason why they hang around me. Everyone always says 'Oh there goes the hoe with the high heels and they don't even fuckin know my name! They don't know me! You don't even know what it feels like! So fuck you!
Carla:*shoves her again**continues talking her crap to her*
Girl:Man! Fuck this! I'm leaving!*grabs her things and walks away crying*
Me:*bites down on my bottom lip and watches her go**sighs and wishes I had done something to help*
Cathy:*looks down and sighs also*

Yeah...and you know what's fucked up? A bunch of people kept joking and saying that she was going to kill herself because she was depressed. I swear...I had to control myself. My hands were near to shaking and tears of anger and frustration filled my eyes. I wanted to hurt that whore for what she did. I really hate people like her. You are NEVER to crack jokes about someone who is depressed! Nor should you ignore them or brush them off! Espicially if your their friend! It isn't right! You aren't helping that person in any way! All your doing is making the problem even worse! I should know. I know how it feels. And I don't want her or other people to feel as if they have no one to turn to when they're feeling down. It's not right. Ugh...I'm skaking in anger right now. I need to stop. Adios...

Let's see, today this very smart senior named David asked for my help in this damn assignment that our class had to do. Keep in mind that he's the only senior in this class. It's an elective by the way. So yeah. Everyone else was like, "Oooh, David." and some other bull that I didn't take much notice. I agreed and that's what it. Oh, and I got my group yet another A. No big surprise there.*blinks*Oh my god, it's so cold!*hugs self tightly*I need warmth. I need a blanket. I need a hug. o.O But seriously, my arms,hands,neck,throat, and so on and so forth are cold. Well, to the touch. And to me! >.< *sniffles* And I still have to go take a shower. It's too cold. All I wanna do now is snuggle under my blankets and cuddle. With something. Or whatever. Like my plushie! Anything! *pouts* Not to mention sleep. I really need to catch up on that.*nods*Oh, and I got another A on another Algebra quix today. ^-^ And I was the first one to finish all the work. And to actually get it all right. And Colin didn't! That's a miracle. Poor guy*coughsyeahrightcoughs* was practically having a heart attack when he kept getting it wrong. Oh, and I'm also a bit amused...sorta. *points down*

Jasmine:Hey, can I see your folder?
Me:Hm?Oh, yeah. Go ahead.
Jasmine:Who is that? *points to a picture in my folder*
Stacy:It's Matt! ^.^
Jasmine:Your...? O.o
Me:Huh?*glances at it*Oh, it's this ex-friend of mine. I was suppose to give it to a friend of mine because she wanted it but she didn't come. I don't want it. Ugh.
Stacy:It's still Matt.
Me:Yes, but a different one. -.-
Stacy:So...?
Me:-.-
Jasmine:*points to this list of phone numbers that I have in it**giggles*So his number is first,eh? Your boyfriend that is.
Me:*looks at it*:Yeah, then it's Nicole and Stacy. Hey wait, why is Stacy third? It was suppose to be Garrett not her!
Stacy:*blinks*Hey! That's just mean.
Me:I know.
Stacy:...It's still Matt.
Me:Yes! I know! But it's a different one!
Jasmine:Are you sure?
Me:*takes the picture out, balls it up and puts it in Tamera's empty plate of Nancho's**grabs a piece of paper and uses it to press the picture into the cheese*(Ew) That answer your question?
Jasmine:*nods silently*O.O
Stacy:o.o....
Me:Good! ^-^

Yeah...I really didn't want that picture. I wanted it out my folder as quick as possible. He is an asshole. Ugh. *shakes head* Anyways,I have a lot of homework to do, so I'll stop. Well, adios! ^^

I'm actually in a good mood.Sorta. Funny, seeing as I had a bad day. -.- Must be the weather. Yeah, that's it. And the large coke that I bought.*coughs*Anyways! Um, I know that a ton of people hate me now! ^-^ For god know's why seeing as I've never done anything to those little non-virgin whores. See?! They're my goddamn age and they've already had sex! Whores, I tell you! Fuckin sluts...Espicially that little bitch who keeps flirting with Tamera's boyfriend. But Alex, the stupid fuck, goes along with it. IN FRONT OF TAMERA! I swear, I felt like beating the crap out of those two. And then Tamera and Alex got into some kind of arguement, made up and basically left me alone to deal with the herd of whores, who for some strange reason decieded to park their godforsaken asses right next to where we were sitting. And yeah, I knew that they were talking shit about me. Because, to them, I'm a "rocker." And those wannabe cholas no likey rockers. We scare them or something. Hm, I'll be glad to scare them even more when I kick the short whore's ass.(The one who was flirting with Alex. She was the main one talking about me.) Heh, I don't care about their petty comments. They don't know me. They don't know one goddamn thing about me. So I don't care. Though...I was pissed because they're always starring at me and Tamera. As though we've done something to them. Which we haven't!*pauses*Yet...

They maddog us or something. Feh. Doesn't scare me. Nope. It annoys the hell out of me, that's what it does. But, I know that I'm better than them. Way better. I mean, I'm not sleeping with around with a bunch of random male whores and putting myself at risk for rape or an STD. I'm perfecttly happy with what I got. And by that I mean my friends and boyfriend. And I'm also happy that I don't have to prove myself for anyone like they do. *hugs self*I love me.Well, when it comes to certain situations, yes. But other than that...not really. o.O But yeah...I feel like yelling at Alex for being such a bastard in front of Tamera. I should...Well, moving on. It might rain tommorow! A lot! ^.^ Well, here in South Gate. But it might not rain to where my school is located. Which really sucks major ass.Hrm, sorry for the language. >.< Can't help it. Eh, that's it for today. Buh bye now.

So...um...yeah...I had some of my dad's Margarita last night.*coughs* O.O In other words, I broke my promise to never touch any form of alcohol until I was old enough.I didn't mean to! >.<...I was just joking...o.o*points down*

Waiter:*brings everyone's Pepsi's and my dad's Margarita*
Mom:Let me taste it.
Dad:*passes it to her*
Mom:*takes a drink**cringes*Ugh.
Dad:*snickers and takes it back*
Me:Hey, what about me?*says jokingly*
Dad:*looks at me and that at his drink*
Mom:Eh,let her have some.
Me:o.o....
Dad:*shrugs and passes the glass to me*
Me:Um...
Dad:...?
Me:Um...*grabs my straw and puts it in the glass*...*takes a somewhat long drink and shudders*Ew...that tasted funny.
Dad:*snickers again*
Me:*takes the straw out and gives it back to him*
Dad:*takes a drink*You wussies. This isn't even strong.
Mom:Yes it is.
Me:....Can I have another drink?^-^
Mom&Dad:*stare at me*O.O
Me:I'm kidding. -.-

Um...yeah...that's it...And...um...what else?Oh! I almost accepted my parents offer. And by that I mean that I was going to tell them that I do need some type of help. I had the chance today...but I chickend out. As always. *sighs*...Hrm...I'm hyper...ish...hyperish! ^.^;;; Well I don't know what else to put so I guess that's it for today. Love you! Buh bye! ^-^ *sound familiar?Ehehe...*

I am officially depressed.Again...
No doubt many of you are sick of this by now. But, it just happens.And it's not all my fault. There's a good chance that many of those who are close to me have done something to harm me. Whether it be now or a while ago.*shrugs*Either way, I'm still depressed. If another bad thing happens, I am going to take my dads offer. And by that I mean that I'm going to agree on getting "help" and no doubt being put on some type of medication.Whee...I might be taking meds in the near future. Fun,no? I bet you're getting annoyed just reading this...too bad...yeah...a priest is coming to my house. Gonna bless it or something. Grandpa is really sick with cancer..so...yeah...*sighs and shrugs lightly*Don't worry if I'm gone for more than one day. Something...might've happend and I'm too lost in my self-pity and depression to do much. If you have my number....*shrugs again*Whatever. Not like I get phone calls often. If it's not because of my grandpa that I'm not on. It might be because of the following...

-I got in trouble.
-I'm in the hospital(either visiting or...just for me. And don't worry. I won't harm myself on purpose. It usually happens by accident. -.-)
-I somehow...die or whatever.(I mean, you don't know when it's your time to go..so...)
-Family Emergency
-Other(*shrugs*)

Yeah...there we go...well...next Saturday I'm gonna get some new clothes. So my dad said. And...guess that's it...bye now...

Um,yeah...I just woke up...and...um...I'm tired.*nods*And cold.*snuggles under her blanket*Lets see...Oh yeah! My mom said that I could have that sleepover thing the day before Halloween! Unless she changes her mind. So who knows? What else? Ah yes, Stacy has agreed to help me keep my 'stalker'(Rodrigo) away from me if I do the same for her. By that she means to tell her when Edward is coming and then making an excuse for both of us to leave. Yeah...they usually always know where we are. And it's really creepy and annoying. Anyone want to keep him away from me? I don't have any money but I'll love you always! Yeah, like that's going to convince anyone into helping. Eheh. Well, I'm cold right now and my hands are even colder. So I'm going to stop for now. Adios!

I took my school picture today. I bet I turned out fugly(yes,fugly.)Anyways! Goddamn do some people need a room! I mean, god! Who the hell wants to know how horny you are?! *shakes head*Yucky...o.o Well, this is what happend...

During Lunch
Me:*notices everyone craning their necks slightly*
Beatrice:Oh my god!
Me:*blinks and glances back**spots some guy sitting on a table with this girl between his legs while making out*
Cathy:Man...they're doing it in slow motion and shit.
Me:o.o
Cathy:Oh my god!He's going to give her a hicky!
Me:*glances back again and this time finds the guy sucking on her neck*O.O
Beatrice:Now they're all vicious! O.o
Tamera:Get a room!
Stacy:Yeah! There's a motel across the street!
Jasmine:Now she's giving him a hicky!O.O
Me:*looks back and notices that she is*o.o...

I don't feel like writing down anything else. That is so wrong. Can't they do that in private?! o.O;;; Well, yeah...I had a test for Health today. Probably got a B or something. And...Rodrigo keeps bugging me.*twitches* It's really hard trying to resist the urge to just smack him and tell him to Fuck off. But yeah...-.- Well,gotta finish my homework. Ciao.

I have to take school pictures tommorow.Damnit. >.<
Anyways, what else is new?With me anyways.o.O Um, I saw Nancy today!^-^ Yeah...and it rained.Alot. Which was really cool.*twirls*Oh,and I'm also amused.*nods*Yeah...o.o

At the bus stop
Cathy and Jose:*are currently sharing Cathy's floral looking umbrella*
Me and Nancy:*are currently sharing my black one*
Nancy:Aw! Look at the cute couple!*nods over to Cathy and Jose*
Me:*smirks*Aren't they adorable?
Nany:I know!
Cathy and Jose:*seem to be facing each other in a way that suggest that they are about to kiss*
Me and Nancy:*snickers*
Cathy:*looks at us*
Jose:*frowns*>.<
Cathy:Well, you two make a cute couple too!*stares at Me and Nancy*
Jose:*starts laughing*
Me and Nancy:*glances at each other again before looking back at them*We're taken. By guys.*says this at the same time*
Cathy:-.-

Um,yeah...o.O*coughs*Oooh, my hair grew! It's now passing my mid-back! Yay! Oh, and I'm also slightly freaked out by something that I should be used to by now. >.<
A few minutes before fourth period
Me:*walking to my English class*
Girl:*walks behind me**
Me:*stops and waits for some people to cross*
Girl:*leans over and strokes my hair lightly*
Me:*blinks*O.O*forces self not to enjoy it and moves away slightly*(I like getting my hair stroked and stuff. I can't help it damnit! It feels nice.>.< Though it scares me if strangers do it.*shudders*)
Girl:*reaches over and tugs at it gently*
Me:O.O*turns around*
Girl:*moves back and looks away innocently*
Me:*moves away from her and rushes to my class*

Yeah..that happens to me alot. -.- Well, I'm thinking of joining the Anime club that they have at my school. This boy told me during Homeoom. Me and Stacy might go check it out on Friday or whenever they meet again. That's it for today...I have to finish studying so yeah...buh bye. ^-^

Goddamn that fucktard Rodrigo! -.-
*shakes head*Sorry about that. I just really don't like that boy. Espicially after today.

Beatrice:Hey, Stephanie?
Me:Hm?
Beatrice:Do you have a boyfriend?
Me:Yeah.
Beatrice:What's his name?
Me:*blinks*Matt.
Beatrice:Oh, well tell him that Rodrigo was talking shit about you. (though it sounded like she said that Rodrigo was talking shit about him. But they said it was me. *shrugs*)
Me:...huh?
-A few minutes later.(After we get away from the lunch area)
Me:So, what did he say?*asks Beatrice*
Cathy:Don't ask.
Beatrice:Yeah. We don't want you to get your feelings hurt.
Me:I don't care. I'm not friends with him and I feel nothing for the little fuck so tell me.
Cathy:But...
Beatrice:She said she doesn't care.Well,okay then...
(And this is the little story that she told me.)
Rodrigo:*is saying all this stuff about me, such as I'm a bitch and blah blah blah. You know, the normal stuff.*
Cathy:Man, shut up.
Tamera:You better shut the hell up.
Rodrigo:And what?
Beatrice:If you don't shut the up I'm going to tell her to tell her boyfriend that you were saying things about her.
Rodrigo:She has a boyfriend? O.o
Tamera:Yeah. And he's older than her so he can kick your ass.
Rodrigo:*goes silent*
(And that's it)
Me:*blinks*...*starts laughing*
Beatrice,Cathy,and Tamera:*stare at me* o.O
Me:*laughs even harder*Oh god...the stupid fuck! XD
Beatrice,Cathy,and Tamera:....o.o

So yeah...that's it. I found it more amusing than annoying really. Well, moving on. It sorta rained today! Woo.^-^;;;
At the moment it's just cold,windy, and cloudy. And I'm huddled under my blanket right now. Eheh...well I have homework to do, so ciao.

Well, I'm back. Yay. I guess I'm better than before.*shrugs*Well, I went to [Mistress of Darkness]'s house yesturday. That was cool. I got to see some of my friends from 8th grade. That kicked ass. These were some of the people that were there...

-[daddy's lil gurl]
-[GABY!]
-[lasunshine]
-[jelly belly]
-[piglet#1]

Yeah, it was fun. We had chocolate cake! ^-^ Which was really good. Well, it was great to see them again. And...yeah...I don't know what else to put so...adios.

Damn cold.I have never felt this sick in my entire life.Well...I have. But that's not the point! Anyways, I have tons of homework to do and I'm in no mood do it. Ah well, it doesn't matter. I'm still in a shitty mood so meh. And Alex better not lose my reggae CD. It's not even mine...it's my moms!>.< And Nancy still has my manga AND yearbook from middle school! I need them back! Ah fuck...I need more sleep or something. School has been sucking more than usual. Espicially during Algebra and Gym. I have to sit in front of this guy named Colin who keeps bothering me and I can only take so much. *twitch* And in Gym...gah! Nothing to do! Tamera and Alex are too busy doing...their own thing so yeah. o.O Well...I did get to listen to Shakira on the bus. ^-^ I love the song 'Fool'...it's so nice...well yeah...that's it for today...

Eh, I guess I had a so-so type day. It wasn't good but it wasn't bad, I guess. Fell asleep late(again), had to wake up around five to get ready for school, didn't have anything good to take for lunch, over crowded bus, tons of homework for English which is all due this Friday, had a bunch of "cough attacks" today, still really sick with a cold, and kind of moody...ish...moodyish. Oh, and once again I had to do ALL the goddamn work in yet another group assignment. And I couldn't talk much because my throat was killing me and they made me read everything outload. And they weren't even paying attention. Bastards. And the boys were being dicks as always. And eheh...I kept snapping at them. And Stephanie Lopez wasn't helping either. They kept pressuring me to get everything right so we wouldn't get a bad grade. Meh, I'm just tired right now. So yeah, that was my day. Buh bye now.

Today really sucked.Life has been hell since last Tuesday so yeah...I don't really have much to say right now...and don't bother to pretend that you care. If I open up...no doubt I'll be met with silence and/or having someone mad at me. So let it be...

Oh...and it is true...Byron did die...no...he was murdered...I looked around online...and yeah...I found out the truth...it's creepy...I went to school with this guy...and I sorta knew him...though...I thought him a bit of a jerk...he must've been something else to people who knew him well...oh...and I found out here...*points down*
http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-memorial12oct12,1,3714945.story?coll=la-headlines-california

*hums to Pretty Girl(The Way)*Lets see...Oh! Today my mom actually picked me up from school.Miracle!Anyways, there's a slight chance that I might lose my voice. I'm not sure. But it feels like I am! And I bet if I do a bunch of people are suddently going to start talking to me because they know that I can't talk back. -.- Ah well...what else? Um, my head hurts! And...I'm tired! And yeah...

*listens to Maria,Maria*I wuv this song. Moving on...I hate W.H.S(not about to put down the actual name. Stalkers.) There's to many whores and stupid sex crazed guys. Damn sons of bitches. Which is why I don't talk to anyone besides Stacy. But I was going to try and not make friends so it wouldn't suck when I had to leave next year but damn did that plan go straight to hell.*pokes Tamera,Jasmine and Jade* Oh well...I'll deal with it. What else? Ah yes...the guys at W.H.S really need better ways to get a girlfriend. Some girls must be stupid to go with "Hey girl! Whats your name?" or "Hey you! Can I have your number?" I swear...that's the dumbest thing you can say to ANYONE. And yet, it's funny how many people go along with it. That makes them seem easy. If you know what I mean. I bet they don't even bother to get to know each other well enough to really call themselves "boyfriend and girlfriend." No doubt all they do is make out and/or have sex. *shakes head* At least I have respect towards myself. Geez. Okay, enough of that. I'm too bored to put anything else. For now anyways. So, Adios.

*stares at English homework*...I'm not in the mood to do this.*curls up under blanket*Plus it's too cold. God,I'm tired. I've been sleep deprived(if somewhat) nearly all week.*sighs in annoyance*Damn parents...Lesse...this is how much sleep I've gotten...

Tuesday:3 hours of sleep
Wednesday:4-6 hours of sleep.(can't really remember)
Thursday:5 hours of sleep
Friday:4 hours of sleep
Saturday:2-3 hours of sleep...

So yeah...I'm pretty damn tired. And, moody. It's not my goddamn fault. Though I think I'm going insane. Maybe not a lot...but enough to worry me. But that's not important. Um...I really like this other song from the Green Day album,American Idiot. So, I'll put it here...

Extraordinary Girl by Green Day

She's an Extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she cant seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind
Like a child left behind
Like a pet left in the rain

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
She gets so sick of crying


She sees the mirror of herself
And image she wants to sell
To anyone willing to buy

He steals the image in her kiss
From her hearts apocalypse
From the one called whatsername

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
She gets so sick of crying

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
Some days he's not worth trying
Now that they're both up on it
She gets so sick of crying

She's an Extraordinary girl
an Extraordinary girl
an Extraordinary girl
an Extraordinary girl