I should really consider getting more than four hours of sleep a night. -.- I swear, in all my classes I feel really drowsy and it's so damn hard to try and keep my eyes open. Espicially when it's a block day and I have to be in a certain class for TWO.DAMN.HOURS
Let's see...my siblings woke me up around seven or six this morning. After having gone to sleep around two. It took a while for me to go to sleep. As usual. So right now I'm feeling bitchy. Thanks to my siblings. Who are still fighting like idiots. And Matthew isn't helping either. Maybe he needs a nap or something.Ugh.
Man,I'm so tired. And hungry. I've been having many cravings for different foods all week for god know's why. Even when I'm not hungry! And no, Jennifer. I'm not pregnant!*whap
So, um yeah...hrm...O
Lots of "interesting" *coughsstupidc
Kathy:*telling me and Stacy about this show that she's watching*Okay, well in the show there's a guy who is all into the whole Alien type of thing and Alien abduction and stuff, and there's also this guy who was actually abducted by aliens who put this thing in his forehead or something-
Me:*interupts*
Kathy:*tries not to laugh*O..kay. But we're not talking about South Park.
Me:I know.*rocks back and forth on my heels absently**star
Kathy:o.O...An
Stacy:O.O...
Me:*looks up* HOLD UP! O.o How can she do freaky things with an alien? Oh my god...did it have a dic-*stops as people start to look at us*o.o....
Kathy:*starts laughing*N-no. The alien can turn into anything that it wants to.
Me:Ohhh...*bli
Kathy:Well, the lady had a baby and it-
Me:*interupts her again*It? Don't you know if it's a he or a she?
Kathy:-.- It's a he. But...ugh! Moving on!
Me:*smirks slightly at her annoyance*Uh huh...?
Kathy:Well the baby has special powers.
Me:Hm, it can turn into a cow, or a chicken, or a pig...?*trails off*
Kathy:No.He can control people.(I think that's what she said...o.O)
Me:Oh....*paus
Kathy:O.o....*
Stacy:Eheh...X
Kathy:You're crazy.
Me:...I know! ^-^ *hugs self*
Today at Lunch
Me:*singing random songs to myself**somewh
Kathy:Ooh! Stephanie! Look!*shoves manga looking book about an inch or so from my face*
Me:*blinks and scans through the page**blinks again*What is she doing down there? And why are they...nekkid? And...what's that in her mou-O.O Ohhh...
Kathy:XD
Me:EW! PORNO!
Kathy:O.O Shh!
Me:Ew!Ew!Ew!
Everyone at our table:*stares at us*O.o
-Five minutes later-
Kathy:*shoves the book to my face again*(Why? I have no clue. -.-)Look!
Me:*stares at it*Oh my god...they have the "typical" dialogue when people do...the freaky thing! XD
Stacy:...? o.O
Kathy:*snicker
Me:Huh...they have the sighs and the...whoa...t
Kathy:*snicker
Me:*yells out loud*Ah! Kathy! Stop showing me porno!!!
(And at the moment, half of the people in the lunch area turned around and gave us funny looks)
Kathy:O.O Stephanie! SHUT UP!
Me:EW! She has porno! XD
Kathy:*sinks down into her seat*Ugh...o.o
Me:*covers mouth and tries hard not to laugh*Pfft. XD
Tamera:You're mean. O.o
Me:Fuck yeah!*blinks*H
Tamera:And insane...-.-
Me:Whee! I know! Isn't it AWESOME?! *giggles*
I think some of my friends might say the term "evil" would fit best. But I'm not evil! I'm a good girl! << >>*coughsliescou
Mm...*stares at last diary entry*Forget that...forget all that bullshit...I need to talk to Alice...I need to get things cleared out...yeah, that's what I'll do. *nods and blinks blankly and listens to Hotel California* I'm tired...and my head hurts a bit. I should go to sleep soon. Oh, and I'm not going to the mall tommorow. I'm going on Sunday. Or whatever. Sometime then....and Kathy told me to get her the 7th Demon Diary. Which I am. With her money of course. I think I look a bit...less pale. Well, not much but it's something! >.< And I wonder if I should cut my hair...my long, soft and pretty brown(multi-brown...) hair...*twitch
I need a hug...I really need a fuckin hug right now. Why do bad things have to happen? Why? Why does Alice say that she has cancer? Why? Can you tell me that? I so want to believe that it's a lie...but I don't know what to think anymore...and judging by the conversation/a
Whee...I'm so happy.*sighs dreamily*Yup,y
Hrm...ignore my last entry. I wasn't...eh...
Just something that I saw on this website thing...<< >>
I'm trick or treating
A.K.A. eating
My little sibling’s candy
Tastes really dandy
This being older thing really comes in handy
This is so fun
Having my lil sibling do the work
Being older sure is a perk
Have fun trick or treating
While I sit here eating!
Halloween tommorow. Oh,goodie. God, I hate Halloween. It's just another day of the year for me. Another day in which my parents ruin. I mean, they fight all the time. They've fought during Christmas. Someone's birthday. And on my birthday of this year. Not sure if I even told anyone about that. But yeah, they fought. They ruined yet another one of my birthday's. Heh, they made me cry in frustration in front of a ton of people. And then just threw it all in my face. What makes tommorow any different? My brother and sister will just be hyper all day and even more annoying then ever. Not to mention the fact that my sister is already being extremely bitchy today. I can just imagine tommorow.. Goddamnit...ki
Woo! The pizza's here! All five boxes of it! To make things a little more clear, today is my grandfather's birthday so my parents, aunts and uncles are going to make him a small party. So yeah...lots of soda and junk food. Oh! And chocolate cake! Eh, this makes up for tommorow and I guess Halloween. I don't do anything anymore so...well, yeah. Um, I made my group in Culteral Awareness get an 'A' today. I was the leader for today. I only became the leader because I was the youngest. The teacher decieded who the leader is by saying, "The person with the biggest hands is the leader" and so on and so forth.Hrm, I kept getting compliments by this Junior so I feel a bit flatered. ^-^ *hugs self* I feel smart! And my teacher kept telling me that I did a wonderful job. Today's assignment dealt with places with Spanish names, Latin Holidays, Latin actors and such. Plus we had to know what the names meant. For the places and holidays. And he told me, "You're Mexican-Americ
I feel really pissed off and worried right now. No, nothing happend to me. It's just something that happend while I was waiting for the school bus to come. I was with Cathy and Jose at the moment. Stacy had yet to arrive. Well, Jose had been talking to me and Cathy when he suddently walked away from us. Cathy and I looked over to where he was going and noticed this mob of people all in a circle. And in the middle of it all was that whore who was flirting with Alex and this other short girl. It looked like they were having some sort of arguement. And due to the fact that the mob was extremely close to where Cathy and I were standing, we didn't have to get near or anything to see and hear what was going on. Well, this is what happend. But first...let's see...I think that whore's name is Carla...I'm not sure...but eh! I don't care.
Carla:Man, you stupid whore stop crying. I haven't even hit you yet!
Girl:Shut the fuck up and leave me alone!
Carla:Hoe, I'ma fuckin kill you.
Bryan:*starts singing some stupid song about friendship*
Me:*glances coldly at him and tries to keep out of the girls buisness*
Cathy:*seems to be in the same predicament as me*
Girl:Shoot me! I don't care!
Carla:Oh, fuck you!*shoves her and starts walking away*
Girl:*takes off her backpack and tosses it to the ground*You stupid bitch!
Carla:*whirls around*Don't you dare call me a bitch,hoe. I don't fuckin look like one!
Me:*thinking:O
Girl:You do look like a bitch!
Carla:Yo Momma!(creative,no?)
Girl:Don't talk shit about my momma!(You know how it goes...-.-)
Carla:I just did!*says something else but I can't remember what*
Girl:Fuck you! These aren't my friends! I have no friends! They're your friends and that's the only reason why they hang around me. Everyone always says 'Oh there goes the hoe with the high heels and they don't even fuckin know my name! They don't know me! You don't even know what it feels like! So fuck you!
Carla:*shoves her again**continu
Girl:Man! Fuck this! I'm leaving!*grabs her things and walks away crying*
Me:*bites down on my bottom lip and watches her go**sighs and wishes I had done something to help*
Cathy:*looks down and sighs also*
Yeah...and you know what's fucked up? A bunch of people kept joking and saying that she was going to kill herself because she was depressed. I swear...I had to control myself. My hands were near to shaking and tears of anger and frustration filled my eyes. I wanted to hurt that whore for what she did. I really hate people like her. You are NEVER to crack jokes about someone who is depressed! Nor should you ignore them or brush them off! Espicially if your their friend! It isn't right! You aren't helping that person in any way! All your doing is making the problem even worse! I should know. I know how it feels. And I don't want her or other people to feel as if they have no one to turn to when they're feeling down. It's not right. Ugh...I'm skaking in anger right now. I need to stop. Adios...
Let's see, today this very smart senior named David asked for my help in this damn assignment that our class had to do. Keep in mind that he's the only senior in this class. It's an elective by the way. So yeah. Everyone else was like, "Oooh, David." and some other bull that I didn't take much notice. I agreed and that's what it. Oh, and I got my group yet another A. No big surprise there.*blinks*
Jasmine:Hey, can I see your folder?
Me:Hm?Oh, yeah. Go ahead.
Jasmine:Who is that? *points to a picture in my folder*
Stacy:It's Matt! ^.^
Jasmine:Your..
Me:Huh?*glance
Stacy:It's still Matt.
Me:Yes, but a different one. -.-
Stacy:So...?
Me:-.-
Jasmine:*point
Me:*looks at it*:Yeah, then it's Nicole and Stacy. Hey wait, why is Stacy third? It was suppose to be Garrett not her!
Stacy:*blinks*
Me:I know.
Stacy:...It's still Matt.
Me:Yes! I know! But it's a different one!
Jasmine:Are you sure?
Me:*takes the picture out, balls it up and puts it in Tamera's empty plate of Nancho's**grab
Jasmine:*nods silently*O.O
Stacy:o.o....
Me:Good! ^-^
Yeah...I really didn't want that picture. I wanted it out my folder as quick as possible. He is an asshole. Ugh. *shakes head* Anyways,I have a lot of homework to do, so I'll stop. Well, adios! ^^
I'm actually in a good mood.Sorta. Funny, seeing as I had a bad day. -.- Must be the weather. Yeah, that's it. And the large coke that I bought.*coughs
They maddog us or something. Feh. Doesn't scare me. Nope. It annoys the hell out of me, that's what it does. But, I know that I'm better than them. Way better. I mean, I'm not sleeping with around with a bunch of random male whores and putting myself at risk for rape or an STD. I'm perfecttly happy with what I got. And by that I mean my friends and boyfriend. And I'm also happy that I don't have to prove myself for anyone like they do. *hugs self*I love me.Well, when it comes to certain situations, yes. But other than that...not really. o.O But yeah...I feel like yelling at Alex for being such a bastard in front of Tamera. I should...Well, moving on. It might rain tommorow! A lot! ^.^ Well, here in South Gate. But it might not rain to where my school is located. Which really sucks major ass.Hrm, sorry for the language. >.< Can't help it. Eh, that's it for today. Buh bye now.
So...um...yeah
Waiter:*brings everyone's Pepsi's and my dad's Margarita*
Mom:Let me taste it.
Dad:*passes it to her*
Mom:*takes a drink**cringes
Dad:*snickers and takes it back*
Me:Hey, what about me?*says jokingly*
Dad:*looks at me and that at his drink*
Mom:Eh,let her have some.
Me:o.o....
Dad:*shrugs and passes the glass to me*
Me:Um...
Dad:...?
Me:Um...*grabs my straw and puts it in the glass*...*take
Dad:*snickers again*
Me:*takes the straw out and gives it back to him*
Dad:*takes a drink*You wussies. This isn't even strong.
Mom:Yes it is.
Me:....Can I have another drink?^-^
Mom&Dad:*stare at me*O.O
Me:I'm kidding. -.-
Um...yeah...th
I am officially depressed.Agai
No doubt many of you are sick of this by now. But, it just happens.And it's not all my fault. There's a good chance that many of those who are close to me have done something to harm me. Whether it be now or a while ago.*shrugs*Ei
-I got in trouble.
-I'm in the hospital(either visiting or...just for me. And don't worry. I won't harm myself on purpose. It usually happens by accident. -.-)
-I somehow...die or whatever.(I mean, you don't know when it's your time to go..so...)
-Family Emergency
-Other(*shrugs*)
Yeah...there we go...well...ne
Um,yeah...I just woke up...and...um.
I took my school picture today. I bet I turned out fugly(yes,fugly.)Anyways! Goddamn do some people need a room! I mean, god! Who the hell wants to know how horny you are?! *shakes head*Yucky...o
During Lunch
Me:*notices everyone craning their necks slightly*
Beatrice:Oh my god!
Me:*blinks and glances back**spots some guy sitting on a table with this girl between his legs while making out*
Cathy:Man...th
Me:o.o
Cathy:Oh my god!He's going to give her a hicky!
Me:*glances back again and this time finds the guy sucking on her neck*O.O
Beatrice:Now they're all vicious! O.o
Tamera:Get a room!
Stacy:Yeah! There's a motel across the street!
Jasmine:Now she's giving him a hicky!O.O
Me:*looks back and notices that she is*o.o...
I don't feel like writing down anything else. That is so wrong. Can't they do that in private?! o.O;;; Well, yeah...I had a test for Health today. Probably got a B or something. And...Rodrigo keeps bugging me.*twitches* It's really hard trying to resist the urge to just smack him and tell him to Fuck off. But yeah...-.- Well,gotta finish my homework. Ciao.
I have to take school pictures tommorow.Damni
Anyways, what else is new?With me anyways.o.O Um, I saw Nancy today!^-^ Yeah...and it rained.Alot. Which was really cool.*twirls*O
At the bus stop
Cathy and Jose:*are currently sharing Cathy's floral looking umbrella*
Me and Nancy:*are currently sharing my black one*
Nancy:Aw! Look at the cute couple!*nods over to Cathy and Jose*
Me:*smirks*Are
Nany:I know!
Cathy and Jose:*seem to be facing each other in a way that suggest that they are about to kiss*
Me and Nancy:*snicker
Cathy:*looks at us*
Jose:*frowns*>.<
Cathy:Well, you two make a cute couple too!*stares at Me and Nancy*
Jose:*starts laughing*
Me and Nancy:*glances at each other again before looking back at them*We're taken. By guys.*says this at the same time*
Cathy:-.-
Um,yeah...o.O*
A few minutes before fourth period
Me:*walking to my English class*
Girl:*walks behind me**
Me:*stops and waits for some people to cross*
Girl:*leans over and strokes my hair lightly*
Me:*blinks*O.O
Girl:*reaches over and tugs at it gently*
Me:O.O*turns around*
Girl:*moves back and looks away innocently*
Me:*moves away from her and rushes to my class*
Yeah..that happens to me alot. -.- Well, I'm thinking of joining the Anime club that they have at my school. This boy told me during Homeoom. Me and Stacy might go check it out on Friday or whenever they meet again. That's it for today...I have to finish studying so yeah...buh bye. ^-^
Goddamn that fucktard Rodrigo! -.-
*shakes head*Sorry about that. I just really don't like that boy. Espicially after today.
Beatrice:Hey, Stephanie?
Me:Hm?
Beatrice:Do you have a boyfriend?
Me:Yeah.
Beatrice:What'
Me:*blinks*Mat
Beatrice:Oh, well tell him that Rodrigo was talking shit about you. (though it sounded like she said that Rodrigo was talking shit about him. But they said it was me. *shrugs*)
Me:...huh?
-A few minutes later.(After we get away from the lunch area)
Me:So, what did he say?*asks Beatrice*
Cathy:Don't ask.
Beatrice:Yeah. We don't want you to get your feelings hurt.
Me:I don't care. I'm not friends with him and I feel nothing for the little fuck so tell me.
Cathy:But...
Beatrice:She said she doesn't care.Well,okay then...
(And this is the little story that she told me.)
Rodrigo:*is saying all this stuff about me, such as I'm a bitch and blah blah blah. You know, the normal stuff.*
Cathy:Man, shut up.
Tamera:You better shut the hell up.
Rodrigo:And what?
Beatrice:If you don't shut the up I'm going to tell her to tell her boyfriend that you were saying things about her.
Rodrigo:She has a boyfriend? O.o
Tamera:Yeah. And he's older than her so he can kick your ass.
Rodrigo:*goes silent*
(And that's it)
Me:*blinks*...
Beatrice,Cathy
Me:*laughs even harder*Oh god...the stupid fuck! XD
Beatrice,Cathy
So yeah...that's it. I found it more amusing than annoying really. Well, moving on. It sorta rained today! Woo.^-^;;;
At the moment it's just cold,windy, and cloudy. And I'm huddled under my blanket right now. Eheh...well I have homework to do, so ciao.
Well, I'm back. Yay. I guess I'm better than before.*shrugs
-[daddy's lil gurl]
-[GABY!]
-[lasunshine]
-[jelly belly]
-[piglet#1]
Yeah, it was fun. We had chocolate cake! ^-^ Which was really good. Well, it was great to see them again. And...yeah...I don't know what else to put so...adios.