Heh, I think I'm making myself look like a loner/outcast during gym. I don't sit with Tamera and Alex anymore because when I do I'm always hearing smacking noises coming from where they are sitting. And I'd rather not look over to see if they're just teasing me or,uh,kissing to put it lightly. So, because I have NO other friends in my gym class, I sit alone. Far from the odd couple and far from anybody else. There are some "rockers" there, but I don't talk to them. And they're usually hanging out on my other side. Far away of course. Anyways, I sit alone minding my own business and as always, reading. I guess they think I'm a loner or something because I don't talk, I'm usually always alone and wearing really dark colors. And reading. Alot. Oh, and casting dark glares at a bunch of people who are always annoying me in some way or another. Especially those skanky weed smokers. *twitches* But those "rockers"(ooh,labels...) are usually glancing over at me, maybe it's because I tend to have my hair,which is not looking close to black, falling into my face and basically hiding my face from view and I don't really have a smile of any sort on my face.O.o Maybe a smirk when someone does something stupid and stuff, but other than that nope, no smile.o.O Oh, the joys of high school. Ah well, I don't really care. As long as I have something to read I am perfectly fine being alone. Just as long as some stupid moron doesn't try talking to me like today. God, he was an idiot. -.- Hm,what else?Ah yes, I had a bit of a breakdown during the bus ride home, gloomy weather, and my grandfather is in the hospital again. Yeah...that's all that I'm gonna put for today...ciao.

Whee!My poem was on Main Street today!I'm so friggin happy! ^.^ *twirls**blinks and stops*<< >>Ahem...anyways.Um,Kathy([Chickiss]) bought me a cookie today! ^.^ But I have to pay her back of course.But oh well.Um,I watched Rosewood today in sixth period.Which is my Culteral Awareness class.Which is the most interesting class I've ever had.Along with it being the most depressing really.But yeah,that movie almost made me cry! ;-; I want to finish watching it though, seeing as the bell rang before the movie was over. Hm,what else?Oh yeah,I might get my hair cut tommorow along with probably going shopping.But my parents told me I could stay home.Or so they said.Hrm,and after a portion of the shopping is done, we're probably going to get our Christmas tree after.My parents want one of those white ones. Which is cool.Whee! I get to buy my Christmas outfit soon! Which will probably freak out most of my family! But hey, seeing as we aren't having tamales this oh so depressing year, I need SOMETHING to amuse me.Ick, my grandpa wants to have rabbit.And my dad said that if he were to give us some,er,rabbit, we probably won't even know what it really is. o.o...THE POOR BUNNY!>.<*pouts*..What else to put?Eh, I don't know...so I'll end this here.Adios!

Con todo mi amor,
       Stephanie.

*twirls*Whee!I'm hyper! ^-^ Which no doubt means that I was/still am depressed.Oh happy joy joy...-.- But anyways!I'm still wondering if I should continue with this,er,love story that I'm writing. I'm having a bit of trouble with it but I really want to go on with it.Though being well, me,I think it sucks. >.< But eh, I don't know. I'll keep trying to perfect it. Anyways, I saw something on Kappu's description that interested me. <<;;; >>;;; Sorry Kappu!;-; So I decieded to take this, quiz type of thing, and this is what I got:

( http://similarminds.com/cattell-16-factor.html )
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Intellect ||||||||||||||| 42%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 26%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 34%
Liveliness |||||| 18%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 26%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 50%
Abstractness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Independence |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Perfectionism |||||||||||| 38%
Tension ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%


Warmth:(high score)supportive, comforting 
Intellect:(somewhat low score,I knew it!)instinctive, unstable 
Emotional Stability:(low score)irritable, moody
Aggressiveness:(low score)modest, docile 
Liveliness:(low score)somber, restrained 
Dutifulness:(low score)untraditional, rebellious
Social Assertiveness:(low score)shy, withdrawn 
Sensitivity:(high score)touchy, soft
Paranoia:(in the middle)trusting, easy going/wary, suspicious 
Abstractness:(high score)srange, imaginative 
Introversion:(high score)private, quiet
Anxiety:(high score)fearful, self-doubting
Openmindedness:(somewhat low score/close to high)closeminded, set-in-ways
Independence:(high score)loner, craves solitude
Perfectionism:(low score)disorganized, messy
Tension:(high score)stressed, unsatisfied

Funny though, most of the results do seem like me.Scary. @.@ If you agree or disagree, feel free to explain to me why. x.o Or just tell me your opinion or whatever. o.o Anyways, I'm too cold to write more. My hands are FREEZING! So, adios! ^-^

Mucho's hugs y mucho's kisses,
                Stephanie.

I just wanna run away sometimes...to some place where my tears will be of joy instead of sorrow...I suppose my dreams are the only place that I can go to.Sadly, falling asleep is a challenge when lying awake in the middle of a nightmare.Por favor, salva mi corazon...*hums the rest*Meh...I'm being an idiot again.Ignore me...this physical and emotional pain that I'm feeling isn't really helping much with the situation at hand.*sighs*Man...so much has happend this year...and I don't think I'm handling it all well enough.The death,suicide,cheating,back stabbing,murder,illness,and so much more that has ouccured this year is starting to get to me again.It's not like I've forgotten any of it. It's still all playing vividly in my mind.Haunting me so to speak.But eh...not much I can do...Hm...just another rant from yours truely if you wish to call it that. Now if you'll excuse me...I have myself to cheer up right now.Seeing as I'm about to go and probably get hyper.Meh.*sighs again*Heh...adios.

So yeah,I might be gone most of the day.Going to the doctor with la familia for my kid brother.And then after that we're going out to eat.Probably somewhere in Ontario,California.Duh.And the drive all the way there takes about 45minutes to an hour.So I don't know how long we'll be gone.And on Monday I don't go to school because I need to stay home and take care of Matthew due to the fact that both my grandparents need to go to the doctor/hospital and my parents can't take him with them.So I guess I'll be home alone with him for a while.Hope he likes cereal because I can't cook for shit.Microwave something,yes. Other than that...maybe a boiled egg and a piece of toast? o.O Or maybe a tortilla.I can do that. Or un taco de queso? Yeah, I can so do that.Eheh...<<;;; >>;;; Oh well, I'll see what happens. -.- Though I'll probably be chasing him around the house, slacking off with him on the sofa watching...Nick Jr with him. >.< Only thing that keeps him still for a while.Then again, he likes Ed,Edd,and Eddy. And The Rugrats...Lilo&Stitch is his favorite...so yeah.I'm willing to watch that instead.*blinks innocently**coughs*I need to go now...I think.^-^;;;

Luffs you all,
      Stephanie.

*hums to Saw Red by Sublime*Man, I want to go to KROQ's Almost Acoustic Christmas concert.... I don't care which day either.>.< It would be so friggin' cool...^.^
-The Following Bands are going to be performing at the concert(s)-
(Oh, and the ones with -->*<-- next to them...are some of my favorite bands..*sighs*I wanna go...)
December 11th
*Franz Ferdinand
Interpol
*Jimmy Eat World
*Keane
*The Killers
*Modest Mouse
*Muse
*The Music
The Shins
*Snow Patrol
*Taking Back Sunday

December 12th
*Chevelle
*Good Charlotte
*Green Day
*Hoobastank
*Incubus
*My Chemical Romance
Papa Roach
*Social Distortion
*Sum 41
*The Used
Velvet Revolver

So yeah,wish I could go.Seems pretty obvious,no?v.v Eheh,I keep looking at KROQ's website. ( http://www.kroq.com/kroqnow/kroqnow.html )Anyways,today's Thanksgiving...oh,happy joy joy.Meh.Whatever.Huh...I think I have to go to my grandmother's house later today.Mom's side of the family I mean.I hope they have Tamales..or some pozole.I hate turkey.>< My head hurts...and The Donor by Frank M. Robinson is starting to get interesting...so I'll just go off to read now.

Happy Turkey Day,
         Stephanie.

Heh, my vision is blurry, my hands are shaking, my head hurts...and I feel as if I'm about to pass out.Wonderful,no? Yeah well...life got fucked up again last night. Parents started fighting again...and I didn't get enough sleep or much to eat.*sighs*Meh...whatever...it's not important...I'll survive I guess....

Second entry of the day(er,night)

Ugh,I can't stand people who call for stupid as fuck reasons.Who the fuck wants to do fuckin phone survey's in the mother fuckin evening?!?!?!*twitches*Sorry for the language, but I can't really help it...<< >> Anyways, as you can tell, some bitch ass mofo called a few minutes ago and asked for someone eighteen years or older, which disconnected me seeing as my DSL thing(or whatnot, I don't want to use actual terms right now...-.-) is being stupid for god know's why. >.< So I get disconnected everytime someone uses the phone. Which happens all the friggin' time in this house of mine.*sulks* Anyways,where was I?Ah yes, the phone survey(GAH!I wish my parents would stop smooching.It's creepeh.TMI,eh?o.o;;;)Goddamnit, where was I again?I remember, anyways, the lady called, found out what it was for, walked to where my mom was, handed her the phone and said, "Ama,someone's buggin'"Yeah, my ghetto ass Mexican voice is so kick ass...o.O I don't that's how it even sounds...XD I need to know if I have an accent...I can't tell!>.< It's not like anyone even really calls me unless it's about homework or some guy...-.-*coughsGabycoughs*But yeah...o.o
...I'm kinda sleepy now...@.@*yawns*So I'll stop...^.^;;;

Arrivederci i miei amici,
             Stephy

P.S.Hehe, I'm using [Ramirez]'s nicky for me...^-^ Yes,nicky...o.O Short for nickname...<< >>

P.S.#2 Yes, that was Italian.And I'm not sure if I wrote/typed it right....@.@ Anyways, it's suppose to mean "Good bye my friends."

*stares at last entry*Heh...I'm still hyper! Oh! And I got my grades today! ^-^ And not one is under a C! I feel so smart. XD Anyways, this is what I got.(Keep in mind that an E stands for Excellent and an S stands for Satisfactory)

Health: B E E
Algebra: A S E
Gym: B S S
English: B S S
Science: A E E
Culteral Awareness: B E E

My parents aren't going to kill me now! Because I got good grades. Yay! Well, what else? Um, I have to go to a Quincenerea tommorow. -.- Unless my mom changes her mind or something. But yeah...I have to go to a party.Fun...oh, and if I do go I'll be gone from 5:00pm my time until...later.Way later.*sighs*Hm...my head hurts. And I'm hyper. ^-^ And I feel like singing. And I'm thirsty too.*pouts**blinks*I can't wait for Christmas! I'm gonna be wearing a skirt!Oooh,the world is going to end. O.O That reminds me, I might have my pic up by next week. That's if Stacy let's me borrow her digi cam like she said she would. Anyways, back to the Christmas thing. Should I take a pic of me before I put on the make up or after? Because I'm planning on drawing these lines that come from the side of my eyes to the higher part of my cheeks. And lots of eye liner too. But I don't want to a wear a dress anymore. I'd rather wear a black skirt with fishnets, my black and white high top converse, some kind of band t-shirt and a long sleeved fishnet top under that. But that's just me. Well, I just want to get up and dance right now. I am listening to Reggae, Cumbia, Merengue, and Spanish Pop songs after all. ^-^ Well...I don't know what else to write so, adios!

Peace out(*giggles*),
           Stephanie.

Um...I'm bored...and...this song is on...and I feel like singing along to it...<< >>
K-i-s-s- me...
Uh, and I just wanna make...
Love, love, love ...
Ya, I love it when you say...
K-i-s-s me...
Uh, and I just wanna make...
Love, love, love...

*coughs*<<;;; >>;;; It's called U Make Me Wanna by Jadakiss feat. Mariah Carey. And I really love that song. ^.^;;; And...hrm...awkward...o.O...Er...LOOKIE!! MONKEY! O.O;;;*blinks*No, I'm not on crack...I'm on sugar! Woo! Sugar rush! *twirls*...*blinks and stops*...Stop starring at me! O.O;;; Eh...let's just continue with the rest of this...entry thing. ^-^;;;

Anyways,I almost passed out during science today. v.v And before anyone yells at me or anything...YES I DID GET SOME SLEEP AND I HAVE BEEN EATING!!! -.-I even fell asleep early too! And yet I'm super tired! T.T I've been forcing myself to stay awake, but then my mind begins to wander and I lose concentration on the lesson at hand. Which isn't good. I really need to pay attention in class. Well, maybe only in Science and Algebra. Health,English and Culteral Awareness are simple classes to pass. And not pay much attention. And yes, I am failing gym. So my parents are no doubt going to kill me. I'm just not that interested in gym. I'd rather much be doing something else. Plus, I don't dress. Every goddamn day that I have gym, I'm always in a bad mood and in a weak state of mind. Along with the fact that I'm in a zombie like state at that time. Tamera and Alex always leave me alone. And they don't even say bye. I have very good friends, don't I?I do hope you could tell that I was being sarcastic...o.o Yeah, well...what else? Oh yeah, I have to write another story for English. I'm currently thinking of some kind of plot, so to speak. I have to use the following words in the story though....

-Bliss
-Blithe
-Buoyant
-Complacent
-Convivial
-Delectable
-Ecstasy
-Elated
-Frolicsome
-gala
-Jocund
-Jubilation

Sadly, I know what all those words mean. I need a challenge goddamnit! Though no doubt if I get a challange I'll be wishing that I didn't. But that's me. Man, I better start on that story before it gets even more late. And I'm on the verge of placing my arms on the desk and laying my head on them and falling asleep. But alas, I cannot. I need to do Algebra homework as well and then take a shower.*blinks*Shit! I just rememberd! I have an Algebra test tommorow! And that damn class is going to be TWO FRIGGIN' HOURS LONG! >.< *sighs*Ah well...I better stop now. Hm, Adios! Mucho hugs y mucho kisses! XD *giggles*I'm so hyper!^-^...And lonely....*sniffles*;-;...So buh bye now.*waves*

Lurve you all xoxoxoxo,
     Stephanie.
a.k.a. (this might take a while)Steph, Stephy, Sol, Sunny, Sunflower, Sun child, Lady Sunshine(Don't ask for I do not know) Sunchips(given to me during lunch sometime in 8th grade, go figure.Someone was hungry)Sunshine, Steppy and some others that I can't remember...muchas gracias [cvg54] for all but one of those nicknames. And thank you Alex:[Ramirez] for Stephy...It's so cute...^-^

P.S. The last bit was written/typed out of pure and utter randomness...as was the beginning. << >>

I should really consider getting more than four hours of sleep a night. -.- I swear, in all my classes I feel really drowsy and it's so damn hard to try and keep my eyes open. Espicially when it's a block day and I have to be in a certain class for TWO.DAMN.HOURS. So you can imagine how much that sucks when I'm in a very boring class. That also means more chances of the class getting tests. Alot of them. And I can't fall asleep on the bus because, well, it's not safe.*nods*Nor is it a smart thing to do. Espicially if I'm sitting next to Stacy([Mistress of Darkness]). Which I always am mind you. And Kathy([Chickiss]) is always across or in front of us. That way we can all talk to each other. ^-^ But even then I tend to space out or get drowsy. I do not have hearing problems, I just choose to not pay attention. I had a hearing test...thing...today. And I passed. ^-^ Eheh, it got me out of Algebra so I didn't care. Though I thought the summons meant that I was in trouble or something. Why? I have no clue. Eh, I'm too tired right now to put anything else, so yeah...buh bye now.

Let's see...my siblings woke me up around seven or six this morning. After having gone to sleep around two. It took a while for me to go to sleep. As usual. So right now I'm feeling bitchy. Thanks to my siblings. Who are still fighting like idiots. And Matthew isn't helping either. Maybe he needs a nap or something.Ugh.My head hurts.Which in other words means that I'm feeling sick.Plus I'm really effing cold right now. And for some reason,I'm on the verge of tears. Oh for crying out loud!Meh, no pun intended.*sighs*Fuck this. I'm off. Bye.

Man,I'm so tired. And hungry. I've been having many cravings for different foods all week for god know's why. Even when I'm not hungry! And no, Jennifer. I'm not pregnant!*whaps with pillow*-.- Anyways, I have to type an essay for English. Not sure when it's due but Mr. Weronka(reminds me of Willie Wonka...*blinks*Now I want candy! Goddamnit!) informed us that he had to type the final drafts of our essays. During the weekend I'm going to collect more information to perfect my essay. I want to raise that B into an A. I don't want anything less than an A when it comes to English. My utter most favorite subject ever. Even though I will admit that that class tends to lull me to sleep. Well, close to going to sleep. I somehow manage to stay awake during most of my classes. Moving on, I had a somewhat bad day. Rather not talk about it. Though English and Culteral Awareness were cool today. Espicially when we got to watch Mi Familia during Culteral Awareness. That movies kicks ass! It's funny and sad. Almost made me cry. More than once too. @.@ Hm, right now I'm feeling kinda hyper. And in a singing mood. So I'll end this here. Adios.

So, um yeah...hrm...Oh! Hoy es cumpleanos de mi amor. *nods*I love him very much. Well, what else happend today? Oh yeah, Tamera and Alex actually kissed in front of me today during gym. That was not pretty. It was odd seeing them kiss. But I didn't mean too! They were sitting right next to me!*pouts*That's what I get for looking up from the book that I was reading. Even if I hadn't seen them I still would've heard them. It's sad that I'm stuck with them for two whole hours.I have no idea how I manage. I get so bored. @.@ Plus after gym we had lunch. And Tamera was all happy and stuff about what had happend. So, while I was eating she kept saying that his lips were soft and stuff. And I told her to shut up before I got sick. She laughed and kept going. So, I had a banana, yes? It was kinda big. I'm sure you can guess what's coming next. I peeled the banana. Lalala...broke off a small piece and ate it. Tamera noticed and started making really perverted comments. Which nearly caused me to choke on whatever piece I may have been eating at the time. Well, while I was drinking this juice that I had bought she continues with her comments. And, ew. They were so gross. Then she went back to talking about her boyfriend's lips. Yeah, that got annoying and weird really fast. Kathy asked me what Tamera kept telling me and I told her. In Spanish of course. Tamera still understood. So Stacy came in and said that I hadn't told Kathy by saying that I have a boyfriend too so I could've been talking about him.Though I have no idea if I would tell my friends if his lips were soft and stuff. o.O That really isn't their buisness,right? And why the hell would I even tell them anything like that in the first place?! O.o Oooh, for some reason I'm confusing myself. @.@ But yeah...that was it. I have no idea what else to put except that I'm hyper! ^-^ So...buh bye now!

Lots of "interesting" *coughsstupidcoughs* conversations today! ^-^ Espicially this morning. XD Wow...that convo was stupid...*points down*

Kathy:*telling me and Stacy about this show that she's watching*Okay, well in the show there's a guy who is all into the whole Alien type of thing and Alien abduction and stuff, and there's also this guy who was actually abducted by aliens who put this thing in his forehead or something-
Me:*interupts*In South Park they put it up his ass. *nods and blinks innocently*
Kathy:*tries not to laugh*O..kay. But we're not talking about South Park.
Me:I know.*rocks back and forth on my heels absently**stares at the bushes*
Kathy:o.O...Anyways, and there's also this lady who actually had intercourse with an alien...
Stacy:O.O...
Me:*looks up* HOLD UP! O.o How can she do freaky things with an alien? Oh my god...did it have a dic-*stops as people start to look at us*o.o....
Kathy:*starts laughing*N-no. The alien can turn into anything that it wants to.
Me:Ohhh...*blinks*
Kathy:Well, the lady had a baby and it-
Me:*interupts her again*It? Don't you know if it's a he or a she?
Kathy:-.- It's a he. But...ugh! Moving on!
Me:*smirks slightly at her annoyance*Uh huh...?
Kathy:Well the baby has special powers.
Me:Hm, it can turn into a cow, or a chicken, or a pig...?*trails off*
Kathy:No.He can control people.(I think that's what she said...o.O)
Me:Oh....*pauses*...It can turn into a cow and a chicken...*mutters to self*
Kathy:O.o....*starts laughing again*XD
Stacy:Eheh...XD
Kathy:You're crazy.
Me:...I know! ^-^ *hugs self*

Today at Lunch
Me:*singing random songs to myself**somewhat oblivious to the others*
Kathy:Ooh! Stephanie! Look!*shoves manga looking book about an inch or so from my face*
Me:*blinks and scans through the page**blinks again*What is she doing down there? And why are they...nekkid? And...what's that in her mou-O.O Ohhh...
Kathy:XD
Me:EW! PORNO!
Kathy:O.O Shh!
Me:Ew!Ew!Ew!
Everyone at our table:*stares at us*O.o
-Five minutes later-
Kathy:*shoves the book to my face again*(Why? I have no clue. -.-)Look!
Me:*stares at it*Oh my god...they have the "typical" dialogue when people do...the freaky thing! XD
Stacy:...? o.O
Kathy:*snickers*
Me:Huh...they have the sighs and the...whoa...they have the harder and faster thing too! O.O
Kathy:*snickers again*
Me:*yells out loud*Ah! Kathy! Stop showing me porno!!!
(And at the moment, half of the people in the lunch area turned around and gave us funny looks)
Kathy:O.O Stephanie! SHUT UP!
Me:EW! She has porno! XD
Kathy:*sinks down into her seat*Ugh...o.o
Me:*covers mouth and tries hard not to laugh*Pfft. XD
Tamera:You're mean. O.o
Me:Fuck yeah!*blinks*Hence the graphicness of the book of course. *smirks*
Tamera:And insane...-.-
Me:Whee! I know! Isn't it AWESOME?! *giggles*

I think some of my friends might say the term "evil" would fit best. But I'm not evil! I'm a good girl! << >>*coughsliescoughs* But yeah...I can't stop laughing. That's like....the fifth time I've done that to Kathy. XD Well, other than that today was a so-so type of day. Even though my parents are, yet again, fighting. Meh. Nothing new...*sighs and blinks*I don't have school on Thursday! It's, Veterans Day or something of the sort. But I do have Algebra homework to turn in tommorow so I'll stop now. Adios!

Mm...*stares at last diary entry*Forget that...forget all that bullshit...I need to talk to Alice...I need to get things cleared out...yeah, that's what I'll do. *nods and blinks blankly and listens to Hotel California* I'm tired...and my head hurts a bit. I should go to sleep soon. Oh, and I'm not going to the mall tommorow. I'm going on Sunday. Or whatever. Sometime then....and Kathy told me to get her the 7th Demon Diary. Which I am. With her money of course. I think I look a bit...less pale. Well, not much but it's something! >.< And I wonder if I should cut my hair...my long, soft and pretty brown(multi-brown...) hair...*twitches slightly*NO! NEVER! *hugs self*O.O My hair! My beautiful hair!*blinks*...That's the only beautiful thing about me anyways...o.O And maybe my eyes, but my hair I know for sure! It's so...prettyful...and soft...and...petable? O.o...Yes...my silky softness...XD...That sounds wrong...Oh my...I'm hyper.*blinks again*Yeah,that happens when I get depressed. I drink lots of soda and eat lots of candy. The opposite of getting drunk and doing drugs. << >>....Whee! Sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!*yawns and falls over**snuggles under blanket*...Shoo! x.x *falls asleep*

I need a hug...I really need a fuckin hug right now. Why do bad things have to happen? Why? Why does Alice say that she has cancer? Why? Can you tell me that? I so want to believe that it's a lie...but I don't know what to think anymore...and judging by the conversation/arguement that I'm having with Stacy...I am oblivious to Emotional pain and the death of a loved one....yeah...well how did I fuckin feel when dear friends of mine commited suicide?! Huh?! TELL ME!!! Yeah...I feel no pain. Nope. Nothing...I feel nothing...I cry for no fuckin reason...mmhmm...that's it...I shed tears for no reason...And for that...I'll wipe them away myself...

Whee...I'm so happy.*sighs dreamily*Yup,you guessed it...today's the fourth.Well, if you know me very well that you would know If not, then you don't know what the hell I'm talking about. Hm, I'll make it a little bit more clear. Today marks the day in which my absolutely wonderful boyfriend and I have been together for eleven months.Yes,almost a year. ^-^ So, as you can see...I'm very happy right now.And giddy.Ehehe...^.^ Mm, I love him so much...

Hrm...ignore my last entry. I wasn't...eh...feeling good. Well, I'm still not feeling good but yeah! Um...it might be a somewhat tolerable Halloween this year. I mean, my dad and I are going to tear some of my baby brother's pants, spike up his hair and so on and so forth. Woo! "Rocker" baby!*giggles slightly*Matthew is going to look so adorable. Just like that little boy at the mall! Oh my god, he was so cute with his wavy brown hair down the nape of his neck(almost around his shoulders), big brown eyes, black shirt, black shorts and black converse(high tops...like mine! Though smaller...^-^) on! He looked like he was three or four. Eek! He was sooo adorable! If only my mom would let me do that to my baby brother...*pouts*Hm, I think the..."rocker" thing comes from my dad's side of the family.*points to her uncle's and her dad*Though my aunt was a cheerleader...o.o And I guess my mom's side was the "preppy" and "gangster" side...Yes, I know that I'm using stupid labels. Sucks,huh? Well, yeah....my dad's part of the family is more noticeable in me while my mom's side is more noticeable in my brother and sister. Not sure about my baby brother...though everytime he's with me I'm listening to a wide variety of music. So who know's! Well, it's really cold right now and all I wanna do is snuggle under my blankets...Didn't get much sleep last night. I was plagued with nightmares most of the night. That's what I get for watching that thing about that real life exorcism on the Discovery channel...o.O That was creepy...there was some other type of nightmare that I have...but I'm too terrified by it to even talk about it...So yeah...I'm done...Hm...adios! Oh and Happy Steal Candy from your Siblings Day! I mean...Happy Halloween! <<;;; >>;;;

Just something that I saw on this website thing...<< >>
I'm trick or treating
A.K.A. eating
My little sibling’s candy
Tastes really dandy
This being older thing really comes in handy
This is so fun
Having my lil sibling do the work
Being older sure is a perk
Have fun trick or treating
While I sit here eating!

Halloween tommorow. Oh,goodie. God, I hate Halloween. It's just another day of the year for me. Another day in which my parents ruin. I mean, they fight all the time. They've fought during Christmas. Someone's birthday. And on my birthday of this year. Not sure if I even told anyone about that. But yeah, they fought. They ruined yet another one of my birthday's. Heh, they made me cry in frustration in front of a ton of people. And then just threw it all in my face. What makes tommorow any different? My brother and sister will just be hyper all day and even more annoying then ever. Not to mention the fact that my sister is already being extremely bitchy today. I can just imagine tommorow.. Goddamnit...kill me now, will ya? Or atleast cause me to get sick so I can stay in my room all day. Alone. While watching tv and listening to music. Like I do everyother day. Well, hope everyone else has a Happy Halloween. Just, don't go into detail about it with me. Just say that it went well or something. I'm going to be in one hell of a sour mood tommorow thanks to some people who won't leave me the hell alone. I'm tired...I wonder if I can sleep all day today up until Monday morning...Doubt it. I also have homework to do. Oooh! I know! I won't do any of my homework today so I can have something to distract me tommorow! That's what I'll do! Well, I'm leaving now..so..whatever. Bye.