There's gonna be a parade by my house today. ^-^ Which means that I'll be gone for a while. Parents are making me go. And after that we're going to the mall do finish up with our Christmas shopping. So, I don't know if I'll be on later today.>.< But Friday is my last day of school. ^-^ Anyways,yeah, I'm leaving soon. I think. Nevermind. I do have to go now.*sighs*Wel
Love you all,
Stephanie.
I FINISHED WRITING MY LOVE POEM! ^-^ I want to show it to mi amor, but he probably doesn't want to talk to me right now, and I want to show it to Alice...but I think she hates me for god know's why...so...eh.
Love Me
Say that you love me
And seal it with a kiss
Wrap me in your arms
Put me in total bliss
Whisper sweet words
And tell me I'm yours
Close yours eyes
As I close mine
We'll be together
Until the end of time
Forget all the fights
The words and the tears
We'll have each other
To push away all our fears
Just say that you love me
Again and again
And I'll say the same
Again and again
Hold me close
Lock your hands in mine
Because baby I told you
We'll be together
Until the end of time
There you go. A love poem by yours truely. I actually like it. ^-^
Writing a love poem...*blinks
You know...I should write a poem or a story on how just big of an idiot that I am. I never know when to close my mouth from talking to much or when to open it when I must talk. I should go back to being mute. That way no one would get annoyed, angry, or hurt by me. And vice versa. It worked well before. So it might work now. I don't know...Meh...w
Wow...Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson is a goddamn good book. I can nearly relate to the main character, Melinda. Except for the whole getting raped by a senior thing.*shudder
Lots of wuv,
Stephanie.
Some person was trying to hit on me again on elfpack.*shudd
Kathy:*says out of nowhere*Man, do I feel sorry for the guy who marries Stephanie.
Me:*looks up from my lunch and frowns*
Stacy:*nods*Ye
Kathy:He might as well start planning his funeral,god.
Stacy:Violent people these days.
Me:-.-...
Kathy:The day of the wedding I should warn the poor bastard.
Stacy:*laughs*
Kathy:He better not pull a fast one on Stephanie or else.
Me:....(it took me a few moments to understand that she meant cheating...)
Stacy:*glances at me**nods in agreement*
Me:...*forces a laugh and looks down at my food*(I did laugh a couple of times...but eh...I was getting annoyed by this topic)
Kathy:We should warn Matt just in case.
Stacy:*blinks*
Me:*shakes head slightly*-.-..
And yeah, after that the conversation went onto the bananna that I was eating. Maybe you know why it went to that. It was all Kathy's fault! She's a bigger perv than me. And she's not helping my messed up mind either. >.< *coughs*Yeah..
--Three Things That Scare Me--
01 - Horror flicks
02 - Death
03 - Getting yelled at...
--Three Things I Don't Understand--
01 - Life
02 - People
03 - Myself
--Three Things I'd Like to Learn--
01 - How to play guitar
02 - Another language that isn't Spanish or English.
03 - To play drums as well.
--Three Things I'm Wearing Right Now--
01 - Black jeans
02 - Black shirt
03 - Black(and white)shoes(whee!Converse!)
--Three Things On My Desk--
01 - A book
02 - Coke
03 - Paper(s)
--Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die-
01 - Travel the world
02 - Um, get rich?
03 - Not telling.<< >> Though it doesn involve me amor...^-^
--Three Ways To Describe My Personality--
01 - Sarcastic
02 - Caring?
03 - Quiet
--Three Bad Things About My Personality--
01 - I think wrong..(suicide/perver
02 - I have a bad temper.
03 - I'm extremely moody.
--Three Parts Of Your Heritage--
01 - Mexican
02 - i.e. Native American?(Indigenous.)
03 - i.e. Spanish(European)
--Three Things I Like About My Body--
01 - Eyes?
02 - Hair?
03 - ...?
--Three Things I Don't Like About My Body--
01 - Everything else not listed!
02 - *points above*
03 -...-.-
--Three Things Most People Don't Know About You--
01 - Now why would I let them know now,eh?
02 - ...
03 - *blinks blankly*
--Three Things I Say Alot--
01 - Leave me the fuck alone...
02 - What?
03 - Nothing....
--Three Places You Want To Go--
01 - Italy
02 - Mexico
03 - Spain
--Three Names That You Go By--
01 - Besides my name?Steph...
02 - Stephy(thankies Alex...^-^)
03 - Baby girl.*giggles*
Well, that's it for today. I need to go to sleep now. So...yeah. Nighty night (or good morning/aftern
Ciao,
Stephanie.
Heh, I think I'm making myself look like a loner/outcast during gym. I don't sit with Tamera and Alex anymore because when I do I'm always hearing smacking noises coming from where they are sitting. And I'd rather not look over to see if they're just teasing me or,uh,kissing to put it lightly. So, because I have NO other friends in my gym class, I sit alone. Far from the odd couple and far from anybody else. There are some "rockers" there, but I don't talk to them. And they're usually hanging out on my other side. Far away of course. Anyways, I sit alone minding my own business and as always, reading. I guess they think I'm a loner or something because I don't talk, I'm usually always alone and wearing really dark colors. And reading. Alot. Oh, and casting dark glares at a bunch of people who are always annoying me in some way or another. Especially those skanky weed smokers. *twitches* But those "rockers"(ooh,labels...) are usually glancing over at me, maybe it's because I tend to have my hair,which is not looking close to black, falling into my face and basically hiding my face from view and I don't really have a smile of any sort on my face.O.o Maybe a smirk when someone does something stupid and stuff, but other than that nope, no smile.o.O Oh, the joys of high school. Ah well, I don't really care. As long as I have something to read I am perfectly fine being alone. Just as long as some stupid moron doesn't try talking to me like today. God, he was an idiot. -.- Hm,what else?Ah yes, I had a bit of a breakdown during the bus ride home, gloomy weather, and my grandfather is in the hospital again. Yeah...that's all that I'm gonna put for today...ciao.
Whee!My poem was on Main Street today!I'm so friggin happy! ^.^ *twirls**blink
Con todo mi amor,
Stephanie.
*twirls*Whee!I
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Warmth:(high score)supportive, comforting
Intellect:(somewhat low score,I knew it!)instinctive, unstable
Emotional Stability:(low score)irritable, moody
Aggressiveness
Liveliness:(low score)somber, restrained
Dutifulness:(low score)untraditional, rebellious
Social Assertiveness:(low score)shy, withdrawn
Sensitivity:(high score)touchy, soft
Paranoia:(in the middle)trusting, easy going/wary, suspicious
Abstractness:(high score)srange, imaginative
Introversion:(high score)private, quiet
Anxiety:(high score)fearful, self-doubting
Openmindedness
Independence:(high score)loner, craves solitude
Perfectionism:(low score)disorganized, messy
Tension:(high score)stressed, unsatisfied
Funny though, most of the results do seem like me.Scary. @.@ If you agree or disagree, feel free to explain to me why. x.o Or just tell me your opinion or whatever. o.o Anyways, I'm too cold to write more. My hands are FREEZING! So, adios! ^-^
Mucho's hugs y mucho's kisses,
Stephanie.
I just wanna run away sometimes...to some place where my tears will be of joy instead of sorrow...I suppose my dreams are the only place that I can go to.Sadly, falling asleep is a challenge when lying awake in the middle of a nightmare.Por favor, salva mi corazon...*hum
So yeah,I might be gone most of the day.Going to the doctor with la familia for my kid brother.And then after that we're going out to eat.Probably somewhere in Ontario,Califo
Luffs you all,
Stephanie.
*hums to Saw Red by Sublime*Man, I want to go to KROQ's Almost Acoustic Christmas concert.... I don't care which day either.>.< It would be so friggin' cool...^.^
-The Following Bands are going to be performing at the concert(s)-
(Oh, and the ones with -->*<-- next to them...are some of my favorite bands..*sighs*
December 11th
*Franz Ferdinand
Interpol
*Jimmy Eat World
*Keane
*The Killers
*Modest Mouse
*Muse
*The Music
The Shins
*Snow Patrol
*Taking Back Sunday
December 12th
*Chevelle
*Good Charlotte
*Green Day
*Hoobastank
*Incubus
*My Chemical Romance
Papa Roach
*Social Distortion
*Sum 41
*The Used
Velvet Revolver
So yeah,wish I could go.Seems pretty obvious,no?v.v Eheh,I keep looking at KROQ's website. ( http://www.kro
Happy Turkey Day,
Stephanie.
Heh, my vision is blurry, my hands are shaking, my head hurts...and I feel as if I'm about to pass out.Wonderful,
Second entry of the day(er,night)
Ugh,I can't stand people who call for stupid as fuck reasons.Who the fuck wants to do fuckin phone survey's in the mother fuckin evening?!?!?!*
...I'm kinda sleepy now...@.@*yawn
Arrivederci i miei amici,
Stephy
P.S.Hehe, I'm using [Ramirez]'s nicky for me...^-^ Yes,nicky...o.
P.S.#2 Yes, that was Italian.And I'm not sure if I wrote/typed it right....@.@ Anyways, it's suppose to mean "Good bye my friends."
*stares at last entry*Heh...I'
Health: B E E
Algebra: A S E
Gym: B S S
English: B S S
Science: A E E
Culteral Awareness: B E E
My parents aren't going to kill me now! Because I got good grades. Yay! Well, what else? Um, I have to go to a Quincenerea tommorow. -.- Unless my mom changes her mind or something. But yeah...I have to go to a party.Fun...oh
Peace out(*giggles*),
Stephanie.
Um...I'm bored...and...
K-i-s-s- me...
Uh, and I just wanna make...
Love, love, love ...
Ya, I love it when you say...
K-i-s-s me...
Uh, and I just wanna make...
Love, love, love...
*coughs*<<;;; >>;;; It's called U Make Me Wanna by Jadakiss feat. Mariah Carey. And I really love that song. ^.^;;; And...hrm...aw
Anyways,I almost passed out during science today. v.v And before anyone yells at me or anything...YES I DID GET SOME SLEEP AND I HAVE BEEN EATING!!! -.-I even fell asleep early too! And yet I'm super tired! T.T I've been forcing myself to stay awake, but then my mind begins to wander and I lose concentration on the lesson at hand. Which isn't good. I really need to pay attention in class. Well, maybe only in Science and Algebra. Health,English and Culteral Awareness are simple classes to pass. And not pay much attention. And yes, I am failing gym. So my parents are no doubt going to kill me. I'm just not that interested in gym. I'd rather much be doing something else. Plus, I don't dress. Every goddamn day that I have gym, I'm always in a bad mood and in a weak state of mind. Along with the fact that I'm in a zombie like state at that time. Tamera and Alex always leave me alone. And they don't even say bye. I have very good friends, don't I?I do hope you could tell that I was being sarcastic...o.
-Bliss
-Blithe
-Buoyant
-Complacent
-Convivial
-Delectable
-Ecstasy
-Elated
-Frolicsome
-gala
-Jocund
-Jubilation
Sadly, I know what all those words mean. I need a challenge goddamnit! Though no doubt if I get a challange I'll be wishing that I didn't. But that's me. Man, I better start on that story before it gets even more late. And I'm on the verge of placing my arms on the desk and laying my head on them and falling asleep. But alas, I cannot. I need to do Algebra homework as well and then take a shower.*blinks
Lurve you all xoxoxoxo,
Stephanie.
a.k.a. (this might take a while)Steph, Stephy, Sol, Sunny, Sunflower, Sun child, Lady Sunshine(Don't ask for I do not know) Sunchips(given to me during lunch sometime in 8th grade, go figure.Someone was hungry)Sunshine, Steppy and some others that I can't remember...muc
P.S. The last bit was written/typed out of pure and utter randomness...a
I should really consider getting more than four hours of sleep a night. -.- I swear, in all my classes I feel really drowsy and it's so damn hard to try and keep my eyes open. Espicially when it's a block day and I have to be in a certain class for TWO.DAMN.HOURS
Let's see...my siblings woke me up around seven or six this morning. After having gone to sleep around two. It took a while for me to go to sleep. As usual. So right now I'm feeling bitchy. Thanks to my siblings. Who are still fighting like idiots. And Matthew isn't helping either. Maybe he needs a nap or something.Ugh.
Man,I'm so tired. And hungry. I've been having many cravings for different foods all week for god know's why. Even when I'm not hungry! And no, Jennifer. I'm not pregnant!*whap
So, um yeah...hrm...O