Part two of third day...?
Just got back from the mall. It was pretty good. Though Stacy got hyper on the way back.*giggles slightly*She bought this...thing at Starbucks. Pretty amusing, really. But I didn't buy anything. We spent a long time trying to find something for Jasmine. That Stacy was going to give her that is. After about an hour or so, she decieded(with my help) that she was going to give her a manga and some romance novel. I had to give Stacy many choices for the manga. Seeing as those romance novels are not the kind of books that would catch my interest. Now manga and books of the comedy and/or horror genre, I'm pretty good with that. Heh, the only romance based things that I read are just...manga. Yeah, mostly manga.
While we were at the "Romance" section of the book store, I started scanning through the bookshelves...
Once we got through with that, we just started walking through the mall. Stopping at video game stores, Toon World, Hot Topic, and other stores. We were trying to get ideas as to what to give our friends for their birthdays, and the person that is having a birthday soon is [cvg54]. Which happens to be next month. So yeah, we really need to know what we're going to get her. So, we decieded to go to the "Latino Factory" and miracle! We started to get a "present inspiration." They had so many cool shirts and jewelry that she might like. Especially the shirts. Witty yet showing Mexican pride. Heh, I may end up buying one, one of these days. They are so freakin' cool.
But yeah, after that we decieded to go. Seeing as it was already a bit passed four o'clock pm by then. And we had to take the bus home. And waiting for it takes a while, which was when she was starting to get hyper. Well, I got off in front of S.G. High School, and then went to the post office. Because I am in desperate need of stamps. Blegh, if only I had been there twelve minutes earlier, the damn thing closed at five. Ah well, now I have to wait until next week to get them. Hopefully.
Whee, I'm feeling lonely right now. I guess I'll just head to my room soon and read. Or just had more to Matt's letter. Which is why I need the stamps. I'll go ask my uncle and see if he has any stamps yet. God, I hope he does. Anyways, Nicole got my present? Yayness. ^-^
Hrm, I'm getting some poetic inspiration right now. My good mood has gone back to mellow at the moment. Well, more or less that is. Maybe it's because my grandpa is in the hospital again. And the fact that my parents are still fighting. I feel tragic events are bound to arise soon. Hopefully not too soon. *sighs*Oh well, c'est la vie.
My mom gave me a letter yesterday. Almost made me cry. Along with freaking me out. Heh, she said that she believes that I either like someone or have a boyfriend. I'm not ready to tell her, but, it's still an odd thought. Parents, especially mom's, can be freaky some times. Eheh...
Well, I'm feeling a bit tired and cold right now. Besides lonely, heh. So, yeah. Adios now.
"Third" Day of Spring Break:
Stacy called about five minutes before nine. In the morning that is. We're going to the mall. And it's almost ten and she's going to be here around eleven. And I'm still not dressed. I barely got out of the shower and had breakfest. Ugh. I hate taking showers so early in the morning. I'm freezing right now. But I am happy that we're going to the mall. Even though we have no money. Eheh. I must've sounded...odd on the phone. Not asleep yet not fully awake. I had to drag myself out of bed. Though, thankfully, my mom ironed my clothes while I took a shower. Now I just have to put them on. But I have clothes on at the moment! O.o Sweats and a baggy shirt...freaki
"Second" Day of Spring Break:
My stomach hurts...@.@ And...I'm bored. Not much there to do today. Besides cleaning, taking care of Matthew, cleaning, and...using the comp when there isn't much to do after that. I just have to call Stacy again today. If she doesn't call by five o'clock pm today that is.
Mom made me and my brother go and by some food for us to eat. Which resulted in me running back home to get some of MY money to pay for the food because she didn't give us enough. -.-
Hrm, there's not much on tv either. Blegh. I'm tired. ~.~ But I feel like reading now...though I haven't the time to even do that. Too much crap going on right now. Heh, I miss school even more...how pathetic.-.- Even there, I hate it. But eh, as long as I can get away from this b.s. Anyways, I'm feeling tired right now, so yeah...Adios.
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"First" Day Of Spring Break:
WOO! I GOT ONE OF THE COLLEGE LETTERS BACK! XD I am so badass. XD It's from UC Berkeley. YAY! My mom told me to wait until she came back from a meeting with my sister's school to open it though. -.- Boo. I WANNA SEE! >.< But at least I got a reply for my letter. Whee! ^-^
But anyways, yeah. Besides that, I'm bored. But I wrote the fourth page of the letter that I'm writing too Matt. Yes, it is long. o.o Oh, and I also moved the two drawings from Kappu and [blackphoenix] to one of my wiki page things. Safe keeping, I guess.
Um, what else? Oh yeah, I think I got at least eight hours of sleep for once.O.o Wow. And I need to call Stacy soon. Yup yup. Hope she's home. Either that or whenever she gets online. Whichever comes first.
Anyways, I'm not going to wait for my mom to come back, so I'm gonna go open the package now. >>;;; SHHH!
Whee, I might be the first to have gotten a reply back. I just have to wait until I go back to school to find out. hrm, and I still need to finish that thing for English. I should start on it now before I forget and end up not doing it. And maybe I should finish the book as well. But, not after I finished Desperation. I haven't gotten much of a chance to read it.
Blegh, damn parents. I'm getting really tired of this stupid fighting. Another reason as to why I hate spring break. Besides not having that many people to talk too. Ah well. I think I'll go read now. Adios.
It is officially spring break for me. No school until the week after next. Though I'll probably be alone most of the week. Well, until me and Stacy go to the mall that is. We're probably not going to buy anything though. We're going window shopping! XD Eheh, we're going because...
1.)We're going to be bored as fuck during break.
2.)We need something to do.
And...
3.)We need to get ideas as to what we're going to give our friends for their birthday's.
Yeah...I can't wait. Even though we might not even buy anything. Oh! And it's raining! ^-^ Started raining during gym though. While I was outside. So, I was basically siting in the rain for a while with Brenda and Rodrigo until it started raining harder. Which was when we decieded to move.
Oh yeah, Jasmine brought some manga today. ^-^ Model Vol. 1, Imadoki Vol. 5 and SOS. AND I READ THEM ALL! ^-^...The second story in SOS almost made me cry though...it was so sad. ;-;
And I think my science teacher is either on crack or the voices in his head had some sort of rebellion.-.- He gave everyone a D or an F. And I got a freakin' D! >.< My A went down to a D! And I've been doing all my work! The only work that I haven't done are the assignments that I missed during the TWO days(in total) that I've missed since the last grading period began! Damnit...-.-
Hrm, not sure what else to say. Except for the fact that I might get my hair done sometime during the week, and yeah. Well, buh bye now.
Yay, I didn't get pinched today! O.o Seeing as I wore some green. Woo. Oh, and school was decent today. Except for science. Stupid fucks can't do anything on their own...no, they just have to copy my work. -.- Blegh, anyways. My art teacher didn't come! ^-^ But we had a substitute. We didn't really do much though. Besides the fact that we had to draw this picture on a blank piece of paper. Without tracing. Yeah...the first one came out deformed for many people. Well, more than he was on the original picture, anyways. O.o Some girl said that her version looked like ET. XD And it actually did. Creepeh. o.o
But other than that, I spent most of the class time reading, Desperation. About a hundred or so pages left! ^-^ And Jasmine is bringing me some manga tomorrow too. If she comes and doesn't forget that is. Eheh. ~.~
*blinks*...I just remembered that I still have Algebra homework to finish. Thank god that I only need a few more problems for one of them. I don't know if I want to do the other though, I don't get it.-.- But I'll try. Later. After I finish eating.
Well, I guess that's it for today. Buh bye now.
-.-...Clinical depression. Stacy thinks I have clinical depression. Eh, she may be right. I don't know. But...I had a decent school day. Not going so good at home, but eh. C'est la vie. Dear god, I can't wait until I finish 9th grade and go to another high school. I hate most of the people at my school. Well, I don't hate them. It's just that most of those fuckers, excuse my French, really annoy the hell out of me.
Like today...ugh. It's like those bitches thought I didn't know English or what? Jesus Christ, I was standing right next to them. I'm going blind not deaf....stupid skanks. Or more like wannabe skanks. They aren't "sexy" in the freaky/scary/p
Blegh, I don't know what I'm doing on anyways. -.- I'm like the only one on at the moment. Maybe I should go...read or something. I'm almost done with Desperation. Just less than three hundred pages to go. Woo! Go me.
Lalala...I'm so bored right now. I have nothing to do and nobody to talk too. Besides family that is. But I don't want to talk to them. -.-
Oh yeah! I think I have to go to the dentist on Friday. My brother went today. The poor child...they pulled two of his teeth out. But I think they made them a little whiter than how they were before. O.o But I thought they were going to tell him that he needs braces. C'mon, look at him!(Well, his teeth...O.o) HE DOES! o.o I just need a new tooth brush because someone left mine on the floor to get dirty. -.- And I didn't notice it until a few days ago.
Hrm, my dad can't find that medicine that I have to take for the anemia thing. I think he said that he's going to try looking for it on Saturday. I can't remember.
And my sister just said that there's going to be a party on Saturday at my aunt's house. I hate parties...they are EBIL! EBIL I TELL YOU! Though my sister said that I don't have to go...YAYNESS! Too bad I'll be all alone...sob. ~.~
Ick, 60 messages on deviantArt. -.- Oh, and I have to wear green tomorrow. >.< Eh, thank god I have that green Eeyore shirt. I wuv Eeryore. He's so damn sexeh. XD Riiight...O.o
Ugh, two hours of art tomorrow. I hope it's okay like on Tuesday. Oh! And I have a test for life skills tomorrow too. Damnit.
Ah well...I don't know what else to put. And I have to get my things ready for school, so yeah. Bye now.
Now I remember the name of the...thing that I have. It's anemia. Whee...I'm anemic. And, yeah...
Surprise, surprise. I found out what's wrong with me. It's some illness or whatever. Lack of iron and all that junk...I honestly don't really care. Not today anyways...I mean, I'm just going to be taking some medication or whatever for three months...and..
And I just noticed how hard is for me to fight back tears. It's extremely difficult. Heh, they're falling already after...three minutes of me trying hard not to cry. Eh, family troubles again...depres
Well, besides that I had a decent day at school. Art was actually okay for once. And Life Skills was simple. As always. Though I have an essay due for that class. And science...was alright. Heh, I actually wrote down "Remember to bring Farenheight 451 tomorrow." on my left palm. I keep forgetting to bring it. Mainly because I have to look for it. But I'm happy that mi amor got my letter. Even though my writing sucks.-.-
Had an ineresting conversation with Stacy today. I won't go into detail because, well, I just can't. Heh, mainly, it was about how we both are. And how I look into the depth of everything I see that appears in my personal writing, and how she's the type of person that lingers in bewteen, yet not able to grasp anything deeper than what she's used to. Eh, I'm not making much sense. So yeah, bye now.
There was a health fair at school today. Woo! We got to learn about STD's, drugs, and acting stupid when you're still a teen. Again. Oh, and condoms too. They were giving out free condoms. Oh! And lube as well. O.o They went out quickly though. XD Eheh, if I had gotten one...I would've probably opened it and stretched it out as far as it could go. I'm amused easily. >>;;; Rodrigo asked me what lube is and what it's used for. Yeah...I hate explaining things like that. -.-
And Stacy surprised me today. She actually said two perverted things that I would have never thought of. She's starting to scare me. A lot. o.o
Um, back to the health fair thing. I had to go twice. Different classes though. Life Skills and science. Yeah...I got a lot of stuff there. And I found this paper that shows how to use a condom. It has pictures...*bl
Heh, but seriously. The whole sex thing can wait. If not until marriage, at least until I'm twenty-one and older. When I'm fully legal! WOO! O.o...Anyways, as I've heard so many times before, "Better to be safe than sorry." And why the hell am I still going on about this? Moving on...
Um, yeah. Spring break starts next week for me. It's a good thing because I get a break from school, but it's also a bad thing because I'm stuck at home. Alone(well, nobody to talk to anyways). With my parents fighting and Matthew waking me up at seven in the morning. Ah well...-.- But! I haven't been depressed lately! ^-^ Well, maybe just a twinge of sadness here and there, but nothing more! I've been pretty mellow lately. Be proud. And happy. DAMNIT! DO AS I SAY!...Biznitc
Hrm, I guess that's enough for today. >> <<...I have nothing to do right now...*sniffs*
O.o... Oh my god. Yesterday, meh cousins came over to visit my grandpa. And, well...they gave me quite a shocker. They don't like rap anymore. Which is kind of creepy...I'm so used to them making fun of me for the type of music that I like... o.o They told me that they're into rock now. Especially classic rock. They like Aerosmith! ^-^ And the Ramones. Woo! >> << I noticed this by the band shirts they were wearing. Heh, we were all matching yesterday. O.o The three of us each had on a black band tee, jeans, and Vans. Friggin' awesome.
Anyways, we got bored of staying outside(plus it was nine o'clock at night and there were mosquitos...o.
Um, what else? Hrm, parents are fighting again. Big surprise there. And I didn't get enough sleep last night. I was watching this wedding special on the Food Network...and, um, I didn't stop watching it until midnight. *coughs*So cute...>>;;; Hrm, so I went to sleep around 12:30...and woke up at one in the morning because of my parents. And that didn't stop until four...and I woke up again around six, fell asleep once more, and woke up at 8:30 in the morning. Which was when I gave up on trying to go back to sleep.
Damn, I haven't written a poem in such a long time. I guess I've been too mellow these past few days. Not good, but not bad either. I would rather stay "mellow" than depressed. But eh, family problems might change that soon. Help...-.- *sighs*And they weren't that thrilled about the whole UCLA thing. Heh. Can't please everyone, I guess.
My head hurts now. >.< And...I'm really tired. So, yeah...bye bye now.
Oh dear god, I AM SO FRIGGIN HAPPY! O.O...It has been a very long time since I've been this happy. I mean, yeah good things happen that make me happy a couple of times a month, but not enough to make me cry from joy and start laughing for no reason. o.o
Okay, here's the deal. Today during English, I forgot the book that we were supposed to bring and everyone in my class was like, "Oh my god! The best student didn't bring her book! WOW!"...Stupid fucks. But I'm the one that's almost done with it while most of them still haven't even finished the first part of the book. Which was supposed to be done by Monday. But Mr. Weronka knew that I was almost done, so yeah. Anyways, while everyone was doing their work, he called me up to his desk. I thought I was in trouble and I was so damn nervous. But then he told me about the last assignment that we had done. Which was a paragraph in which we had to write down "What we saw when we looked in the mirror." He asked me if I knew that I had talent. I shook my head, confused. And he said that I do. A lot of it. And he's not the only one saying so. He has this friend/student who is a senior in UCLA(the university that I REALLY want to attend) and she said that I write better than her. And that I have a lot of talent. Ooh, freakeh...O.o I'm like, still a freshman(WOMAN! XD) in high school...o.o;;
She asked my teacher to ask me if it would be alright if we were both to meet. She said that she wants to hang out and get to know me and act like a "big sister" to me if possible.Like, she would mentor me. And help me with stuff. So, she gave my teacher her cell number and told him to call her with my answer. I said yes, but that I have to ask my parents. Even though I know that they'll agree. Hey, if it gets me into college, whatever. And I found out that she's training to become a doctor. And I want to become a pediatrition. Which is awesome.(my spelling is off, and my teacher knows it too. XD) Anyways, he's going to tell me on Monday how everything went. Plus he said that the whole book thing could slide and that I didn't have to do the punishment work that he handed out to those who didn't bring their books. He then allowed me to read some poems by William Carlos Williams. I think that was the name. I can't remember. Anyways, I loved the poems. And right now, I am so excited. I can't wait to tell my dad. Maybe he'll be more thrilled than my mom. Eheh. ^.^;;;
Oh! And I also found out that I managed to maintain my 'C' in algebra. THANK GOD! @.@ But I still might take summer school though. Mmhm. >> << So yeah, I basically had a good day today. Except when those fuckers in gym started bothering me.-.- I just ignored them. I really don't want to waste my time with stupid, weed smoking, sex obsessed, can't read for shit, might end up being a hobo on the street, low life scum. Whee, my algebra teacher says that a lot. Besides "shut up" that is. Hehe, low life scum...>>;;;
So, um, yeah. Sorry if I bored you. ME SO SOWWY! O.o;; And...PIZZA TIME! So yeah, bye bye now! ^-^
I wuv you all,
Stephanie.
Had two tests today. @.@ One for Algebra and one for English. The one for English was simple. And a district test. Now the one for Algebra, hell no. I didn't understand crap. -.- Ah well, bye bye 'C' hello summer school.(Not like I have much to do during the summer, really.)
And I was going to write Matt's letter during English, but we had the test. Even though I finished it before the class was even over. And that's two hours long. I ended up reading the manga that Jasmine let me borrow. Oh god, it was so good! @.@ I can't wait for the rest! I think it's called Imadoki. Can't remember. >>;;; But I saw Nancy this morning! Whee! *twirls* << >>
Hrm, what else? Oh yeah, had two hours of gym today. Gah. So dull. Oh! And I saw many things on the way home. Besides the usual horny couple making out that is. -.- Um, in the morning I saw lots of cops in front of this store with guns out. O.o And on the way home I saw a car that had been split in two because it had crashed into a street sign, and I saw some people getting arrested soon after that, which was then followed by some more cops in front of this...car place. Not sure about that one, but yeah.
Anyways, that's enough for today. I have a letter to write(finished Nicole's ^-^), so bye bye now.
My mom is sneaky.-.- She just took a picture of me. EW! >.< The fuglyness! *blinks and pokes bruise on her arm*...Chibi bruise. o.o *shudders* Ew...-.-
Um, school was actually bearable today. O.o My Life Skills teacher didn't come and neither did my art teacher. XD YAY! NO WORK! We watched Holes in Life skills though. Stacy thought I had said "Ho's" *giggles*The look on her face...XD *rolls eyes*Oh yeah, we were watching a porno parody of 'Holes.' Fun, no? Yucky...*blink
But..! I did have work to do in Science though. Heh, I finished all of it. Before the class even ended. I am so badass. *giggles again* And the manga W Juliet is hilarious. >>;;; Stacy loves it. Even though when we were talking about it, we found it quite difficult. Eh, I don't feel like explaining right now. I'm lazy... >> << Whee...and we almost didn't make it to homeroom. Stacy had said something about getting blood taken out, and I found it funny, then I start laughing which made her laugh, and we basically were laughing until our stomachs started hurting. Laughing hard while trying to walk is dangerous. O.o
Eh, I have algebra homework to do(and I'm hyper. Like, a lot), so yeah...^.^;;; Bye now.
Well, I didn't go to school today. I'm sick with a cold and I have to go to the doctor. I tried calling Stacy yesterday to tell her, but she didn't pick up, so she's probably going to call me later once she gets home from school. Unless she didn't go either. Ah well, I'll find out later. Maybe.
I feel like ranting. Mainly because I'm tired of all these changes that don't seem like any form of change. If that makes any sense. Yeah, I'm tired of false hopes. I've been getting a lot of those lately. I'm sick of it too. And I blame my depression on mental issues...>>;;; And...girl stuff. XD *coughs*And also the things people say and do to me on a daily basis. And really, if you want me to shut up about it, just...tell me. Gently. -.- I'm a fragile person. And don't make me feel worse. PLEASE!!! *sniff*...*whi
Whee...I'm hyper. I shouldn't have sugar cookies for breakfest. And I shouldn't have washed that down with the juice that makes me really hyper. It's a no-no. And my nose is stuffy.-.- I can't stop sneezing. And I'm in pain. And I need to stop whining. >.<
I have a baby! XD ....Named Baby. O.o It's a baby giraffe plushie and I wuvs it so. ^-^ Even though Matthew thinks it's a squishy thing that needs to be squished. -.- MY BABY! >.< Um, yeah...with my voice, I would probably sound very odd saying this. X3
*yawns*Ugh...I
Amazing how fast a good mood comes and goes. Ah well, it happens. Hrm, went to the mall today. Got some new things. New pair of shoes. ^-^ Black and white Vans. Because my other ones are starting to get worn out. That and they were the only pair of shoes that I had. O.o
Oh! And I got Nicole's prezzie today. God I hope it fits and god I hope it doesn't break when I mail it.-.- I still need stamps though. I'm going to ask Stacy if she can buy them for me. Seeing as my mom is now home all the time, and I can't really go anywhere without her being nosey. I'll just give Stacy the money to buy them. Or I'll ask her if she has any. But the prezzie is pretty. And green. And pretty. Just like the person who I'm going to give it too. ^-^
Oh! And I also got two new mangas. W Juliet Vol. 1 and Aquarian Age: Juvenile Orion Vol. 2. And I still have some money left over. Yay!
Well, I'm feeling a bit tired right now. And I think I'm catching a cold...*sniffl
I don't feel so good right now. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, and I'm tired. Oh, and because there will be a chance of rain, and because my sister has Saturday school, we aren't going to Six Flags or whatever. I think we're going to the mall and then we're going to take her out to eat. And, yeah...
Oh, and before I forget...
Had a science test today. I believe I did pretty good on it. Even though I couldn't remember crap. Plus, I forgot the homework that I had to do for my Life Skills class. -.- I can still turn it in on Monday, but my grade may go down. I think I left it in my Algebra book. I need to go check. Ick, Algebra homework and a test tomorrow. The horror.-.- There goes my 'C.'
My legs are still sore from yesterday. I am so out of shape. XD My mom said that she and I may start going to the gym. I think she's trying to tell me something. O.o But, she then asked if I wanted ice cream. o.o Oh yeah, we are so gonna make it through that. XD
Ooh! Tomorrow's the fourth. ^-^ And then on Saturday, it's my sister's birthday. So, I may not be on that day. She wants to go to Six Flags, so yeah. We're not sure yet.
Now I have to go work on my homework, so bye bye now.
So, yeah. I think I have the first part of my Life Skills homework done. And that's the whole high school plan...thingeh
10th Grade: Fall
English 10A
World History: 1A
H. Geometry 1A
H. Biology 1A
P.E 1A.
Spanish 1A
::Spring::
English 10B
World History: 1B
H. Geometry 1B
H. Biology 1B
P.E 1B
Spanish 1B
11th Grade: Fall
American Lit.
U.S History 1A
Algebra II 1A
Chemistry(Or Physics, whichever) 1A
Photography 1A
Spanish 2A
::Spring::
Cont. Comp (too lazy to write the actual thing...)
U.S. History 1B
Algebra II 1B
Chemistry( " " ")
Photography 1B
Spanish 2B
12th Grade: Fall
AP English 1A
Princ. of Am. Democracy
Calculus 1A
Calligraphy
Internet Publish 1B
Work Experience
::Spring::
AP English 1B
Economics
Calculus 1B
Digital Imaging
Internet Publish 1B
College Class
That's it at the moment. It's bound to change later on, of course. But this what I want for now. I'm hoping for some honors or AP classes as well. I already know what I want to do once I graduate from high school. Two years of community college where I'll hopefully transfer to a university. Hopefully. Many of the classes that I wanted, I couldn't put for now. Seeing as we have to take a computer course now. I wanted Auto Mechanics, in case my car broke down(What car though? O.o) and I didn't have a cell or anything. XD But eh, I can learn later. I also wanted Home Ec and creative writing...and.
Anyways, what else? Oh yeah, the seniors who came to school every day last semester got an ipod during an assembly held during the first hour of third period today. -.- I had no idea my school could afford 19 ipods... O.o *blinks*Damn..
Hrm, what else? Oh yeah...
Happy 15th Birthday Nancy!
Yeah, I'm done now. ^-^ Adios.