So freakin' tired...it's too early to be awake...but I have to work on my essay, seeing as I might not have enough time when I get home. Eh, I'm going to some Renaissance Fair with Stacy ([Mistress of Darkness]) and her family. Should be fun. Well, I'm hoping it will be.

Plus, I still need to finish my algebra homework. I was working on it yesterday while I was on the phone...but once I got off the phone, it fell from my hand and I ended up falling asleep. Yeah, like three minutes once I got off the phone. So, basically, I took a twenty minute nap.

I woke up when I turned over and thus felt something poking my wrist. My stupid pencil.-.- So, I woke up. And then remembered that I had to call Stacy and tell her that my parents said that I could go with her. Called her about...three times. She didn't pick up until the third time.-.-

She told me to start getting ready by 8:30am. And right now...it's 8:15. So, I'm going to start on my essay and officially get ready at around 10:30am. I honestly don't take that long to dress and brush my hair. I don't wear make-up, so nyah. Saves me a lot of time. So, yeah. Adios now.

I'm going to the theatre tomorrow with Sue, so I'll be gone for a few hours. I think. Just posting this in case I don't come on tomorrow morning. So, yeah. Adios.

It's getting hot here in good 'ol California again. Yay.-.- I wonder if we'll get more forest fires...hope not. *blinks*...I forgot my medicine again. Which means that I have to go and take it soon. Oh, yay. >.<

Hrm, school was okay today. Even though I found out that we had to type our essay's and that they're due Monday. I don't even know if my printer has any ink left. Damnit. -.-;;;

Algebra was okay, I guess. And gym was...blegh. God, now I fully know why I hate most of humanity. Well, the ignorant part of humanity, anyways. Especially the ignorant, vain, evil, whorish, shit talking, cant' shut up idiots that are around my age group. God, I hate them all. Blegh. Anyways...Rodrigo kept bothering me during gym today. Again. Which resulted in me hitting him a lot. Again. Though maybe I should stop...especially after what happened today...-.-

Rodrigo:*pokes my thigh*
Me:-.- Stop it.
Rodrigo: *strokes the side with his fingertip* XD
Me: STOP IT YOU IDIOT!
Brenda: O.o...
Rodrigo: *continues*
Me: >.< *grabs his hand and tries to slam it into his crotch*
Rodrigo: O.O *grabs my hand with his free one**somehow falls into my lap*
Me:O.O*looks at where my hand is*...EW!*tries to yank it away*
Rodrigo: O.o...*looks down*...*smirks and tightens hold on my hand**moves it around slightly*
Me: O.O...*shrieking*(Yes, shrieking...-.-) IT'S TOO CLOSE!!! GET MY HAND AWAY! RODRIGO YOU BASTARD, STOP IT!
Rodrigo: NO!
Me: EWWWW! I FELT SOMETHING! LET GO! LET GO! GODAMNIT, LET MY HAND FUCKING GO!!! IT'S TOO FUCKING CLOSE TO IT!!! EWWW!
Rodrigo: XD *holds on tighter*
Me: *roughly starts slapping him around with my free hand* LET GO, FUCKER!
Rodrigo: O.O OW! >.< *lets go*
Me:*shudders* -.-...Oww...you messed up my finger, pendejo.
Rodrigo: *rubs the back of his head*Ow...
Brenda: XD
Me: *punches him hard on the arm*>.<
Rodrigo:*blinks*
Me:...Proof that you like that violent shit...
Rodrigo: O.O *blushes greatly*SHUT UP!
Me and Brenda: XD

...Yeah....So...anyways. My medicine! Yeah...I should go now. Uhm...Adios! >> <<

Stacy wants me to go to some Renaissance fair with her. I'm thinking of inviting Sue with us. Stacy said it was alright. I don't know. It all depends on what our parents say. And by our parents, I mean my parents and Stacy's parents, of course. Ooh, Pts.Of.Athrty...Linkin Park. Awesomeness.

Rodrigo didn't come today. Thank god. Brenda said that he probably went to go get his braces taken off. Oh wow. Anyways, I have an essay to write for English. And I also have algebra homework to work on. But, I have to go take my medicine first, seeing as I forgot to take it earlier today. So yeah....

School was okay today. Had a test for life skills, and then we watched 'The Incredibles" afterwards. Heh. Art was okay. Finished my project. Eh, came out like crud in my opinion, but eh. And during science, I got a summons from my counselor. It was only to discuss my classes for 10th grade...but there was confusion involved about it. Seeing as I'm going to another school and she doesn't know what classes they're going to offer. She told me to look into it. Yay...oh, and I also got the paper for summer school. Which means I won't be on for most of the day during summer. Oh well.

Huh...yeah. That's it. Time to take my medcine/vitamin and then start on my homework. Adios.

I'm so tired right now and I don't even know why.-.- And my head hurts too. Ugh, I need to start on that essay for English. Which I probably won't until tomorrow. Eheh. I'm probably going to panic as well. -.- Which is pretty normal considering it's me. Uhm, not much to write about really. Though I think Blaise is my dad now...and kitty...god, I'm lost. XD But yeah. Anyways...um...Rodrigo took my things again though.-.- But that happens all the time, so eh...Again, not much to say. So, adios.

Well, I just got back from celebrating the Mexican Mother's Day with my mom, brother, sister, aunt, uncle and two cousins. We went to this Thai and Chinese restaurant. Ugh, my aunt ordered a bunch of sea food dishes. And only one non-sea food dish. Which is what I ate. Besides the rice, anyway. Seeing as I don't like sea food. My dad went to go get some pizza for us. Because I'm really freakin' hungry at the moment. As are my siblings. But, yeah. That's why I wasn't on most of the day. And they told me that we were going to a Mexican restaurant...-.-

Eh, I don't have much time left. And thank god that I don't have any homework due tomorrow. Though maybe I should start working on that essay due for English. Blegh, I'll start on it tomorrow. Mr. Weronka isn't coming tomorrow, anyway. *blinks*...Too many messages on deviantART. Damnit. >.<

Hrm, school was okay today. Nothing interesting happened...unless you count the fact that my Life Skills teacher told the class that he and his wife are trying to have another baby. And that's when his ghetto side kicked in. He started to rock his hips back and forth for...better understanding as to how they're going to make that possible. Thank god, Lorena's head was blocking that from view. Though, by the way his chest moved, I could tell what he was doing. That, and everyone's laughter. O.o

Oh yeah! And before I forget, my mom and my aunt Maria are planning on going on a cruise either this August or next August. Most likely around or on my birthday. Which means, I may be gone for about three days. But it all depends on what my dad say's and if they go on with their "plans." So, I'm not sure. But, yeah. Anyways, I better go now. Adios everyone!

Okay, so I may not be on tomorrow. And if I am, it won't be for long. I'm going out somewhere. I don't know where, so yeah. I was the last one to be informed of this. -.- Ugh, so...see you all whenever I get back. Adios. Again.

Yay! Elftown's back!..And, yeah. o.o

I went to the UCLA campus with Sue on Saturday. We just talked and got to know one another. After a while, we went to go see Lotus Steps. God, it was beautiful. They way they danced...and the clothing. It was wonderful. I really enjoyed it. Even though we only got to see the first act. But either way, I loved it. She also got me some cookies. Sugar cookies, actually. And chinese food...with a large lemonade. Yummy. ^-^

And on Sunday, my family and I went to this Mexican festival thing on Olvera Street. Which is right next to the Union Station. It was cool. My dad bought be this black shirt that has this red and white design on the front with the words, "True Roots" written on the bottom of it. It's awesome. I also bought myself this cool necklace. It's pretty. And blue. And shiny. And, yeah...

School was alright today. It rained for a while. Not as long as I would have liked it too, though. But I managed to finish and send Matt's letter once I got off the bus. So, yeah. And I have no algebra homework! Seeing as we spent a whole hour working on this district math test during algebra. And today we only had one hour classes(in other words, I had all my classes today), so we didn't have time to go over the new lesson...unless we're supposed to do it on our own. In that case, I'm screwed. But oh well.

Eh, yeah. That's enough for today. Adios everyone! :3

Well, I'm going to be on and off for most of the day today. So, in other words, I won't be on until Sunday. I'm going to spend most of the day today cleaning and getting ready for when Sue comes to pick me up at around three. And she's taking me to this Chinese culteral event, which is at seven in the evening, so as you can see, I'll probably be home late. Depending on when it ends anyway. So, yeah. I might be on today...maybe not that much. Depends on how long my siblings use the comp. *shrugs* Doesn't matter anyways. But, eh.

So yeah, if I'm not on much today you won't see me until tomorrow. Maybe. I'm not sure yet. Anyways, adios.

Stupid fuckin' shit, god I hate this, son of a bitch, good for nothing asshole...god, I'm so pissed off right now. And depressed. And dear god, just fuck it all. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Damnit...damnit it all to fucking hell.

(And this isn't directed at anybody...I'm just...meh...forget it. Sorry for the language. And whatever.)

My friends all left me alone to die! >.< None of them came today and I was left ALL ALONE. It's amusing in a way, but still really fucked up. I didn't have anyone to talk to until lunch, which was when I bumped into Erica. But even then...ugh. My school was so empty today. And by empty, I mean that there is usually over 2,000 people at my school...today...there was about...100/200 or more of them. Everyone looked so bored...like me. And there's normally over 25 people on my bus...today there was about...eight. And in my first period class there were only five people, third period, seven people, and fifth period...thirteen people. I only had first, third, and fifth today. Two hours long...and because not that many people came to third...we made Mothers Day cards...I felt like I was back in first grade...I used the card to write my mom a little message...about everything that's been going on, and...yeah. I survived today. Alone, but yeah. Not much to talk about really. So, adios.

I do not want to go to school tomorrow...Stacy and Brenda are leaving me all alone...with Rodrigo. I don't even know if Jasmine is coming or not. But I know Rodrigo is. Oh dear god, no. He wouldn't stop bothering me today. >.< And my stomach hurts right now...ugh. But I'm still happy. ^.^

There's still some racial bull going around in my school, and it's really starting to annoy me. When me, Brenda, and Rodrigo went to go play volleyball during gym, some stupid, ignorant bitch(excuse me) asked me and Rodrigo(Brenda was on the other side of the court) if we were going to kill her. That really pissed me off. My exact words-->" First off, he's not Mexican. But I am. And secondly, I have nothing to do with all this stupid crap, alright?" Of course, my first thought, well besides "Stupid bitch," was..."The only weapon that I can possibly get my hands on would have to be a spork. Yes...I am going to spork you to death. I shall spork you...Right.Between.The.Eyes." Oh god...I'll either die, get hurt by some ignorant asshole, or lose whatever was left of my sanity tomorrow.

Anyways...yeah. Somebody save me. I'm going to be all alone tomorrow...I think. Well, maybe. But whatever! There's always that chance that I may be left alone tomorrow. My dad already told me that I could stay home, but I can't. I have art tomorrow. And I really need that current grade of mine to go up. And I need to start studying for algebra. I want to kill that 'D' from hell. Blegh.... I think I'm going to call Sue now...Mr. Weronka said that her internet is kind of messed up, so it'll be a while for her to e-mail me back...so I think I'll call her on her cell today. Unless I chicken out or whatever. I'm not good at talking to people I don't know...ack. Wish me luck. Anyways, I'm thirsty...and stuff. So...I'm going to stop now. Adios!

Oh dear god...my sister got scabies from some person in her class...and I'm really paranoid about being in her room. Oh god, she's been rolling around in my bed while watching tv in my room for the past week! And she just got off the computer a few minutes ago...which is in her room. And I'm sitting in the chair that she was in. Ugh. My mom says we all have to take this medicine thing so we won't get it from her. Itchyness...blegh.

Hrm...what else? Oh yeah. My school is going to be on semi-lockdown the whole week. Because of the whole "Brown Vs. Black" crud that's been going around. In other schools as well. I swear...it's really stupid. Bunch of ignorant ghetto people.-.- And we're not all brown! Look at me! I'm freakin' pale! Along with a few other people in my family...but anyways. Moving on...Hrm. They said that if have a code red, we have to report to our second period teacher. Quickly. Which is why we aren't having any tardy sweeps this week. They don't want anyone outside class for the whole week. And they've tightened security as well. Heh, I heard this girl say that she asked her teacher what a code red was, and he said that it's when every student forms a circle to make sure the teacher doesn't get hurt/killed...or they can just put the teacher and all the smart students in the middle...and the stupid ones can block them. Isn't that nice? Anyways, let's see what'll happen this week...if anything does happen, that is.

Woo...I have algebra tomorrow. I'm currently working on my algebra homework. Well. No. Not really. I'm decieding on whether or not to start on it right now. I'm feeling lazy right now. Well, nothing new there. Heh. >>;;; *blinks*I'm home alone right now...and really bored...and lonely...*sobs*...*blinks again*Oh well. Maybe homework will distract me. So...adios.

My brother bought KH: Chain of Memories today...and I'm tempted to snatch the GameBoy SP from him...Right.Out.Of.His.Hands. >> <<

Anyways! He wants me to help him with his math homework. I think the boy wants to fail on purpose. I suck at math. Nearly everyone kind...XD Especially fractions...I hate fractions. They need to burn. Anyways...again. My bus got into another accident. We were almost home too. Until that white van crashed into us. Well, somewhat. We were stuck on Hoover(street/ave/blvd/something/somewhere) for close to over an hour. I got home at around...five fifteen. And the whole accident occured at...3:40pm. Blegh.

What else? Ah yes. There's this rumor going around that some Mexican gang is going to come to my school on Thursday and kill thirty blacks...or it could be the other way around. And the racial troubles are starting to stir at my school. It's mostly all towards the Mexicans. So...if I'm not on that day(or any day after that) you now know why. Heh. My dad told me that I could stay home...but I declined. Eh. I doubt anything will happen. Well, that's what I'm hoping for, anyways.

Mm...had a test for algebra today. Which really sucked. I probably failed it. I forgot everything. My mind can't store mathamatic information for too long. Uhm...I start testing soon. Dear god, I hate state/district tests. They are EVIL! Like...THE WORK OF THE DEVIL! Ugh. The test for English(if we have another one, seeing as we had one last week) is coming up soon. For some reason...I like those. Because when the results come back...I feel like a freakin' genius. XD Of course, I hate myself when I get the results for the math portion of the test. Then, my genuisness goes buh-bye. Sob. Ah well.

...I can't stop laughing at the moment. I'm listening to Pour Some Sugar On Me...and it's making me laugh. That. And I had to much sugar. C'mon and pour some sugar on me, darlin'. XD Oh dear god. That song is making me giggle! GIGGLE I SAY! O.O I sound odd when I giggle...hell, I sound odd whenever I TALK. I hate my voice. Especially when I have a sore throat...the fuglyness. Anyways. Yeah. I wore my "I'm Special" wristband today. 'Cause I'm special like that. The wristband is just there for proof. Whee! O.o

*hums to Donde Estabas?* I love this song. Ignacio Pena is the buisness right now. Woo! << >> *blinks* I wouldn't leave my chain alone all day today. It was just...there. With it's sexy, shiny self. I couldn't resist. And for once, Rodrigo left me alone. Somewhat. Except he almost made Stacy believe that he was my boyfriend. And he would try touching me while he said that. Which made me hit him and shout out, "DON'T TOUCH ME!" Yeah...I found out something new from Stacy. But it's kind of wrong...even though it's in Spanish. But it made me laugh on the bus ride home. A lot. Me Duele El Pompola.(I think it was pompola...) I swear...I couldn't stop laughing. *snickers*...*coughs*>>;;;

Eh, I guess that's it for now. Nothing much, really. And...I'm feeling kind of tired now and I have to go take my medicine/vitamin thing. Ugh. It tastes nasty. Well, yeah. Ignore whatever spelling mistakes and such that I probably made...I was in a hurry. It's kind of late. So, yeah. Adios people! ^-^

Well, I sure am in a bad mood today...I feel like crying...but then I don't...and I also feel like telling many people about how much shit they've put me through...but...then I don't....So, whatever. I don't fucking care. Meh. I won't be here for most of the day. I have to go to the mall with my family. And I'll probably be forced to get something I don't want to wear, listen to my parents argue over who get's the most custody over my siblings and I, and I'll probably start feeling sick somewhere between that and when I come home. Whenever that is. I'll take my cell though...and call...whomever. *shrugs*Doubt I'll even have to use it. But, eh. Whee...Nine Inch Nails...*hums*...Meh...I don't feel like putting anything else here right now. So, yeah. Adios.

Head hurts...and I'm sore. Yay...school was okay, I guess. Bus broke down in the morning, so we got to the first period of the day a bit late. Not like the last time though...Oh! And my English teacher gave me the number and e-mail from the lady(Sue Song) from UCLA. I'm going to e-mail her later today or sometime during the weekend. So we can plan our first meeting or whatever. Yayness. I just gotta tell my parents. Heh.

Mm, gym was...rather annoying. Rodrigo kept bothering me. So I ended up slapping him around. And I somehow managed to pull on his ear. O.o Brenda got it on video, I think. XD Then he took my folder.-.- But Steven got it back for me! ^-^ Oh, and Shondell and Erica broke up. Lots of drama that I don't want to get into right now.

Hrm...I felt like hell yesterday. I found out something that made me gasp harshly in surprise, my body to feel ice cold...and my heart hurt. It was as if someone...did something to it. God, it hurt so much. I was on the verge of tears when I found out. I'm not going to say much about it. Now I'm just paranoid and greatly pissed off about it. Moving on...I don't want to eat. But they just made me, so...yeah. Adios now...

That bastard didn't come! >.< GAH! HE OWES ME TWO FREAKIN' DOLLARS! -.- I had to pay for the bus pass with my money, when he was the one who lost it. I'm going to kill Rodrigo (and reduce the chance of him reproducing in case I don't) tomorrow if he doesn't pay me back. -.- But, anyways yeah. Had a test for Life Skills...and I have no idea how bad/good I did. Art was okay. Made a new friend or whatever. Her name is Elizabeth. And she's a senior...who thinks freshmen are adorable. O.o But she's cool. She's in my art class. And she started talking to me because she likes The Ramones and saw that I was wearing a Ramones shirt last week and yeah. ^.^;;; She's shorter than me...and likes making friends with 9th graders. And I'm taller than her...and like making friends with seniors. Heh. But, yeah. Science was dull. As always.

And I went to that meeting for my new school yesterday. It was okay. Found out that when you get there, you get to pick an academy of your interest and they're going to give you classes that will reflect that profession in which that academy associates with. Which is freakin' awesome. I'm probably going to pick Academic Prep University Academy. Or whatever it's called. There's going to be another meeting next month. Woo. Stacy went too. Heh. She didn't see me but I saw her. XD Typical. Uhm...algebra, english, and gym tomorrow. Yay. And I have homework to do. Boo. AND WE DIDN'T CRASH TODAY! XD And...bye now. >>;;;

Whee, the bus crashed again. This time into the back of some truck on the way home. XD Again, I was spaced out...so it came as a surprised. Woo...that was freakin' funny. Oh yeah, I want to kill Rodrigo even more than before. He lost my freakin' bus pass. And because of that...I almost kicked him in the crotch about...six times. The best I got was his thigh because he kept covering himself.-.- So...I ended up making fun of him. More than usual, anyways. Lesse...Vin tried to kill himself during gym today. I think it was Chris or Steven's fault. Or so Erica and Shondell said. I don't know. I just saw Vin trying to slash his wrist and then choke himself. And something with tape. Charles stopped him though. And then made sure he got to his bus safetly. Well...I won't be on later today as far as I know. Have a meeting to go too. So, yeah...I better go now. Adios!

Whee...my bus was in an "accident" today. XD In other words, it smashed into some parked car and broke one of it's side windows off. It sounded like someone was shooting at the bus. And of course, because I was spaced out when it happend...I freaked out. I mean, the people in front of me gasped and ducked. So of course, they probably thought the same thing. Stacy jumped. Heh. She was busy doing her homework so we were both oblivous to everything. I mean, if we were in Inglewood, then yeah...shooting would seem very likely. But we were about...three minutes away from the school. And our bus driver had to take down our names, phone number, parent's name, and address. Stacy asked me why. I just shrugged and said, "Witness protection program?" I was being sarcastic...but it was pretty funny. >> <<

So yeah. We were stuck out side of a church from 7:30 until it was almost nine...we missed all of first period. And that's how my day started. The rest of it was okay. My art teacher didn't come. I WAS SAVED! XD For now anyways. I have art for two hours tomorrow.-.- Damnit. Ah well. Uhm...I have English and algebra homework to do. The homework for English is simple...and interesting. Whee. Algebra...I missed the lesson due to me having to check and make sure I did the other homework right. -.- Other than that, yeah. School was rather dull. Except for the whole bus thing. ^.^;;; And Brenda is on Myspace! Yayness! And...I don't feel good now. Ugh. ;-; So...adios now.

Ignore the last entry...I'm feeling a bit better now. I guess it was the movie. o.o;;; But yeah...I'm fine now. Eh, I'm still in a fucked up mood. So I guess I'm not feeling better...and I'm not crying anymore...I'm sobbing, trembling, and whimpering, but hey. It could be worse. So, yeah. Adios. Again....

Parents want me to go watch a movie with them. And I really don't want too. I just want to go to my room and...stay there. I guess I'm not in a very good mood. Heh, it's not like it's too difficult to see, eh? Mm, dad made me go check on my grandpa...and I almost started crying. Hell, the tears are apparent in my eyes right now but I'm trying to fight them back. He's so thin and pale now...god. He looks so...fragile. And now I'm crying...I can't fight it for too long, really. Ehm, it's almost four thirty here...it about...three minutes. I guess I'll leave soon...or whenever they tell me to go watch the movie with them. Unless I can convince them otherwise.

Eh, I have half an hour left...so...I don't know. Argh...I need a hug...or something. And proper sleep. Even though I've been trying to go to sleep early for the past week. Ah well. Oh, yay. I got away from watching the movie. Heh, man I must look really depressed or something...which, I guess I am. Besides my grandpa dying of cancer...I don't know why else I should be depressed about...I'm guessing it's a mood swing...seems like it. Yeah...that's it. A mood swing. Mmhm...

Wow, I really do look depressed...and really freakin' pale. And not my usual paleness either. I look sick. Woo...I'm pouting/frowning, paler than usual and my eyes appear really...sad. Damnit. Mm...I think they're watching the movie now...guess I'll watch a little bit of it. Adios now.