Well, Gaby's coming over soon. Or so she said. So, I guess I probably won't be on that much today. Woo...
Finished a second day of state testing today. Eh, I spent three hours in my algebra class today. Two hours due to testing and another hour for the normal class. And, yeah.
Head hurts again. And I feel really tired. I can't wait until school is over. Blegh, I hope Saturday will make things better. At least half better due to my parents. Eheh...
Still not feeling that great. I'm rather out of it...god, I hope my little...depre
Well, that's enough...Adios
Mm, head hurts...and my eyes are stinging badly. I've been struggling with depression again for the past month. So far, I've just been going through a lot of mood-swings.
Heh, I'm crying now. Wow...
Meh, for some reason I've been feeling extrememly heart broken for the past month. And there has only been one time that I have ever felt that way. Heh, it's really hurting me right now. Just like the last time. But I don't know which one is worse....
Oh well. I'll get over it. Right now I'm just trying to get my emotions under control. Headache got worse, but eh. Whatever. Doesn't matter. And I have homework to work on, so meh. Fuck this stupid feeling. Happens all the time so I don't know why I'm getting so worked up about it. And I have testing tomorrow(again) so...*shrugs*O
(favorite song at the moment)
Swing Life Away by Rise Against
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away...
Just got back from the Renaissance Fair, I mean, faire. Well, I got back about an hour ago. It's almost 9:30pm. And I am hyper. And slowly getting tired. I only drank a liter of water at the faire. Eh, that's what it said on the bottle. Damn, that place was expensive. I went in with close to $50...came out with about less than twenty.
Eh, I did pay for the parking(nobody had change), and this delicious yet really expensive shaved ice thing...and then the one litter bottle of water. But, Stacy's dad paid for my admission and my snack. Everytime I was about to take out my money, he was already paying. And he wouldn't accept it afterwards. I still feel bad.-.- Heh, imagine me on a date...oh dear god. XD
...Anyways. It was pretty good. Too bad it was also freakin' hot as hell. I hope I don't wake up with a sunburn. Ugh. I would've been back at around..six. But they all changed their mind and we ended up staying until the whole place closed. Which was at six. But me and Stacy had split up away from them for about three or four hours. So, of course. We had to wait for them when it was time to leave. That took about fifteen minutes. I was on the phone with Nicole at that time. I was bored, I had my cell, and yeah.
I may have been back at seven, if it weren't for the fact that it took nearly an hour to get out of the parking lot. It was PACKED. And the line was moving so slow. Blegh...I would have called Matt, but I haven't saved his number on my cell yet. Which is what I'm going to do once I get off line. That, and the fact that I'm still not sure about the whole long distance minute(s)...thing. My dad has yet to confirm a yes or a no. So...-.-
Anyways, back to the whole faire thing. The costume's were freakin' awesome. ^.^ Though, most of the women there...made me think(and mutter to Stacy) something along the lines of..."Oh my fuckin' god...put those things back in! Tuck 'em under your shirt, woman! There's children around! O.O" ...No wonder it was called the Renassiance Pleasure Faire. *shudders* o.o;;;
...I saw this leather whip thing too. I couldn't stop laughing. So kinky. XD Stacy didn't get it...until I told her. She thought they were for horses. Which, by the looks of it, I doubted as much.*snickers
Then there was this guy who at first looked as if he didn't have anything on. From the waist down. That really scared me. I really did think that was his...arse. Oh god, I couldn't stop laughing. Came out more like a VERY girly giggle. But anyways. When we were leaving, Stacy pointed him out to me. This time, his front side was facing us. I didn't want to look. But Stacy made me.-.- He had a bunch of feathers down there...O.o He was wearing tights. But...it still freaked me out.
Well, on the way back Stacy's mom started asking me about Matt. And I tried to say as less as possible. Eh, I guess I managed. God, people enjoy making fun of me.-.- That only lasted about ten minutes though. Hrm, when I got home I took a shower, ate, watched tv for a little bit, and then came back online. As you can see. Eheh.
*blinks*Oh yeah, my dad said that someone called while I was gone. He said it was a guy. And I can only think of one person. He told me this when it was almost nine. And gave me the phone...in case he called again. But I told him that I doubted it. It was already late. And it is. Ten minutes away from ten. So, I better go now. But, yeah. That was just a bit of my day at the Renaissance Faire. That I can remember, anyways. Damn my bad memory.-.- Anyways! Adios everyone! ^-^
So freakin' tired...it's too early to be awake...but I have to work on my essay, seeing as I might not have enough time when I get home. Eh, I'm going to some Renaissance Fair with Stacy ([Mistress of Darkness]) and her family. Should be fun. Well, I'm hoping it will be.
Plus, I still need to finish my algebra homework. I was working on it yesterday while I was on the phone...but once I got off the phone, it fell from my hand and I ended up falling asleep. Yeah, like three minutes once I got off the phone. So, basically, I took a twenty minute nap.
I woke up when I turned over and thus felt something poking my wrist. My stupid pencil.-.- So, I woke up. And then remembered that I had to call Stacy and tell her that my parents said that I could go with her. Called her about...three times. She didn't pick up until the third time.-.-
She told me to start getting ready by 8:30am. And right now...it's 8:15. So, I'm going to start on my essay and officially get ready at around 10:30am. I honestly don't take that long to dress and brush my hair. I don't wear make-up, so nyah. Saves me a lot of time. So, yeah. Adios now.
I'm going to the theatre tomorrow with Sue, so I'll be gone for a few hours. I think. Just posting this in case I don't come on tomorrow morning. So, yeah. Adios.
It's getting hot here in good 'ol California again. Yay.-.- I wonder if we'll get more forest fires...hope not. *blinks*...I forgot my medicine again. Which means that I have to go and take it soon. Oh, yay. >.<
Hrm, school was okay today. Even though I found out that we had to type our essay's and that they're due Monday. I don't even know if my printer has any ink left. Damnit. -.-;;;
Algebra was okay, I guess. And gym was...blegh. God, now I fully know why I hate most of humanity. Well, the ignorant part of humanity, anyways. Especially the ignorant, vain, evil, whorish, shit talking, cant' shut up idiots that are around my age group. God, I hate them all. Blegh. Anyways...Rodr
Rodrigo:*pokes my thigh*
Me:-.- Stop it.
Rodrigo: *strokes the side with his fingertip* XD
Me: STOP IT YOU IDIOT!
Brenda: O.o...
Rodrigo: *continues*
Me: >.< *grabs his hand and tries to slam it into his crotch*
Rodrigo: O.O *grabs my hand with his free one**somehow falls into my lap*
Me:O.O*looks at where my hand is*...EW!*trie
Rodrigo: O.o...*looks down*...*smirk
Me: O.O...*shrieki
Rodrigo: NO!
Me: EWWWW! I FELT SOMETHING! LET GO! LET GO! GODAMNIT, LET MY HAND FUCKING GO!!! IT'S TOO FUCKING CLOSE TO IT!!! EWWW!
Rodrigo: XD *holds on tighter*
Me: *roughly starts slapping him around with my free hand* LET GO, FUCKER!
Rodrigo: O.O OW! >.< *lets go*
Me:*shudders* -.-...Oww...yo
Rodrigo: *rubs the back of his head*Ow...
Brenda: XD
Me: *punches him hard on the arm*>.<
Rodrigo:*blink
Me:...Proof that you like that violent shit...
Rodrigo: O.O *blushes greatly*SHUT UP!
Me and Brenda: XD
...Yeah....So.
Stacy wants me to go to some Renaissance fair with her. I'm thinking of inviting Sue with us. Stacy said it was alright. I don't know. It all depends on what our parents say. And by our parents, I mean my parents and Stacy's parents, of course. Ooh, Pts.Of.Athrty.
Rodrigo didn't come today. Thank god. Brenda said that he probably went to go get his braces taken off. Oh wow. Anyways, I have an essay to write for English. And I also have algebra homework to work on. But, I have to go take my medicine first, seeing as I forgot to take it earlier today. So yeah....
School was okay today. Had a test for life skills, and then we watched 'The Incredibles" afterwards. Heh. Art was okay. Finished my project. Eh, came out like crud in my opinion, but eh. And during science, I got a summons from my counselor. It was only to discuss my classes for 10th grade...but there was confusion involved about it. Seeing as I'm going to another school and she doesn't know what classes they're going to offer. She told me to look into it. Yay...oh, and I also got the paper for summer school. Which means I won't be on for most of the day during summer. Oh well.
Huh...yeah. That's it. Time to take my medcine/vitami
I'm so tired right now and I don't even know why.-.- And my head hurts too. Ugh, I need to start on that essay for English. Which I probably won't until tomorrow. Eheh. I'm probably going to panic as well. -.- Which is pretty normal considering it's me. Uhm, not much to write about really. Though I think Blaise is my dad now...and kitty...god, I'm lost. XD But yeah. Anyways...um..
Well, I just got back from celebrating the Mexican Mother's Day with my mom, brother, sister, aunt, uncle and two cousins. We went to this Thai and Chinese restaurant. Ugh, my aunt ordered a bunch of sea food dishes. And only one non-sea food dish. Which is what I ate. Besides the rice, anyway. Seeing as I don't like sea food. My dad went to go get some pizza for us. Because I'm really freakin' hungry at the moment. As are my siblings. But, yeah. That's why I wasn't on most of the day. And they told me that we were going to a Mexican restaurant...-
Eh, I don't have much time left. And thank god that I don't have any homework due tomorrow. Though maybe I should start working on that essay due for English. Blegh, I'll start on it tomorrow. Mr. Weronka isn't coming tomorrow, anyway. *blinks*...Too many messages on deviantART. Damnit. >.<
Hrm, school was okay today. Nothing interesting happened...unl
Oh yeah! And before I forget, my mom and my aunt Maria are planning on going on a cruise either this August or next August. Most likely around or on my birthday. Which means, I may be gone for about three days. But it all depends on what my dad say's and if they go on with their "plans." So, I'm not sure. But, yeah. Anyways, I better go now. Adios everyone!
Okay, so I may not be on tomorrow. And if I am, it won't be for long. I'm going out somewhere. I don't know where, so yeah. I was the last one to be informed of this. -.- Ugh, so...see you all whenever I get back. Adios. Again.
Yay! Elftown's back!..And, yeah. o.o
I went to the UCLA campus with Sue on Saturday. We just talked and got to know one another. After a while, we went to go see Lotus Steps. God, it was beautiful. They way they danced...and the clothing. It was wonderful. I really enjoyed it. Even though we only got to see the first act. But either way, I loved it. She also got me some cookies. Sugar cookies, actually. And chinese food...with a large lemonade. Yummy. ^-^
And on Sunday, my family and I went to this Mexican festival thing on Olvera Street. Which is right next to the Union Station. It was cool. My dad bought be this black shirt that has this red and white design on the front with the words, "True Roots" written on the bottom of it. It's awesome. I also bought myself this cool necklace. It's pretty. And blue. And shiny. And, yeah...
School was alright today. It rained for a while. Not as long as I would have liked it too, though. But I managed to finish and send Matt's letter once I got off the bus. So, yeah. And I have no algebra homework! Seeing as we spent a whole hour working on this district math test during algebra. And today we only had one hour classes(in other words, I had all my classes today), so we didn't have time to go over the new lesson...unles
Eh, yeah. That's enough for today. Adios everyone! :3
Well, I'm going to be on and off for most of the day today. So, in other words, I won't be on until Sunday. I'm going to spend most of the day today cleaning and getting ready for when Sue comes to pick me up at around three. And she's taking me to this Chinese culteral event, which is at seven in the evening, so as you can see, I'll probably be home late. Depending on when it ends anyway. So, yeah. I might be on today...maybe not that much. Depends on how long my siblings use the comp. *shrugs* Doesn't matter anyways. But, eh.
So yeah, if I'm not on much today you won't see me until tomorrow. Maybe. I'm not sure yet. Anyways, adios.
Stupid fuckin' shit, god I hate this, son of a bitch, good for nothing asshole...god, I'm so pissed off right now. And depressed. And dear god, just fuck it all. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Damnit...damni
(And this isn't directed at anybody...I'm just...meh...f
My friends all left me alone to die! >.< None of them came today and I was left ALL ALONE. It's amusing in a way, but still really fucked up. I didn't have anyone to talk to until lunch, which was when I bumped into Erica. But even then...ugh. My school was so empty today. And by empty, I mean that there is usually over 2,000 people at my school...today
I do not want to go to school tomorrow...Sta
There's still some racial bull going around in my school, and it's really starting to annoy me. When me, Brenda, and Rodrigo went to go play volleyball during gym, some stupid, ignorant bitch(excuse me) asked me and Rodrigo(Brenda was on the other side of the court) if we were going to kill her. That really pissed me off. My exact words-->" First off, he's not Mexican. But I am. And secondly, I have nothing to do with all this stupid crap, alright?" Of course, my first thought, well besides "Stupid bitch," was..."The only weapon that I can possibly get my hands on would have to be a spork. Yes...I am going to spork you to death. I shall spork you...Right.Be
Anyways...yeah
Oh dear god...my sister got scabies from some person in her class...and I'm really paranoid about being in her room. Oh god, she's been rolling around in my bed while watching tv in my room for the past week! And she just got off the computer a few minutes ago...which is in her room. And I'm sitting in the chair that she was in. Ugh. My mom says we all have to take this medicine thing so we won't get it from her. Itchyness...bl
Hrm...what else? Oh yeah. My school is going to be on semi-lockdown the whole week. Because of the whole "Brown Vs. Black" crud that's been going around. In other schools as well. I swear...it's really stupid. Bunch of ignorant ghetto people.-.- And we're not all brown! Look at me! I'm freakin' pale! Along with a few other people in my family...but anyways. Moving on...Hrm. They said that if have a code red, we have to report to our second period teacher. Quickly. Which is why we aren't having any tardy sweeps this week. They don't want anyone outside class for the whole week. And they've tightened security as well. Heh, I heard this girl say that she asked her teacher what a code red was, and he said that it's when every student forms a circle to make sure the teacher doesn't get hurt/killed...
Woo...I have algebra tomorrow. I'm currently working on my algebra homework. Well. No. Not really. I'm decieding on whether or not to start on it right now. I'm feeling lazy right now. Well, nothing new there. Heh. >>;;; *blinks*I'm home alone right now...and really bored...and lonely...*sobs
My brother bought KH: Chain of Memories today...and I'm tempted to snatch the GameBoy SP from him...Right.Ou
Anyways! He wants me to help him with his math homework. I think the boy wants to fail on purpose. I suck at math. Nearly everyone kind...XD Especially fractions...I hate fractions. They need to burn. Anyways...agai
What else? Ah yes. There's this rumor going around that some Mexican gang is going to come to my school on Thursday and kill thirty blacks...or it could be the other way around. And the racial troubles are starting to stir at my school. It's mostly all towards the Mexicans. So...if I'm not on that day(or any day after that) you now know why. Heh. My dad told me that I could stay home...but I declined. Eh. I doubt anything will happen. Well, that's what I'm hoping for, anyways.
Mm...had a test for algebra today. Which really sucked. I probably failed it. I forgot everything. My mind can't store mathamatic information for too long. Uhm...I start testing soon. Dear god, I hate state/district tests. They are EVIL! Like...THE WORK OF THE DEVIL! Ugh. The test for English(if we have another one, seeing as we had one last week) is coming up soon. For some reason...I like those. Because when the results come back...I feel like a freakin' genius. XD Of course, I hate myself when I get the results for the math portion of the test. Then, my genuisness goes buh-bye. Sob. Ah well.
...I can't stop laughing at the moment. I'm listening to Pour Some Sugar On Me...and it's making me laugh. That. And I had to much sugar. C'mon and pour some sugar on me, darlin'. XD Oh dear god. That song is making me giggle! GIGGLE I SAY! O.O I sound odd when I giggle...hell, I sound odd whenever I TALK. I hate my voice. Especially when I have a sore throat...the fuglyness. Anyways. Yeah. I wore my "I'm Special" wristband today. 'Cause I'm special like that. The wristband is just there for proof. Whee! O.o
*hums to Donde Estabas?* I love this song. Ignacio Pena is the buisness right now. Woo! << >> *blinks* I wouldn't leave my chain alone all day today. It was just...there. With it's sexy, shiny self. I couldn't resist. And for once, Rodrigo left me alone. Somewhat. Except he almost made Stacy believe that he was my boyfriend. And he would try touching me while he said that. Which made me hit him and shout out, "DON'T TOUCH ME!" Yeah...I found out something new from Stacy. But it's kind of wrong...even though it's in Spanish. But it made me laugh on the bus ride home. A lot. Me Duele El Pompola.(I think it was pompola...) I swear...I couldn't stop laughing. *snickers*...*
Eh, I guess that's it for now. Nothing much, really. And...I'm feeling kind of tired now and I have to go take my medicine/vitam
Well, I sure am in a bad mood today...I feel like crying...but then I don't...and I also feel like telling many people about how much shit they've put me through...but.
Head hurts...and I'm sore. Yay...school was okay, I guess. Bus broke down in the morning, so we got to the first period of the day a bit late. Not like the last time though...Oh! And my English teacher gave me the number and e-mail from the lady(Sue Song) from UCLA. I'm going to e-mail her later today or sometime during the weekend. So we can plan our first meeting or whatever. Yayness. I just gotta tell my parents. Heh.
Mm, gym was...rather annoying. Rodrigo kept bothering me. So I ended up slapping him around. And I somehow managed to pull on his ear. O.o Brenda got it on video, I think. XD Then he took my folder.-.- But Steven got it back for me! ^-^ Oh, and Shondell and Erica broke up. Lots of drama that I don't want to get into right now.
Hrm...I felt like hell yesterday. I found out something that made me gasp harshly in surprise, my body to feel ice cold...and my heart hurt. It was as if someone...did something to it. God, it hurt so much. I was on the verge of tears when I found out. I'm not going to say much about it. Now I'm just paranoid and greatly pissed off about it. Moving on...I don't want to eat. But they just made me, so...yeah. Adios now...
That bastard didn't come! >.< GAH! HE OWES ME TWO FREAKIN' DOLLARS! -.- I had to pay for the bus pass with my money, when he was the one who lost it. I'm going to kill Rodrigo (and reduce the chance of him reproducing in case I don't) tomorrow if he doesn't pay me back. -.- But, anyways yeah. Had a test for Life Skills...and I have no idea how bad/good I did. Art was okay. Made a new friend or whatever. Her name is Elizabeth. And she's a senior...who thinks freshmen are adorable. O.o But she's cool. She's in my art class. And she started talking to me because she likes The Ramones and saw that I was wearing a Ramones shirt last week and yeah. ^.^;;; She's shorter than me...and likes making friends with 9th graders. And I'm taller than her...and like making friends with seniors. Heh. But, yeah. Science was dull. As always.
And I went to that meeting for my new school yesterday. It was okay. Found out that when you get there, you get to pick an academy of your interest and they're going to give you classes that will reflect that profession in which that academy associates with. Which is freakin' awesome. I'm probably going to pick Academic Prep University Academy. Or whatever it's called. There's going to be another meeting next month. Woo. Stacy went too. Heh. She didn't see me but I saw her. XD Typical. Uhm...algebra, english, and gym tomorrow. Yay. And I have homework to do. Boo. AND WE DIDN'T CRASH TODAY! XD And...bye now. >>;;;
Whee, the bus crashed again. This time into the back of some truck on the way home. XD Again, I was spaced out...so it came as a surprised. Woo...that was freakin' funny. Oh yeah, I want to kill Rodrigo even more than before. He lost my freakin' bus pass. And because of that...I almost kicked him in the crotch about...six times. The best I got was his thigh because he kept covering himself.-.- So...I ended up making fun of him. More than usual, anyways. Lesse...Vin tried to kill himself during gym today. I think it was Chris or Steven's fault. Or so Erica and Shondell said. I don't know. I just saw Vin trying to slash his wrist and then choke himself. And something with tape. Charles stopped him though. And then made sure he got to his bus safetly. Well...I won't be on later today as far as I know. Have a meeting to go too. So, yeah...I better go now. Adios!