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737622 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-24
Written: (6878 days ago)

C'mon and show them your love, rip out the wings of a butterfly...

Dude. I love that song. <3 Lesse how long it'll take until I play it over so much that I absolutely HATE it.

First Block:
Not much went on. So I'll just list everything.

1.)Had a quiz; got an A on it.
2.)Notebooks due tomorrow.
3.)Quiz on Wednesday.
4.)Have notes finished by Wednesday.

Second block:
SOCCER!
How I loath playing you.
I don't mind watching it. Well, seeing as I have to go watch Stacy play soccer. XD *was yelling on Friday during Stacy's game*Fun.>> << Anyways. Soccer. And Sit-up test tomorrow. I can do those easily. I just hate push-ups. XD

Lunch:
Ended up talking to Stacy about the family issues, and how its bad enough for me to be tempted to call the cops. Blegh, foster care anyone?-.- Seeing as I know my parents have tons of things to use against each other. Using me as an example, they might as well take us away from them. *stabs Prozac and therapist*...XD Ah well. Stacy already said that I should call her if things get really bad. And that I could sleep over her house with my siblings too. Love. <3

Third Block:
Half the class got D's on the last test.XD Including me and Stacy.>> << w00t. Other than that, we did classwork as usual. And I almost passed out from boredom.XD

Fourth Block:
Notes for Biology. Test on Wednesday. And...project Due Monday. Yay.@.@ So, other than that, I read a bit from Trickster's Queen and the note Stacy gave me. So far we want to do the following:

This Friday: Going to her soccer game, then to her house, and finally ice skating with the Youth Action club at eight to ten.

Next Friday: Minimum day. If she doesn't have a game, we'll probably try and go to the movies right after school. Then back to her house. Unless we go to the arcade right after we watch some random movie. Dunno yet.

...And there's more. But of course we have to wait to see if anything comes up for that. Well, back to notes.;-; Adios mis queridos. <3

736962 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

Sympathy For The Martyr.

By Straylight Run.

You just can't relax,
And you can't rely,
On anyone for anything,
So you make your complaints,
And all everyone's let you down,
You just cant,
Ever win,
Convinced there's a war on,
It's always everybody versus you,
Convinced that your critics are watching,
And you've always got something,
You've always got something to prove,

So tie the noose,
And raise the cross,
The martyr's arrived,
A desperate plea for sympathy,
It's all you'll need,

A laundry list of problems,
Doesn't make you interesting,
And never getting help doesn't make you brave,
Not listening to reason doesn't mean that you have faith,
Your just cutting off your nose to spite your face,

So tie the noose,
And raise the cross,
The martyr's arrived,
A desperate plea for sympathy,
It's all you'll need!

And you want it all
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all,
You want it, you want it all.

736899 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

Nananana...batman!

I think I'm crack. Again.

Well, I have no idea if I'll be on much today.

So I'll probably end up calling Matt. Or Kisa. Or maybe beg Stacy if I can go to her house to get away from my family. One of...everything listed above.

Yeah, yeah. Family problems.

Do the Emo dance!

Dude, do they even dance? O.o ...*giggles*>> <<

*blinks*New poem. Looketh.
http://www.deviantart.com/view/28041674/

And I must go and...do stuff. Buh bye now, darlings. <3

Yes, I did forget my Prozac. Shut up.

736522 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6880 days ago)

Mom is apparently almost losing it.
She tried to run my dad over.
I actually yelled at her.
And now she took off.
Heh, and better yet, I'm not crying.
Or anything of the sort.
I just have a headache.
Either I'm trying to be strong...
Or I just don't give a fuck.
One or the other.
Or maybe something else. </3

735324 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-19
Written: (6882 days ago)

No time for a long entry today.
I'll be at Stacy's house tomorrow for quiet some time.
Going to her soccer game before that.
And probably gonna go make up my geometry test before that, too.
Hopefully I at least pass that one. </3
Well, if I am on tomorrow, it won't be for long.
I may be on MSN though. <3
While I make sure Stacy does her homework as I fix her Myspace.
Well, better go now.
Adios mis queridos. <3

734667 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-19
Written: (6883 days ago)

Already making plans with Stacy.

We are so going to make sure this year pwns. <3

First Block:
Lets see. We took the quiz. First one, anyway. And I got an A. Twenty-nine out of thirty. Having another one tomorrow. Though I don't think I did decent enough notes for that one. Oh well. I'll see what happens. Other than that, nothing interesting happened, really.

Second Block:
Again, nothing much happened. Adriana didn't get enough sleep so she was acting emo. And we just had to play soccer. But before that, we had to jog two laps, so Adriana and I ended up talking about what we want to do in the next few years. And that was basically it.

Lunch:
Youth Action meeting today. Mucho fun. We have new members! Even better. ^.^ We're having a social gathering next Friday. Ice Skating! Whee! Which means me and Stacy, if we go, get to sit down and watch people fall down. Unless we decied to get up and try and talk to people from the two other high schools that are also in the Youth Action club. Well, we'll see. Other than talking about the Resistance Fest(concert) and the documentary they're making, that was about it.

Third Block:
My god forsaken math skills have scorned me once again. Stupid test. Now I might have to take it over again if I want my grade to go back to an A, instead of a B-. >.< Crud. Well, other than that. Class was pretty dull. As usual. >> <<

Fourth Block:
Had a test! And I was the first one done. Dude, it was so freakin' simple.XD Atleast I hope it was.O.O *shakes head*>> << I was the first one done, as stated above. Everyone was looking at me oddly. Fun, fun. Other than the test, Mr. Lowinger told us about the new rules the school is going to enforce starting tomorrow. None of them apply to me, really. I'm not part of a gang. I'm never tardy. I don't pick fights with people. And I don't dress like a whore. ^-^ So it's all good. For me, anyway. <3

So! Other than that, me and Stacy are going to see if I can go to her house this Friday. And if we can go ice skating next Friday. AND we're going to pretend we're lesbians on my birthday. Well, the day we go to Six Flags. We're gonna hold hands and such. XD Can't wait.>> << So other than that, and getting accidently "groped" during gym, nothing much happened. o.o So, adios mis queridos. <3

734121 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6884 days ago)

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Life is so lame.

I swear. I think we're all just a bunch of melodramatic nimrods. I honestly think I get over my random mood-swings knowing that other people have it worse than...us.

*blinks*Dude, what the fuck is wrong with me?

...Using the word lame and nimrods? The fuck? Probably Adriana's fault. Dunno. And why did I almost get sucked into a rant when I'm in a good mood? Ah, the wonders of Stephy's demented mind.

Anyways, stayed after school today. Book Club meeting. It was pretty awesome. Met someone there who seems cool. Her name is Paula...and she ADORES Aretemis Fowl. We hit it off well. <3

So! onto Stephy's day, biatches. <3

First Block:
No quiz! Yay!
But, we're going to have them tomorrow. Yes. Them. As in more than one. Fucking sons of bitches. -.-
That also means that I have more notes to type. Unless we don't need them. I hope not. But other than that, we went to watch some English classes presentation thing. Which Ms. Ortiz said we're going to be doing next semester. Happy happy joy fucking joy. >> <<

Second Block:
Dunno what happened here. Dad took me out of school early to see some hippie therapist lady. Only to make sure if the Prozac was doing some kind of hocus pocus crud on me. And if I was eating right. And sleeping well. I'm back to eating right. Seeing as I gained weight. *sulks*Sleeping well? Somewhat. Except last night. And waking up after having a lucid dream. Ah, I hate those. So other than that, nothing happened.

Lunch:
...Still gone! <3 But I got something from Burger King. With a large pink lemonade. As Bird says, "Extrememly orgasmic." I say that too, but not as much anymore. People stare alot. With their EYES! o.o

Third Block:
Missed about twenty minutes. Teacher didn't come, so we had a substitute. Which meant I ended up sitting next to Stacy for the whole period. We basically talked. Wondered about the next time I would go to her house. What she wanted for her birthday. And what we were gonna do for mine. Same ol' same ol'.

Fourth Block:
*cringes*Test tomorrow. Uber important test that I might fail. I know NOTHING! *sobs pathetically* My notebook is probablly going to turn up when I don't need it anymore. Just like most of the crud we lose in this house. Like my parents green cards!O.O ...But I won't get into that. So, yeah. Test tomorrow. Which meant we reviewed today. But Chris had some of the notes I needed. So it's all good for now. I just have to study.

...And with that said, well, typed, I must cut this short. Or whatever. Adios mis queridos. <3

732939 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-15
Written: (6886 days ago)

Matthew's birthday today.
He is offically three years old.XD
...No idea if we're going anywhere today.
And if we do, I have no idea where.
So, yeah.
Happy birthday Matthew! XD <3

732312 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-01-13
Written: (6888 days ago)

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At Stacy's house! XD ...It's almost eleven.

Friday the 13th! ...And I actually had a good day. XD Freakin' hilarious. And annoying. Well, to Adriana anyway. She was having one hell of a bad day.

First Block:
Lets see, had a Mini AP Test thingy. I got the highest score in the class! ...I think. I don't know. I sit way in the front, so I don't like glancing behind me. That, and I'm lazy. XD But I think I probably did. Matthew did give me that annoyed look. And so did Stacy. XD I got a nine out of thirteen. Damn thing was hard. And I think Ms. Ortiz did the thirteen thing on purpose. But, anyways. We also got our PSAT scores back. I did horribly with the math part. But that's typical. But oh well. It was the first try, anyway. I still have two more years! I hope, anyway. I don't want to stay here longer. Damn ghetto trash. >> <<

Second Block:
Still playing soccer. Eh, the class is. Me and Adriana just...walk. Well, I walk. She complains and looks for guys. And almost kills me, too. Sharp, sudden turns when she spots an Emo guy and wants me to see him is DANGEROUS. Really dangerous. But she also made me play tic-tac-toe with her. On the sand thing for the track around the football field. XD We had to set up the tic-tac-toe board thingy with our shoes and stuff. I think we looked liked 'tards. But, that's just me.

Third Block:
...Keeping it short. Reviewed homework. Notes. Test. The end.

Fourth Block:
Guest speaker. Some paeleontologist dude person. It was really interesting, actually. Except it was like three classes in one lab room...thing, so it was crowded. Really crowded. I was squished! ...With Adriana falling asleep next to me. I think my legs fell asleep. More than once. XD Other than that, test Wednesday. And I have to look for my old notebook. I need it for history AND biology. Damnit. I can't find it.-.-

...And later that day! XD At Stacy's right now, as stated above. We're gonna take the ACT. Or, that's the dream. We almost died trying to register. And we're still not done. It's hard. Well, not really. It's just long and boring. We still have to take the practice test thing in the packet we got at the College Office. Oh, we were gonna try and take the SAT, but they're only giving wavers to the juniors. And we don't want to pay.>> << So, yeah. ACT waver for us. Until 11th grade. Plus, I think I'm going to take more than one enrichment course in the summer. DON'T HURT ME KISA! ;-;

XD Other than that, we quit the ACT thing at eight and went to watch Phantom of the Opera. I had forgotten how sad it is. ;-; Sniff. >> << Now we're watching Inuyasha. Well, Stacy's sister is. Stacy is reading over my shoulder. Well, not really. She's sitting right next to me. X3 IT'S ELEVEN! And Kisa called about two hours ago. That was so freakin' fun. And I was hyper. And I think Kisa thought I was on crack. Maybe I am. I probably inhaled something at school without knowing it. Atleast, we both did. But what happened is a secret. Other than Stacy and Kisa are now going to wage war against each other. XD

...So, we're going to go take ranom quizzes and look at Phantom of the Opera stuff. And if we have time, we're gonna watch Cry Baby. Unless my dad calls again. Then buh-bye Stephy.-.- So, yeah. Adios! <3

731702 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-12
Written: (6889 days ago)

Won't be on tomorrow. Staying after school to watch Stacy's soccer game and then going to her house until late at night. <3

First Block:
We got to do our presentation! And once again, I screwed up. Well, my voice did anyways. Squeaky and shaky. And I think I was blushing too. No idea, seeing as I kept glancing at everyone else in my group.XD I think we did decently. Not that great, but not bad. Pretty good, I suppose. Test is tomorrow. Ms. Ortiz changed it, seeing as she knew we were gonna take the whole class period with our presentations. So, yeah. That was basically all of first block. Presentations and a reminder of notes.

Second Block:
No more soccer drills! We actually got to play soccer. Well, everyone else did. I was still sick and in pain. I blocked a goal once, though. Fear me! XD Though I ended up kicking Adriana at the same time. Oh well. Payback's a bitch. >> << <3

Lunch:
Again, nothing interesting. Gatorade machine thingy is still acting like a bitch. Lunch was dull. And me and Stacy talked. Oh yes. The most interesting time of day. XD

Third Block:
Reviewed trig. Have a test tomorrow. And Stacy now has an enemy in class! The same girl that I hate, too. ^.^ Keeping it short, it almost turned into a cat fight. The even worse thing about it, Stacy sits next to that idiot ghetto trash of a human being, too. But I think I cheered her up. The typical, "We know where people like her will be in a few years" talk. We LOVE those. :3

Fourth Block:
No more movies! ;-; More notes, though. And the test is now next Wednesday, instead of Tuesday. But because I got called out of class, I missed some of the notes. Bad enough that I lost my notebook with the other notes, too. Gotta ask the teacher if he can let me copy them all over.-.- *blinks*Well, I got called out of class to go talk to my counselor lady about my classes for next semester. And this is what I got:

AP Geography (second part of AP World History)
Computers (required course)
Spanish for Spanish Speakers Level One. (...Oooh, it goes by levels! n00b. XD)
Honors English.
Yup, my new classes. No idea which blocks I'll get them though. Ah well. Atleast I know what they are. Plus I'm going to summer school this year. To make up the second semester of Algebra, and to take enrichment courses. <3

...And that was my day. Have to work on homework, and then I'm off to rent some videos to take with me tomorrow when I go to Stacy's house. So, adios mis queridos. <3

731282 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-12
Written: (6890 days ago)

My day, biznitches. <3

First Block:
Test tomorrow. And we didn't even get to do our presentation. Matthew and Jorge's group took like twenty-five minutes with theirs, and the class spent almost an hour getting everything ready. We only got to two and a half groups. Bird's group has to finish their presentation tomorrow. Along with the rest of us. And we have a test. Which I still have to finish taking notes for. Crud.-.-
And Jannete got in a car accident before school. @.@ Great way to start off the day.

Second Block:
Soccer drills again. Nothing much happened. Other than me getting sick and getting hit with a soccer ball. Twice. Which basically made Adriana almost die of laughter. Me getting hit was her fault.>.<

Person: Block the ball!
Me:...*begins to block it*
Adriana: Watch out for the ball!O.O GET IT!
Me:*blinks and takes a step back**glances at her*...O.o
Adriana: Get the-!
Me:*gets hit in the face with the ball*@.@...STUPID!*tosses the ball at her*>.<!!!
Adriana:O.O...*falls to the ground laughing*You should have seen the look on your face!XD

...It happened again, this time from her trying to keep the ball away from her. Except it landed in my arms.XD

Lunch:
Boring, as usual. Gatorade machine thingy didn't take dollars, so once Stacy got their we had to go buy them at the student store. After that, we found an empty table between the ghetto people and the black clothing people. We're such loners. XD
Anyways.>> << She went to go get her lunch and I got bored waiting for her, so I ended up writing a bit more for Kisa's letter. It's all pretty and colorful looking. But it's going to get to her late. Dad keeps forgetting the stamps.-.- Fuck. But, eh. Lunch was dull. Me and Stacy just talked about random things. As usual. XD

Third Block:
Pain got worse and I felt like crap. Managed to take a few notes, but wasn't able to really write much on Kisa's letter. Stacy passed me a note, so I replied back. And Guillermo ended up falling asleep next to me with his MP3 Player on. I wonder if I was the only one that heard him snoring. XD Managed to talk to Stacy a bit more near the end of the class period. Mainly about what we're going to do on Friday. Nothing special, really. I just almost fell asleep. About twice.

Fourth Block:
This time no blood on the walls!XD Or cat fights. Ended up watching another movie. But by then, I was moody and didn't feel like talking to anyone, so I hardly talked to Adriana. Thank you pain.-.- Took about a page of notes, and Mr. Lowinger ended up talking with the class. And making fun of Miguel. Who deserves it. But, yeah. Once again, nothing special happened.

Well, must go back to biology homework and then notes. Adios, mis queridos. <3

730657 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-10
Written: (6891 days ago)

Kisa, look at the bottom of this.

Today sure was interesting.

Two fights. And finding out about two people being shot.

It's South Central all over again. :3

First Block:
Presentation tomorrow. Well, group presentation. Have to go a bit early to school tomorrow to get everything set up before class starts. All I have to do right now is look for three pictures and e-mail them to Stacy. We're doing it on Japan. :3 From 600 B.C.E to...I forgot. But, yeah. Whee. Can't wait to get up in front of the class. With Bird sitting in the front. And probably going to end up making me start laughing. >>;;; Which reminds me, Ms. Ortiz moved our seats the first day we got back. Which was yesterday, but anyways. She moved us all. And I don't sit next to bird anymore. I sit next to some guy who didn't even work on his notes during break, so I had to do to our work on my own.-.- *blinks*Have to look for three pictures and e-mail them to Stacy for our presentation. Crud.@.@

Second Block:
Soccer drills today. For us girls, anyway. The guys got to go and just play, but we didn't. No idea why, but Ms. Woods wanted us to drill first. After we jogged a lap. The drills were pretty dull. Oh! And Adriana got attacked by a lady bug on our way back to locker room. XD Don't ask.>> <<

Third Block:
Geometry. I hate geometry. So freakin' dull. The lectures, anyway. Most of the class falls asleep during them. I come pretty close to falling asleep, as well.XD Nothing interesting happened. Other than Adan getting made fun of by Guillermo and Alex for painting his nails black. Oh, I did talk to Luis though. Seeing as I asked him what he was writing, and also hiding, durnig our break near the end of the class period. Dude, he writes THREE notes to his girlfriend EACH day. So sweet. :3 He said he's just trying to be a bit romantic. Very cute. XD

Oh, and my A+ in geometry went down to a normal A. -.- Oh well.>> <<

Fourth Block:
Other than the fights and such, nothing much happened in biology. Just going to have a test next Tuesday and a guest speaker on Friday. A paleontologist, I believe. We're basically watching educational videos, having lectures, and taking down notes. Fun, fun. >>;;; Besides Adriana wanting me to either jump in or hold her back if she gets in a fight with the red streaked(her hair) girl, I can't find my notes from before winter break began. Damnit.>.<

To Kisa:
I'll most likely be at Stacy's this Friday. So just let me know when you might call, and I'll leave my cell phone on. <3 That may also mean that I have to take my cell phone charger with me too.XD Along with my camera.>> << Oh! And I'm making your letter as lesbian as I can. Messed with my mom's lipstick and left kisses on one of the pages. Damn boredom. XD All it needs now is my perfume. w00t! <3

...And that's it.>> << Adios now mis queridos. <3

729165 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-08
Written: (6893 days ago)

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I'm a 90's kid!

...Lookie. XD

You know you're a 90's kid if...

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

You've worn skorts and felt stylish

You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club

You use to love playing with your MY Little Pet Shop

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had fluffed bangs

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.

You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

" Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE"
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stumbed he's toe oe oe and thats the end end end of the elephants show ow ow.

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"

You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac and Vicki the Robot from "MY Little Wonder"

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and or collected "Pogs"

You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger and you owned a Skip It

You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.

You know the Macarena by heart..

" Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain woud finally take over the world

Oh yes, fear me.XD

728597 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (6894 days ago)

Note to Self:

Call Kisa later today. :3

728582 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (6894 days ago)

Tamales for me. >> << But I think I ate too much. Ow, stomach. Mucho pain.-.- Anyways! I'll be gone most of the day today, and probably tomorrow too. Have to go buy stuff for school and my siblings are probably going to be using the comp when we get back. And during the night we might go out for a drive, so I'll be back a bit late. Or maybe not. I have no idea.

*blinks*Oh, and Stacy, if you read this...NO LESBIAN BARS! And Kisa, no getting me drunk. Especially in a lesbian bar. I might get molested by some muscular lesbian chick. *sobs*...Anyways. Yup. Finished all my winter break homework and I just have shopping to do. So, yeah. Adios, mis queridos. <3

727250 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-05
Written: (6897 days ago)

I just fell in love...with a beautiful song. <3

Last Kiss
J Frank Wilson & The Cavaliers

Well, where oh where can my baby be
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven
So I got to be good
So I can see my baby
When I leave this ol' world

We were out on a date in my Daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, straight ahead
The car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right
Never forget the sound that night
The cryin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last

Well, where oh where can my baby be
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven
So I got to be good
So I can see my baby
When I leave this ol' world

Well, when I woke up
The rain was pourin' down
There were people standing all around
Something warm a-running in my eyes
But I found my baby somehow that night
I raised her head and when she smiled and said
"Hold me darling for a little while"
I held her close
I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love ... my life, that night

Well, where oh where can my baby be
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven
So I got to be good
So I can see my baby
When I leave this ol' world

726999 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-04
Written: (6897 days ago)

Everyone, well family anyway, keeps treating me like a baby. Since Monday.-.- Ah well. *blinks*I start school next Monday. Which means I have to go shopping this weekend. And I finished my notes! ^.^ Now I just have to finish my biology term paper and my DBQ for History. I might go out with Stacy this weekend too. Either to my Godfather's Cafe or to go see a movie. That is, if we're not busy. Or if it doesn't get too late.

I'm gonna miss getting up at eleven. I woke up about an hour ago. It's noon right now for me.XD And I'm watching Maury. o.o Third person now. First one cheated on his wife. Second one is a bisexual prostitute in order to pay for his wife's medicine because she's really sick. And now the third one is the same as the first.@.@

So! Mom's taking us out to eat once my sister gets out of school. Which is in two hours. I just have to clean, iron my clothes, and take a shower. I'll probably be back later this evening. Maybe. *blinks*Oh, and today's the fourth...I love you Matt. Very much.

726025 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (6899 days ago)

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I'm so glad I have Kisa and Stacy with me. They made this whole fucking day better. Even though I'm still crying and feel like utter crap. But whatever. Shit happens. I'm still crying. But it'll end. Soon, I hope. Threw everything away. It hurt, but I had too. It would be worse if I kept it all. The journal, the letters, everyting. The tears are the price of a broken heart, I guess. But...I have Kisa and Stacy. And I'm thankful for that. I love them both very much. <3

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-31
Written: (6901 days ago)

Ohmygawd! Kisa called me yesterday! O.O And guess what?! We talked for FIVE AND A HALF HOURS on the phone last night! ^.^ And this is most of what happened last night. o.o

-She told her mom we were lesbian lovers. XD
-We were both half dead on the phone
-Something about phone sex. >> <<
-By the looks of it, one of us died.O.o
-One of us might be pregnant with the others child.XD
-It only got serious for like less than an hour. O.o Conversation wise that is.>>;;;
-Kept telling each other to go to bed, but ended up adding another hour to our conversation.
-She made me make my bird noise thing.@.@
-I kept scaring her. XD
-Her phone kept losing our call over five times.>.<

...And that's all that I can remember.>> << Adios mis queridos, I have to go out for a bit. ^.^;;; <3

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Written about Friday 2005-12-30
Written: (6902 days ago)

Really freakin' pissed off right now. No idea why. Everyone's just been annoying me today. Family, anyway. And I don't think I'm going to the concert today, either. Reverend Horton Heat with Horrorpops and Graceland Mafia will be at the House of Blues in Anaheim today. And that's the concert everyone kept saying I could go too. But now I can't. From what I can tell, my uncle couldn't find another ticket. Eh, whatever. There's always another time to go, I guess. Even though I really wanted to see the Horrorpops live. *shrugs*Maybe my cousin Gloria will tell me about it. She, her brother and my uncle Joel are going. Oh well, I have homework to work on anyway.

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