Basics
1. Name: Stephanie.
2. Nicknames: Stephy
3. Birthday: August 21st.
4. Place of Birth: Somewhere.
5. Zodiac Sign: Leo.
6. Gender: Female
7. Age: 15 1/2
8. School: SEHS.
9. Occupation: Student, lesbian lover to Shelby. <3
10. Location: Southern California.
11. Screen Name: For what place?


Appearance
12. Hair Color: Dark brown with blondish highlights.
13. Hair Length: Passed my shoulders.
14. Eye Color: Dark brown.
15. Nail Appearance: Black and blue.
16. Height: 5'5
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Mmhm.
18. Do you like yourself?: Not really.
19. Braces? No.
20. Do you think you're hot? Hell no.
21. Piercing: Nothing.
23. Right or Left-handed: Right

"Firsts"
24. First Kiss: Nobody.
25. First Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: Meh, Matt.
26. First Best Friend(s): Blanca in fourth grade. But Stacy since 7th grade.
27. First Award: Can't remember.
28. First Sport You Joined: None, I think.
29. First Pet: Doggie.
30. First Vacation: Somewhere in Baja California.
31. First Concert: None.
32. First Love: Person in elementry school.
33. First real Love: My ex.

Favorites
33. Movie: Phantom of the Opera, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Cry Baby, The Corpse Bride, Disney flick, etc etc.
34. TV Show: Eh, none.
35. Color: I have no favorite.
36. Bands: Do you honestly want the ever growing list?
37. Song: ...Must I repeat myself, as well?
38. Food: Mexican and Italian.
39. Drink: Pink Lemonade and juice.
40. Candy: Anything fruit flavored.
41. Sport to Play: I don't have a death wish.
42. Sport to Watch: Soccer.
43. Brand of Clothing: I have none.
44. Stores: Whatever.
45. School Subject: AP World History.
46. Animal: Domestic and wild cats, wolves, pandas...
47. Books: I have many. <3
48. Magazines: None.



Currently
49. Eating: Nothing.
50. Drinking: Again, nothing.
52. online?: Yes, sherlock.
53. Listening to: Miyavi. <3
54. Thinking About: Shelby. Kisses! <3
55. Wanting To: Go to bed.
56. Watching: Foamy. :3

Future
58. Want Kids?: Yush.
59. Want to Get Married?: I think so, yeah.
60. Career in Mind: Still haven't decieded. Speech-Language Pathologist, perhaps? Some kind of doctor or nurse, really. Photography and writing being my hobbies of interest.



Preference
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both.
70. Short or tall: Tall, I guess.
71. Easygoing or Serious: Uhm, easy going.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both. <3
73. Fatty or Skinny: Doesn't matter. XD
74. Sensitive or loud: Eh, a little bit of both?
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
76. Sweet or Caring: Both. <3
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Both for sure.


Have You Ever
78. Kissed a Stranger: No.
79. Drank Alcohol: Just a sip.
80. Smoked: No.
81. Ran Away From Home: I've thought about it.
82. Broken a Bone: Not yet.
83. Gotten an X-ray: Nope.
84. Broken Someone's Heart: I think so.
85. Broken Up With Someone: Mmhm.
86. Turned Someone Down: Uhm, yup. Hard to believe, no?
87. Cried When Someone Died: *nods*My grandpa....
88. Cried At School: Many times.



Beliefs
89. God: Maybe.
90. Miracles: Sort of.
91. Love At First Sight: Not really.
92. Ghosts: Maybe.
93. Aliens: YUSH!
94. Soul Mates: Again, maybe.
95. Heaven: Hopefully.
96. Hell: Of course.
98. Kissing on The First Date: On the cheek, I suppose.
99. Horoscopes: Depends.

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: Yup.

Started crying during third today.
Fucking hell. I'm just tired of everything.
I think I'm starting to hate him.
Him being whatshisfaceexperson.
But I still love him.
And god only knows why.
Then there's the shit between my parents and me,
I felt like cutting yesterday.
Dying.
Just letting go.
But I didn't.
I just cried.
And didn't sleep because of their fighting.
I screamed to her.
Not yelled.
Let out a single, piercing scream filled with sobbing. . .
This was all yesterday.
And I started thinking about whatshisface...
And the family drama.
My grandpa.
Everything.
And I had to bite down on my bottom lip to keep from sobbing,
During third that is.
Meh.
Screw this. I'm gonna read for fourth block instead.

I'm starting to be tempted.
Maybe I should have some sort of "fling" with one of them?
I mean, they say they "love" me oh so dearly...
That I'm tempted to pretend I feel the same and tear their fucking hearts apart, shred them into tiny pieces, and grind the remains into dust. Just so I can smile wickedly and know that I'm the one that caused this pain that I've already had to go through.
I don't know.
I'm probably just bitchy again.
And the whole concept is stupid and hurtful.
Meh, I need a nap.

Once again, in fourth block. And bored of my fucking mind and wondering what to do about my two dear friends who appear to have a thing for me. How amusing. Why would they even give a flying fuck about me? I'm so emo lately it's not even funny.

Likeohmygawdnobodylovesmecutcutsobsobbleedbleedonthecarpetabyssofaheartmournmournformebitchifuckinghatej00whylovemewanttodiefuckj00deathbitches. <3

Meh, sorry. Really tired right now. All I want to do is sleep, sleep, and...sleep. But, anyways! :3 Moving on.

Presentation dates got changed. So me and Stacy have to have our presentations for English tomorrow. I think we're the fourth group. Not exactly sure. Good thing I finished my poster last night. And that I managed to write notes on flash cards, too. Incase I forget anything. Mainly about the trials of Aphrodite towards Psyche. I have a bad memory, and I didn't properly learn about those until...yesterday. >>;;;

But! I got a 96 on the test on Antigone. Maybe that saved my grade. Hopefully. I think the essay on Psyche is the only really bad thing I've done so far. But, I think I might get a second chance on it. Which means I'll be busy not only today, but tomorrow until. And I probably don't even want to get online on Friday, either. So I might call Kisa or one of my beloved hopefuls. In other words, the guys who are madly infatuated with me. *makes gagging noises*Maybe calling them and being all nice is a bad way to go.*twitches*Oh well. I have nothing better to do but to flirt with people and flirt with my inner emoness that wants to break free and DANCE! XD

...*coughs*Spanish! Nothing interesting to say. Other than the fact that I have an A! WOOOOOO! PARTY! XD And I started on Kisa's letter. :3

Lunch! Uhm, Youth Action Meeting. Found out I'm not going to go to the Anti-War Rally on the 18th.*sobs*I wanted to go. But! I might go mini-golfing. X3 Yay! Can't wait. We're going to Gulf 'N' Stuff...ies.>> << Hopefully I can go. They told us it's at five in the afternoon. So maybe I can make it. Unless my parents have other plans on April Fools Day.-.-*sighs*

So, moving on. Third period. AP World History. Nothing much to say, really. Having a test tomorrow, which means that I have notes to do today. And we have to watch a video and take notes on it, so I didn't even have time to continue with the note taking I need to have done by tomorrow.>.<

...Fourth period. I'm here. Still bored and sleepy and...meh. But, I'm staying after school today. For CAHSEE class thing. Great. Less time to finish my notes. CAHSEE test is coming up soon. As is the AP Exam for World History. Grrbitchgrrr. Have to turn in the application to take the exam today after school before heading to my CAHSEE class.*sighs*Oh well. Bell rings in less than ten minutes. I'm out. :3 Lurve. <3

Unfinished poem pieces. Seperate, poems. For now.>> <<

Is it worth crying over,
Someone who won't cry over you?
Is it worth loving someone,
Whose feelings aren't true?
Is it worth caring for someone,
Who stopped caring for you?
Is it worth hurting inside,
For someone who never thinks of you?

Will the pain ever cease?
Will the fear of love ever leave?
Will these invisible tears ever stop?
Will any of that go away?

Oh look. An ACTUAL diary entry thingy. How marvalous.

FUUUUCK!

Is is possible to fear love?
To be scared of getting attatched...
To someone?

It isn't worth crying over someone who won't cry over you.

Can't wait for the dull love to cease.
The pain is slowly leaving...
But it's still here.
But now I talk more, and I'm away from home longer.
Away from him and thoughts of him.
Only thoughts I have are of friends, family, and school.
And maybe once in a while, him.
Always painful...
Or always causing me anger.
Either way, I'm moving on.
No matter how much it hurts.
I feel more freedom now that I don't have love.
But I know I'll manage...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥___xoxo

Narrowed it down:

Speech-Language Pathologist
Epidemiologist
Psychologist
Director of Photography
Website Designer
Anthropologist
Archivist


Classes that I should take for Speech-Language Pathologist. <3
Grade 11
English
Journalism & Communication
Mathematics
Biology
Chemistry
Law & Government
Computers
International Languages
Child Care & Development


Grade 12
English
Journalism & Communication
Mathematics
Biology
Chemistry
Economics
Psychology
Computers
International Languages
Child Care & Development

http://www.careercruising.com/Careers/JobDetails.aspx?LoginID=BA1B6AB4-F569-44AE-B34F-A89135AAD8E6&OccNumber=400&MM=1&amp;field=WorkCond

Had to take some test for my fourth block class...thing. Anyways, these are the careers and jobs that I "might" be interested in. XD


1. Epidemiologist
 
2.
Website Designer
 
3.
Naturopath
 
4.
Translator
 
5.
Technical Writer
 
6.
Writer
 
7.
Market Research Analyst
 
8.
Director of Photography
 
9.
Political Aide
 
10.
Criminologist
 
11.
Audiologist
 
12.
Management Consultant
 
13.
Biologist
 
14.
Researcher
 
15.
Physical Therapist
 
16.
Webmaster
 
17.
Occupational Therapist
 
18.
Critic
 
19.
Economist
 
20.
Physician Assistant
 
21.
Humanitarian Aid Worker
 
22.
Anthropologist
 
23.
Art / Music Therapist
 
24.
Industrial-Organizational Psychologist
 
25.
Historian
 
26.
Multimedia Developer
 
27.
Psychologist
 
28.
Zoologist
 
29.
Environmental Consultant
 
30.
Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator
 
31.
Artist
 
32.
Statistician
 
33.
Archivist
 
34.
Animator
 
35.
Graphic Designer
 
36.
Speech-Language Pathologist
 
37.
Special Effects Technician
 
38.
Illustrator
 
39.
Industrial Engineering Tech
 
40.
Physical Therapy Assistant

Typical.
Another bad day.
I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop.
It started out so fucking good and then it went back to hell.
And there was a lot of fucking stupid ass hell love songs on the radio.
FUCK IT.
I'm in no mood for fucking shit that those songs talk about.
And I'm also in no fucking mood for being at home...
Or doing school work.
I fucking swear.
I'm tired of my parents fighting.
The whole, wonderful day...
FUCKING RUINED.
I feel so fucking EMO.
I called Kisa...
But her mom said she was already asleep.
Huh. Oh well. I need to stop crying and get back to my essay.
Meh. Whatever.
Bye.

...Once again in fourth block. XD Extremely bored and listening to Panic! At the Disco. Among other things. Such as the songs by Adam and Andrew. :3 I <3 them. XD

Anyways! Onto my day.

In fourth block again.>> << Which means another diary entry. XD Unless the computers get blocked again thanks to the idiot next to me playing his music to fucking loud.-.- Like now. FUHHHH!>.<*twitches*Save me.;-;

Block One:
Had TWO tests today.@.@ Think I got a B on both.XD My grades are going down again. Crud. Anyways, I have homework to work on this weekend.@.@
Autobiographical Narrative:
Requirements: Double-spaced
*1 to 2 pages in length.
*Sentence variety.
*Use of appositions (2)
*Responds to promt
*Use of imagery (3)
Tone:Authors choice.
DictionSupport tone.
Figerative Language: to support tone.
Prompt: Why are you successful while other students are floundering? Select one specific event in your life which, in retrospect, can be seen as the springboard to your success.

So, yeah. That was basically it. That, and Mr. Vorwald telling us how he was a very strange kid.XD ...He really was.O.o

Block Two:
Test for this class too.-.- It would have been the same amount as the ones I had for first block, but the copies for the second test were messed up, so we were saved. I think it's about Nicaragua. God, I hope so. I already know half of the facts. Anyways, we had a test, turning in all our homework, and other stuff. Did some class work and listened to a lecture. Plus, we have homework.

Tarea: Definiciones; elementos de literatura pg. 13 y 14.

Basically around twenty words. More or less.

Lunch:
Nothing much happened. o.o Ate with Stacy. Talked. And that was basically it.

Block Three:
We had a guest speaker today. About the AP Exam we have to take in May. God, four freakin' hours in the library.>.< I don't know if I'll survive. o.o Mentally, that is.>> <<
Well, once again, had ANOTHER test. For this class. Managed to ace it though. :3 Yayness. But, we have homework too.-.-
Continue reading and finish chapter.
Quiz on Tuesday.
Do all maps and answer questions.
Finish SOAPs.
And yeah, that's it.>> << Got a new book from the library! :3 Two, anyways. Some version of Dracula and this book called Amy and Isabelle by Elizabeth Strout. Awesome. Mucho.

Block Four:
I'll break down. Bell is about to ring.
Getting annoyed by the dumb fuck next to me.
Had a test.
Bored.
Finished typing course yesterday.
Looking for sites that aren't blocked.
Have to go turn in work.
The end. o.o

....Wondering if I should walk or take the bus.XD Think I'll take the bus. Well, I'm off. :3 LOVE YOU! ...People. <3

Bored in computer class again. Finished some dull typing program before everyone. Gawd. Some of this people haven't been able to go higher than level two since yesterday. Jesus Christo.*sighs*Dios mio, esta gente.

Anyways! :3 Onto my day. Or whatever parts I can remember, that is.

Block one:
Gawd, I knew I shouldn't read in that class.-.- I sit right in FRONT of the damn teacher, so I can't do much because of that. He scares me. Hell, he scares alot of us. We don't want to ask him questions.XD
Anyways. Reviewed some terms and such. And then we played a game using the terms! My side of the room won, of course. :3 Five to one.XD Other than that, test tomorrow.@.@

Block two:
Boring.
As usual. Went over the homework. Read a bit. And that was it. Pero, tengo que escribe unos resumenes.*sighs*I did two, I just need...dos mas.@.@
Other than that, I think I have a good grade in that class. So far, anyways. Don't know if we have a quiz tomorrow. Maybe we do. I pray to god we don't.>.<

Lunch:
GSA meeting! <3
And in case you didn't know, it means Gay Straight Alliance. Voted for president and all that crud. And we had skittles, lemonade, and chips! I only had Pink Lemonade. I didn't eat today.-.- Oh well. I'm fine for now. :3 Anyways, meeting was fun. More new members. New straight people too.XD Though, I found out that one of Adriana's ex-boyfriends is bi and his mom found out when she walked in on him making out with his ex-boyfriend.O.o ...Adriana had heard rumors that he only went out with her to prove to people that he wasn't gay.*shakes head*Typical, Americonized, telenovela. @.@ ...Which I used to watch when I was little. Much better than English soap operas.-.- Anyways! Moving on. <3

Third block:
I barely passed the test we took yesterday with a B-. @.@ I swear, my grade might go down in that class.>.< I don't want that. I'm starting to feel ashamed if I get a C in anything. Test or permament grade. Hell, I feel ashamed if I get a B nowadays.-.- Oh well. Anyways! We had a half hour, deep, class discussion.XD Fun, fun. I participated.>> << Mucho philosophical. ^.^ Somewhere along the lines this happened... o.o

Ms. Ortiz: *says something about how these concepts applied to only man*
Stephany: So does that mean women were considered awesome? ^.^
Ms. Ortiz: They weren't even considered into their discussions of humanity and their actions.^.^;;;
Stephany, among other people: *grumbles about how thier mothers gave them life and carried them around for nine months*
Matthew:...BUT YOU ATE THE APPLE!
Me:*thinking:Said from the overly proud Christian. Go figure. o.o*

...So, yeah. Other than that, I have a quiz for this class tomorrow, as well. ^.^;;;

Block four:
...Finished my homework. And all that other class. Extremely bored right now. As you can see. XD *points down*Boredom in fourth block made me do it. o.o

If I was a country I'd be: Mexico. The history and my family coming from there is so...awesome.
If I was a bad habit I'd be: Biting of teh lips. o.o My own that is.
If I was an ice cream flavor I'd be: Rainbow Sherbert. :3
If I was a disease I'd be: ...Malaria.>> <<
If I was a feeling I'd be: Confusion.
If I was a war I'd be: French Revolution
If I was a city I'd be: San Diego
If I was a color I'd be: Some shade of blue.
If I was a movie I'd be: Mulan. >> <<
If I was a currency I'd be: Pesos
If I were a month, I'd be: August
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Friday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: Sunset. <3
If I were a planet, I'd be: Jupiter
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: Harp Seal
If I were a direction, I'd be: West
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: ...No idea. o.o A love seat? XD
If I were a sin, I'd be: Lust.
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Water
If I were a tree, I'd be: Willow Tree
If I were a bird, I'd be: Hummingbird
If I were a tool, I'd be: Hammer
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: Sunflower
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Rainy/cloudy weather
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: Electric Guitar
If I were an animal, I'd be: Some wild feline. Rawr. :3
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: Carrot
If I were a sound, I'd be: Raindrops.
If I were an element, I'd be: Water
If I were a song, I'd be: Stupid Girls by Pink
If I were a food, I'd be: Rice. o.o
If I were a material, I'd be: Satin
If I were a taste, I'd be: Somewhat spicy.
If I were a word, I'd be: Awesome. o.o
If I were a body part, I'd be: The eyes...for romantic reasons. o.o
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: Spaced out.
If I were a shape, I'd be a: Circle. >> <<
If I were a number, I'd be: ...69?XD Nah, 21.^-^
If I were a band, I'd be: I have too many to pick from. o.o Uhm, Rise Against. <-- I suppose.