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[Just another heartache on my lips.]'s diary

775691 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-04-10
Written: (6804 days ago)

^{Shelby! >> <<

...NO!

I love you way more.

More than fishies, rainbows, glitter, and...

PINK FUZZY HANDCUFFS!

Likeohmygawd. <3

You ish my one and only.

Oh, yeah. Lesbianess? >>;;

So ha. I win.

If you try to counter this,

I'll counter you. Again, and again. XD

Or until I get lazy and snug-molest-poke you. snickers>>;

Anyways, kisses and such. <3

...To my Shelby, of course.

Stupid biatches. >>;

She's mine! <33}

^{P.S. I'm gonna miss you! ;-; </3}

775520 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-04-10
Written: (6805 days ago)

Passed the game...
Ohmygawd. Riku is so smexy.
Game is full of surprises, like grrr. @.@
But when it ended, some battle report appeared and wouldn't go away for like ten minutes, so me and my brother got annoyed and restarted the PS2, and NOTHING WAS SAVED! *falls to the floor sobbing hysterically*Noooooooooo!
...Oh. And cliffhanger again. o.o
*prays for a KH3* >>;

775499 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-04-10
Written: (6805 days ago)

^{Disco, motherfucker. <3}

http://www.myspace.com/thepenfifteenclub

775099 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-04-09
Written: (6805 days ago)

Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic...
Worthless piece of shit.
Mwee!
teenage angst!
Don't you just ADORE it?!
You know I don't. :3
Heh, I'm so tired. </3

774602 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-04-09
Written: (6806 days ago)

Giving up on so many things.
Haa. I love it oh so much.
Fuck you and your lies. <3
:3 Pathetic excuse for a human.
Go fuck a knife or something.
Squee!
I hate you. ^^

774304 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6807 days ago)

Family drama. Again.
Lucky you can't hear my mom slamming every door she can.*sighs*
Swear, these are the times when I just want to crawl off and die.
Or run away.
Whichever comes first, ya know?
*sighs*I feel like crying...
And I'm more suicidal than ever!
Wonderful...</3>

774238 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6807 days ago)

^{"Hit 'N' Run"}

by Horrorpops.

^{Hit 'n' Run

Hit and run by love

But broken less than i ask for

Just another crease

Another bump to pass by,

A bruise to heal}

^{I've gotten the wouldn't you rather be friends

I guess that could make sense

If we hadn't kisses

If you hadn't made me feel like I

Could never be missed}

^{Let on by love and crushed by love

Well, it's nothing to cry for

I'm not the first to be lied to

A tainted heart, rancid lust

Never should, never said

Never felt sorry}

^{Everlasting love

Turned out to be nothing

Ha- its rather bleak-yeah

But I've been sucker punched

One hell of a lot}

^{Let on by love and crushed by love

Well, it's nothing to cry for

No, i'm not the first to be lied to

A tainted heart, rancid lust

Never should, never said

Never felt

Sorry for falling in love

A one night off and I wanted more

But I never felt, never said

Never been sorry}

773971 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6807 days ago)

^{Thinking of him makes me wanna gag. ^^}

773636 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6808 days ago)

^{"Strawberry Gashes"}

By Jack Off Jill.

^{Turn her over

A candle is lit, I see through her

Blow it out and save all her ashes for me}

^{Curse me sold her

The poison that runs it's course through her

Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over}

^{Watch me fault her

You're living like a disaster

She said kill me faster

with strawberry gashes all over}

^{Called her over

and asked her if she was improving

She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here}

^{Hex me told her

I dreamt of a devil that knew her

Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over}

^{Watch me fault her

You're living like a disaster

She said kill me faster

with strawberry gashes all over}

^{I lay quiet

waiting for her voice to say

"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"}

^{Scold me failed her

If only I'd held on tighter to her

Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me}

^{Watch me lose her

It's almost like losing myself

Give her my soul

and let them take somebody else get away from me}

^{Watch me fault her

You're living like a disaster

She said kill me faster

with strawberry gashes all over all over me}

773469 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-04-06
Written: (6809 days ago)

Heroes always fail.

^{Gawd, I have TWO porjects to do for English.

One project for Spanish that I have to do on my OWN.

And I don't even have the prompt.

I'll go after school. Meh.

Another thing: Finish novel for English.

Read two chapters for History.

Read 70 chapters of the Da Vinci Code for book club.

Test on the two chapters for history.

Two tests for English.

An essay due for English as well.

AP testing in May.

Along with other tests.

Meh. So stressed.

And Adriana wants to come over tomorrow.-.-

This is my oh so lovely spring break.

Shiiit.

Ah well. I'm out.

Fuck it all and you. ^^ <3

Haa. you know I love you.

Well, most of you. <3}

773152 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-04-04
Written: (6811 days ago)

Kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over...

^{Tyler made me depressed. :D

And I was having such a good day too...

Managed not to miss Dan so much,

And still giggling over history.

But alas, I'm back to feeling emo.

Farewell, my darlings. <3}

772911 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-04-03
Written: (6812 days ago)

Mama I just killed a man. Put a gun against his head, pulled the trigger, and now he's dead.

Ew. You look like bad porn.

*dances*Chris, my star, dropped by before third block started. *giggles*He's so adorable. :3 If only he wasn't gay. xD Ah well. I wuvvles him. <3

Anywho! Left early from first block to see some therapist lady. She wanted to test me for A.D.D.*giggles absently*Ah, I don't have A.D.D. I just day dream alot. Of being happy, losing weight, anime, prince/princess charming, life. *hums*It's all a dream for meeeee! *sings*

Ohmygawd. History was so fun! *twirls*Such a random an doh so naughteh conversation. We couldn't stop laughing. XD Wonderbra, fuzzy pink handcuffs, drag queens, Amsterdam, and Tarzan! *falls over laughing* xD Ay, dios mio.

Anyways, close to finishing KH2! Oh, My Axel, dearest.*sniffs*;-; Anyways, I'm out. May not be on much today. Not like it matters, so adios! <3

772093 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-04-02
Written: (6813 days ago)

Forgot to take my Prozac today.*giggles*
I feel like hurting myself. :3
Ah well.
Today was dull.
Played Kingdom Hearts and did lots of homework and cleaning.
Now it's time to supress the Emoness and finish on my homework.
Fuck you and good night. <3

771933 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-04-01
Written: (6814 days ago)

^{Fuck you. <3}

Have a good fucking life.

Excuse me while I go on a world wide suicide spree.

I'm gone. KH2 and homework call. Must escape the inner emo. Fuck you and good night. <3

771605 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-03-31
Written: (6815 days ago)

^{We're in lockdown mode! And I'm stuck in computers.}

*cackles*<3

770385 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-03-29
Written: (6817 days ago)

Look what Chris, my star, filled out for me. ;-;

From: Stephy
Date: Mar 28, 2006 9:22 PM

Dear Stephy.

I have always wanted to hug you.

you have a cute smile =)

You make me want to become straight or bi.

You should feel good because of that.

Someday I will take a picture with you? hopefully!!

You + me= Stephris or Chrisphy or Youme

If I saw you now I'd hug you.

I would build a theme park called stephyland just for you.

I would get your name tattooed on my ankle, idky.

If I could sing you any song it would be um... that one song from gravy train.. lol!

We could have a gay parade under the stars.

My love for you is like that of a gay man's love for a bisexual woman. lol idk..

Love,
Christophernopolis aka Chrisphy

(P.S. you make me wanna la la.)

770240 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-03-28
Written: (6817 days ago)

^{My Buddies from school. X3}

Saving these for something. <3

Bird!

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Diane. <3

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Chris! My star. <3

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Albert.
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Stephany, my Youth Action buddie.

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Maricruz. On the left. >>;
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Maria.

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Victor and Maria. ^-^ Not a couple. And hey look, our school! XD

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Jocelyin.

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Adan.

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The people I know in this pic: Bottom lef is Jeanette, behind her is Albert, and behind him is Christino. The guy with the hat and awesome glasses(at the bottom) is Jorge. And then it's Diane!

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770144 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-03-28
Written: (6817 days ago)

^{Still on lockdown at school. But they made us go to three out of four of our classes, which means I'm currently in fourth block (computers). The only classes I went to were first, third, and fourth. Honors English, AP World History, and computers, of course.}

^{I'm not even sure if there was another walkout today. Why even bother? They're currently going to vote and alter the law today, aren't they? What's the use in this whole walkout buisness? And the waving of Latin flags? It's stupid really. If you want your rights here, at least wave the American flag with the flag of your nationality. I can't help by laugh. Yet get frustrated soon afterwards.}

^{I have to finish my four page book report for Spanish today. Just in case we're not on lockdown again tomorrow. I also have to read six chapters for my Honors English class, and review all over again for history. By tomorrow. Fun, fun. I also have alot of things to work on for computers. Thanks to the lockdown, I didn't have time to even work on them on Friday. And I forgot my floppy and the word program won't open, either. So I can't even do anything for this class.}

^{Well, I want to go to Europe next year with Stacy...and other people from the school. Ah well. We doubt we'll have time to do much after highschool, so we need to get it over with.}

^{And Dan is gonna be out of the country for two weeks. I'm gonna miss him.*sobs*}

^{PMSing right now. In a class full of ignorant fucks. I'm gonna go. Adios. <3}

769734 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-03-28
Written: (6818 days ago)

...Need to fix this up. Badly.

The dog wears the face of a man again
He's back to his beastly actions
He's on the prowl for hearts to take
And feed upon emotions
The dog wears the face of affection
Even though he's filled with hate
His heart is an abyss of nothingness
With eyes that not one can relate
The dog wears the face of love
Which is nothing he has ever felt
All he knows is how to handle
The hearts that he has dealth
The dog wears a broken heart
Taken from his latest doll
He broke her heart
Grounded it out
And is on the prowl again.

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