[Just another heartache on my lips.]'s diary
To my Shelby:
Ohmygawd. I'm gonna miss you so much.And as I promised, I'm gonna write a very long entry just for you.
Before we both leave. ;-;
*kisses your tummy*>> << w00t. Babeh!
What if you have twins? XD
Anywho. I lurve you.
Mucho muchly much. <33
And I'll wait for that letter,
So I can write a long arse one back to you.
With a special something.
Perfume? Kissie kisses? Maybe that and more.
XD I just lost myself. Typical. >>;;
Anyways, have fun at the trip!
And take pics!
Tons and tons of 'em!
So I can see them, of course. >> <<
One of these days we are so gonna go on a trip of our own.
Teh funny funness. X3 <3
And yush. I belong to no one else.
*coughsebilsta
...we should go on a cruise. o.o
Yeah, we'd probably end up running up and down the halls, annoying everyone else, but eh! xD
o-o I'm getting off topic again. Sowwy. TT.TT
Well, as I've stated before, I L.O.V.E you.
Always and forever.
But why end it here?
*having too much fun*
We should start on that story once you come back!
...if we have time.;-;
Oh, yeah. Story about forbidden love between lesbians. xD
FUUUUUUN! >>;;; *giggles innocently*
You ish my smexy wife. o.o
Soon to be mother of our children. xD
o.o...we need to buy baby clothes soon!
...And I can still smell your perfume on the letters.
Pretty, pretty smell. X3
And bracelet. o.o Ohmygawd. Soon to be keychain, right? >>;
X3 Anyways, smoochies for you!!!!!!~ <3
*kisses-molest
Love you, Shelby. Very much and forever. <3
I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH! ;-; <3
Shelby! >> <<
...NO!
I love you way more.
More than fishies, rainbows, glitter, and...
PINK FUZZY HANDCUFFS!
Likeohmygawd. <3
You ish my one and only.
Oh, yeah. Lesbianess? >>;;
So ha. I win.
If you try to counter this,
I'll counter you. Again, and again. XD
Or until I get lazy and snug-molest-poke you. *snickers*>>;
Anyways, kisses and such. <3
...To my Shelby, of course.
Stupid biatches. >>;
She's mine! <33
Anyways, kisses and such. <3
...To my Shelby, of course.
Stupid biatches. >>;
She's mine! <33
P.S. I'm gonna miss you! ;-; </3
Passed the game...
Ohmygawd. Riku is so smexy.
Game is full of surprises, like grrr. @.@
But when it ended, some battle report appeared and wouldn't go away for like ten minutes, so me and my brother got annoyed and restarted the PS2, and NOTHING WAS SAVED! *falls to the floor sobbing hysterically*N
...Oh. And cliffhanger again. o.o
*prays for a KH3* >>;
Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic...
Worthless piece of shit.
Mwee!
teenage angst!
Don't you just ADORE it?!
You know I don't. :3
Heh, I'm so tired. </3
Giving up on so many things.
Haa. I love it oh so much.
Fuck you and your lies. <3
:3 Pathetic excuse for a human.
Go fuck a knife or something.
Squee!
I hate you. ^^
Lucky you can't hear my mom slamming every door she can.*sighs*
Swear, these are the times when I just want to crawl off and die.
Or run away.
Whichever comes first, ya know?
*sighs*I feel like crying...
And I'm more suicidal than ever!
Wonderful...</3>
"Hit 'N' Run"
by Horrorpops.Hit 'n' Run
Hit and run by love
But broken less than i ask for
Just another crease
Another bump to pass by,
A bruise to heal
I've gotten the wouldn't you rather be friends
I guess that could make sense
If we hadn't kisses
If you hadn't made me feel like I
Could never be missed
Let on by love and crushed by love
Well, it's nothing to cry for
I'm not the first to be lied to
A tainted heart, rancid lust
Never should, never said
Never felt sorry
Everlasting love
Turned out to be nothing
Ha- its rather bleak-yeah
But I've been sucker punched
One hell of a lot
Let on by love and crushed by love
Well, it's nothing to cry for
No, i'm not the first to be lied to
A tainted heart, rancid lust
Never should, never said
Never felt
Sorry for falling in love
A one night off and I wanted more
But I never felt, never said
Never been sorry
Thinking of him makes me wanna gag. ^^
"Strawberry Gashes"
By Jack Off Jill.A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
Heroes always fail.
One project for Spanish that I have to do on my OWN.
And I don't even have the prompt.
I'll go after school. Meh.
Another thing: Finish novel for English.
Read two chapters for History.
Read 70 chapters of the Da Vinci Code for book club.
Test on the two chapters for history.
Two tests for English.
An essay due for English as well.
AP testing in May.
Along with other tests.
Meh. So stressed.
And Adriana wants to come over tomorrow.-.-
This is my oh so lovely spring break.
Shiiit.
Ah well. I'm out.
Fuck it all and you. ^^ <3
Haa. you know I love you.
Well, most of you. <3
Kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over...
And I was having such a good day too...
Managed not to miss Dan so much,
And still giggling over history.
But alas, I'm back to feeling emo.
Farewell, my darlings. <3
Mama I just killed a man. Put a gun against his head, pulled the trigger, and now he's dead.
*dances*Chris, my star, dropped by before third block started. *giggles*He's so adorable. :3 If only he wasn't gay. xD Ah well. I wuvvles him. <3
Anywho! Left early from first block to see some therapist lady. She wanted to test me for A.D.D.*giggles absently*Ah, I don't have A.D.D. I just day dream alot. Of being happy, losing weight, anime, prince/princes
Ohmygawd. History was so fun! *twirls*Such a random an doh so naughteh conversation. We couldn't stop laughing. XD Wonderbra, fuzzy pink handcuffs, drag queens, Amsterdam, and Tarzan! *falls over laughing* xD Ay, dios mio.
Anyways, close to finishing KH2! Oh, My Axel, dearest.*sniff
I feel like hurting myself. :3
Ah well.
Today was dull.
Played Kingdom Hearts and did lots of homework and cleaning.
Now it's time to supress the Emoness and finish on my homework.
Fuck you and good night. <3
Fuck you. <3
We're in lockdown mode! And I'm stuck in computers.
Look what Chris, my star, filled out for me. ;-;
From: Stephy
Date: Mar 28, 2006 9:22 PM
Dear Stephy.
I have always wanted to hug you.
you have a cute smile =)
You make me want to become straight or bi.
You should feel good because of that.
Someday I will take a picture with you? hopefully!!
You + me= Stephris or Chrisphy or Youme
If I saw you now I'd hug you.
I would build a theme park called stephyland just for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my ankle, idky.
If I could sing you any song it would be um... that one song from gravy train.. lol!
We could have a gay parade under the stars.
My love for you is like that of a gay man's love for a bisexual woman. lol idk..
Love,
Christophernop
(P.S. you make me wanna la la.)
My Buddies from school. X3
Bird!
Diane. <3
Chris! My star. <3
Albert.
Stephany, my Youth Action buddie.
Maricruz. On the left. >>;
Maria.
Victor and Maria. ^-^ Not a couple. And hey look, our school! XD
Jocelyin.
Adan.
The people I know in this pic: Bottom lef is Jeanette, behind her is Albert, and behind him is Christino. The guy with the hat and awesome glasses(at the bottom) is Jorge. And then it's Diane!
Still on lockdown at school. But they made us go to three out of four of our classes, which means I'm currently in fourth block (computers). The only classes I went to were first, third, and fourth. Honors English, AP World History, and computers, of course.
I'm not even sure if there was another walkout today. Why even bother? They're currently going to vote and alter the law today, aren't they? What's the use in this whole walkout buisness? And the waving of Latin flags? It's stupid really. If you want your rights here, at least wave the American flag with the flag of your nationality. I can't help by laugh. Yet get frustrated soon afterwards.
I have to finish my four page book report for Spanish today. Just in case we're not on lockdown again tomorrow. I also have to read six chapters for my Honors English class, and review all over again for history. By tomorrow. Fun, fun. I also have alot of things to work on for computers. Thanks to the lockdown, I didn't have time to even work on them on Friday. And I forgot my floppy and the word program won't open, either. So I can't even do anything for this class.
Well, I want to go to Europe next year with Stacy...and other people from the school. Ah well. We doubt we'll have time to do much after highschool, so we need to get it over with.
And Dan is gonna be out of the country for two weeks. I'm gonna miss him.*sobs*
PMSing right now. In a class full of ignorant fucks. I'm gonna go. Adios. <3