[Just another heartache on my lips.]'s diary
I haven't taken my Prozac for FIVE DAYS.
Like, ohmygawd.
No wonder I feel so fucked up.
Ah well. Too late now.
Wonder how much I can take. :D
Ugly by The Exies
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don't know
Money it's no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it's far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it's far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
I'm bitter, you're angry.
You don't care, I don't care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I'm bitter, you're angry.
You don't care, I don't care
You love you, like me
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it's far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just LEAVE!
Haa. ♥ What a whore.
I'll play the submissive slut tonight, baby. ♥
It's the way that he made me fall in love...
Now who can this loser be, hm? :3
Pretty Girl by Sugarcult.
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
pretty soon she'll figure out: you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he makes you cry.
it's the way that he's in your mind.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love...
To my Shelby:
Ohmygawd. I'm gonna miss you so much.And as I promised, I'm gonna write a very long entry just for you.
Before we both leave. ;-;
*kisses your tummy*>> << w00t. Babeh!
What if you have twins? XD
Anywho. I lurve you.
Mucho muchly much. <33
And I'll wait for that letter,
So I can write a long arse one back to you.
With a special something.
Perfume? Kissie kisses? Maybe that and more.
XD I just lost myself. Typical. >>;;
Anyways, have fun at the trip!
And take pics!
Tons and tons of 'em!
So I can see them, of course. >> <<
One of these days we are so gonna go on a trip of our own.
Teh funny funness. X3 <3
And yush. I belong to no one else.
*coughsebilsta
...we should go on a cruise. o.o
Yeah, we'd probably end up running up and down the halls, annoying everyone else, but eh! xD
o-o I'm getting off topic again. Sowwy. TT.TT
Well, as I've stated before, I L.O.V.E you.
Always and forever.
But why end it here?
*having too much fun*
We should start on that story once you come back!
...if we have time.;-;
Oh, yeah. Story about forbidden love between lesbians. xD
FUUUUUUN! >>;;; *giggles innocently*
You ish my smexy wife. o.o
Soon to be mother of our children. xD
o.o...we need to buy baby clothes soon!
...And I can still smell your perfume on the letters.
Pretty, pretty smell. X3
And bracelet. o.o Ohmygawd. Soon to be keychain, right? >>;
X3 Anyways, smoochies for you!!!!!!~ <3
*kisses-molest
Love you, Shelby. Very much and forever. <3
I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH! ;-; <3
Shelby! >> <<
...NO!
I love you way more.
More than fishies, rainbows, glitter, and...
PINK FUZZY HANDCUFFS!
Likeohmygawd. <3
You ish my one and only.
Oh, yeah. Lesbianess? >>;;
So ha. I win.
If you try to counter this,
I'll counter you. Again, and again. XD
Or until I get lazy and snug-molest-poke you. *snickers*>>;
Anyways, kisses and such. <3
...To my Shelby, of course.
Stupid biatches. >>;
She's mine! <33
Anyways, kisses and such. <3
...To my Shelby, of course.
Stupid biatches. >>;
She's mine! <33
P.S. I'm gonna miss you! ;-; </3
Passed the game...
Ohmygawd. Riku is so smexy.
Game is full of surprises, like grrr. @.@
But when it ended, some battle report appeared and wouldn't go away for like ten minutes, so me and my brother got annoyed and restarted the PS2, and NOTHING WAS SAVED! *falls to the floor sobbing hysterically*N
...Oh. And cliffhanger again. o.o
*prays for a KH3* >>;
Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic...
Worthless piece of shit.
Mwee!
teenage angst!
Don't you just ADORE it?!
You know I don't. :3
Heh, I'm so tired. </3
Giving up on so many things.
Haa. I love it oh so much.
Fuck you and your lies. <3
:3 Pathetic excuse for a human.
Go fuck a knife or something.
Squee!
I hate you. ^^
Lucky you can't hear my mom slamming every door she can.*sighs*
Swear, these are the times when I just want to crawl off and die.
Or run away.
Whichever comes first, ya know?
*sighs*I feel like crying...
And I'm more suicidal than ever!
Wonderful...</3>
"Hit 'N' Run"
by Horrorpops.Hit 'n' Run
Hit and run by love
But broken less than i ask for
Just another crease
Another bump to pass by,
A bruise to heal
I've gotten the wouldn't you rather be friends
I guess that could make sense
If we hadn't kisses
If you hadn't made me feel like I
Could never be missed
Let on by love and crushed by love
Well, it's nothing to cry for
I'm not the first to be lied to
A tainted heart, rancid lust
Never should, never said
Never felt sorry
Everlasting love
Turned out to be nothing
Ha- its rather bleak-yeah
But I've been sucker punched
One hell of a lot
Let on by love and crushed by love
Well, it's nothing to cry for
No, i'm not the first to be lied to
A tainted heart, rancid lust
Never should, never said
Never felt
Sorry for falling in love
A one night off and I wanted more
But I never felt, never said
Never been sorry
Thinking of him makes me wanna gag. ^^
"Strawberry Gashes"
By Jack Off Jill.A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
Heroes always fail.
One project for Spanish that I have to do on my OWN.
And I don't even have the prompt.
I'll go after school. Meh.
Another thing: Finish novel for English.
Read two chapters for History.
Read 70 chapters of the Da Vinci Code for book club.
Test on the two chapters for history.
Two tests for English.
An essay due for English as well.
AP testing in May.
Along with other tests.
Meh. So stressed.
And Adriana wants to come over tomorrow.-.-
This is my oh so lovely spring break.
Shiiit.
Ah well. I'm out.
Fuck it all and you. ^^ <3
Haa. you know I love you.
Well, most of you. <3
Kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over...
And I was having such a good day too...
Managed not to miss Dan so much,
And still giggling over history.
But alas, I'm back to feeling emo.
Farewell, my darlings. <3
Mama I just killed a man. Put a gun against his head, pulled the trigger, and now he's dead.
*dances*Chris, my star, dropped by before third block started. *giggles*He's so adorable. :3 If only he wasn't gay. xD Ah well. I wuvvles him. <3
Anywho! Left early from first block to see some therapist lady. She wanted to test me for A.D.D.*giggles absently*Ah, I don't have A.D.D. I just day dream alot. Of being happy, losing weight, anime, prince/princes
Ohmygawd. History was so fun! *twirls*Such a random an doh so naughteh conversation. We couldn't stop laughing. XD Wonderbra, fuzzy pink handcuffs, drag queens, Amsterdam, and Tarzan! *falls over laughing* xD Ay, dios mio.
Anyways, close to finishing KH2! Oh, My Axel, dearest.*sniff
I feel like hurting myself. :3
Ah well.
Today was dull.
Played Kingdom Hearts and did lots of homework and cleaning.
Now it's time to supress the Emoness and finish on my homework.
Fuck you and good night. <3