;.; I knew it...I should've known! Everything I kept thinking of was true! EVERYTHING! *cries* Why does this always happen to me? Why do I bother falling in love when it always ends in heartbreak?! WHY?!?!?!

Thoughs thoughts are coming back...guess there goes my happy mood...

Oh my God! I feel super happy today! *cowers* Run for your lives! 8screams and faints* X_X lol =P

The party was cool! ^__^ Okie...at first it was bit boring...but then my friend Nancy and Vanessa came. Then we went to get Julio and his Sister. Then the other Julio came. And they where followed by Gabby, Adan, Adriana, and Alicia. It was cool....a lot of fun too. ^_^ Okie...I don't feel like writting much write now so laterz. ;P

Okie...going to the party....bye bye

*sighs* I'm not in the mood to write anything today....

'The Original Latin Kings of Comedy' is some funny ass shit! XP

I feel very depressed...leave me alone....it doesn't matter....so don't bother....

A few more days until the party...wow...the first party I actually want to go to...

heh...well today...Ummmmm...can i get back to you on that? O.O;;

Well I was kind depressed cuz I'm sick, my parents fought again, and one of my friends is moving...but talking to my friends and the report card made me happy. (GOOD GRADES! YAY! ^__^ )

...I don't feel like writting in this today....

Was it just to good to be true? ;.;

.............

Must I write in this today?

I decided to put my poem back in my diary...don't copy!

~Pain~

I just want to be from all the pain
to be happy once again
I'm tired of false smiles on my face
That I use to cover up all the disgrace
tears run freely through the night
As I dream of happier times in my life
Nobody loves me
They just pretend they do
They all want me gone
I know they do
Now if only they knew the pain and hurt that I go through...
If I wasn't so scared I would've been gone
but I am scared!
And it angers me so
I just want all this pain to go...

Okay..today is the day after my 13th birthday. It was okay...I'm bored and feel lazy right now so I won't write anymore...buh bye!

I hate my fucked up life...oh and tommarrow's my birthday. I'm turning 13. *sighs* Oh and I went to Six Flags Magic Mountain on Sunday...cuz nobody could go to Sea World..it rocked. The rides where all cool. I got on this ride called Revolution and it was cool. ^^;...*ahem* But now I'm back to hating my fuckin' life. Later.

I'm going to sea World with my family (parents,sibling, an aunt and uncle and their kids*my cousins*) I don't know if they are still going...but if they don't then we (parents,siblings,and I) are going to Six Falgs. I do want my cousins to go....but then again I don't. I want them to go because we have never been on a vacation together. And i don't want them to go cuz if I go to six Flags I'll be able to go on my first extreme ride (I'm scared of extreme hieghts...-.-;) Where I might lose my lunch, faint, scream bloody murder, or wet my pants O.o; Maybe all...hehe ^^; But whereever we go...it's gonna be cool. Well there's other stuff I wanna put...but I'll just keep that private...^.^; Later!

Love sucks. There that's my entry for today.

Back from the zoo...and guess what? I didn't think os sucide all day! *nods proudly* I have no life,huh? Well it was okay...except my feet are so friggin' sore! >_< Besides that it was okay. It was Matthew's fisrt trip to the zoo. He looked so cute with those big brown eyes. We have the same eyes. lol. ^^; Right now I'm listinig to Whisper by Evenessence. I love this song! ;) Anyways my parents stopped fighting. Which is cool. Well I gotta go. Adios!