you no screw all this talk about me going to kill myself no one will let me anyways.. not even the one that killed me on the inside.. im here and im not going anywhere soon i think.. [SEE YOU ALL IN HELL!]
ill burn in hell for this but if you dont see me on here (or anything else for that matter) for a week assume im dead..
[this song is for her too only because it tells about us now] over..
http://www.web
Let U Go
Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye
[Chorus:]
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go
You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye
[chorus]
I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do
[chorus]
AIDEN LYRICS
"See You In Hell..."
DIE!!
So now the lights flash white and all you see is anger get up.
Was your life worth it?
Were you content?
Could you make everything feel perfect in your own head?
But now, after all, can you just forget?
But now, after all, what do you got to show for it?
To darkness, to suffer when I fall.
I will see you in hell.
[X2]
DIE!!
There's no second chance to write away the anger.
Take it. I felt comfort in this broken glass, we're soaked in ash.
Would you catch me if I fell, hurting?
But now, after all, can you just forget?
But now, after all, what do you got to show for it?
To darkness, to suffer when I fall.
I will see you in hell.
[X2]
When you're broken, you're beat down.
See you in hell now, see you in hell now.
[elftown is my life]
DIE!!
So here's my last goodbye, this nightmare ends, you're asleep now, get up. I set my friends on fire.
I know I've lost control, I see you've lost your smile as this life takes its toll.
But now, after all, can you just forget?
But now, after all, what do you got to show for it?
To darkness, to suffer when I fall.
I will see you in hell.
[X2]
You won't be there when I fall.
I will see you in hell.
To darkness, to suffer when I fall.
I will see you in hell.
[X2]
[25 Momisms ]
[What Mom Taught Me!]
1. My mother taught me [TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.] "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."
2. My mother taught me [RELIGION.] "You better pray that will come out of the carpet."
3. My mother taught me about [TIME TRAVEL.] "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"
4. My mother taught me [LOGIC.] " Because I said so, that's why."
5. My mother taught me [MORE LOGIC.] "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."
6. My mother taught me [FORESIGHT.] "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."
7. My mother taught me [IRONY.] "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."
8. My mother taught me about the science of [OSMOSIS.] "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." / ["Shut the door and get out!" (my mom really said that to me)]
9. My mother taught me about [CONTORTIONISM.] "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"
10. My mother taught me about [STAMINA.] "You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."
11. My mother taught me about [WEATHER.] "This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."
12. My mother taught me about [HYPOCRISY.] "If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"
13. My mother taught me the [CIRCLE OF LIFE.] "I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."
14. My mother taught me about [BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.] "Stop acting like your father!"
15. My mother taught me about [ENVY.] "There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do."
16. My mother taught me about [ANTICIPATION.] "Just wait until we get home."
17. My mother taught me about [RECEIVING.] "You are going to get it when you get home!"
18. My mother taught me [MEDICAL SCIENCE.] "If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that way."
19. My mother taught me [ESP.] "Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"
20. My mother taught me [HUMOR.] "When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."
21. My mother taught me [HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.] "If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."
22. My mother taught me [GENETICS.] "You're just like your father."
23. My mother taught me about my [ROOTS.] "Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"
24. My mother taught me [WISDOM.] "When you get to be my age, you'll understand."
25. My mother taught me about [JUSTICE.] "One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"
[songs that mess with yer brain]
http://www.bad
http://legit.d
http://ahom.ru
http://www.alb
So what if I came clean
And told you all you mean to me
So what if I meant every word I said
Baby don't let it go to your head
So what if I write your name
Cause you're always on my brain
In a heart, I paint it crimson red
Baby don't let it go to your head
Don't be getting any big ideas
Let me make it clear
[Chorus:]
Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head
If I looked in your eyes
One, two, too many times
And memorized every word you said
Don't let it go to your head
So what if I want to kiss
From your toes up to your lips
It don't mean that you've had me yet
You're gonna be good, I bet
I'm the one whose in control here
Let me make it clear
Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head
If I looked in your eyes
One, two, too many times
And memorized every word you said
Don't let it go to your head
Ohhhhh
Don't let it go to your head
Ohhhhh
I had a porcelain doll
I held on to it so tightly
But when it broke, I swore
I'd never hold on to something that tightly again
Don't let it go to your head
Oh, no (oh, no)
Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head
Don't let it go to your head
Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head
If I looked in your eyes (ohh)
One, two, too many times
And memorized every word you said
Don't let it go to your head (ohh)
Don't let it go to your head (ohh)
Don't let it go to your head (don't let it, don't let it)
Don't let it go to your head (ohh)
[My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Beause you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be affected
By this Poem
And because you are affected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT]
["I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.]
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
[I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.]
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
[I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.]
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.
[I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.]
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
[We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.]
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
[I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.]
I am the domestic-viole
[I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.]
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
[I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.]
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexua.
[I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.]
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
[I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.]
repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong"
[the song i listen to when im mad]
DAVID USHER LYRICS
"Trickster"
I'm the trickster burn so brightly
I still hate you motherfuckers everyone
Wrapped in glory bound so tightly
I still need you even when I'm overcome
Saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
To be saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
I'm the trickster burned so badly
I still hate you motherfuckers everyone
Wore my sickness so politely
I can't be your everything to everyone
Void of meaning swelled just slightly
I still need you I still need you
Gone forever so concisely
I still need you I still need you
Saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
To be saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
And if you hate the world
Let's say I've been there
And if you hate yourself
Well don't go changing
All the times I used your body
Done my way can't say I'm sorry
Ripped the gloss off all your memories
Consequences so demanding
Bruised and beaten
Conscience bleeding
Sexually, sexually, sexually
Saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
To be saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
And I'm saved by the light
Let me go on let me go bright
Let me go bright