hi

i am tired and my friend went to the hospital so i am scared that she is okay and i havent had very much sleep so i am crabby! i dont know what to do my life is so frickin confusing right now! i want school to start so there is some frickin order in my life but w/e

i want to go to head lake where all my good friends are! you know those friends who like you for you cause you dont see them everyday for 9 months and judge you everytime you do something that isnt something they would do and ya i dont know if i can trust my school friends anymore cause they are so fake to me trying to fit in with everyone and arent always themsleves around the "cool" people which we (our group) really arent so popular but who gives a damn if we are popular in high school anyways it wont matter in 4 years anyway cause in college no one will know your popularity status from high school and when college is over and you get a full time job they wont know how popular you were in college so it dont matter and at that time you wont give a damn!

my life is so goddamn confusing! how can 5 days make a life so confusing anyway? i did some stupid things in those 5 days cause they comfused me so i am now gonna stop. >>>>i know that this diary is confusing like i am right now

my friend is mad at my other friend cause she told another friend that my friend and someone were going out! how fuckin crazy is that she couldnt stop telling people the day before this all happened! and i have to give someone a muffin tomorrow i dont know how i got into that tho.

if your friends likes this guy that is going out with someone that considers you a friend but you dont like her and you think that the guy could do better than her & that he should go out with your other friend should you try and break up him and that girl? or should you just let it run its course?

aghh

avery is an asshole she should go away for ever! how could someone get mad because you wont tell them what you and someone else were talking about gosh she is dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so cold i hate minnesota1 grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

holy crap idont want to go to school tomorrow it will suck monkeys

why am i so tired? i was only up at 11:00am and that was late enough to where i shouldnt be tired!

why does everyone think they are so perfect and whatever they say/think/do is right no matter what it is so stupid no ones always right unless they only talk when they know theyre right but who does that?

we just found mouse poop on the floor its really gross We'll get Matt to clean it up (some how)

i got the telephone! i am victorious! oh no matt is killing brandi lol!matt scares the crap out of me.