ok in relation to my last entry in here, i broke up with the boyfriend. And the guy that i think of when i feel as though i'm needing someone...i'm never going to see him again...mainly cause my mom has decided to be Satan and rip my heart into thousands of little pieces for me. i didn't even get to say goodbye to him. life is so unfair.

Never drink milk out of the carton....unless its chocolate, cause that's the good kind of milk. and also i've got a boyfriend...but i'm not sure its going to work out too well...oh well, he's sick right now so i'm not seeing much of him, but when he gets better and we start hanging out more i'll make up my mind for sure....but i really don't think i should be dating him because he's not the one i think of when i feel like i need someone to be with, to make me feel better....it's not fair to him.

So anywho...if you havent noticed by now, i am an insane, random person...got school pics last week. in my zim shirt. its a green shirt with the Zim in black..well...outlined in black...whatever, you might have seen it on someone or at Hot Topic. omg!!!!!!!!!!! 2 days to the next goners concert!!!!!!!!!!!!! wagh!! transport! i needs! lolz, i'm off now

schools about to start! i kinda cant wait, cause i'm gonna have some awsome classes...also i'm waiting for a phone call from my counseler cause apparantly i'm not aloud to take gov. and economics till sen. year...wish they had told me that when i turned in my form and they sent me that list of classes with the drop and add thing, i'm wondering why no one caught this sooner? is our school really that bad, do they even care what classes students sign up for so long as they get the paperwork in before finals? and then not even tell the students they cant take those classes, what i would like to know is, if i can't even take it why is it on my form? if they're color coded can't the remove the classes not available to anyone below a certain grade? i wonder how many other students have had this happen to them..and also, they lost a teacher in the agriculture department, so insead of getting a class i really wanted to take, i get signed up for one that i've already taken...you had to have that class before you could take the other one, i knew that, so why didn't they call instead of waiting till i went to pick up my schedule, i have no idea, mom's pissed, i'm upset..but its not that bad..it could be worse...its only 3 9 weeks classes that are messed up, i might keep one of them, and see if i can take a semester class, but mom being the control freak she is (which is why i might be forced to take Calculus sen. year or be grounded till i move or something like that..or even kicked out of the house...) has to have it okayed with her first...gah, oh well. she'll ok it, if not...i won't have to put up with it much longer, cause i'm determined to move out of this house when i'm 18, or asap. which if i get a job, and put all my money in a savings account, and work alot at a good paying job, try not to drive alot, then i should be just fine

i got a new manson shirt...yesterday...yeah thats right. i also went bowling..ha! i love bowling, got manda her bday pressies, they're wrapped and ready to go..party's this sat. at main event, hells yeah. i'm gonna have fun, i'm gonna get there at about noon and help her set up because i'm nice like that..."This is our leader Mr. Dog." lolz, i love Eddie.

WOOTA!! i've got a bf now. Trevor asked me out Jan. 27th...he told me that he liked me a couple of days before that. wow...i have a local relationship...been awhile since i've had one of those...its nice. and i definatly prefer them, cause i see him everyday at school...and if he's working i try to go there, he works at whataburger! yum. but since mom's sick i couldn't go tonight, and he gets off work at 11pm! woota! yeah thats right. i care about him, which is why i want him to turn in his work for school! and also, he shoplifted this really awsome necklace from hot topic for me, after that i kissed him on the cheek and said thank you, then later we went to chris's house and were kissing...alot, oh yeah, it was great, and then after that when we were leaving he asked me out. i am so not single anymore, and that makes me happy. the end have a nice day goodbye

2000 lines of code for computer science...i'm not liking the sound of that but who cares...becides, its not too bad once you figure out what to do, and in my web mastering class i'm supposed to be making 5 or 6 websites full of stuffs about me...i don't know how i'm going to make that many...but i'm working on it..and i feel a bit random right now, and there's a goners concert tomorrow at 11. eeeee!!!!!!!! well actually the place opens at 7. but they don't play till 11pm so it's not a big rush to get there..but i'm gonna need to gets some sleep

arrg! i got a new mes. and i don't know who its from cause elftown is being retarded and won't let me read it..thats it, i'm going to LJ to complain, if it doesn't work in the next 1 min.

woot, LJs back up, now i can go check out some stuffs...and whatnot..goodbye

i need someone to talk to...i am a banana!!!!!...spork

i have a cell phone and aim, and that makes me happy in the pants..lol, jk, i love to mess around with my friends...i can be really morbid, and then really happy and hyper..it all depends, i'm rather insane...and i <3 teh Ozzy, at the current time and date i'm listening to Atreyu more and more, for those of you that don't know its a vampiric band, and is really awsome, i love to eat junkfoods, and if you give me money, chances are i'll spend it at Hot Topic, which is one of my fav. stores to frequent, and also, i love really big malls, like the one in Frisco, and NE Mall around here..kinda....and Vista Ridge Mall, and i also like to go to Waldenbooks, and Spencers, and today i woke up because the phone rang...and it was storming earlier, but its not now...if it was raining just a little bit, it would be awsome, and right now i really want to bite my hand...blood....i have a bloodlust thats been really strong latly, and Gir roxers my boxers, i love Invader Zim