Tomorow - The Big Day
all term exams: spanish, maths and geography
I've been stuying so much lately I've been ignoreing all things that really matter to me
And I'm so exhausted that I can't really think straight
And so, from the second I set my foot in home tomorow I'm starting to paint and play the guitar!
Ohhh i wish i had all the time in the world to do that!
but... no...
And to all the people that wrote to me and stood unread or to those who i neglected for some reason or hurted:
I'm SO sorry guys! I'll make it up to you, i promise!
Hmmm
Dreamt that I'm in love with someone I'm not really in love with
for the second time...
and just to myself: There is no way to win ****'s heart
not for me
and I must learn to give up
the bad thing is that i can't
Hah
Had a wierd dreams again then went to school, my english teacher went crazy again so we had 2 hours to run free in the wild spaces of the school. Everyone got bored, but I had the chanse to watch Danny on the football field so I was totally happy and ran from window to window all the time.
My favourite psychology teacher turned out to be a racist!!
I am SO disappointed!
Actually we're surrounded by racists in that class! And Marti goes nuts every time someone says something about it. Every psychology class it's the same, the same discussion I am going insane!!! There is no point of her trying to convince some stupid people, but she fights, which is marvellous.
Mabe it really depends on the upbringing i don't know...
Hmm... Let's see, boring sunday afternoon, got home to "study" and so far did nothing, had an aawful dream about a girl from class chaseing me in a huge empty hipermarket with something that looked like Galmdring...
Can't really decide what to put in my biography so i chage it all the time, discovered that all pictures of me that i like are my right half-face...
Note to self: Never fall in love with a creature from another city