If I could write the words on your face, that let me know i'm okay
Then maybe we could close our eyes tight enough, and wish the world away
Because our tears are only trails of pain
And trails can be washed away
And everytime you laugh, and everytime you cry
My tummy turns into a butterfly
You promise that you love me
But you'll never be here,And that's what hurts most
Is that you're everything I want you to be
And I don't want you to go
But if the sun comes up, and the sun goes down
When you're looking at the sky, with your feet on the ground
Then the stars will paint a picture, with everything you say
And i'll still look at the sky,hoping that you do the same.
When I look for your face in the clouds, but all I see is rain
I hope on everything I can, that you're really okay


I love you, kid.

THINGS YOU CAN DO WITH VERY LITTLE


See what's in your neighbour's rubbish/trash
(Amusement Potential: 20-30 minutes)
You can learn a lot about people by what they throw out. You might uncover some dark secret about them. Plus, they might be throwing out something with value that still works, like a VCR or some porn mags.


Watch TV, repeat everything said in Italian accent
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Sort of entertaining. Include flamboyant shoulder shrugs for added impact, or go for a Marlon Brando set of grunts.


Send spooky emails
(Amusement Potential: 15-60 minutes)
Look up someone's CV on the web, do some research on them via Google and then send them an email full of personal references claiming to be an ex-work colleague who fell in love with their shoes. Or something.


Play our useless games
(Amusement Potential: how long have you got?)
Waste away the hours with our collection of useless games


Make prank phone calls
(Amusement Potential: 20-60 minutes)
Very entertaining, but requires discipline. Remember - vulgarities don't make a call funny, but getting the other person to believe a ridiculous story will. Try seeing if you can get them to make noises to 'test' the line. One to get you started off: Call McDonalds with weird complaints about their food.


Pretend all humans will die except for people in room with you
Amusement Potential: 10-20 minutes)
What would you do if this really happened? Would the group stay together, or would there be factions? Who would join what group? Remember, there would only be power for a few days before the plants ran out of fuel or broke. To travel, you would always have to be near cars to siphon gas out of. Best to do with people you know.


Step off a curb with eyes shut, imagine it's a cliff
(Amusement Potential: 2-5 minutes)
To get any benefit out of this one, you have to have a good imagination. Don't step off immediately, build up to the jump. Study the ravine below. Feel the winds at that altitude. Step off and...AHHHHHH!!!!!


Try and sound Welsh
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
The key to sounding Welsh is to make sure that your voice goes up at the end of the sentence, so that everything sounds like a question. Throw in a superfluous 'isn't it?' at the end of everything you say and you're halfway there. Isn't it?


Burn things with a magnifying glass
(Amusement Potential: 5-30 minutes)
Ants are always fun to use for this, but burning the face of someone you don't like, under some circumstances, can be just as entertaining.



THINGS YOU CAN DO WITH ANOTHER PERSON


Have a water drinking contest
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
While the competition is fun, you probably won't feel too good afterward. To give your event an old western theme, slam the cups upside down on the tables after you have emptied them.


Stare at the back of someone's head until they turn around
(Amusement Potential: 2-5 minutes)
This works on the "I have the feeling I'm being watched" principle. Conduct an experiment-does this really work?


Have a "Who is less competitive" competition
wonder (Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Trying to win at this will make you lose. Trying to lose makes you win which makes you lose. Not trying at all makes you lose which makes you win which makes you lose.


Pick up a dog so it can see things from your point of view
(Amusement Potential: 3-5 minutes)
Think about it: your dog has only seen the house from a viewpoint from 6" to 2' high (15 to 60 cm for all you metric fans). It's never seen the tops of counters, what you keep on your desk, the tops of shelves, etc. Try looking at things from its point of view, too.


Pull out a hair, stick in someone's ear
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
Best done to sleeping people. Added challenge in having no one else around, because then you can't blame it on anyone else. Try to beat your record number of times before the person catches on.


Pour water in hand, make sneeze noise, throw water on back of person's neck
(Amusement Potential: 5-15 minutes)
Always a good gag. For an even bigger reaction out of the person, act like you're not sorry at all for what they think you did. Comment instead on how big that sneeze was or about how there was a lot of mucus in that one.quik coppy it and mesage it b4 the gards get it dont let this 1 die if any 1 ehs has any send them to me PLEAS

fearbefore bites:i had a dream about you. i was there, and i came in and you were sleeping. and i layed down next to you, and you woke up and turned over. and you asked me if i was tired and if i wanted to sleep. and i said yes to both, and i kissed you and we fell asleep together.

SUGARCULT
"Head Up"

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
When they say give up
Turn up your radio
All the sentimental memories you own
When they say grow up
It’s just like a funeral

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
Keep your head up
It’s all right in front of you
When they say wake up
You’re braking ridicule
When all the sentimental memories you own
Keep you trapped inside your room there all alone

And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost

Is there some way you can be out on your own?
Trust yourself
Don’t waste another day at all

On your own

Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost
And it feels like
It feels like you’re lost

Is there some way you can be out on your own?
Trust yourself
Don’t waste another day at all

Watch this fade away
Everything fades away
Keep your head up
The colors are beautiful

Megan (6:06:46 PM): what the hell...your mom is chinese?
Matt (6:06:58 PM): honey, you are not chinese if you come from japan.
Megan(6:07:36 PM): ...i meant japanese
Matt (6:07:41 PM): yes my mom is
Megan(6:07:48 PM): are you freaking kidding?
Matt (6:07:52 PM): nope
Megan (6:07:58 PM): so you're like..half chinese?
Matt (6:08:08 PM): quarter japanese, yes.


XD

I'll sit here and write
I won't think about the words
Or the way they fly across the paper
In a fit of joy that turns to madness
In that same way you broke me down
It was an intricate play on words
We wouldn't understand
Ever
But who could?
Your beauty falls beneath you
In shattered bits and pieces
In every way you could possibly imagine
We've made this work before
We've written and played every song over
Twice
And nothing made this better.
It's nothing like what it used to be
There's long nights you've spent
With me standing outside your window
I've thrown sticks hoping they'd miss
So maybe you wouldn't know I was there
Breathing your air
But there's no reason for this
There's nothing left of us
There's nothing left of starlight bar fights
Of tears that meant nothing
There's nothing left of you
And honestly, it'll make me happy
Really, when you're suffering
I'll be putting on my Sunday best
And trampling over your bloody mess
I won't think a thing of it,honey.