nyah! school's starting again. i'm friends with ashley amanda cullen and shea again. i think that's how it works. ^^; anyway, I've been doin' the usual, and sometimes that's a good thing. sometimes it not. but hey, this summer's changed me, and so ha a dramatic change I had about two months ago. so, i'm a new person but with the same personality. ^^ i hope you like me that way!

what would you do if:
[1) I committed suicide:]
[2) I said I liked you:]
[3) I kissed you:]
[4) I lived next door to you:]
[5) I started smoking:]
[6) I stole something:]
[7) I was hospitalized:]
[8) I ran away from home:]
[9) I got into a fight and you weren't there]


what do you think of my:
[1) Personality:]
[2) Eyes:]
[3) Face:]
[4) Hair:]
[5) Clothes:]
[6) Mannerisms:]





general stuff:
[1) Who are you?]
[2) Are we friends?]
[3) When and how did we meet?]
[4) How have I affected you?]
[5) What do you think of me?]
[6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?]
[7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?]
[8) Do you love me?]
[9) Have I ever hurt you?]
[10) Would you hug me?]
[11) Would you kiss me?]
[12) Would you make love to me?]
[13) Would you marry me?]
[14) Emotionally, what stands out?]
[15) Do you wish I was cooler?]
[16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?]
[17) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.]
[18) Am I loveable?]
[19) How long have you known me?]
[20) Describe me in one word.]
[21) What was your first impression?]
[22) Do you still think that way about me now?]
[23) What do you think my weakness is?]
[24) Do you think I'll get married?]
[25) What about me makes you happy?]
[26) What about me makes you sad?]
[27) What reminds you of me?]
[28) What's something you would change about me?]
[29) How well do you know me?]
[30) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?]
[31) Do you think I would kill someone?]
[32) Are we close?]
[33) Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?]

[If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.]

Well now I'm tied up. Josh is no longer my boyfriend because I'm in love with another guy. His name's Eric. But love story's aren't in my kind of life. Anyway, I saw one of my old friends a few days ago. We talked for a second. Actually socializing! ^^ it's a start, after all. You kinda sounded like something was wrong, amanda. is the group falling apart? even though i'm not part of it anymore, i'm offering help if no one cares. I'm just nice like that.

I now have a boyfriend. My friend Allie and her boyfriend Nick ended up convincing us to date. He's nice, but shouldn't be so shy and should learn to smile more. ^.^ Nothing a little encouragement can't fix, right Jizzy?! lol
Anyway, I've made new friends and moved on. I no longer have problems with my old friends and put the past behind me. If I'm treated badly, then I guess they're just jealous. Either that or they're really wrapped up in their own pathetic misery. ^.^ So I'm happy now, with a boyfriend, three other kickass friends, and a better personality. Love you guys!

~bb gun

~My Quotes~

"I've become a changed person, and if you think that I'll just stand by and allow you to harm any more of my friends, then you'll suffer something far worse than death!!"

"You're like a waterfall. You constantly pour darkness into your heart. When full, it empties out into the soul. Occuring in a continuous cycle, it destroys you with guilt."

"Oh please, it's not like I'm going to rip your throat out."

"My my, blunt aren't we?"

"Suicide is something I never want to see. Think of it and I'll kill you myself."

"Life isn't something that immortality can re create. It's something that only keeps you miserable and in turn regret. Trust me, it ain't worth it."

"You're just a spoiled brat who thinks everyone worships the ground you walk on. Think again."

"Is being called a hypocrit and refusing to believe it worse than knowing and refusing to do anything about it?"

"Well, if I have a heart of gold, you heaven on earth, luv."

"Don't you dare criticize gays! My theory is that guys just see the attraction girls see in guys and vise versa with girls!! I'm bisexual so that means both genders are gorgeous!"

"Look, if I wanted to hit you, I would've. Instead, I feel an urge to hug you. You're too nice to be my friend."

"I never thought that all my sorrow was really from others. I carry their pain so they don't have to suffer. And when they get upset with me for it I feel worse. Why am the way I am?"

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Oh m god!! I finally finished reading that yaoi fanfiction!! I kept getting annoyed because I couldn't find anything lemon enough to read. And I looked for a TrowaxQuatre pairing, and BAM!! Found one! This one even included Heero! Damn, I sometimes think it's better when they make straight guys gay. ^^ But anyway, I got exactly what I wanted!!! THREESOME BABY!!! *giggle* sorry, I haven't read any yaoi for the longest time. Let me know if you want the link to it!!

♥♥♥♥♥If you had me alone locked up in your room for 24 hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do what would you do with me?♥♥♥♥♥
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I was asked a few questions the other day by a friend of mine. Here's my answers to them!

Q: WHen did you last have a relationship??
A: Well, I had a relationship three years ago. Now I only have mere affairs....

Q: What's the best quality, physical or personcality?
A: I love the eyes. Mental? Hmm, probably understanding.

Q: Are you a hopeless romantic?
A: Yeah, very badly, too.

Q: Have you ever cried because of being single?
A: Rarely. I've forgotten what it's like to be in a relationship, so I've always wonderd.

Q: Do you think it's better being single?
A: Sometimes, but hey, I'm not one to be asked that.

Q: Are you looking for someone?
A: Not really. My friends have made it their goal to find me a boyfriend, though *laughs*

Today's Quote:
"Be the change you want to see in the world."
                    ~Ghandi

He's right, you know. If you don'y like the way something is, don't fight it. Do it!

( x = i have, _ = i haven't)
(X) BEEN DRUNK
(_) SMOKED POT
(X) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) RODE IN A TAXI
(X) BEEN IN LOVE
(X) HAD SEX
(_) HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) BEEN DUMPED
(X) SHOPLIFTED
(_) BEEN FIRED
(X) BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) HAD A THREESOME
(X) BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (close...but no)
(_) BEEN ARRESTED
(_) MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY SCHOOL
(X) WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_) BEEN SKYDIVING
(_) BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(X) WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(X) WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_) BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT
(X) LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(X) CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(_) TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER