.... WOW thanks.....*smile* so great to hear what you do when im not around .. makes me really trust you... god fuck this i dont need to take this..... OK MOVING ON ok this is to who ever iv been talkin to over the last few days sorry if i said or did anyting bad *smile*

.... im sooo sorry i would have told you sooner or later i guess but i didnt ... i didnt want you to be mad at me. im soooo sorry i love you i hope you dont hate me..... im soooo sorry

damn life sucks! i want Stryx to be here he always seems to make things better.. he just seems to understand everything. i want to talk to jose soo badly i miss him soo much. i really feel like crying but that wont help anything. i just want to go back to my old school and go back and live with derrick and just forget bout the last few months

damn i havent been able to sleep very much.. i dont even rember how long ago that was it seems like months ago but it was only a week and a half ago at the most.... i really need to sleep

hello all ok well to all those i scare im pretty sorry. an if i have been a little fucked up in the last little while but i have a really good reason so just shut up and dont talk to me bout it. but once again im pretty sorry freaking you all out

tsss........ this week has been shit in the last umm..7 days iv been kicked out of my house twice and ran away once thank god for filicias (queen saphira) house even if i had to walk for 2 hours to get there god i hope my parents die the only thing that theyr good for is their money and ... ya thats bout it like shit they couldnt care if i was dead and the sad thing is is that thats true they dont care wat i do or when i do it as long as i dont embarass them everything is ok as long as they can pay people to cover it up they dont care wat i do.   damn thats pretty sad eh

HOLY SHIT I HATE EVERYONE AT MY SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! today just bout everyone pissd me off stupid wankers can all burn in hell!! well ts that just made me sound like someone who sits in the corner talkin to themselfs well w\e. I really think ms.m has some sorrta problum with me like wft i havnt even calld her a bitch to her face or anthing and she still hates me like fuck her if i wanted i could have her fierd and she still acts like she has a fucken thing out for me (not in gay terms)(n\o or anythng)

im really starting to hate haveing my friend have a "crush" on me its like good for u but if im goin to have to hear it from everyone but u i really dont care and omg i cant belive that he lookd at all my e-mails those had nothng to do with him so y the fuck did he look at them and i cant belive lindsay shes starting to act like josh now im starting to dislike her like i ate josh and all but since hes like her bf im somewat nice to him.

hmmm well im bored of bitching so tra-la-la-la hunn im not sur if yr goin to read this but ya just to be sur I LOVE U *kiss* lol 

amy

omg this place is so wierd so many ppl r creppy fucckers eh well w\e everyone is thier own self and i can only hope to meet nice ppl that actually wanna talk to me not just cyber