what i don't understand if i am such a good person and i am so good at my job why cann't i keep one thats right people i lost another job my 2nd this year i am such a shitty person

I was once afraid that I lost you
I don’t know what I would’ve done
Without you as my friend
I would toss and turn at night
Thinking about you and wondering how you were doing
Just spending a couple of days with you
You have inspire me to go back
and do the things I used to love doing
that is how much you mean to me
I hate it that we have to be so far apart
Because I wish that you were here to
comfort me when I’m down or be
here to laugh with me
I miss you so much
But I know I will see you soon

BEING HURT, FINDING LOVE, AND FEELING PAIN

Is living such a good thing
You have to worry
about being hurt
finding love
and feeling pain
Why do we have to be hurt
who hurts you
someone you hate or
someone you love
why do we have to find love
so we have to find love to be normal
I hope not because i am not normal
why do we have to feel pain
who is causing the pain
in your life
Is it me or someone else
I just wish i knew
what I was feeling nowe
cause I think that I am starting to love you
I don't ever want you to feel pain
I don't ever want to hurt you
I want you to find love in me
I want to find love in you

Why?
Must i live my life different then you
I am not normal
I don't even feel normal
I cry
I wish I could stop
Why? Cann't i stop

Why?
People don't like me
They are mean to me
I cann't help it that I am different
Why? cann't I help it


Why?
I wish that I was normal
for once in my life
Maybe so I can be normal like you
Why? cann't I be


Why?
I ask you
Why?


Why?