people pretend to be me.

o.O

no joke. its freaky as hell, and not even in the fun, trippy way. just weird.

uh...wow.
here's a little rap done and sung in class by an english teacher at south east, Mr. Wolfe is his name, apparently.



Jimmy learned he wasn’t funny
he was just a stupid jerk.
Janie learned that she could get all A's
with just a little extra work


April learned to find the treasures
in the pages of the books
Malcolm learned to turn a blind eye
to white teachers dirty looks


Dana learned that time is plastic
sometimes flies and sometimes crawls
Benji found in vampire chat rooms
worlds beyond the classroom walls


Taylor learned that life is better
when he's playing for the team
Sarah learned that constant day dreams
help suppress the urge to scream


Jenna learned that there's a joy
that comes with running at top stride
Travis learned there’s two of him
the one you’d meet, the one he’d hide


Marcy sailed dull classroom seas
on rafts of folded friendship notes
molly learned to hide her body
under bulky sweaters and coats


Mandy found she had the courage
to stand beside a friend in need
Zach learned to hotwire Hondas
never really learned to read


Gregor found his inner demons
exorcised by others laughter
Beth drank vodka at some party
changed her life forever after


Randy’s classmates helped to teach him
that he’d always be alone
Gemma learned that she would spend
three daily hours on the phone



bobby felt his brain grow faster
when he challenged it with math
Susie learned to still the voices
cutting herself in the bath


Amy practiced a slow smile
that made the boys do what she wanted
Gary learned to ignore ghosts
a good response when your life haunted


Cindy learned how not to cry
at night when daddy did that to her
Gina formed a deep suspicion
the whole system's out to screw her


Joanie felt that most of herself
when on stage in a school play
parker tried to kill himself
when first suspecting he was gay


martin sat and wrote a poem and
thus a lifelong love was born
Felix found his life was changed
when he discovered internet porn


Josehps mama’s daily tears
taught him that his life was tough
Jerry's dad’s high standards taught him
he just wasn't good enough


Lara turned invisible
less of a chance of getting burned
some lesson helped while others hurt
but in the end it’s what they learn




ha. public school. what a fucking joke.

I saw Sophie at the ped mall today!! ^-^ it made me really happy, considering I haven't seen her since that, er, 'party' o.o damn that was screwed up. I still don't think I can look Q in the eyes. but, yes, sophers looked kinda different in some weird way. or maybe it wsa just the hat. prolly was...fucking hat. >.>

eeeeeeiiiiiii!!!!!!! my cheaks feel so soft!!!!! XD *joyfulness* and all I had to do was take SAND to my face!!!!!!!!!


erk. fucking skin diseases. -.-




I feel so happy!!! the joys of satying awake till 5:30 am then sleeping till two!!!! hurray for me and my screwed up sleeping pattens.
man, binges are fun. muffin binges, chocolate binges drinking binges. its all good!!!!!!! XD


wow. very hyper. much chocolate. and pepsi...and other such fattenign items. yum. lard.
*hack hack hack hack* arrrrrgggg!!!! I'm dying!!!!!

owwwww... my arms hurt like hell, >.> stupid shalenee. I shall hurt her. but HOW? *thinkyness*

eep. for Hollys party, (workin out kinda like a play.) I was cast as the goth chick. Oo I'm not sure I can do that. I giggle and say 'spoon' WAY to much...heheh, spoon XD but any whoozles heres the thingy for me.

lmfao, I had a very interesting day. worthy of a journal entry. :)

first of, at about 7:00 am, I go out to the bus stop stand there chating with Leena-kun for a while then get on about 5 minutes later. I found out at once that nick had forgotten to take his hyper pills. All five of them. walked back to my usual spot with kassie and sat down to watch nick jumps up onto his seat screaming about unicorns and bashing his head into the wall, after a while we (me, Isaac, Liz and Kassie) discovered he was taking requests!!!! goodie!!! :D we got some pretty memorable ones, such as


be a cow!!!

   - Liz

be the bus driver!!
    -isaac
dance!!!!
   -kassie

be a duck!!!!
    -isaac again

be a better duck!!!
  -me

I swear to god, it wasw athe funniest thing I have seen during my natural-born life. (though we all felt pretty bad for Isaac who had to admit blood-relation to that.)
later that day during lunch someone at our table near the courtyard, someone got those little grape-baby-tomatoe things (you know the ones) and I mean they got A LOT of them, infact, I think that might have been all they got. we had roughly three dozen. : ) so I got my hands on some and started juggling them, when suddenly it hit me. ping pong!!!!!!!!! so heres the best part. I took one of those itty bitty tomatoes and saved in in my binder until sixth period, (gym) iin which we had the lat day of our table tennis unit. so when I was serving and Byrum and the other team were'nt paying attention. I hit the tiny orage ball of into some crowd near the girls locker room, then opted to go look for it, I stoped into the locker room grabber the tomato and came back out. gave the little fruit to byrum and he did what he always does when we're losing, hit the ball as hard as he can into the windows above the risers. XD XD XD put 2 and 2 together. still not actually sure when it went splat-when he hit it or when it hit the window, but it was SO WORTH IT!!!!!!! funny as hell!!!!!!! only down sides to that one are the massive amounts of detention I've been promised and the fact that all the gym teachers hate me now. =^___________^= I regreat nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!

erk, let me walk you through my day today.



p. 1- do the reading for "something wicked this way comes" for 2nd p. that I neglected doing last night


p. 2- make up questions for Mikalia, Grahm Molly and shaliu to answer on said book

p.3- walk around the room and bitch

lunch- sign out and sneak into Mrs. Aniouxs' class to work on FCS project

p. 4- cut hair for Mrs. Johnson and Ludka

p. 5- attempt to play Shaker and Lamet with Mo doing all my bowings for me

p. 6- play table tennis with Byrum. (I hate him so much. >.>)

p.7 SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!! :D (holy shit I'm getting a B+ in math!!!!!!!!! :O )

p. 8- shoot death glares at Mrs. Grove.


Whitneys confuzzling me. with all these acusations of the posing I am doing (still not sure for what.) then this morning I walked up to Holly and she came up from behind and told me I was acting like a little bitch (then be happy, I have deemed you worthly of my bitchyness) and then during FCS this after noon she came up behind me and started joking and laughing and ofered to sign out of lunch again to help me with ma project. ¿____? so confused. and aparently I'm fighting with Lacey (or so says Janine) hrmm, I guess I'll ask her during spanish tomorrow. 

why I do belive I have started yet another comic- Mish of Nish, it is about a small green blob of something that goes around doing small green blob of something-ish things. I need a life. :)

Lmao, So I was called a poser today. by none other than Whitney. (XD it made me want to laugh) I'm not angery (mildly annoyed) I just want to know what it is exactly that I'm posing as. Goth? punk? prep? smart ass? (oh wait, I'm not posing as that one; I really am.) aw well, I can't ask her anyways. (Ivy would lynch me) but oh well, if it helps her to call me a poser, I'll let her. : ) I'm not going to deny her her happieness.

so I finally have the time to copy this out of Luans planner and into my ET acount.

Luan--------man whore
me----------The Ho
Mo----------Bitch
Janine-------skank
joe----------hot jewish guy
Sophie------kinky bitch
grahm------fetish-boy
nikki--------sex offender
Molly--------stripper
Andy--------slut


this is our list, we don't actualy remember why we made it but now everyone wants to be on it, these are just the ones that are for sure I'll add more to this later.

man, I wish people would stop calling here. I hate the telamaphone. its so...pointless.



oh, now Lunas # won't come off my back. joy. --

right, so I guess I'm going to a Green day concert with Grahm, Mo and a bunch of Amandas friends sometime in the spring up in Cedar Rapids. that will be fun. :) Erk. dance tonight ACT's tomorrow and ped mall with Mo on sunday. *snuffles* all I want to do is sleep!!! :..(

I feel bruised. *__* its probably for all the fist fights with Mo, or when I tackled Shalanee today. I have been listening to unhealthy amounts of Thornley and got a lovely idea for a story when I misheard Mrs. Johnson yesterday during science. its going to be nice and passive-agressive twards the republicans. =^__^= wont that be fun? Valintines dance coming up on friday. I dun think I'll go, (I mean if Luan doesn't hog-tie me and drag me there *__*) aparrently the theam to it is going to be red. My, I bet it took them all night to come up with that one. but it gets better. They are going to have a jell-o eating contest and, yes- a hot dog eating contest. ???? Maybe I'm just old fashioned but what part of shoving as many hot dog into your mouth before twelve minutes is up is romantic? hm. whatever. Kali, Mo, Ivy Sophie and all those other smuzley people have been bothering me about gettting a boyfriend. maybe I'll kill them. ^__^ that will be sweet.

arrrrrrggggg.....sleep *__* wow. Mrs. Hocking winked at me the other day. ???? is that legal? hmm. weird. got in an argument wiv sophie today over weather good evanessance was pop or not that ended in us having fun with a fantesy about dameon and Billy joe cage wretling naked (XD) Ivy and Shalu got in a fight today. now shalu craves human blood. and if mo says "kevin likes you" or "Grahm likes you" one more time I will tear her open beat her with her own stomach 'then hang her from the ceiling with her own entrails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<;;;;;;

arrrrrrggggg.....sleep *__* wow. Mrs. Hocking winked at me the other day ???? is that legal? hmm. weird. got in an argument wiv sophie today over weather good evanessance was pop or not that ended in us having fun with a fantesy about dameon and Billy joe cage wretling naked (XD) Ivy and Shalu got in a fight today. now shalu craves human blood. and if mo says "kevin likes you" or "Grahm likes you" one more time I will tear her open beat her with her own stomach 'then hang her from the ceiling with her own entrails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<;;;;;;