omfg.......do you ever realize that you know too much.......about everything.......and you cant do a thing to change it........i do.........i can give advice and stand there listening for all tis worth and without everyone i wouldnt be here and now im just in the way.......if i wasent here kendall wouldent HAVE to be sad, jenny wouldent HAVE to be saad. im to blame and i go on this guiolt trip and i feel so selfish even though i shouldent and i want to be there for ppl cuz its what i do and with out them i would DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really need to get out of this reality which binds me into nothing i need to be oin and just go to a deep hole in the ground where noone would find me and be in a happy life where nothing is this bad.

hey i know how you feel wit your dad and shit and you are alot happier and i hpope it stays that way and i hate brandon soooooooooooooo much for hurting jenny and going after me and i need a smoke i had one at the end of lunch before social and i need to smoke the good shit right nowe and i hope you understand that i hate felisha for doing that shit to you and omfg i am so confuzzled right now.

OH MY FUCKING GOD I HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY AND EVERYONE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE HAS SOMEONE AND IVE BEEN DUMPED ON MY ASS SO MANY TIMES LATLEY. god can i say fucking idiot? everyone is doing good kinda sorta but still...............................i believe that i might never have a reationship since jesse and i just hope he BURNS IN FUCKING HELL.......