I need talk to Wayne.....

I NEED HELP!! and wayne....*grin*

i've lost a frind because i have to be a fucking bitch when im in a bad mood........i'm sorry.......i hope i am not to much of a pain.

I NEED TO TALK TO JENNIFER!!!

I havent gotten to talk to Wayne today. His number hasnt been blocked by the evil mother unit yet so he could call or at least get online.... i wish he would....

I love having friends who can drive and know where both I, and [Amazon Goddesses], live. its wonderful. thanks so much, Brandon. and I love you with all my heart and soul Wayne. (be afraid, be very afraid)
B-T-W, Shannon [Chynadoll], what crawled up your ass and died? be nice! I only asked a simple favor! Hell, TAYLOR [EmteeSoul77] did it for me!! She didnt bitch about calling him!!

blessed be!

I have a demon counter-part called Andaria!!!! I wish that was my real name........

I drank WAY too much last night. I have never thrown up after drinking b-4 (and i drink straight vodka & triple-sec) but I did last night. While I was on the phone with Wayne. Oh well..... The funny thing is, he had also been drinking.
I don't desearve him. He is too good for me. I won't let ANYONE take him from me. We'll prove them all wrong. Damnit. I love you, Baby.
Last night I found out that one of my friends has herpies. That poor girl. May the Goddess save her.

Wayne told me he loves me this morning at 2. i love him too

i'm sorry Wayne. today's been a bad day. they'll disappear soon. i heal quikly.

Wayne is SO sweet! He is always telling me how beautiful I am, and how lucky he is to have me....(not that I believe that) And he knows the meaning of no! Isn't that cool?! And he is a wiccan, too. We practice together sometimes.... He's a water sign to my fire. Rather funny that he's a pyro. And he's a poet, too. Though he's not crazy sappy overtly mushy poet like Richie.... But yeah.

Blessed be!!

I told a friend of mine, Wayne to be exact, about Drew. It was at my locker after 3rd block. He was kneeling down beside me, cuz I have a bottom locker. He said he could help me forget him. I got up and walked away laughing. He followed me and said, "Come on, Amanda, give me a shot! whats the worst that can happen?" So....*blush*....i think you can guess what happened.

i almost got a hot pink scarf, but didnt have enough money, and i saw the same type at wal mart for 1/2 the price but they didnt have pink so i didnt get one....now i think red will be fine but my mum (the evil bitch) wont drive me.

Damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit. oh, by the way, damnit



I'M DYING MY HAIR RED!!!

I wrote this in math today. thanx for the line Richie:

BLOODY LOVE
¯¯¯¯¯¯ ¯¯¯¯
Love is like a razor blade
that leaves my soul to bleed.
I wish my love for you would fade,
Instead of growing like a weed.

You tore my heart to bloody shreads
And left it there to rot.
My eyes are crying crimson red,
For your love for me is naught.

Please, love, tell me why!
Why must you hurt me so?
Why is it blood that I cry?
Why wouldn't you say yes or no?

A straight answer was all I wanted,
Would that have been so hard?
Instead your words haunt me,
And stab at me like glass shards.

I've bled too much over you,
And I bet you doun't even care.
There is nothing you can do,
For there is nothing left to tear.

I hate you, Drew. I FUCKING HATE YOU!! You fucking never gave me a straight answer and its tearing me apart. Just tell me if I have a fucking chance, dont beat around the fucking bush. If you care at ALL you can at least fucking tell me the truth. Tell me if youre worth waiting for tell me if you will EVER fucking return my love. TELL ME DAMN IT!!! If you have any ounce of fucking goodness in you you'll stop fucking hurting me like this, Drew. cause it fucking hurts so bad i feel as if you ripped out my fucking heart and left it on the fucking floor to fucking bleed and rot!!! Why did I let you fucking do this to me?! we've never even fucking dated before and i am crazy in love with you. How the fuck did you do that? If you think i am fucking stressing you look at me!!! I cant sleep cant eat I am crying at the littlest things......STOP HURTING ME!! Tyson says I should just fucking forget I even met you but I fucking cant. even my magic the gathing deck was fucking made by you damnit. you are woven into my fucking life. I hate this I wish you would get out of my head but you fucking wont, and at the same time i like you being there cause some thoughts of you make me so fucking happy......I hate you damnit, but i love you even more. i just wish you would fucking feel my pain.....

Shannon [Chynadoll] said she'd cast a spell for me. i hope it works....I dont want to love him anymore....

Damn you, Kayla. Trying to steal Patrick. I wont have it. I know Patrick likes you more than me, but there is no way in HADES you are taking him from me.