love is just a figment of someones mind that is alterable by the way one is treated in other words the shit on the front i cant alter a my comp has virus and is scrwey!

i am pround of my pics and i only just remembered that i put them up^^ god damn it im stupid i mean i am talking to a diary! oficially i class my self as desperate! grrrr next time i write in this i will be saying random stuff

i found out my dog jack has given my step-dad an allergy to dogs and we have my dog he has to go and get kicked out i love my dog more than my family if i had to i would run away with him i dont want him to go i lovemy dog he is adorable funny and all my friends like him why does he have to go y cant my step-dad go instead? i want to keep jack but i cant as he is my dads a little bit like the fact i cant actually keep my dads guitarre he wants to sell it the bastard deserves to die the cunt I HATE HIM!!! I HATE THE WORLD!!! I HATE EVERYTHING! GARRRRRR THE ONLY COMPANY I HAVE NOW IS A PURE BLACK CAT AND A VEROTIOUS HAMSTER THAT I AM GOING TO BLOW UP!!!

i might actually decide to kill some one soon i dont know who would it be??? kirsty peaper is a no no because she is my cousin wait a min jade royal yes i shall kill her!!!!! *evil grin*

i a so bored everything i do it gets taken over i dont know why i bother!

i dont know why i am writing in this i barely ever do! but all i gots ta say is i now fancy someone but they are so attractive i dont think they would say yes if i asked them out but im fine with them knowing its just i would be really shy if i see them after they read this! so i will use code name blobby(that definatly in no way represents their body shape its the first name and no she isnt pink and yellow) ok you know the gender but not the name ! well blobby is really pretty and i have fancyed her since i met her but she has to go to her dads at the weekend and i barely ever see her out of school, but on the way home i like her even more and i am way too shy to tell her so blobby i am pretty certain she will never know apart from the fact that she is one of my friends in the photo and also one of my friends on this as well

but any way
i have been at my friends for ages three days and i havent been able to write in my diary or send people messages because of it! i am supposed to babysit again but i wont because i dont feel top of the morning gar i feel ill!

ok then today i went out till ten and made out with a girl how fun is it being me!??? mmmmm well i now oficially prefer girls!

i have a cute puppie but he has just chewed my fav pillow!!! and i spent my wages but soon i might have a giant hamster thingy i dunno what it is i need a boyf!

i have just eaten a veggie burger and it doesnt taste nice i think i am going to puke

god i am insane!

hello tiddlypeeps who look at this i am insane and i need to take medication and my neck is hurting after a party but i will put the photos up on here!!!! and you will see me in my best wear when my friend get them printed!!! woohoo i look so sexy in those pics!!!

my puppie is so cute i love all my friends and i am a topaz dragon! how great can life get life cant get better than this i am alone in a house and have been sat here for about 14 hours non stop just because i like this site! i am all alone apart from the dog and wanting ciggarets oh yay!?!? :( my dad just walked in the house to find me on this and doesnt care wait that is a good thing!!! , oh well i watched Tim Burtons nightmare before christmas and the hat on lois is mine and i can prove it! that very day we were all having a go in my hat but that day i looked queer that hat a green recorder that yenni stuck up her nose and a vans shoe and a reebok shoe a oversized waistcoat and blue/white jeans but that was fun i tried to play titanic on recorder and then jenni stuck it up her nose playing it!!! woohooo party!!! my puppie is so cute but he shits every where! and pisses! im so glad my bro's cant read! phil is supposedly friends with my dad sastan a.k.a the devil what a load of bull sh1t !1!!! my dad hates him coz of him lying to me! and razzle and yenni and lenni and mel and steph and george and micheal and every one in my form and everyone in our school!
i need photos of the gang and we all hate the word labeller and people who do it i mean i can label myself i dont need someone to do it for me im gonna draw pics of the whole gang!!! and show them off!!!

its a saturday and i am still on the hunt 4 a boyfriend and i am gettingpee'd off with it!!! no boyf in the past month grrr how annoying!!!

today was boring at school ! i might just go adventure to the neighbours hose for food i dont like rubbish from a bin! i dont understand why my friend got me to do this but hey its a life !!! hmm im not gonna right abuput my real life on this now!!!


my name is demonflame child and i dont like good guys hmmm blood is fun isnt it??? poison i drink with blood mmmm blod is salty though\!!! o well i will live!!!