some one tell me... should i go for the japanese schoolgirl look or orihime or casual??? i think i should go for school girl and im getting a wig and also i am getting a grey skirt knee hugh... and also i have a shirt... now its just a kase about the tie *rubs chin thinking*

taking away the pain is a smile,
a smile makes the pain fade away,
nothing hever hurts anymore
because a smile saved my day
a person smiles down the street
or even in a class
but nothing matters anymore
so they can all just kiss my ass
smiling all the time is painfull
but only for your cheeks
but i f you dont ever smile
you will be depressed for weeks


ha ha ha random poem i just made up!

wowee i got an easter resent early! i got a jade-stone necklace, which is the stone of good luck,the new jade stone is linked to good luck, integrity, and determination, and it can be used in any situation which needs will power and enthusiasm^_^

Blep Blep blep!!! Yaoi is the don! Blep Blep Blep gott get the sillyness out somehow! i mean im suposed to be like Yuki... for now... Blep Blep Blep! ooh what a fun word! Blep Blep Blep!

WAHAAAAAA!!!!! i got boxer pantys ^_^ im happy now! he he he and also i got new bra's .... i have waited soo long and also... i am getting a wig soon it is this one...
or...
or even...
i think the last one is the best.... tell me what you think!

i dont know wy i even boter trying anymore, i meet people in trouble, i try to help them and they shove it in my face! im a nice person i wish someone would just be nice to me!

ooo and this is my STRAWBERRY BELL!!!!! that i have to get^_^ NYAH!!!

ooh and this >< i have to get this too ^_^ NYAH!

my life ambition is to get These ears! i must go and attack the world as Ichigo from tokyo mew mew ^_^


mwahahaha i will get my mother to get it ^_^ NYAH!

woweee as most people know i like doughnuts and pizza and i have just been given 16 doughnuts yum yum yum ^_^ its all verry nice ^_^ well.. uh there is ten left now

i am tempted to go to sleep or something but you wait till the coffee kicks in !!! and i was at school today even though i wasnt supposed to be! i was outside of it in the pissing rain and i got all wet!!lmao i made a rude joke about being wet though i think you can work it out and whoop whoop im going to go and go to school tomorrow!! and yet again i am obsessed with a new song... its familiar realm by CKY and all these things i hate by bullet for my valentine... i dont get why some guys are so cheesy i just remembered a thing that monster said to me when i was singing bullet and he cheesily said "Do you have a bullet?" and i just said "let me guess its for your valentine?, just fuck off cris!!"
oh! and i am also obsessed with avenged sevenfold! i am listening to them now and i think the lead singer has an awesome voice! and i have started to say hells yeah i think i have been listenng to Sum41 too much! lmao oh well all good! i am really happy now coz the fucking caffiene (dont dis my misspelling you wetards!!) has just kicked in !!! woop woop i might get another!! XD and yes i have a tendency to do the retard dance whats your problem?! im even doing it at emilys hose party on saturday! and i will definitely keep you posted about that!! on friday i gotta Represent an awesome local band which has their album coming out soon nation wide!! and they are called ChokeHold! XD and i get to do a funny chicken dance in the middle of the wall thingy that they do at gigs !! and on saturday im going for a piss up at my friend emilys (heh heh heh photo's will be up XD) and also mike will be there *sings avenged sevenhold's burn* heh heh addictions are good all in the name of good fun XD i have many addictions for example:
-Rude comments
-Alchohol
-Partys
-Avenged sevenfold
-Coheed and Cambria
-Mudvayne
-Metallica
-Iron Maiden
-Sum 41
-Cky
-Disturbed
-Andensum
-MainStream
and last but not least my mp3!

oh and coffee...


... and sugar...

...and more alchohol


woah i am a verry addictive person!XD lmao

i probably have an addictive personality


oh and im addicted to guys with long hair yep i think that about all of my addictions! XD


nope i will write more when i can remember it all lmao woah first diary in like a week XD lmao wowee oooh


oh dude relationships are both good and bad! relationships let you know there is someone there to take care of you and look after you through all your troubles the bad thing is when you get into such a paranoid state that you think they are cheating on you ! i wouldnt think that because i always have to trust someone before i go out with them and know certin things about them like the childhood that me and my boyfriend shared^_^ i am really happy at the moment but what i dont get is why people do get paranoid! i dont even get paranoid when im stoned i am that calm about everything but sometimes my mind fucks of to some other place and goes away on its own and just leaves me there on my own feeling lonely but recently i have been full of hope ecitement and the warmth that you call happiness and i fukin love being happy! whats the point in getting depressed over nothing? i know someone who got depressed coz she cheated on her boyfriend with another guy and he was in a relationship too but im not saying any names! but i know that what they did shouldnt have happened and lus shouldnt their other half forgive them i wouldnt be able to stay pissed at someone over that but hey thats just me!! i am way too forgiving and cheery and hyperactive! XD and even worse when im drunk and me and emily are going to be dancing in mini skirts!! and the photo's are going to be put up but dont blame me if there are pantys showing on the pics its either mine or ems undies but i can guarantee the bat pants i have that were jennys will be shown on purpose!!

ha ha!! jenny the batpants are attacking the screens of your comps and laptops XD ha ha ha!!

i am eveil but they are going to be ontop of my fishnet tights !! ha ha !! so its all good XD i dont thing that the p works well on my comp oh and of course more rumours and shit is being spread and i got told by steph that mike used to like her so i just stood there and laughed and said "oooooooh ¬¬ do i look like i care?¬¬" and she said "i cant believe you just said that to me!" and then i broke out into a fit of hysterics coz of the way she said it, like vikki pollard in little britain! omfg that makes me laugh!

ha ha yet another addiction! little britain!!!

im remembering more and more every second and then forgetting them lmao


oh and theres skeletor versus beast man! XD


and bam margera but he is a bit full of himself but in the end its all good

i tend to fall in love with voices! lmao

yesterday my new pics were taken by [Rice] and today i am sat here feeling miles better than i did a couple f days ago even thoug i only just woken up and i hav nothing else to do!! whats 107+100+100+100+100+100+89 umm... gotta think i havent done maths in a whole week and 2 days!!
uhhh 696 i think and thats how many yu-gi-oh cards i have!!! woah! i actually counted and i originally started with 40 from [Rice] and they were all fairys... man i suck !!! i am a geek and proud!!! XD yugioh rules LMAOXD


awww an im laughing soo much i might just cry

1. I like Jenni
2. I want to party with Jenni
3.Jenni is scary.
4.Jenni and I are friends (i think.)
5. If I was alone in a room with Jenni we would probably talk about food(well i would).
6. I wish Jenni could smile.
7.Jenni should smile.
8.Jenni reminds me of ice cream.
9. If Jenni was an animal,she would be a lynx.

Itachi shrugged. "Too bad, I guess. Well, Orochimaru and I are going to go make use of the kinky sex room in the basement, so... knock first before coming in." He took Orochimaru's hand and they skipped away merrily.
Sasuke shuddered.
Later on into the evening, Itachi, Orochimaru and the Prince sat in the living room, watching various romance flicks in the dark.
"Oh, this part always makes me cry," Itachi blubbered, dabbing at his eyes with an enormous flower-print handkerchief.
"Oh, there there," Orochimaru cooed, putting an arm around his shoulders. Suffice to say, it didn't stay there for long.
"Oh, come on, guys!" Sasuke whined, watching the pair. "Can't we just watch the movie? Do you have to do... that?"
"Mgdgg," came Itachi's muffled reply.
Sasuke sighed.

the randomness of me i mean i am a mix of Orichimaru, marco, Gozaburoh and pegasus oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhh the creepy ness!!!!!! i will draw her! hahhahahhahahha hair in the sameshape as pegasus's and colour of marco's eyes like gozaburoh and the rest , well its a mixed up thing!

[*slipknot-rock*] is an a hole he never talks tome so we r thru but i still wanna be his friend the only important thing is i have met someone called luke who is 16 and talks to me, he lives in banbury and is cuddly and he totally rox!!!!!

my mother will die at the strike of twelve noon in the middle of town if you want to see a murder for yourself!

OMG! OMG ! i am allowed to use my dad's power tools to make a Bokuto for friday at the bicester village thing whoop whoop! i am looking forward to this soo badly hmmm i get to use a electric sander without an adult... what should...or who should i use it on first?... well i gotta do a 2 week project in a day coz i spend half my day at school that sucks and i actually think theis is the most interesting thing i have written yet! whoop whoop me and jenni are planning on having a play-fight in the middle of pingle field so everyone looks at us funny! yeah we rock!!!!!!! and i get to use an electris saw oooh yay! and i am going to carve some random desighn in it.. wait i will desighn them now and then i willuse them to use on the sword carving and then i can use 3d art thingys to cut into the wood and i got three sheets on how to make the bokuto but i might print off more!and i also get to use ribbons to make the handle so! uh huh! uh huh! uh huh uh huh uh huh!¬¬i am watching you cat!...*stares at cat in her windowsill*