ok.... i have started knitting a black/orange/r I LONG TO LOOK LIKE AN OLD LADY!!!!!
he he he love yall!
ha ha ha im in love with watching Gakuen Heaven ^^ he hehe i like the blonde guy he kees callng the main guy honey he he he
okay i was watching an aime and i fell in love with some of the intro lyrics, the anime is Rozen Maiden and the lyrics were Don't touch me yet, those shaking fingertips are the hesitations of a flower thief isnt that cute? i love the anime and also i have been watching a shonen ai as well it called sasukyo or something like that, i have been pissing about recently i need a job and i made myself a website in the middle of the night out of sheer boredom! the link is in my mood as well and did everyone know this is the only blog-like-thin
ZOMG!!! i even say that outloudd! yes my new phrase to say even though its a old phrase. and im drawing! i got out of my artists block and am drawing!! ^_^ im happy now! sayonara im of to draw Khi and Xaki and Kia.
man... i have allen asleep 11 times today.. yes i have been counting...als i just cant wait!!!!
man... going to another country on my own... thats going to be scary but fun! my mum is going to drive me to gatwick and also she is going to walk me to the area i have to go into by myself, i dont know how loneg it will take me to get there or anything but it sure seems to be fun... so when im gone i hope you all wish me good luck on the plane (im kinda afraid of planes due o my step-dad watching air crash investigation) O_O creepy!!! TT_TT he scares me sometimes!! TT_TT at the moment i look like a shit-tip because my hair looks like sex-hair! XD man... -_- im still half-asleep and i helped my mother make her C.V its wierd having her actually saying im free to do what i want but it aint half cool!!! im goign to miss them but not much XD i will call them on a pay-phone or something daily.
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while all of my friends were at school and considering i left i thought i would do something soooo drastically random that it would shock you all!!!!.... i got the back of my hair cut short and then i left the front long... causing a strong sence of oposites... and then i died it blonde!!! (well it went ginger) and then i put purple streaks in it and now i got blue gel in it too!!!! and i have piccies that are on my myspace and on my house!!!! ^_^ yes yes yes!!!!! randomness!!
i decided to get my dad a humungous card for his birthday and i did lol ha ha ah and it diminishes the size of my little brothers cards and i laughed hysterically as i had come home still drunk from the ight before. it wasnt thet much fun apart from the fact that i fell asleep on my friend sam's lap (he is a guy) and we were patting everybodys crotches comparing sizes how much fun is that? well i lived lol ha ha ha i found it hysterically funny and i couldnt resist shouting OMFG KEVIN HAS NO COCK!!!! i laughed and we wound him up about it. man... i have un pissing about with guys at sleepovers the only problem i was being molested by everyone due to the fact i was drunk and still asleep ha ha ah and then this morning ((i didnt manage to go to sleep for fear of being attacked again)) we drew on mike and he went home in a pissy grrrr and then we did it to mike (the guy who's house we were at) and then i decided to go home. lots of fun!!! ha ha ha well thats all thats hapened but now im soo lonly its wierd and i get depressed when i see my friends go off in their little coules.. is that normal? or is it just me unuasally upset about not having a boyfriend? O_O oooh bd news that means i will be wanting to go out with any guy i see!!! grrrr
My mum is a fukin bitch! i cant go to cosplay because we have no money but i dont get it its not my fault! and also my mum is in a mood over nothing i wanted a wig and we coudnt get it coz she is stressy ! oh...well... i guess my mum has just ruined my month! ... cant wait till my birthday! no bitchin mum or dad or bro's
look i am hungry tired and bored and pissed off!! my FF8 is working but not well and i have completed FF7 and also i have £20 for my leavers ball ticket!!! ^_^ ha ah ah a
some one tell me... should i go for the japanese schoolgirl look or orihime or casual??? i think i should go for school girl and im getting a wig and also i am getting a grey skirt knee hugh... and also i have a shirt... now its just a kase about the tie *rubs chin thinking*
taking away the pain is a smile,
a smile makes the pain fade away,
nothing hever hurts anymore
because a smile saved my day
a person smiles down the street
or even in a class
but nothing matters anymore
so they can all just kiss my ass
smiling all the time is painfull
but only for your cheeks
but i f you dont ever smile
you will be depressed for weeks
ha ha ha random poem i just made up!
wowee i got an easter resent early! i got a jade-stone necklace, which is the stone of good luck,the new jade stone is linked to good luck, integrity, and determination, and it can be used in any situation which needs will power and enthusiasm^_^
Blep Blep blep!!! Yaoi is the don! Blep Blep Blep gott get the sillyness out somehow! i mean im suposed to be like Yuki... for now... Blep Blep Blep! ooh what a fun word! Blep Blep Blep!
WAHAAAAAA!!!!! i got boxer pantys ^_^ im happy now! he he he and also i got new bra's .... i have waited soo long and also... i am getting a wig soon it is this one...
or...
or even...
i think the last one is the best.... tell me what you think!
i dont know wy i even boter trying anymore, i meet people in trouble, i try to help them and they shove it in my face! im a nice person i wish someone would just be nice to me!