Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.


awww... how cute! Now thats the kind of guy im looking for! :-)

ok, i didnt wake up early to start exercising but i'll do it after my mom leaves for her lunch break... so yeah! Cuz im a lazy butt! talking to cass right now, and trying to upload the thousands of pics i have cuz i feel like it!

Just got back from outside, i was helping my sis with soccer, and i was practicing my bball somewhat... im starting my workout tom. I'm gonna wake up, eat, do yoga and stretch for cheerleading, and then im gonna work on my abs, and then my legs, and then im gonna go run... just hopefully this time I'll actually go through with it... lol! I HAVE to get in shape.... ! lol!

Tell me this, does it make you a bad girlfriend, if you think about kissing a guy who is totally hot, while going out with a guy, and wishing that for a single moment you could be single long enough to kiss the other hot guy? and does it make you a bad gf when you get the craving to go up to a total and complete hot stranger and want to kiss them, but know you cant cuz that would be wrong, but think about doing it anyways?!?!?! well.. i don't so i think i should let it go.. am i right?

I better mark this day on my calendar cuz this is a miraculous day! HAHA!!! YES!!! THANK GOD!!!! ok... well enough of that! doo da doo! ok... Danny's calling, g2g!

Clint's so freaking hot, can't wait for school to start! YAY! Danny's back!!!

YAY! Danny's back! I totally didnt talk to him cuz of marissa last night, but thats ok! That storm thing last night was scary! and omg it was so freaking funny! This morning i was having a weird dream and i screamed really loud "MOM" cuz i did in my dream and like i woke myself up and i started laughing cuz i felt so stupid! and marissa started making fun of me! It was hilarious! Then i pushed her off her bed! HAHA! Love ya MANGO! Oh yeah, thanks for being there for me last night! I'm sorry i just started like well you know, but just know if you need me, im here!

Ya'll wanna know something hilariously funny... my ex boyfriend calls my two best friends more than he called me when we were going out! In ONE month he called my best friends more than he did me in 6 freaking months!!!!!! Ha! Don't you think thats a little funny... ha i do! I think thats a sign that it's great we're not going out anymore! haha! Gosh, how could i have been so freaking stupid, believing every piece of shit he ever told me! I feel so freaking stupid!!!

oh yeah i forgot to tell you that my back is all fine now! It's no longer peeling or discolored!!!!

Hey, I'm at marissa's house, we just got back from her bf, George's, house. It was fun, but i ate too much pizza and crazybread! mmm.. so now my stomach hurts bad!!! Well, i went to go see Fantastic Four today! OMFG!!! The Human Torch person guy thing, or "johnny", which btw, it a very hot name, so is brad and jake! oh yeah and clint, oh wait, clint is just hot, but anyways! OMG!!! I was freaking drooling (lol, marissa " *someone's name* ... droool!*) everytime he came on the screen! *drools a little*! mmm... anyways then we went to george's around 4:30 or something and we just got back at ten! It was fun, we watched movies, and there was a bit of a problem at one point, but hopefully thats over and done with! Well... oh yeah i still have to write about my time in South PAdre but I'll have to do that next week! I dont have time right now! I'm supposed to be doing my summer reading, I've started on the Iliad! It's pretty good, since its like about Troy, or Achilles, who in the movie "Troy" is played by Brad Pitt! and he is so FREAKING FINE!!! omg! We watched it in Brownsville and i nearly died! *sighs* omg he's so hot, and ORLANDO! Ugh! it's like the freaking hottest guys movie of all time!!!! mmm....!!!!!!!! well anyways the books pretty good if i picture brad pitt as achilles! mmm... ok better go now! tell ya about all my fun at South Padre later! much love to ya! Hugs and Kisses! I'm going to go wait for Danny to call! later! bye!

HeY!!! Just got back from South Padre yesterday with my bestest chica Mango!!! It was soooo much fun! HOT GUYS!!! AHHH!!! TO DIE FOR!!!! mmm.. mexico! Well I'll write all about it later when i have time! But for now i just wanted to say how freaking happy i am to find out that ANTHONY GUILLEN IS NOT COMING BACK NEXT YEAR!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams and jumps around excitedly* It's like a dream come true, but the bad part is neither is my friend Sarah! *sobs* and miral might not come back either, MAYBE, but that would be sad cuz he's cool! And he's clints best friend so if clint loses him, OH NO *gasps* we might lose clint, the single most hot guy in our school! NO! NO! NO!!! grr... but hopefully we wont lose him or miral! Anyways I'll write again later and tell you all about how much fun i had! later, much love!

I'm really falling for this guy I'm talking to, his names Danny, He's really nice, and he hilarious, and he likes that im weird, he says its amusing, and i can easily talk to him, the only thing is he's 17, and thats not really my style, i like guys my age, but maybe thats my problem, i need an older guy who's mature, or as mature as they come! He's going to killeen, so it will be so easy to see, almost everyday if i wanted... hmm.. It's really weird how at first you know, he was nice, but then the more i talked to him, the more i thought about him, and even after we got off the phone, after 3-4 hours on the phone, i was still smiling! Haha, i couldnt fall asleep last night cuz i was thinking about him... He's really into me, or he wouldnt have tried so hard to meet me, i almost passed him by because i was too busy thinking about some other stupid boy that i should have left a long time ago if i knew what was good for me, but i didnt, so i got screwed over, but hey, shit happens, thats life, and then other people come in your life... and it seems like God, i think you answered my prayers, cuz Danny came just in time! He's coming back from Georgia in 8 days!!! Can't wait! ok well thats all! mwah!

I'm having fun burning holes in pictures lol! I dont want to be reminded of this past year, it just makes me sad, so I'm sitting here... burning pic's but not all cuz i like how i look in some of them, so duh im not gonna ruin them! lol! mmm.. tostadas... cheese!

I'm so angry, i got really dark at south padre but i also got burned but u couldnt tell cuz i was so dark, well now my back is peeling, not to mention grossly! and my tan is gonna be retarded! freaking pisses me off!!! grr....

Lol i just counted how many guys have told me i'm hot or beautiful or sexy or what not and over 40 guys not including the ones i overlooked or deleted msg's from have messaged me with that message! lol!!!

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my website, but i havent finished it yet!

lol im such a fatso, i just made two batches of biscuits and im eating them all myself... mmm... lol the first batch, someone :::cough mom cough::: turned off the timer and they were a little too crispy but i ate the insides anyway and decided to make more, and they came out just right! Goldeny brown! mmm.. buttered biscuits are the best thing ever! besides cheese!!!!!

omg, im so happy, i tried on a size 0 shorts from two years ago, and they still FIT!!! YAY!!! but it fights my butt a little tight, but i liek it!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! sorry ok....

Bored as hell sitting here on the computer like a freaking nerd listening to music since i have nothing better to do than eat and watch t.v. grr... having some great convo's with kelly, ur awesome girl! love ya for it too! mmm.. awesome blossom! lol! ok thats all i gotta say... doo da doo... later...

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY ALL! Hope you had fun, i did sorta, well lets put it this way, i have my cotton candy and i already ate my caramel apple mmm.... lol lets see, i was gonna go with cassie, but she couldnt make it so last resort i called someone but then decided that was a prolly a bad idea so then i asked my friend kelsey, and then she was going to go with me, so then i went to the movies with my sis and parents and we saw War of the Worlds, it was pretty good! I liked it... i saw Rebecca Sanchez and i gave her a hug (she saw the same movie)... then omg right in the middle of a scary/sad/suspenseful part i dont really remember, my freaking phone goes off, on level 4 (the highest it goes) and it's george asking if i found someone to go with, but i already had so yeah... then i came home and found out the person i was going to go with couldnt come, and i thought george was still working and he wouldnt come in time by the time we were gonna take the bus so I had to go by myself... :-(.... then like i get there i call marissa, say hi, happy etc... and i call cass too, doing the same, i call devin too, so then i call george and tell him what happened... talked to him for a while, about an hour later, my arm started hurting so i hung up with him, i was waiting in line for my freaking COtton Candy and Caramel Apple, cuz I absolutely HAD to have it, and like 20 min. of being in line i was missing the fireworks, but i could still see them, oh yeah and when i was standing in line with my sister, some guy came up by me and was like "Hey Baby!" and just stood by me with two or three of his friends behind him, and i just looked at him and turned away, he seemed too old for me,(plus my sister was standing right there, it felt awkard) and his friends started like making fun of him, but there were a lot of guys there, some hot, some not, and some ok, but i was with my freaking family the whole freaking time, so of course i didnt have fun! But oh well! Theres always next year! and every weekend!!! Well that was my night! Tell ya about my day tom... well tom! so later!