TAlked to george vega last night, and he made me feel really good! Thanks George!

Oh yeah! I never freaking wrote about south padre with marissa! ok so here goes, we leave early sunday morning and we get to brownsville around 2:00 cuz that's where we're staying! Ok, so we get to the Residence Inn which is like the greatest hotel, i absolutely love it, but maybe its cuz one time i stayed there in austin, and austin has like all the hot guys in the world, which is prolly the reason i became obsessed with UT and like when i was staying there, there was a freaking team of baseball players and OMG they were HOT! and i was like dying from like all the hotness surrounding me an everywhere i went there was like hot guys! *sighs*... yeah so theres my story of why i love austin, but to get back to the real story! Well we get to the Residence Inn and our rooms arent ready and they wont be for another 2 1/2 hours, so my mom was like "ok, let's go eat!" and of ALL places we were going to eat at the mall!!!!! Me and marissa were so not dressed to go to the mall, i was wearing these pink pants my sis gave me cuz she used em in one of her dance things and u could freaking see right through em, but when i was wearing em i just figured we'd go to the hotel and i'd change, but no! and i was wearing some crap shirt with a pink whatsit on it! ugh! And marissa was wearing rolled up cheer shorts and her happy bunny tank top! So we got to the mall, and omg, FREAKING HOT MEXICANS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!! I was like freaking out, i was in a mall with all these hot mexican guys and i was wearing crap clothes!!! So me and marissa didnt even eat there, we went straight to Agaci, which by the way, is a very nice store, and I bought a black, not to mention short, skirt an burnt orange tank top and some orangish brownish peasant skirt which i love, but its way too big, i cant do anything in it, right marissa? lol! anyways and she bought a green tank top and the same black skirt, which is shorter on her which means i have to cut mine lol! and a really pretty pink strapless top! I loved it... well we went to go buy other unmentionables so i could change, and then we went to the foodcourt bathrooms and changed and only had like half an hour to walk around! I dont was hilarious! so we got back to the hotel and our rooms were ready! and we got our own room (me and marissa) and my sis and cousin had to sleep in the living room area! Well then we went down to the pool, and we saw this guy and he was cute, and then later on we decided to go on his floor and "walk around" well it so happens that right after we started walking, him and his dad, who was very nice, were right behind us and we like oh crap, ok lets go ... lol it was hilarious cuz they knew we didnt belong on that floor... anyways the next day we went to South padre and omg there was a group of 5 guys and they were all mexican and hot with nice bodies and i was like dying.... *sigh* and then like this one guy asked for my number, but i told him i had a bf, which i like almost do, so i wasnt really lying... then the next day we went to mexico, but not progresso like i wanted to, we went to matamoros... and mmm... Garcia's market... God... oh yeah ok, when we got there, there was this guy who was about 15-16 and he was freaking hot, and he was working there so me and marissa were like just walking and staying near his work area, it was hilarious... and then we went to Juanes market... came back and it was hilarious cuz the bus driver dropped us off 8 blocks away from Garcia's market and my mom was all pissed and frustrated and me and marissa were all like doo da doo da doo... and then like it started raining and we were like dancing around in the rain, it was fun! Well then we got back to Garcia's market and bought stuff! Lol. i bought this little halo like think with like tissue flowers and ribbons (so did marissa) and i wanted my mom to buy me this mexican dress cuz i've always wanted one, and like marissa bet me 20 that i wouldnt wear it to the mall, and i told her i would, so now i have to, but i want to just cuz i dont want to owe her 20 bucks, and because it would be fun! Well then about 10 min. before we left, there was these two guys, one of which i thought was extremely hot! *sigh* and like when we left i was all depressed but like when we were crossing the border i saw them again and they were like right behind us when were leaving cuz my mom had to get her alcohol and whatnot, but then they went the other way and i was like , grr... well then we went to Boca Chica beach and it was really nice, me and marissa buried a dead jellyfish and we made each other into mermaids and we collected seashells, and there was this cute guy, and then we left.... oh yeah and this borderpatrol guy waved at me and i waved back! lol sorry really random but thats all i could remember! hmm.. then we drove back the next day and marissa stayed another night then went home and the next night i stayed at her house! It was fun!

WHY do you build me up (build me up) buttercup baby just to let me down (let me down) and then mess me around and then worst of all you never call baby when u say you will but i love you still, I need you more than anyone darling, you know that i have from the start, so build me up (build me up) buttercup don't break my heart - The temptations!

hehe, sorry i'm just really bored!!

All alone, nothing to do, its lonely here, without you, the candlelight is burning low, lovesongs on the radio and memories are all i have to show, photographs, tickets for two promises that all fell through, now everything's in black in white, the colors faded with night, the stars we used to wish upon have somehow lost their light, where is the feeling we used to know, where's the music that played, what happened to the love that used to show, where did the feeling go? -- Selena

Sorry i was listening and just felt like putting it up here! lol!

Isnt it funny how fake people can be... they act one way to make you believe their one person and then later on u realize everything you thought they were was ALL a lie?! Yeah, i HATE those kind of people. I mean, i LOATHE them! They disgust me! Being that way isn't going to get them anywhere in life! EVER! They might as well figure out who they really are and stay that way! It'll make their life a lot easier, and other's less stressful!

went out to do my lateral thigh thing and i ended up doing it for 5 min, then came inside and ate fritos and bean dip and started watching harry potter on HBO! lol! Gosh, im horrible at this exercise and diet thing! oh well! ttyl! much love!

just got finished sorting all my pics on my kodak thingamabob took forever cuz i have like over 250 pics of like everything, and clint.. mmm! anyways... later!

You know what... it's funny how much a person can learn about their life and all the things they didnt see before until people point it out, and it all starts to make sense... the lies, the decieving, everything they ever wished not to be true, but in the end they have to accept that that's what happened, and there's nothing in the world they can do but accept the fact that they were stupid for not seeing it in the first place and for not listening to people when they were sitting there pointing it out to them... then they learn that there are only a few people in their lives they can trust, and the others are just there to keep them company, and that next time, listen to what your best friends tell you, and heed their advice, it'll bring a lot less stress, confusion, and heartache...

I actually kind of worked out yesterday but not really, me and sis did yoga, it helps with flexibility for cheerleading yay! and then pilates and today im gonna go do the lateral thigh thingamabob and i wanted to run, but my sis has soccer practice, so i'll just work on my abs or something, and then do yoga/pilates again... it worked a little bit, i can tell today! Well.... yeah! k byebye now!

Hey, just got done talking to miral! Sad to know he's not gonna come back to ht next year! He's a cool person! :'-( He just got back from india, he got his ear pierced, he's gonna send me a pic later! lol! He's gonna play football and i told him to send me the schedule and i'll make a few games to go and see him but its gonna be hard cuz i have to make some killeen, and then i gotta work around for celtic games if there are even gonna be any! but yeah, it makes me really depressed to know that he's not coming back!....

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.


awww... how cute! Now thats the kind of guy im looking for! :-)

ok, i didnt wake up early to start exercising but i'll do it after my mom leaves for her lunch break... so yeah! Cuz im a lazy butt! talking to cass right now, and trying to upload the thousands of pics i have cuz i feel like it!

Just got back from outside, i was helping my sis with soccer, and i was practicing my bball somewhat... im starting my workout tom. I'm gonna wake up, eat, do yoga and stretch for cheerleading, and then im gonna work on my abs, and then my legs, and then im gonna go run... just hopefully this time I'll actually go through with it... lol! I HAVE to get in shape.... ! lol!

Tell me this, does it make you a bad girlfriend, if you think about kissing a guy who is totally hot, while going out with a guy, and wishing that for a single moment you could be single long enough to kiss the other hot guy? and does it make you a bad gf when you get the craving to go up to a total and complete hot stranger and want to kiss them, but know you cant cuz that would be wrong, but think about doing it anyways?!?!?! well.. i don't so i think i should let it go.. am i right?

I better mark this day on my calendar cuz this is a miraculous day! HAHA!!! YES!!! THANK GOD!!!! ok... well enough of that! doo da doo! ok... Danny's calling, g2g!

Clint's so freaking hot, can't wait for school to start! YAY! Danny's back!!!

YAY! Danny's back! I totally didnt talk to him cuz of marissa last night, but thats ok! That storm thing last night was scary! and omg it was so freaking funny! This morning i was having a weird dream and i screamed really loud "MOM" cuz i did in my dream and like i woke myself up and i started laughing cuz i felt so stupid! and marissa started making fun of me! It was hilarious! Then i pushed her off her bed! HAHA! Love ya MANGO! Oh yeah, thanks for being there for me last night! I'm sorry i just started like well you know, but just know if you need me, im here!

Ya'll wanna know something hilariously funny... my ex boyfriend calls my two best friends more than he called me when we were going out! In ONE month he called my best friends more than he did me in 6 freaking months!!!!!! Ha! Don't you think thats a little funny... ha i do! I think thats a sign that it's great we're not going out anymore! haha! Gosh, how could i have been so freaking stupid, believing every piece of shit he ever told me! I feel so freaking stupid!!!

oh yeah i forgot to tell you that my back is all fine now! It's no longer peeling or discolored!!!!

Hey, I'm at marissa's house, we just got back from her bf, George's, house. It was fun, but i ate too much pizza and crazybread! mmm.. so now my stomach hurts bad!!! Well, i went to go see Fantastic Four today! OMFG!!! The Human Torch person guy thing, or "johnny", which btw, it a very hot name, so is brad and jake! oh yeah and clint, oh wait, clint is just hot, but anyways! OMG!!! I was freaking drooling (lol, marissa " *someone's name* ... droool!*) everytime he came on the screen! *drools a little*! mmm... anyways then we went to george's around 4:30 or something and we just got back at ten! It was fun, we watched movies, and there was a bit of a problem at one point, but hopefully thats over and done with! Well... oh yeah i still have to write about my time in South PAdre but I'll have to do that next week! I dont have time right now! I'm supposed to be doing my summer reading, I've started on the Iliad! It's pretty good, since its like about Troy, or Achilles, who in the movie "Troy" is played by Brad Pitt! and he is so FREAKING FINE!!! omg! We watched it in Brownsville and i nearly died! *sighs* omg he's so hot, and ORLANDO! Ugh! it's like the freaking hottest guys movie of all time!!!! mmm....!!!!!!!! well anyways the books pretty good if i picture brad pitt as achilles! mmm... ok better go now! tell ya about all my fun at South Padre later! much love to ya! Hugs and Kisses! I'm going to go wait for Danny to call! later! bye!

HeY!!! Just got back from South Padre yesterday with my bestest chica Mango!!! It was soooo much fun! HOT GUYS!!! AHHH!!! TO DIE FOR!!!! mmm.. mexico! Well I'll write all about it later when i have time! But for now i just wanted to say how freaking happy i am to find out that ANTHONY GUILLEN IS NOT COMING BACK NEXT YEAR!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams and jumps around excitedly* It's like a dream come true, but the bad part is neither is my friend Sarah! *sobs* and miral might not come back either, MAYBE, but that would be sad cuz he's cool! And he's clints best friend so if clint loses him, OH NO *gasps* we might lose clint, the single most hot guy in our school! NO! NO! NO!!! grr... but hopefully we wont lose him or miral! Anyways I'll write again later and tell you all about how much fun i had! later, much love!