Going to *somewhere* tonight with cass mango and other people and maybe just maybe clint will be there... but if he does, so will anthony guillen! GrrRRRrrrr!!!! oh well hotness of all hotness will be there and thats good enough for me!

talked to like hottie of the century clintalicious or clintacious as his fanclub would call him but clintalicious is more him! mmmm! hottie!! it was hilarious! had a great convo. much fun! good night! must go off and drool over clint and many other hot guys! and of how much fun im gonna have tom! yay!

totally talking to total hotness and listening to hotnesses singing! mmm! Go Clintacious Fanclub lol! we still need to make his shirt we were supposed to like 2 months ago marissa! lol!

Today was voted Best day EVER by me and [FrankoPhWN] lol! *hugs*! =D!

this canopus guy is freaking hott!!!

**epensa tu eres un muy bonita chiquita bonita**


Thanks much and very smooth, lol... ur totally cool in my book [**BIGG TEXAS**] haha but i was "smooth and devilish" or so you say and caught you lol!

13 ways to get a girls <3....



1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy wiped
11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really shes loves it).


^i like it^

continuation!!! lol.... ok i ran into my ex boyfriend, rory, and he was with some chick, and i was like oh crap, but we stopped and talked to him anyways... he was nice, he actually lik eincluded me in the conversation which actually really surprised me, and Cass said she saw him checking me out, but i dunno i didnt see anything although half the time i was trying to find something else to be focused on... well then like these little creepy white boys kept following us around and cass was like freaking out and she nearly tripped me pulling me into Pacsun where they like were all trying to follow us and stuff and we kept passing them because like we kept walking up and down the mall and everytime we would pass them they would go "Hey, What's up ladies?" and we would just ignore them! Lol then there was this pizza guy who someone totally was playing SMEYEZIES with and then there was the guy at the foodcourt with the blue shirt and of course he was mexican and i totally like thought he was hot! so like i actually had a reason to go back and forth by the foodcourt and he kept watching me but he was with his mom and she was making fun of him cuz she saw him like staring at me walk by and i thought it was funny but he was a little older i could tell... but he was still hot, then there were these black guys leaning on a car checking us out as we walked by... then there was this other group of black guys that were like "Hey" and they were pretty good looking, and then omg there were the Pool guys... Cassie like totally made me play and like so we went in there and we played for an hour cuz we sucked but there was a group of five guys and they were all mexican and like it was so funny cuz i looked up for like 5 sec's and when i did i totally saw this guy point at me and then turn away quickly cuz he saw that i saw him and his friend turned to look to see what he was pointing at and then he too turned away quickly cuz he saw that i was looking but like when they finished playing they went out to the plant outside of tilt, in front of the movie theater and they sat on the plant thing and kept staring at us it was funny! and then there were other random white boys that were good looking that were like "What's up ladies?" but i was too distracted to answer them cuz of something... but they were good looking! and then there were other mexican guys totally looking at us and it was just so much fun! oh yeah and this guy we kept passing by he had like green eyes and like he kept looking at us and finally he maturely came up and asked us our names, but then we kind of walked off and it was funny cuz cassie totally thought he was hot, and i thought he was ok, but not really what appeals to me! he did have pretty eyes though! and our whole time at the mall was hilarious! If i havent mentioned already there was also this like college guy named Jeremy who totally hit on us too, but we told him we had boyfriends only that was half true cuz i dont and he was really creepy and white trying to be black and yeah he was scary there was so many incidents with guys it was fun! haha, remind me to go to the mall more often on friday, oh yeah and there was this creepy old guy we kept trying to avoid he was like following us and stuff it was really creepy!! ok im done cuz im tired and want to go lay down somewhere! write again later! hugs and kisses!!

omg! Today was so fun!!!!! lol! Ok after i woke up at 7 in the freaking morning to get ready to go with cassie to the last day of her summer school thing, she took a test, i sat there for freaking 4 hours doing like nothing, we went to the mall! I was in my pink little skirt which i just bought and absolutely love and wearing a white top that you could totally see my red bra through, but i couldnt help it cuz it was the only one i own!!! And i was wearing like 5 in. heels lol. shoes i bought in eighth grade, which by the way leaves gross blisters and now i remember why i stopped wearing them! ANyways, today was like "have guys hit on you, have people ask ur age, and run into your ex day!" all in one! Ok, We got there and we were in front of Footaction and there was a song on me and cass liked so we totally started dancing and like we went into Melrose and this chick followed us into there and was like "How old are ya'll" and it took me a while and i was like "15" and she was "Oh man! If ya'll were 16, i could have offered ya'll jobs there!" and me and cass were like "man!" that would have been so cool cuz like guys go there and i could just sit there and watch them all day! Cuz i just could! mmm..anyways.. so we go to Casa Ole cuz im freaking starving! Well we got the Hot waiter named PJ and he was being all extra nice and it was fun! and well when we were like almost done eating he came over and he was like "so how old are ya'll" and we were like "15!" and he was like "Oh... yeah I figured, you know, that you guys, you know, were kinda.. younger... cuz umm you know..." and was all like fidgeting and stuff.. and then like walked off cuz he got really nervous and we thought he was soo cute! So i was like ok lets leave him a tip, which we gave him 5, with a note saying "Here's for being really cute!" and its was so funny! So then we went and like, oh yeah by the way im not necessarily going in order, i'm just saying the really big stuff and then all the other little cuz theres like 23 things i need to tell you! anyways.. we went into the movie theater to go watch Fantastic Four (for me again cuz freaking hot freaking human torch guy! Gosh, freaking hottie! mmm!) and like we were looking at what we could get to eat, and like this black guy came and was all hitting on cassie, and he was a little older by like 5 yeawrs or so, and like this mexican guy was hitting on me, btw he wasnt hot, and like we went into our movie thing, but we didnt get anything yet cuz we only had 5 dollars to spend so then i was just like w/e im really hungry and i want popcorn, so we went to like go get some and as i was going back he was like "so how old are you?" and i was like "15" and he was like "oh man, thats too bad!" and i was like "mm... " then walked off and me and cass were like laughing cuz people kept asking us our ages! lol! ok well then... ok need to finish story later butt hurts and i need to watch this movie, but theres so much! its hilarious!!!

Chiquita (Banana) Chiquita (Banana) Banana's Unite. Form banana, form form banana, Form banana form form banana, Peel banana, peel peel banana, Peel banana, peel peel banana, You peel it to the left, uh-huh, You peel it to the right, uh-huh, You open up the middle and ugh, you take a bite!

TAlked to george vega last night, and he made me feel really good! Thanks George!

Oh yeah! I never freaking wrote about south padre with marissa! ok so here goes, we leave early sunday morning and we get to brownsville around 2:00 cuz that's where we're staying! Ok, so we get to the Residence Inn which is like the greatest hotel, i absolutely love it, but maybe its cuz one time i stayed there in austin, and austin has like all the hot guys in the world, which is prolly the reason i became obsessed with UT and like when i was staying there, there was a freaking team of baseball players and OMG they were HOT! and i was like dying from like all the hotness surrounding me an everywhere i went there was like hot guys! *sighs*... yeah so theres my story of why i love austin, but to get back to the real story! Well we get to the Residence Inn and our rooms arent ready and they wont be for another 2 1/2 hours, so my mom was like "ok, let's go eat!" and of ALL places we were going to eat at the mall!!!!! Me and marissa were so not dressed to go to the mall, i was wearing these pink pants my sis gave me cuz she used em in one of her dance things and u could freaking see right through em, but when i was wearing em i just figured we'd go to the hotel and i'd change, but no! and i was wearing some crap shirt with a pink whatsit on it! ugh! And marissa was wearing rolled up cheer shorts and her happy bunny tank top! So we got to the mall, and omg, FREAKING HOT MEXICANS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!! I was like freaking out, i was in a mall with all these hot mexican guys and i was wearing crap clothes!!! So me and marissa didnt even eat there, we went straight to Agaci, which by the way, is a very nice store, and I bought a black, not to mention short, skirt an burnt orange tank top and some orangish brownish peasant skirt which i love, but its way too big, i cant do anything in it, right marissa? lol! anyways and she bought a green tank top and the same black skirt, which is shorter on her which means i have to cut mine lol! and a really pretty pink strapless top! I loved it... well we went to go buy other unmentionables so i could change, and then we went to the foodcourt bathrooms and changed and only had like half an hour to walk around! I dont was hilarious! so we got back to the hotel and our rooms were ready! and we got our own room (me and marissa) and my sis and cousin had to sleep in the living room area! Well then we went down to the pool, and we saw this guy and he was cute, and then later on we decided to go on his floor and "walk around" well it so happens that right after we started walking, him and his dad, who was very nice, were right behind us and we like oh crap, ok lets go ... lol it was hilarious cuz they knew we didnt belong on that floor... anyways the next day we went to South padre and omg there was a group of 5 guys and they were all mexican and hot with nice bodies and i was like dying.... *sigh* and then like this one guy asked for my number, but i told him i had a bf, which i like almost do, so i wasnt really lying... then the next day we went to mexico, but not progresso like i wanted to, we went to matamoros... and mmm... Garcia's market... God... oh yeah ok, when we got there, there was this guy who was about 15-16 and he was freaking hot, and he was working there so me and marissa were like just walking and staying near his work area, it was hilarious... and then we went to Juanes market... came back and it was hilarious cuz the bus driver dropped us off 8 blocks away from Garcia's market and my mom was all pissed and frustrated and me and marissa were all like doo da doo da doo... and then like it started raining and we were like dancing around in the rain, it was fun! Well then we got back to Garcia's market and bought stuff! Lol. i bought this little halo like think with like tissue flowers and ribbons (so did marissa) and i wanted my mom to buy me this mexican dress cuz i've always wanted one, and like marissa bet me 20 that i wouldnt wear it to the mall, and i told her i would, so now i have to, but i want to just cuz i dont want to owe her 20 bucks, and because it would be fun! Well then about 10 min. before we left, there was these two guys, one of which i thought was extremely hot! *sigh* and like when we left i was all depressed but like when we were crossing the border i saw them again and they were like right behind us when were leaving cuz my mom had to get her alcohol and whatnot, but then they went the other way and i was like , grr... well then we went to Boca Chica beach and it was really nice, me and marissa buried a dead jellyfish and we made each other into mermaids and we collected seashells, and there was this cute guy, and then we left.... oh yeah and this borderpatrol guy waved at me and i waved back! lol sorry really random but thats all i could remember! hmm.. then we drove back the next day and marissa stayed another night then went home and the next night i stayed at her house! It was fun!

WHY do you build me up (build me up) buttercup baby just to let me down (let me down) and then mess me around and then worst of all you never call baby when u say you will but i love you still, I need you more than anyone darling, you know that i have from the start, so build me up (build me up) buttercup don't break my heart - The temptations!

hehe, sorry i'm just really bored!!

All alone, nothing to do, its lonely here, without you, the candlelight is burning low, lovesongs on the radio and memories are all i have to show, photographs, tickets for two promises that all fell through, now everything's in black in white, the colors faded with night, the stars we used to wish upon have somehow lost their light, where is the feeling we used to know, where's the music that played, what happened to the love that used to show, where did the feeling go? -- Selena

Sorry i was listening and just felt like putting it up here! lol!

Isnt it funny how fake people can be... they act one way to make you believe their one person and then later on u realize everything you thought they were was ALL a lie?! Yeah, i HATE those kind of people. I mean, i LOATHE them! They disgust me! Being that way isn't going to get them anywhere in life! EVER! They might as well figure out who they really are and stay that way! It'll make their life a lot easier, and other's less stressful!

went out to do my lateral thigh thing and i ended up doing it for 5 min, then came inside and ate fritos and bean dip and started watching harry potter on HBO! lol! Gosh, im horrible at this exercise and diet thing! oh well! ttyl! much love!

just got finished sorting all my pics on my kodak thingamabob took forever cuz i have like over 250 pics of like everything, and clint.. mmm! anyways... later!

You know what... it's funny how much a person can learn about their life and all the things they didnt see before until people point it out, and it all starts to make sense... the lies, the decieving, everything they ever wished not to be true, but in the end they have to accept that that's what happened, and there's nothing in the world they can do but accept the fact that they were stupid for not seeing it in the first place and for not listening to people when they were sitting there pointing it out to them... then they learn that there are only a few people in their lives they can trust, and the others are just there to keep them company, and that next time, listen to what your best friends tell you, and heed their advice, it'll bring a lot less stress, confusion, and heartache...

I actually kind of worked out yesterday but not really, me and sis did yoga, it helps with flexibility for cheerleading yay! and then pilates and today im gonna go do the lateral thigh thingamabob and i wanted to run, but my sis has soccer practice, so i'll just work on my abs or something, and then do yoga/pilates again... it worked a little bit, i can tell today! Well.... yeah! k byebye now!

Hey, just got done talking to miral! Sad to know he's not gonna come back to ht next year! He's a cool person! :'-( He just got back from india, he got his ear pierced, he's gonna send me a pic later! lol! He's gonna play football and i told him to send me the schedule and i'll make a few games to go and see him but its gonna be hard cuz i have to make some killeen, and then i gotta work around for celtic games if there are even gonna be any! but yeah, it makes me really depressed to know that he's not coming back!....

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.


awww... how cute! Now thats the kind of guy im looking for! :-)