I just had the shit scared out of me last night. My girlfriend heather was in a car accdent last night. She's ok phyicaly but mentaly from what i can tell she's been broken. She's extreamly pale she won't stop shakeing and just keeps stareing off into space. Not to mention the constant metal breakdowns. And panic attacks. But i'm just not really shure what to do right now. I'm not going to abandon her in some stupid panic. Not now not when she needs me the most. But i'm not shure what i need to do i've never gone through this before. Any sugestions you could tell me would be much aprechated.

Well not a hell of a lot has changed it's only just hotter and hoter and its really getting to me. Geeze not a lot to talk about. Really other then the fact that my cusson is comming up tomarow for two weeks. So yeah things are ok there. but i just got off the phone from my friend gabby she was wonding about things so i told her how i met Joanna way back. kind of an amuseing story. But i guess if you ask me i might tell you a bit about it.

Hey guys well just when i thought things where finished between me an heather she e-mailed me and told me she really missed me so i opend back up to her and we talked four or five hours and we relized it was over just some petty bickering so.We a BACK TOGERTHER AGAIN. I feel like i could do a backflip right now! HA HA!

Well i just got home from visiting my fokes. Let see well it started off when when i had just found out instead of leaveing saturday monring we would leave at 12:00 am that day. So we got to bristol around 7:00 or so. Well i spend the next few hours chilling with my cusson talking things of that nature. At about 11:00 i called tina and asked her if i could come over. Chris still had some work to do so i went over my self. Well i don't tink i had ever hit it off that quickly a girl before. We watched Evil dead. A wicked good movie. when she kept pokeing me constantly. I think she was trying to get me going. So i tackled her and then we both started rough houseing for about an hour. Then we snuggled and watched another zombie movie. I gave her a back massage which she comented that is was. "Extremaly good." at one point i feel asleep in her lap. She made dinner. A Very VERY good one i might add. I tell you tina is one hell of a cook. Then we watched pirates of the carbiean. Rough housed a little more. We watched some more movie while she layed on my thigh. and about an hour later i went home. All in all a very forfilling day. OH she also kicked my ass at tenchu Rath of heven. Well i will add more later...Thanks for reading.

Well not a lot to checkin with I met ashelys boy friend. it's seems cool enough we had some things in common. i'm went for a drive today almost hit a god dam moose. And that's about it..

Hello ladies and gentenlmen... Well it's been almost two years since i was single and it's not to bad. I just got in touch with my last ex Dizzydinna Yeah i know i can't spell her name that well. She seems to be doing ok. Yeah i miss her a bit. And strangely enough still have loveing feelings for her...There not as stong as they where when we where dateing but there still there all the same...I rember when my older friend justin and his girlfriend took us to the farmington fair. and when i was looking for around she felt the need to blow a horn in my ear for the fun of it. But yeah i just let it roll off. That was the day when i bought these neckless things that each peice was half a heart. And we each had our names ingraved on the back of each one. I rember i never took mine off even during gym when the teacher said we wernt alowed to have jeulary on i still wore mine...God i miss that womman...And who ever has her now is one lucky son of a bitch...

Well peoples i'm cool now..Not a care in the world. You know what it actualy feels kind of nice to be on my own again, releaving in a way but...knowing me i will be out girl hunting again with in a week. One thing that i didnt' really rlelize is that my Best friend tina actualy said i'm quite romantic. Hell i try to be nice but i never knew i was. She also said that i'm a very rare kind of guy. I trust her for her word to it makes me feel good NEEE..Wee i so happy now ^_^ Well thought i would drop a note Well thanks for reading. I should be back on elf town for a good while now.

Well things have kind have gone to hell in a hand basket Real quicky. I just lost my girlfriend Heather so yeah...I'm not really the most socialable person at the moment. Lets see the other night i went world war 3 on my room yeah yeah i know i got an anger probelm so sue me. I really am not one to be tried that the moment to if i where you. Unless you consiter me to be your friend i sugest you lay off...

Well in a 3 day perieod i beat Metal Gear Solid 2 and Red factaion god i'm going to run out of games to play by the end of the week if i'm not carefull.

Well i finaly got a chance to go to walmart last night and get one of them max memmory 16 mb cards. So i started up playing dot hack yet again i think so far for part one this has to be at least the 3rd time i've played it and still enjoy it.

Well i'm still kicking my self over the fact that i forgot both my memmory cards down back in rodeisland. Hope fully my cuz will mail them up soon becuase i miss being able to actualy save on my Ps2.

Well guys i'm back and i had a rather good thanks giving i got the chance to buy some new video games too. This has inspired me to start writeing my own revews. First off i will play though a game 2 or 3 times and then share my oppion on it. Also i will have other members vote on what game i will play next.

Well it's been awhile since i've been on ET but nothing much has changed becide the fact i'm done with school and working odd jobs. My Star Trek bridge commander arived in the mail about 3 weeks ago and i've been devoteing most of my time on the computer to chatting, playing runescape, and modding my new game.

Finaly after nearly 3 years of hunting i've got a copy of brdige commander. Think of it as the trekeys holy grale. In ansisapation of my new games arivle i've begun to colect mods. I'm expecting it by friday, sadurady or monday.

Well i got a responce from my friend down in missippi. Thank gods she's ok i'm so relived.

Well yet again nothing new to report. I've been spending most of the day trying to grasp this new rom/message board/ rpg game. If your intrested it's www.dgemu.com It's much better then some of the rom sites i've been too. other than that nothing. I watched a little Mash played some street fighter third strike. That's about it.

Well nothing really new to report. School just started back up and i got some really crappy ass classes now. such as pottery. I DON'T EVEN LIKE POTTERY! And yet there giveing it to me any ways. Also after much consiteraion i've decide to go to job corps and go after a job as a network admin, been told there in high demand and since i got a thing for computers i figure what the hey might as well give it a shot right.

God i'm so happy now i got my computer fixed so now it's running just fine again now i don't have to use that pain in the butt apple. And even better i'm going into tommarow to get a stick of 256mb of ram so now i can have a much faster computer with a total of 512mb of ram yee i could hug myself

Well today was fairly un eventfull. Lets see today i did some more summer school home work, Signed up for another mmorpg. Yelled at my hp for being dead. Cursed my apple for being an apple. Got zaped by my ps2 controller. Messeged my ex...Oh my favorate pbs show is on the red green show god it's so funny. Well later.

Well as of today my computer quit on me today so now i'm on a barrowed one from my school. An apple of all things. Thank you very much...Not Belive mw if i could use something else i would but this is all i have right now.

Well every one i'm back...At least for the moment been lets see about 4 months since i have been on Hardly anyhing has changed since then still don't have a new girl yet...Still hunting though.