Ok, I thought it over and maybe a better idea is to try and explain the whole of whats going on here. Ive never really said anything to anyone about this but Im going through something more than this here dog is worth. Im kinda struggling with a downward battle and I cant fight it anymore. Its a hard habit to break...even harder when you havent even broken it. Its true, Ive slipped back into old habits and at this point, Im in no mood to be helped. I just want to stay as far from reality as possible right now.
Theres been a string of fucked up shit thats happened in my life that I need to...I dont even know. Take all this shit in with a grain of salt and try to understand, Im only human...and barely that.
Sup Homeslices! lol. ehhh I dont wanna sound gay but I dont wanna be on Elftown anymore because its gay. Its like, you wanna talk to your friends, and you can see them...but they aint there because they are offline. Sucks. Im not trying to be a pair of dicknuts or anything but I made all my friends online by staying up late, before I had a serious career to think about. What Im saying is that all the people that I am close to online, are never on till really late (like 3am in the morn). I cant physically stay up that late anymore, not when I need to work in the morning. Not just that, on the weekends when I can afford to stay up late, they dont come on anyway LOL. Im not bitching or blameing but its not worth it anymore. Theres no way I can stay in contact with them so I figure its best to just skip on out and see what shit happens. I wish them all the best with life and....fuck Im bad with goodbyes! Live Long And Prosper!